A/N:Only 2 more chapters and an epilogue!Enjoy!
Disclaimer:I still dont own anything
Rachels pov
That night us girls are sat in a circle laughing and chatting,we have nationals the next day so were all really excited.I see everyone laughing and I can't help but feel a bit of jealousy.I sigh and stand up.
"Where are you going?"Mercedes asks and they all look at me.
"Im just going for a walk"I say as I get my boots and coat on.
"Okay but be careful"Santana says and I nod and leave.I walk out of the hotel and the cold,New York air hits me.I breath in and start to walk along the path before I turn down a back street and walk along quietly.I hear footsteps behind me and turn to see a man following me.I start to panic,as he grabs my hand.
"Well hello there"He smirks and I recognise his face...oh no.
"Let me go"I mumble struggling and he smirks.
"Well,well,well I havent seen you around here since we had our fun...Ms Berry"He winks and I feel tears build up but I try to keep myself calm.
"Please just let me go"I say but he pushes me against the wall and kisses me.I start to scream but he slaps me...this is it,I think until suddenly I feel his weight of me.I open my eyes to see...Finn punching him over and over on the floor.
"Finn!Stop!"I shout pleadingly but he ignores and carries on.
"Finn your gonna kill him"I shout more and he looks at me with dark eyes.
"Thats what I want to do"He says tightly.
"Please just lets go,its not worth it"I whisper and he stands up nodding.
"Fine"He says and we start walking silence between us I speak up.
"Thank you..."I say and he nods firmly.
"Its fine...are you ok?"He asks and hes kinda scaring me right now.
"Y-ye Im fine"I say and he stops suddenly,me doing the same.
"Im really sorry about the other night,I didnt mean to pressure you.I feel like a right jerk"He says and I look down.
"Im sorry for being so uptight"I say and he flinches,knowing that I used what he said against him.
"I didn't mean it like that Rach,please believe me."He says and I sigh.
"I do,I just got upset"I say and he nods.
"Me to...I miss you"I look at him and smile weekly.
"I miss you to"I say and he hugs me.I hug back and breath in his scent.
"I was a mess without you"He says and I hold his hand looking down at our hands entwined when a cut catches my attention.I look up at him and he seems to notice I have seen,he nods and I put my hand over my mouth.
"I-i did that?"I ask upset and he frowns.
"No,I did it because I felt like crap so please dont blame yourself"He says but I feel like shit.
"Just once?"I ask and he nods.I sigh in relief that its only once.
"Please dont do it again."I say and he looks at me.
"Ony if you dont"He says and I nod slowly.
"Okay"I stick my pinky out and he takes it,we both smile.
"I loveyou...be mine?"He asks and I giggle at his cuteness.
"I love you to and ok"I smile and he leans down and kisses me softly.I kiss back but pull away when I hear a comotion.I turn to see the guy being pulled into a police van and I smile widely before a police officer comes towards me.
"Ms Berry?"He asks and I nod."The guy is called Jessie St James.I believe he raped you a while back?"He asks and I nod again.
"Well hes been arrested for 15 years but we dont need to go to court because he has no lawyer and we have all the evidence on video..."He smiles and shakes my hand before leaving.I smile and jump into finns arms.
"Thats great baby!"Finn says and I kiss him senseless before leaning my head against his.
"We need to get back,Its late and we have nationals tomorrow"I say and he grabs my hand and we head back.
When we get back we stand outside my hotel room and he kisses me.I kiss back wrapping my arms around his neck and he put his on my waist and kiss for 5 more minutes when were suddenly interrupted.
"Whats going on here?"San says with the door open smirking.I pull her out and shut the door.
"Nothing we were just saying goodbye"I say and she raises an eyebrow.
"I didnt know it involved shoving tongues down each others throat"She smirks and I sigh.
"Fine me and Finn are dating ok?Just please dont tell anyone?"I ask and she smiles.
"Of course really happy for you to but Finn if you ever hurt her,I swear to god..."She trails of and I laugh.
"San,dont scare him."San joins in laughing.
"Haha thats so funny"He says rolling his eyes and I grab his hand stroking it.
"Well I better get going babe.I will see you tomorrow.I love you"
"I love you to Handsome"He smiles and kisses me.I kiss back and I see Santana fake gag.I pull away laughing and walks back to his room and we go inside ours falling to sleep instantly.
