AN: Happy Thanksgiving everyone! The reply link in my email is still not working, but thank you everyone for the reviews, you guys are Awesomely Amazing! Song for this chapter is Cut by Plumb.

Chapter 10 Relief exists, I find it when I am cut.

It was the next morning when the four of us woke up to pounding on the door.

"River answer it!" Brady yelled , burring himself deeper into the couch cushions.

"You answer it moron!" She yelled back.

"It's your house dumb ass!"

"Oh my god! I'll answer it!" I shouted, getting up off the recliner. Collin's lucky ass slept through all of this, so as I walked to the door I kicked him in his stomach, officially jerking him awake.

"Bitch!" He grunted. I laughed and opened the door.

"Oh god." I groaned and went to close the door, but a hand shot out before I could.

"Not so fast. Didn't Jared tell you guys to come home?" Paul asked, glaring at me.

"Actually, I think it was more of a demand and well, you know how well we answer to those." I shrugged, meeting his glare.

"Enough smartass! I think it's time to for all of us to have a talk and for you three to stop with the god damn attitude!" By this time Collin and Brady were standing behind me.

"Don't you think we earned the right to have this "attitude" and we're not doing anything wrong anyway. We're living our lives just like we always did, so stop trying to control us when a few months ago you didn't give a damn!" Collin said, pissed off. Actually, he was kind of shaking a little.

"Collin calm down!" Paul said with worry.

"No! This is all your and Jared's fault! If you didn't leave us then we wouldn't hate you right now and maybe you would've noticed what was happening to Jessie! So, don't tell me to fucking calm down!" He yelled, shaking even more. At this point I was kind of freaking out and backed into Paul. Brady was looking at Collin worried, but his face looked angry too and he was shaking a little.

"Collin, come on man! We didn't mean anything that we did to you three and I'll explain, I promise, just please calm down, Brady you too." Paul pleaded, gripping my arms, like he was ready to push me away.

"He's right though! Why should we let you in our lives again when you could just do the same thing you did last time!" Brady yelled, shaking just as much as Collin now.

"Paul what's happening to them?" I asked scared, River was peeking out from the living room with a shocked and scared look.

"Jessie I need you to get behind me and close your eyes." He instructed.

"What!"

"Now!" He yelled and pushed me behind him while he grabbed the Twins arms and shoved them close to the forest.

I didn't close my eyes, though I wish had. Because not a few feet away from me, where my cousins used to stand was now two wolves. They both were a mixture of the gray and silver wolves I seen a few weeks before with Seth. My eyes widened as they growled at Paul and then, just as Paul changed into a wolf also, I passed out.

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I woke up in a room I barely recognized with a killer headache. As I sat up I realized it was my room at Sam's, I also started to remember why I fainted in the first place. My cousins changed into a freaking wolf!

"God, my life could not possible get anymore worse." I muttered, standing up slowly and headed to the door.

I very slowly made my way into the kitchen where I froze as I seen everybody there, minus Sam and they were all staring at me. I now wish I never stepped foot off that male infested bed.

"Jessie." Paul sighed, stepping towards me. I stepped back against the wall and started having trouble breathing. Now is so not the time to have an panic attack.

Paul stopped and put his hands up. "Jessie breath slowly! I won't hurt you I promise, none of us will."

I shook my head back and forth as tears sprung to my eyes. I couldn't believe it, people -especially my family- can not turn into giant wolves.

"Please let us explain Jessie! We won't go near you okay?" Jared pleaded.

I shook my head again. Everything started to click then, the heat, the growth spurt, the sudden anger, disappearing at times. All these things are exactly what is described in the legends of our people. But those were just bed time stories, they couldn't possible be real, right?

"W-where's Collin and Brady?" I stuttered quietly.

"Why don't you sit down." Jared suggested.

"No, I'm good here." Close to the door was good for me.

"They're with Sam right now, they're alright though." Paul said.

"A-are they, are a-all of you….wolves?"

Jared sighed and rubbed his hand behind his neck. "Yes, we're all werewolves and those legends you were told as bedtime stories are all true."

"No, how?" My voice cracked. Jared started to walk towards me, but I flinched back.

"Don't! Please." I whispered, a hurt expression crossed their faces. For the first time I noticed Seth standing in the corner, he was looking right at me with saddest expression on his face ever.

"Okay, okay, we won't go near you. We won't hurt you though, I swear. You're my baby sister Jessie, you know I will never hurt you."

"You already have." I whispered, my voice cracking again as a tear slipped down my face. "I- I have to go."

I ran out of the house ignoring Jared and Paul's yells. Tears were running down my face as I ran all the way to my house and into the bathroom. I reached beneath the drawer and pulled out the razor hidden there. I choked on a sob as I pulled my sleeve up, revealing all the old scars. This was just to much for me to handle, I'd rather have my brothers ignoring me my whole life then for them to be big huge monsters that weren't supposed to exist.

Since the first time I started cutting, I stayed away from any veins and I never cut to deep. Now, as I thought about how fucked up my life is, I took the blade and slid it deep across my wrist. As everything began to fade, I watched as my blood flowed out of my wrist, staining the tile floor. The last thing I heard was my name being screamed before everything went black.

Yikes! Don't hate me for the big cliff hanger.

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