Warning: BoyxBoy~~Dun like? Then Dun read! I no like complaints!
Pairing: KevinxDouble D
Disclaimer: I don't, have not, and will never own Ed, Edd n' Eddy. If I did Kevin and Double D would be together! :D
A/N 1: I beg my devoted readers not to hang me! I honestly had no time for anything! College is killing me….to many classes I suppose. Now it is spring break and I have a computer to work with; there is no stopping me!
Double D's P.O.V.
Not long after slipping into sleep I jerked awake in a cold sweat, my breath quick and shallow…Nightmare. What was it about.? I thought for a moment, all the memories from this evening attacked my thoughts…Kevin..It was about Kevin leaving me alone. He would never do that to me. Would he? No..no he wouldn't. Doubt filled my mind. I feared I would have to face my parents without Kevin. I used to do be able to face them…but I can't stand in front of them on my own any more…
With a soft sigh I tried to relax into my pillow. The warmth and comfort was gone; it was now replaced with fear and anxiety. Will I be alone again? I tried to find sleep, but this one thought filled my subconscious. Why can't I just be happy for once? I know he cares for me…but I can't be happy…why, why do I have to be scared? I curled into a ball and hid under my blanket, sleep did not take me. These thoughts rattled endlessly in my head as I tossed and turned. I tried to create a protective ball with my blanket, but nothing worked. I wanted my fear to leave me, but as many other things in life it did not happen.
I peaked at the clock some time later. 2:17 am. I turned over trying to forget what the clock told me. I tried to believe it was lying to me. I tried to trick my brain that it was not afraid and I will not be alone. Just so I could get some sleep. The door opened. Not now mother…pretend to sleep. Just pretend to sleep. Soft steps made their way to the side of my bed. Just go away… The footsteps stopped. I tensed and prayed they would turn around and leave. They however did not. Someone touched my shoulder softly.
"Hey…D, you sleeping?" it was Kevin's voice. I turned over confusion filling my thoughts and eyes. He smiled, "I guess not." He sat next to me.
"How did you get in?" I asked with a groggy voice as I propped myself up on my elbows.
"Basement window was unlocked" He shrugged and smiled. "I thought it would be a better idea then ringing the doorbell. I already think your parents are going to hate me. Why make it worse from the start?" he chuckled.
I cocked my head to the side mindlessly. "Do your parents just let you out whenever you want?" I sat up. I've never met Kevin's family. I saw his mom at parent teacher night once. I looked down thinking. "What's your family like?"
He looked at me for a minute while the question registered and his face softened, "They're a bit hard to explain." He thought for a minute. "My dad's strict and fun to be around. My mom's a little crazy and has an odd obsession with cooking. My sister…hmm" he searched for the right words. "Kat is just amazing. I'm really close with her. Would you like to meet them?" He looked at me with a soft smile.
"Umm w..would they like me?" insecurity grew on my face. I'm afraid they won't. I sunk into myself. "I don't know if it's such a good idea."
He ran his hand through my hair. "They'll love you D. Mostly Kat..She's a little weird." I nodded and gave a small smile. He's right…I hope. He leaned in, "I'll take you to my house later today." He placed a soft kiss on my head and stood. "Get some sleep." He moved toward the door.
"Wait." He stopped and turned to me expectantly. "Why did you come over here so late" I asked wanting an answer to stop my mind from wondering.
"I couldn't sleep." He smiled and with that he left. Neither could I… I laid back down wondering if sleep would come.
A/N 2: I hope you liked it! I know it was short, but my chapters kind of are... O.o I plan on writing a lot so let's hope we get another chapter ready! yeah!
Reviews are my drug! They make me want to write more so if you review and I don't write I feel bad, so I have to. I know it's wierd.
