Letting things slip...
Cat's POV
"What are you doing here?!" I shout-whisper. "We need to talk" He let's himself in. "You said we could talk!" He closed the door behind him "Beck you can't be here!" I really wanted to yell, but Elliana was asleep upstairs. "I don't care! I can't help what I'm feeling!" He pressed his lips to mine, covering them in a hungry kiss. Don't do this Cat! He's off limits! But I couldn't help the words that escaped my mouth next "Are you just going to fondle my lips or are you going to kiss me like you mean it" His lips paused in front of mine, like he was having cold feet. It seemed like forever, so I closed the distance. He bought his hand up to the back of my head, tangling strands in between his fingers. He was gentle at first, but now his lips were now crashing on mine. My breath came in wildly, and for a second I stopped breathing. His lips parted mine, and I arched my body closer to his. "Beck..." I moaned. He swept me up in a bridal-carriage and carried me up the stairs..
The back of my knees hit my bed. It reminded me of the first time...
*FLASH BACK*
Soon I was too wasted to stand and Beck appered to be the same way.
I fell beck onto Beck's bed with him on top of me. I was giggling uncontrollably as Beck placed drunken kisses on my jaw and neck.
"Beck..." moaned as unbottoned his shirt.
Beck smirked down at me and soon there was nothing left but discarded clothes and two half naked bodies rolling around...
I snap back to reality. "Stop" I push him off of me. "You were right. We will never be able to 'just talk'..." He pulled on his shirt.
I didn't want to admit it but I missed Beck, his touch, his breath in my neck, the way he looked at me as if not wanting to hurt me...But this? This can't happen. He brought his hand up and stroked my cheek before leavin
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"Thanks Festis" I paid for my lunch. I remember the good times we've had here. "One ravioli" I turn around and see Beck ordering from the grubtruck. "Hey" he smiles "Hey" I smile awkwardly as I rush back to my classroom, but I made a wrong turn and ended up in his classroom instead. We can't just pretend that last night didn't happen. Things are going to be between us...
I didn't hear him come in, neither did I hear the shallow breathing that was emitting from his lungs...
"Cat?" I jumped up and screamed, clutching my heart that was beating rather sporadically now. "Dammit Beck!"
"What are you doing here?" Beck asked, he seemed slightly anxious.
"Trying to get away from everyone, but this is your classroom, so that's not really working out for me" I said, sitting back down and yet again I felt that urge I felt yesterday when he showed up at my house.
"Including me?"
"Yes, especially you" I sighed, looking at him tiredly. "What did I do wrong?" Beck asked innocently.
"Tori." was all I said even though I wanted to slap him for doing this to me and to Tori!
"What's Tori got to do with all of this?! As far as I know she's done nothing to hurt you, Cat!" Beck said defensively. He was slightly over reacting.
But my temper flared too and I got up and pushed the chair back forcefully. "Tori is a self-serving, pigheaded cow that's lying to you about being pregnant!" Shit! Cat he wasn't supposed to know that!
Beck stared at me in disbelief before his face turned bright crimson and he stomped over to where I was seething. "Tori would never lie to me about something like that! Now you, on the other hand..."
I was shaking, never in my life had I ever, ever been this angry with one person. Heck, I've never been angry. "I wanted to tell you, you idiot! But you ran off with her!"
"Tell me what?" Beck yelled back. Without thinking I yelled in his face.
"Elliana's your daughter!" I gasped, clapped my hand over my mouth and stumbled back. "What?" Beck asked, scowling heavily.
I shook my head, not believing that I'd just told my darkest secret to the last person imaginable. "Cat Valentine, dammit, what are you talking about?"
"She- she's yours...Elliana's yours" I stuttered, feeling the tears build up in my brown eyes. "I did want to tell you... But you looked so happy when you told me about Tori that I couldn't face it"
Beck was staring at his feet, scowling so hard that I thought his beautiful face would permanently have frown lines. "That"s impossible. We only... Once. It must be someone else."
"Once is enough... And you're the only one I ever.. I've been alone since that day you left me alone in your bed" I sighed, burying my face in my trembling hands.
"Impossible" Beck muttered. I could practically feel the heat emanating off him as he calculated the months.
"It all clocks out, she's your baby." I said. Beck turned on me and growled. "So you're saying that I have missed four years of Elliana's life because you were too selfish to tell me and let me decide for myself! How dare you, Cat?"
"What was I supposed to do? I knew you loved Tori and that It'd kill you! I hated myself for three years for doing that to you! I'm sorry that I only wanted you to be happy!" I yelled back, a sob breaking the last few lines as my shoulders slumped and I sagged onto the floor of the classroom.
I don't know how it happened but Beck wrapped his arms around me and started crying with me, murmuring soothing words to me. "I'm sorry I yelled."
"Its my fault, I should have told you a long time ago." I said, getting up and pacing away from him. "What now?" I stand across the room from Beck, who's now also crying.