Megstiel part 11

I just stare at my phone for a few moments after I hang up. Dean sounded just like himself, a cocky smart ass but he actually sounded kinda happy to hear that I was alive and extremely relieved to hear that Cas was ok. I didn't get into details, I just told him where he was and to get here soon. My mind starts to wander back to that morning, as thoughts of Cas touching me stab me right in the heart. I get my composure together as I hear the shower shut off. He exits a few moments later, hair still dripping wet and his body glistening and I swear I am looking at perfection. "Your dressed already" he says as he looks at me "we need to talk Cas" I say flatly. "What is it Beautiful?" he asks as he moves closer to me at the table. I take a deep breath and look at him "I called Dean" I say and as my words reach him I watch the hurt and surprise wash over him "why would you do that? You promised you wouldn't" he starts, his eyes a deep blue, pulling at the few heart strings I have, like they know those strings have Castiel written all over them. " You can't stay here. You need to be with your friends" I interrupt "but you are my friend. Actually I thought we were more than..." "I can't do this Cas! You are an ex angel, im a demon. Dean should be here in a few hours, I'm sorry!" I say as I grab my phone and jacket and barge out my door, leaving Cas, the only person that has ever really cared about me behind.