Seriously, this chapter feels like the death of me. getting around to typing it without getting caught…*screams and pulls hair*

its not hard to hide a screen, but hiding the PAPERS from my notebook as well is a panic-attack in its own way…

but here I am on my family's computer! Awkwardly typing smut whilst they think I'm writing a chem lab… good times.

Disclaimer: I don't own this homies but I'm thinking of starting a petition that I should? yees? XD

Chapter 9: Sessions

For the first time in recorded history, Sasuke would not shut up. All morning he'd stalked Naruto around like a puppy; asking him how he was? Did he need anything? Would that something be sex perhaps? All were answered with a solid no.

Finally, at some point after lunch, Naruto broke down and decided to spend the rest of his day in his room. Not that it helped any, as his problem followed him in pursuit.

"Just answer some questions, Dobe, I'm dying here!" Sasuke groaned, as he was used to immediately getting what he wanted.

Naruto abruptly gave in, sick of being bothered by the insistent raven. "Fine, ask your questions already then shut up." It bitterly amused the blonde that he was finally not the one receiving that line.

Sasuke sat himself next to the blonde on their shared bed, unfazed by Naruto's rudeness. "Okay," he cracked a little smile, throwing his blonde into a heart-aching oblivion that caused him to grin back. "Why did Gaara, of all people, rape you?" Sasuke blurted in a way that felt like a slap hello! right in Naruto's face. His grin disappeared faster than it had arrived.

"I don't know? I guess he harbored all his feelings for me for so long that he finally just snapped." The jinchuriki shrugged sadly, relating to his own experience of breaking down from the stress and pressure of containing the ninetails. One person could only hide those feelings for a certain amount of time. Naruto just wished he hadn't been around during Gaara's expiration date.

Sasuke nodded to himself, ignoring Naruto's depression. "I'm just surprised the kid had it in him. Not that I'm congratulating him or anything, but I'm just curious how he even knew how to set everything up. How did he plan and follow through with it all so efficiently?"

"Gee, maybe we should ask him S'ke." Naruto deadpanned with heavy sarcasm. He then cupped his hands over his mouth and immaturely yelled "Yo Gaara! Sasuke and I are really eager to know how you become such an amazing date-rapist expert!"

"You're such a dobe, Dobe." The raven rolled his eyes while Naruto narrowed his own.

"Leave me alone, bastard. Just let me wallow." The blonde pulled his knees to his chest and hugged them;the proper position of wallowing.

"Hn. You're no fun."

Naruto glared defensively. "I'm not trying to be fun; I just want to get better." the Uchiha raised a perfect brow.

"If you want help, you should go to one of the cavern's provided group therapy sessions." This caught the blonde's attention as he sat up straighter, his eyes wide. "Do they really work?" He questioned skeptically.

Sasuke nodded without hesitation. "They almost convinced me to stop seeking vengeance for my family."

"Holy shit."

"Yeah," Sasuke suddenly smirked and turned to his dobe, bending forward slowly. "The meetings are on Wednesdays, however, so I guess I'll have to find a way to keep you distracted until then?" He snaked his arms around Naruto's waist and pulled the blonde out of his fetal position. He 'casually' fell against the bed, on top of Naruto, the smirk never leaving his lips.

The whisker-cheeked boy couldn't contain his laughter that had bubbled in his stomach. "Have you no knowledge of my attention span, S'ke? I seriously doubt you could keep me distracted." The jinchuriki teased with a smirk that mirrored his partner's.

"You're such a bitch." Sasuke purred and went down to ravish that back-sassing mouth he'd come to adore. Naruto clung to him and arched off the bed, legs spreading wider as the friction increased. The raven trailed kisses across Naruto's jaw line and licked at his neck hotly.

"Ah!" Naruto gasped breathlessly and painfully as Sasuke's fingers traveled under his shirt and were pinching his nipples. The raven twisted the nubs slightly and even more so when Naruto groaned.

"Fuck, that hurts." Naruto hissed at the many burning sensations that made his body ache in sick ways. The blonde watched his partner roll up his shirt and latch on to a pert nipple, sucking the flesh roughly before pulling away to blow colliding-ly cool air on it gently. All the while Sasuke's free hand had found a place to occupy itself, that place being extremely warm and possibly beneath a certain blonde's belt.

The pale fingers lightly played over Naruto's now throbbing member. The jinchuriki let out a whiny moan as the underside of his cock was feathered by Sasuke's soft touches here and there. It became apparently uncomfortable as his length remained confined against the material of his pants. It seemed the raven had no intentions of releasing his prisoner any time soon.

