Chapter 9:

Confessions

(Ambary's POV)

Next Day…

I wake up much better than the last time. I was still in Doc's place and I feel uncomfortable. I stuck up and went to take a shower before I went to talk to Atem again.

Sometime later I see him sitting in front of his room and he see me also. What I couldn't stop doing was to smile at him. He also smile at me but, he didn't look at me in the eye until I was in front of him.

- You want to take a walk?- he ask me.

- Didn't Seto tell you to stay away from me?- I ask him still smiling at him.

- Yep.- he answer while he keep smiling at me.

'This is not a good idea.'- say Kisara which I ignore her. I let Atem guide me and in some point he told me close my eyes and so I did. Then from the darkness I could feel the warm of the sun and later it's light on my skin. Then I knew I was out.

- You can open your eyes know.- say Atem while I almost tripe.

- I'm outside. There really is a sky.- I say while he only laugh a little. Then we sit down on the edge of the mountain while our hands are still holding each other. I always like the feeling of the sun in my skin and later I look at Atem while the nice hot breeze was in our faces.

- I like you Amber.- say Atem.

- I like you too, Atem.- I say.

'You did not say that.'- say Kisara.

- No, not like that.- say Atem while his hand was going up my arm making me feel shivers in my spine.

'Get his hands off me. This can't work, what are you doing?'- say Kisara which make feel uncomfortable.

- Good or bad?- he ask me.

- I don't know… I can't think.- I answer while I still feel this new sensation with him.

- Let me guess, your in two minds about it.- say Atem while I just nod. - Is about Seto?

'Yes! Is about Seto!'- say Kisara.

- Kisara is in love with him.- I say.

- And you?- he ask me.

'Tell him. Tell him!'- scream Kisara.

- This body loves him. Sends it is now my body. So do I.- I say and that make feel my heart brake. Seeing that he also was hurt. I need to tell him what I feel or I would never forgive myself. - But, I also have feelings of my own.

'No you don't.'- say Kisara which I ignore and see that Atem's face light up again. I took some courage to go and ling toward him which to my surprise he also was lining toward me. 'Amber, no. Stop! You are not going there! What about Seto?'- that make me pull away went I feel his lips almost touching mine.

- This is very complicate.- I say to him.

- Isn't there any way that Kisara could give us some… some privacy? Gather away for a moment… Step in the other room?- ask Atem.

'You wish.'- say Kisara angrily which make me smile at that.

- I don't think is possible right now.- I say but, then I need to tell something and that will brake me apart. - You know… is not really me you like, is this body. You couldn't care for me.- then I grab his hand. - If you could hold me, me, in your hand. You'll feel discussed… you'll crush me.- that make me feel bad at that thought.

- You don't know that.- say Atem looking at my hand and later to me but, went he look at me he ling forward and make me feel his lips on mine. Now I was feeling butterflies in my stomach and I could feel myself be hot. I knew it in that moment that I was shinning again. - Good or bad?- he ask me almost in my mouth.

- I can't… think…- I say almost breathless.

- I think that's… good.- say Atem while he kiss me again, this time much more deeper. And I was pushing him to go even further than before.

'Amber, no! This is so wrong! You're not even from the same planet! I'll do something! I'll hurt him!'- scream Kisara while I make Atem kiss me much more deeper before I pull off.

"Is strange to be in a body again, so let me use it."- I say to her, then Atem look at me smiling.

- I think you better take me back.- I say to him.

'Alleluia.'- say Kisara.

- I mean, I'm still in two minds.- I say to him.

- Ok.- he answer while he jump first to stand up.

"Your angry went I kiss him and you do love-angry went I kiss him and you don't. It's very confusing."- I say to Kisara while Atem help me get down and take me inside. By the time we enter I stop shinning which was a good thing and later I went back to Mokuba's room. I was sure about two things now… first that I love Atem and second… that I need to let him go before this goes even much more further than it already is or it will hurt much more.