The next day were getting ready for Regionals...my stomachs churning with fear,excitement,nervousness,anxiety.I put on the dress which is Black holterneck and has a pink strap along the waist with a bow at the back.I curl my hair and add on my make-up then stand back to look in the mirror.I trace over my scars on my arm and sigh.
"Hey Beautiful"Finn says and I feel him wrap his arms around me.I smile and lean turns me around and looks down at my arms.
"Im sorry...I look awful"I say looking and down and he bends down and kisses each scar...how could a guy be so adorable?Loving?Cute?He stands back up and smiles brushing a piece of hair behind my ear.
"You look beauitful ok?"He says and kisses my nose but he pulls away quickly when the rest of them start to come in.
"Right...this is Your chance to shine...you have all worked so hard."Mr Shue says and we all nod smiling at each other.
"Well we couldnt of done it without you Mr Shue"Tina says and we all group hug when the lights start to flicker and the bell dings.
"Right,were do this!"He says and we all put our hands in
"Woahhhhh New Directions!"
"Now from Lima Ohio The New Directions!"The presenter says and Santana walks on.I smile at her and she starts to sing.
I don't like it when you break me honey
Why'd you have to do that?
Tell me when you'll make these tears keep falling
Do you feel like a man?
Figure, figure there's no working you out whatsoever
Only one way I can sum you up altogether
You got a black heart
Daddy I've fallen for a monster
Somehow he's scaring me to death
He's big and he's bad
I love him like mad
Momma, he's the best I ever had
Daddy I've fallen for a monster
He got a black heart
No walls to build around me honey
'Cause you blew my house down
Sticks and stones won't put it back up for me
And that's where we're at now
Sicker, sicker, I ain't feeling your mouth whatsoever
Naming hurts me more than weight thrown around but whatever
You got a black heart
Daddy I've fallen for a monster
Somehow he's scaring me to death
He's big and he's bad
I love him like mad
Momma, he's the best I ever had
Daddy I've fallen for a monster
He got a black heart
Daddy I've fallen for a monster
Somehow he's scaring me to death
He's big and he's bad
I love him like mad
Momma, he's the best I ever had
Daddy I've fallen for a monster
He got a black heart
He got a black heart
He got such a dirty black heart in him
Ain't it girls?! (yeah)
I love him like mad
Oh, yes I do
He got a black heart.
She makes her way off and the crowd is already cheering ...she runs and kisses Britt and I smile at them before I take a deep breath in and Finn comes out from behind the curtain and starts to sing.
[Finn]
If you love it like I love it
And you feel what I feel inside
If you want it like I want it
Then baby let's get it tonight
If you feel it, say hell yeah (hell yeah)
Say hell yeah (hell yeah)
And say hell yeah (hell yeah)
This is love, this is love, this is love
I come out from behind the curtain and start to sing.
[Rachel]
Can you feel the love?
Can you feel the love?
Can you feel the love?
This is love, this is love, this is love
We start to walk around each other smiling.
[Finn]
This is love for the beats
Steal it in the streets
Love for the melody, notes on a sheet
The dope crusader, funky terminator
I created me a rocker just so we could rock it later
And the way the beat is knocking
Got me feeling, alright, cause the DJ got me walking on the ceiling (all night)
I got a rocket full of gold, mami's just gold
I fill it up and love it, and then I watch it explode
[Finn]
If you love it like I love it
And you feel what I feel inside
If you want it like I want it
Then baby let's get it tonight
If you feel it, say hell yeah (hell yeah)
Say hell yeah (hell yeah)
And say hell yeah (hell yeah)
This is love, this is love, this is love
[Rachel]
Can you feel the love?
Can you feel the love?
Can you feel the love?
This is love, this is love, this is love
[Finn]
This is love for the bass, and love for the treble
Love for the orchestra, violincello,
Love for computer beat, hotter than metal
House beat housing, bouncing in the ghetto
We sip till we smashed up, feeling alright
And we rock the ghetto blaster, rocking all night
I sent a rocket to the globe, armor just stole
I fill it up and love it, and then I watch it explode
Eh, baby, yeah, alright
Can you feel it?
Good god, yeah, alright
[Rachel]
Can you feel the love?
Can you feel the love?
Can you feel the love?