"S'ke," he panted with furrowed eyebrows.

"Hn?" Sasuke hummed against his naval, sending multiple vibrations throughout the blonde's system. "Oh God," Naruto gave a small mewl from his throat, letting his head fall back against the covers.

"Sasuke, let a boy out so he can breathe!" The Uchiha smirked and pointedly moved his hand to fondle and squeeze his blonde's balls, throwing the boy into vocal hysterics. "I do what I want, Dobe." Sasuke informed smarmily, and that threw Naruto over the edge.

"you little prick," He growled and tackled the Uchiha, pinning him on his back. Swiftly, he removed the ebony-haired teen's shorts and boxers, revealing said boy's erection out in the open air. The raven protested as Naruto lifted his pale hips up, only to immediately shut himself up as Naruto's breath hovered hotly over his member.

"Ah..." He exhaled finally as Naruto placed a small kiss on the top of his head. (I think you know which head.)

The jinchuriki host smiled. "Miss me?" He planted more kisses down the side, making Sasuke unconsciously buck his hips forward a bit.

"Hn, ah...Ah, yes..." He answered with half-lidded eyes.

Naruto's blue orbs flashed to meet Sasuke's face. "I wasn't talking to you, teme." He stated.

Sasuke groaned. "Oh, God, Naruto, please don't make conversation with my penis."
"Why not?" Naruto pouted, moving away from said erection.

"Naruto, come on."
"I was actually thinking we should name it,"

"You're totally ruining a moment right now, you know."
"Sasuke Jr? The little hawk? Jerry?"

"I seriously hate you right now D-" But Sasuke was cut off by Naruto's tongue circling the area around his entrance. The cool feeling against his heated skin was enough to put Sasuke into an oblivion of pleasure. So one could only imagine the feelings Sasuke couldn't describe as Naruto's moist muscle entered him without further hesitation. Plunging in and out as deeply as he could manage, Naruto had Sasuke melting in a matter of seconds.

"Ah! Shit Naruto..." Sasuke panted as the blonde withdrew with a grin. Sasuke edged away in suspicion.

"I'm not one with you yet, you bastard."
The difference between tongues and fingers were that there were multiple fingers rather compared to one tongue. Fingers were also longer and could fill a space much more easily than the savoring muscle. At least, this was Sasuke's intake as the jinchuriki thrust two fingers in him without warning.

Yeah, wow that hurt.

"Fuck!" Sasuke screeched and tried to escape from Naruto's new grasp ,yet failed miserably. He struggled anyway though, scratching at and trying to harm his dobe.

"Ow! Damnit S'ke, play nice!" Naruto glared.

"You first, fucker." The Uchiha snapped back grumpily.

To show his appreciation towards Sasuke's new nickname, Naruto added a third finger. and Sasuke was pretty damn sure, no, he damn well knew that his ass was not prepared for this kind of treatment. Hell, he couldn't even really wrap his mind around the fact that his skin could be stretched this far so suddenly without tearing.

It sure as fuck felt like it was tearing, Sasuke noticed. His ass burned from the inside out as if he was a huge open cut and Naruto was the asswipe of a lemon extract. He was in too much pain to continue to fight back, so he just laid back and took it. And then all of the sudden, it didn't hurt so much after a moment.

On the contrary, it felt really, really fucking good..

Sasuke moaned as he allowed the blonde's fingers to drive into him. Thrusting his hips, riding those damn digits until he was screaming the blonde's name, Sasuke came.

And then casually passed out.

Naruto could hardly contain his laughter as he watched Sasuke hobble down the hall. A small sense of pride flickered in his blue eyes; proud that he was the one causing Sasuke to limp so cutely. He could only imagine how he feel if they actually slept together.

Assuming he'd be the one to top, Naruto hinted with a smirk. The raven turned around at that moment and bitched at him for looking so happy, and to get a move on.

Today was Wednesday, which meant therapy lessons later that night. It also meant a couple of hours to goof off beforehand.

"Sure you're not up for round two?" Naruto teased as he caught up with the Uchiha and pinched his ass. Sasuke flinched and shot a couple feet away from Naruto, scowling.

"Fuck you." He grumbled.

Naruto withheld his comments and just barked with laugher once more. The two were heading outside to spar; it felt weird to the blonde to be leaving the safe vicinity of the caverns, but he was sure the fresh air would do him some good.

