Bella's point of view.
Get ready to see how sweet cheerleader Bella turned into Bonnie.
Is it safe to say we all hate Jessica??? It should be after this chapter!
Enjoy!!!
When I woke up it was 11 and all the blinds where still closed. Emmett wasn't in bed with me and there was a note on the pillow next to me.
~ Hey Bonnie,
I'm down stars; you had a long day and thought you could use the extra sleep. If I stepped out its just to get food so, I can feed you. Your stomach was growling this morning and I know you didn't eat last night. See you when you wake up. I miss you so hurry up and wake up; I want to suffocate you with kisses.
Your partner in crime.
Clyde aka Boss. ~
I laid there reading the note a few times before I got up and hurried down stairs. Emmett was washing dishes when I ran in. He looked over at me with an amused smile.
"Good morning." He said turning the water off drying his hands. I had an overwhelming feeling of happiness that I just couldn't contain. I jumped in his arms kissing his neck in haling his scent.
"Did we have sex last night that I'm not aware about?" Emmett asked in a teasing tone picking me up off my feet.
"No, Jerk. I just wake up happy when I sleep next to you." I said biting my lower lip looking up into his eyes.
"And here I thought it was the amazing sex we have." Emmett grabbed my chin slightly pulling on it to give me a kiss. I pulled back a few seconds later.
"You have such a big head." I said talking about his ego.
"I know, sometimes I wonder how it fits inside you." Emmett said rubbing his hand in between my legs.
"I think you're a sex addict." I said with a giggle reaching to give him another kiss. Emmett ran his hands over my ass before he surprised me by lifting me up and setting me on the counter.
"I'm Addicted too you!" Emmett pushed my legs open so he was between them. I wrapped my legs around him bringing him closer too me.
"Good morning sleepy head. I'm glad to see you here!" Alice said walking in the kitchen.
"Good Morning Alice." I said leaning back on my hands with my legs still around Emmett.
"You had us worried last night, Jasper was really worried." Alice said blushing at Jasper's name. I looked at Emmett; he was looking at me with a smirk. I sighed forgetting that I still had to try to talk to James. After I slept, it off I wasn't that mad at him anymore. I just wanted to talk to him, and let him understand why I was upset.
"I should call Edward and Jasper and Let them know I'm here." I said looking in Emmett's eyes.
"Already token care of." Emmett said giving me a kiss on the forehead. He unwrapped my legs and started to heat up a plate of food for me.
I sat there quite for a few minutes just thinking about James, I hated to fight with him. He has been my rock for so long, we where each other's best friends since well since Jacob left. I helped him clean his shit up and he always listened to me about my problems and insecurities. I couldn't let Jessica just take my brother away too. Alice had turned on the radio, a song called Up Out Of My Face by Mariah Carry and Nikki was playing. It brought me back to the start of this whole mess, The reason I couldn't let her anywhere never any of the important men in my life. Jessica was like preying mantises, She devoured her prey. I let her take Andrew away from me, but not my brother.
Flash Back.
I had just got off the phone with Andrew, The love of my life. He was staying late at practice to run drills with his couch. Andrew was the schools football star. He was the quarterback and I was the head cheerleader. I felt bad for him because he has been training really hard for the past month. Recruiters from collages have been coming to see him at almost every game and we haven't had any time to ourselves. So I planned a special dinner for just us two. WE have only had sex once and that one time was when I lost my virginity to him. Since Andrew lived with just his dad and his dad works nights, I thought I would be nice if I made him dinner. So I went to the store and got everything to make us a nice dinner.
When I pulled up, I was confused. Andrew's car was here but he was at practice. I found the spare key and walked in. I sat all the bags in the kitchen when I heard a girl's voice. I stopped moving and tried to listen. I heard moans coming from Andrew's room. My heart stopped beating, and I held in my breath. The moans got louder as I got closer.
"Fuck yeah just like that." I herd Andrew's deep voice. I stood in front of the door. Closing my eyes. No way was he doing what I thought he was doing. He loves me, Why would he cheat on me. I hesitated at first but I couldn't take the sounds anymore. I opened the door and there he was, Naked on the same bed he laid me down for our first time with Jessica on top of him. They didn't even see me. They where too into each other. I slammed the door shut and ran into the kitchen to grab my purse.