This is love, this is love, this is love
This is love, this is love, this is love
This is love, this is love, this is love
This is love, this is love, this is love
This is love, this is love, this is love
Can you feel the love?
Can you feel the love?
Can you feel the love?
Can you feel the love?
Can you feel the love?
Can you feel the love?
Can you feel the love?
Can you feel the love?
We finish facing each other and Finn engulfs me in a hug and I smile and we make our way off for the finale.
Oh, oh, oh, come fill my glass up a little more
We 'bout to get up, and burn this floor
You know we getting hotter, and hotter
Sexy and hotter, let's shut it down
Blaine:
Yo, what I gotta do to show these girls that I own them
Some call me nicki, and some call me roman
Skeeza, pleeza, I'm in Ibiza.
Giuseppe Zannotti my own sneaker
Puck:
Sexy, sexy that's all I do
If you need a bad bitch
Let me call a few
Pumps on and them little mini skirts is out
I see some good girls, I'mma turn 'em out
Sam:
Ok bottle, sip, bottle, guzzle
I'm a bad bitch, no muzzle, hey?
Bottle, sip, bottle, guzzle
I'm a bad bitch, no muzzle, let's go.
Artie:
Music, makes me, high
Rachel:
Oh, oh, oh, come fill my glass up a little more
We 'bout to get up, and burn this floor
You know we getting hotter, and hotter
Sexy and hotter, let's shut it down
Pound the alarm!
(Brittany and Mike dance)
Pound the alarm!
Mercedes:
I wanna do it for the night, night
So get me now, and knock this over
Tina:
I wanna do it like you like, like
Come get me, baby, we're not getting younger
Quinn:
I just want you tonight, night
Baby, we won't do it for life, life
Mike:
Music, makes me, high
Santana:
Oh, oh, oh, come fill my glass up a little more
We 'bout to get up, and burn this floor
Kurt:
You know we getting hotter, and hotter
Sexy and hotter, let's shut it down
Brittany and Santana:
Pound the alarm!
Pound the alarm!
Alarm!
Alarm!
Alarm!
Alarm!
Finn:
Oh, oh, oh, come fill my glass up a little more
We 'bout to get up, and burn this floor
Rachel:
You know we getting hotter, and hotter
Sexy and hotter, let's shut it down
Blaine:
Pound the alarm!
Kurt:
Pound the alarm!
All:
Pound the alarm!
We all finish and the crowds we all walk of stage I go backstage to see Finn.
"Finn!"I say and he runs towards me hugging me.
"Babe you were great out there!"He says and I blush.
"You were to!"I smile and he kisses me.I kiss back and his tongue asks for access and I allow it as our tongues entwine I cant help but think how lucky I am.
"Well done Hudson."We turn around to see all the glee club there smirking and I bury my head into his chest.
"Why didnt you just tell us you were together?"Sam asks and I sigh.
"We just didnt want people to know yet"I say and he hugs me.I hug back as he kisses my head.
"Well were all happy for you"He returns to hold Quinns hand.
"Guys...this is it lets go find out if we won"Mr Shue says and we all walk on stage.
That night were all in the boys hotel room celebrating are win...Were all eating pizza and drinking champagne.I smile at everyone...Britt and San are sat in the love seat hugging;Sam and Quinn are laughing in the corner;Pucks sat with Artie chatting away;Mercedes,Tina and Mike are all singing and Im sat in between Finns lap as I play with his hands.
"I need to go to my hotel room will you come with me?"I ask and he nods helping me up.
"Erm me and Rach need to go and get something..."He says and I see Puck and San smirk...we leave hand in hand and then enter my hotel room.
"So what did you wanna get?"He asks and I look at him.
"Nothing"He frowns confused.
"Oh so why are we here then?"He asks and I breath in.
"I-im ready"I say and he goes wide eyed.
"R-really?"He asks and I nod."Are you sure...I dont want you to feel pressured-"I kiss him to stop his ranting.
"Im perfectly ready.I love you"I say and he kisses me.I kiss back as we lay down on the bed and his tongue enters my mouth and are tongues connect.I sigh into his mouth as his hand moves up my stomach.I dont mind though and he continues to kiss as his hand finally stops as I feel it on my breast and I moan hands reach the hem of his shirt and I pull it over his head memorised by his broad chest.I plant a kiss on his heart and he kisses my neck.