The snow was falling hard, storming and flagging the air with it's little crystal flakes that made everything, like, a thousand times harder to see. It only took a few moments of walking around to make Naruto feel lost. He turned to Sasuke to complain, only to find nothing but snow. Naruto leaned his head back and groaned. He knew Sasuke was far too smart to get lost in a snowstorm. His Uchiha pride wouldn't allow it. Which simply meant the raven was hiding out in hat would most likely be a successful attempt in surprise-attacking the blonde.

And, low and behold, only seconds later did Naruto feel himself be slammed to the ground. His face burned against the snow as he struggled out of a firm grasp. Sasuke was snickering and smirking of course, easily keeping his blonde pinned. The body beneath him was laughing bitterly at his own extent.

"Bastard, get off!" he giggled as he finally managed to buck the raven away. He took this brief opportunity to launch his own assault on the Uchiha. They rolled around in the snow together playfully; kicking and clawing for dominance.

Shockingly, it was Sasuke who finally surrendered, panting beneath the jinchuriki's hold. They decided to call it a day and limp back around evening time, just barely making it tot he group therapy session.

Naruto was welcomed instantly and waved his raven goodbye as he mumbled about having to 'take care of something' and exiting the room. Leaving Naruto by himself, for his first potentially nerve-frying therapy session. If karma wasn't such a bitch, Naruto would have worried more about explaining to Sasuke later how awesome he was. Dick.

But the group was of all ages, really. Everyone had a story here, and they all smiled and asked, "So why are you here, Naruto?"
He could only chuckle sadly and offer "Too many reasons."

To say at the least, the grop therapy was comforting. Really. They did some stereotypical trust exercises and tried to open up about their 'problems' It left Naruto feeling dead tired and a little cranky though, as pondering his past usually did.

So he sort of snapped when he entered his bedroom and found Sasuke packing things into a small sack on their bed.

"What the fuck?" he asked.
Sasuke flinched and met Naruto's betrayed gaze. He'd lost track of time, it seemed.

"Naruto, I-"

"Are you going somewhere?" Naruto bit.

"Isn't that obvious?" Sasuke replied coolly, unaffected by the grinding of the blonde's teeth. "I swear, I was going to tell you tonight." Sasuke said earnestly and put his hands in the air as a sign of surrender.
"Where?"
"Out."

"No really, where?"

"I don't know yet."
Naruto groaned irritably. "So you were just gonna run off tomorrow and leave me without even letting me know where? Smart plan, Uchiha."
"No," Sasuke shot back defensively. "Just because you're here now doesn't mean I'm going to stop trying to avenge my family, Naruto. I don't know exactly where I'll be heading, or when I'll be back, but I will come back. I'm not going to abandon you, but I can't bring you with me." The raven tried his best to explain calmly.

"Because?" Naruto questioned, his anger dissolving.

"Because," The Uchiha said quietly, "if I go out there and end up having to fight off a village, or hurting innocent people, I won't have you there to try and stop me. Don't you even give me that look, Naruto. You know you'll always try and protect those in need, even if you have to defy me. It's never stopped you before, and just because we're together now doesn't make any difference." Sasuke felt like he was lying to himself though, for he knew that if Naruto tried to stop him now, he might give in a little. Times had changed, for certain.

But Naruto wasn't paying attention to the conflicted look in Sasuke's dark eyes, no, he was too focused on something else. "Together?" He said aloud to himself, then met Sasuke's knowing eyes. "Do you mean it, S'ke? Like,...we're together-together? Not just fuckbuddies, or distractions, or...is this a relationship?" Both boy's throats were dry with realization. Since when had this deal blossomed into a reality?

"I...Well, dobe. If it looks like a duck, smells like a duck, and quacks like a duck...it's a duck right?" He offered his best effort to meet Naruto halfway. Admitting they were 'together' was a big ship that he wasn't sure whether or not he was ready to step aboard. But Naruto smiled and hugged the disheveled raven. Sasuke returned the embrace awkwardly but without reluctance. He understood that Naruto was important to him; had always been so important to him. He was like Sasuke's other half in a way, optimistic, joyous, affectionate, understanding, kind-

"The only thing that really looks like a duck here, though, is your hair, S'ke." Naruto interrupted with a spurt of laughter. Sasuke pushed him away with a hateful scowl.

"You are a moment-killer, dobe."

"'s just who I am, bastard." Naruto smiled cheekily, past being upset with Sasuke then. He could handle the boy leaving for days, months, years, sure. His whole life was like an easy practice session for these upcoming moments of separation. He knew he'd never be able to stop Sasuke from trying to avenge his family, it was an involuntary action that came with the Sasuke-pack. Naruto would be just fine, he knew this.

Wouldn't he?

AN: tbc...

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