Chapter 9- No One Ever Has to Know
We've tied our pain below, and no one ever has to know
That inside we're broken. I tried to patch things up again…
–Miracle by Paramore
Bella's Point of View
I returned to the bus as soon as I finished signing autographs. I found Seth's place and I sighed after everything what happened in the concert. Sure it's just me seeing the Cullens (even if Edward promised we will never see each other again) while I'm performing. It's a bit hard (but secretly, it adds rush to you while singing) performing the songs you've written for a person and that person is just right in front watching you. Believe me. What scared me more is the fact that I am going to Forks to meet them. While I was lost in my thoughts, Jake was snapping in front of my face which made me go back to the real world.
"Bella, what did say to them?" He asked looking angry.
"I told them we're heading back to Forks after the tour." I said rather blankly as I rolled my eyes and walked off.
"Bella, are you sure you want to talk to them?" He asked now looking concerned. When I was about to answer, Leah cut me off and pushed Jacob. She grabbed my wrist, forced me to sit again on Seth's bed and closed the sliding door.
"Bella, I know who you saw there. And I saw you talking to his sisters."
"Yeah, I know." I said emotion-less.
"And I know you told them that we are going back to Forks after the next two weeks. Bella do you realize that Edward might hurt you again?"
"Look, Leah. I don't expect him (I said with clenched teeth) to get back with me. I just needed to clarify a few things and that's all."
"Really Bella! Who are you kidding?!" Leah said unconvinced. I'm a bad liar. I need to stick that in my mind. If you're a bad liar, it's better not to lie.
"Leah. He has a freaking girlfriend. I saw her a while ago. With a huge diamond ring on her finger…" I said feeling the tears pooling my eyes.
"Aww, Sweetie. Everything will be okay. But are you sure about Forks?" She said looking really worried. I sighed and the first teardrop fell while the others followed. Leah hugged me as I cried.
"I dunno… and Edward… has girlfriend… gave Alice my number… and not sure if it's right… Leah, what am I gonna do?!" I said while sobbing so much, I can't even make a coherent sentence.
"It's okay Bella, stop crying!" She said as she hugged me. She was also crying with me. Sometimes, Leah is very sympathetic and tends to cry with me while I cry about Edward. I guess that's what best friends feel when the other one cries…
"Guys! You'll have an interview tomorrow for MTV at 9 AM. You need to wake up early tomorrow. Okay?" Steve said. I heard Sam and Paul groan because they hate waking up early. And early for them is 6 AM until 12 noon. Jacob, Seth and I said our okay's to Steve.
"Oh and hey, our hotel is nearing." Steve reminded. Leah and I wiped the remaining tears and went outside. Good thing is when I cry, my eyes don't become red or puffy. But the bad part is they all heard what we were talking about.
"Hey Bells, you okay already?" Sam said as he and Paul put their arms on my shoulders.
"Yeah." I told them. "Hey! You have junk food! And you're not telling me!" I accused.
"Well sorry. Here. We got Doritos for you." Paul reached for the amazingly unopened Doritos bag.
"Whoa! Thanks guys!" I said as I tried to open the bag. I can't so I gave it to Paul who opened the bag effortlessly (if that's a word).
We reached our hotel room and I went to the bathroom, had a quick shower, dressed up and climbed up my bed to sleep.
Edward's Point of View
I just watch a concert of Bella Swan. Bella Swan for crying out loud! I thought I was over her. I guess not.
"Oh my God! Bella was so good!" Alice gushed.
"I know! No one can beat Paramore forever!" Rosalie said.
"Bella was so good! I like her hair. I wish she'd just dye her hair entirely red." Emmett said (he was the one driving)
"No way!" I immediately butted in.
Look who cares now. Emmett thought sarcastically. I glared at him but he just rolled his eyes.
"Maybe she should dye her hair darker. Like black!" Alice suggested.
"Black looks good on her." Jasper agreed with Alice. "Did you like the concert, Tanya?" Alice asked. I had to glare at her because she's obviously mocking her.
"Um, like rock is like not my thing." She said. "But I like their slow jams." She ended.
"I agree with her. My Heart is simply wow!" Emmett said.
"I know! The way they remade it was amazing" Rosalie said making the last word emphasized.
"I caught that on video." Jasper said proudly.
"Oh my God! May I see? May I see? May I see?!" Alice said being her usual hyper self. Jasper gave the camera to Alice. She immediately searched for the My Heart video. Rosalie leaned to Alice for her to see also. I wanted to see it too but I'm doing my best to control myself.
Edward, I know you wanna look! Jasper thought. I mouthed a shut-up to him and he laughed at me. Just then, the car was suddenly silent and was filled with Bella's voice.
"So ok. This next song is not really played this way. We've been debating whether to play it the original way or not. We decided to play it the original way. But, we realized we're out of slow songs. So we are gonna play it acoustic or whatever you wanna call it."
"This song's called My Heart."
I am finding out that maybe I was wrong Stay with me, this is what I need, please? Sing us a song and we'll sing it back to you I am nothing now and it's been so long This time I will be listening. Sing us a song and we'll sing it back to you This heart, it beats, beats for only you
That I've fallen down and I can't do this alone
We could sing our own but what would it be without you?
Since I've heard a sound, the sound of my only hope
We could sing our own but what would it be without you?
This heart, it beats, beats for only you
This heart, it beats, beats for only you This heart, it beats, beats for only you This heart, it beats, beats for only you This heart, it beats, beats for only you
My heart is yours
My heart is yours (Yeah)
My heart, my heart is yours
This heart, it beats, beats for only you
(Please don't go now, Please don't fade away)
My heart,
My heart is yours My heart is... ooh…
My heart is yours
My heart is yours
My heart is yours it is it's still yours…
Sing this with me, Volterra.
Oohh… whoa…
"I love this song so much now." Rosalie said.
"Yeah me too." Jasper said.
Count me in. I thought. Thank God no one can read my thoughts. Except for me of course.
The next thing I knew, we were near our house. We sighed and went down the car. We were greeted by Esme with "How's the concert?" She smiled.
"Esme, you should've been there. Bella was awesome!" Alice said.
"We got videos!" Jasper said as he waved the camera.
"Glad you had a good night guys!" Carlisle said.
"Let's watch the videos guys!" Rosalie suggested. The others followed her except Emmett.
"I'm going to watch TV." Jasper changed his mind and went with Emmett. I went with Emmett and Jasper even if I know they won't stop asking me about what I think about the concert. Tanya went to our room without saying a word. Emmett accidentally changed the channel to MTV. When Emmett was about to change the channel, a commercial about Paramore was shown.
They're one of the most popular bands in the world and now they are here in Italy to perform in two cities. (shows some clips from Crushcrushcrush) Paramore takes over MTV also for a month as they dominate some of our programs (shows some clips from That's What You Get). Catch them in Box Set as we play purely all their music videoes. Watch them also as they play in MTV Unplugged (shows them performing on Unplugged). Lastly, catch them as they have a one on one interview with VJ Random! Catch them all at these dates and times (shows the schedule) only here on MTV!
"It's either this day is trying to annoy you or the world really wanted you to see Bella." Emmett commented. Jasper was laughing and I pretended to punch him.
Why now when I'm engaged that Bella is coming back to my life? It's hard to admit but think I'm still in love with Bella Swan.
A/N: There guys! The aftermath of Paramore's concert. Sorry it's a bit short but I promise to update more often. Please! Please! Review! I wanna thank all you readers who reviewed! I love you guys! Thanks for the kind words! I had fun reading them. Some of the comments made me laugh! Thanks guys! You made my day! Review still in this chapter!!!!!
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