"So...beautiful"He moans and I pull my top over my head to reveal my lace bra and he looks at me nods to confirm his thoughts and reaches behind me to undo my bra and my nipples perk up as the cool air surrounds my breast...he lays kisses from my jaw down to my chest and tugs my nipple between his fingers.I moan and run my hands through his hair and latches his lips around it and tugs jently,licking and kissing my breast and nipple.I sigh in delight and tug my fingers at his jeans undoing the buttons and pulling them down so that hes left in his boxers.I see his erection through his boxers and moan..he smirks and brings his hands to pull down my skirt kissing my stomach as he does pulls back to look at me just in my panties and I rub my thighs together becoming unpatient.
"How are you so beautiful?"He asks and I smiles as he suddenly cups me through my panties and I that feeling feels familiar and I feel tears build in my eyes but I carry on starts to rub me slowly through my panties and I can already feel the wetness through them and he starts to kiss my inner thighs as his hands spread them further apart.I become more comfortable and grab his painfully,hard erection through his boxers,he moans into my thigh and I grip it tighter and start to move up and down as his fingers grab the hem of my panties and pulls them down,the sudden air surround my pussy as it sends chills up my spine.
Finns pov
The feeling of Rachel rubbing up and down my shaft is amazing.I stare at her woman hood and bring my finger to rub her clit.I start to rub faster and hear her moan in pleasure which makes me do the same and I'm so painfully hard all I want is her...Im suprised she wants this actually.I feel her getting faster and I slowly insert a finger into her.I look up to see a tear fall so I immediately stop.
"Are you ok...maybe we should stop"Ii say and I see her shake her head.
"No,I want this... fine"She says and I raise an eyebrow but she nods again.I sigh and insert my finger into her which this time she moans.I slowly pull it out and then insert it back in.I start fingering her at a stead pace and slowly get faster and faster.I moan as her walls tighten and I add a second moans filling the room.
"Oh god...keep...going...fuck"She moans and I go faster.I feel her walls clench and I know shes about to come.
"Cum baby...for me"I say and she lets go her juices coating my fingers and she falls back.I pull my fingers back and suck them clean before she sits up and straddles me instead.
"That...was amazing"She says smiling and I nod agreeing.I lay there as she grips the hem of my boxers and pulls them down to reveal my erection as it springs up...she stares at it and slowly grabs it.I moan slightly and she grips it a bit more tighter then she starts to move up and down my shaft as I moan loudly and bring my hand up to cup her breast and tug at her suddenly lets go but immediately its covered again as she puts her lips round the tip and starts to lick my shaft looking at me.I shut my eyes and moan loudly.
"Oh fuck...rachel...keep..going"I moan and she takes me into her mouth slowly until I hit the back of her throat .My eyes roll into the back of my head and she starts going faster and I thrust my hips into her face.
"Rach...Im gonna cum..."She keeps going though and I cant hold it back anymore as I cum in her mouth and she swallows and looks back up at me smiling.
"That was...so fucking awesome babe...your amazing"I say smiling and flips us back over but suddenly stop.
"I havent got protection..."I frown but she just smiles.
"Im on the pill"I sigh in relief and kiss her deeply before sliding my length into her.I moan and look at her to see she has her eyes shut and her teeth clenched together.
"Baby...shall I stop?"I ask and she shakes her head.
" No...Im just having flashbacks...ok,you can go"She looks me in the eyes and I pull out before sliding back in this time both of us moaning.I start going at a stead rythm and I kiss her as I slide in and out.
"Harder...faster"She says and I obey this time slamming into her as she cries out in pleasure.
"Fuck...fuck...fuck"I spit out and I bring my hand down to rub her clit and thats all it takes as her wallks clench around me and she cums moaning loudly.I follow straight after spilling my liquid into her.I fall on top of her and its silent except for our panting.I roll of to the side and lay next to her.
"Wow..."I say.I hear sniffling and I look at her to see shes crying.
"Baby..."I trail off and she looks at me.
"That was just...wow...I really wished you were my first not that guy"She says and I pull her into my chest stroking her hair.
"Ssh its ok..."I coo and she stops crying.
"Thank you...I love you so much"She says and I smile.
"I love you to beautiful"I kiss her softly before we both fall into a deep pleasurable sleep.
Just one more chapter and an epilogue!
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