"Baby wait, it's not what you think. Baby listen too me." Andrew said running over to me holding a pillow in front of him self to cover up. I grabbed the closes thing to me witch happened to be a glass bottle of cooking oil and I throw it at him.
"Let me guess she was helping you run drill." I said with tears of anger and hurt.
"Baby just listen I love you ok I do I want us to be together. I just needed the edge of my stress token off." Andrew tried to justify it. I shook my head walking as fast as I could away. Andrew followed me out side still naked wit a pillow.
"Andrew this is your fault! Not mine I told you cheat on me and you will never see me again. I hope it was worth it!" I throw his class ring at him and punched my car. Jessica had walked out with a slut strut to watch what was going on.
"You fucking slut!" I said feeling the anger inside me threatening to boil out.
"Bella, maybe if you weren't such a stiff little bitch your man wouldn't need to fuck me. This is your own fault." Jessica said not expecting my next reaction. I have never been a big fighter except when it came to my brothers but I always lost with them anyway I didn't even think about it and Jessica sure the hell didn't see it coming. I grabbed Andrews pillow and ran after Jessica next thing I remember Jessica was on the floor with a pillow over her face and Andrew was tugging on me to let go but I had to fits full of her hair as I held the pillow over her face.
"Bella let go!" I instantly dropped the pillow hearing Jasper's voice. He helped me up whipping my tears away. Andrew was on the floor knocked out cold. Jessica was chocking for air.
"Jasper I saw then he-" I started to explain throw a fit of tears, Jasper brought me too him holding me tightly.
"Shh, it's ok Bella, It's ok. Lets talk about this at home. Come on let me follow you home." Jasper walked me to the car. As we walked past Andrew who was slowly staring to move, I stopped and stepped on his package.
"I hate you! I hope it falls off, I better not have an STD I swear to god!" I bent down and punched him as hard as I could. Jasper was trying his best to hold in his laugh as held stood there holding my car door open for me.
For weeks, Andrew begged and pleaded for me to take him back. How could I the whole school knew what happed, getting back with him would only make me look stupid.
Jessica was a snowball effect, after Andrew I swear she made it her destiny to sleep with all my boyfriends.
End Flash Back
It would have been nice to have made him dinner. I was really bummed about James leaving a few days before to the marines, Edward and Jasper where always working and going to school. I think that was the saddest time in my life. I was all lone, heart broken and embarrassed, Thanks to Jessica's master plan to ruin my life, I thought after the last time I made my self clear to stay away from me and my guys but she must have created a plan B to ruin my life. I know you think that was bad but I swear each time it happened after I got more violent with and closer to just killing her. The last time was when I snapped. Jessica not only slept with my boyfriend at the time but also sent me pictures of them doing it. I remember I was with my friend Maci. I think she was scared because I don't remember her saying a word while I drove over to Jessica's house. I think Maci was the one who called 911 too; too bad Jessica couldn't bleed to death. Honestly, Jessica rather forced me to brake out of my shell. I became the person I am today; She challenged me a lot and forced me to be stronger. I hate her for it but at least I can handle my self now.
"Bella?" Emmett asked waving a hand in front of me. I looked over at him realizing we where in his Truck.
"What?" I asked trying to keep out of my daze.
"You have been really quite to day, are you feeling ok? Are you sure you want to do this right now?" Emmett asked taking my hand in his.
"Do what?" I said looking out the window. Emmett tugged on my hand so I would look at him.
"Talk to James, Baby what are you thinking? All day you have been in a daze." Emmett looked worried.
"I'm fine; I just have been going over what could happen right now with James." I moved over laying my head on his shoulder.
"Nothing can come between you two, your all he talked about when we where deployed, his baby sister this his baby sister that, she is the funniest person alive, I can tell her anything she accepts me for who I am and what I do." Emmett tried to mock James tone to cheer me up. Before I knew it we where in front of the house. "Listen no matter what happens right now; you got me, in not going anywhere. And he loves you, people say shit when there mad." Emmett said still looking worried. We got out and went in the house. Jasper was walking out of the restroom when he saw me. He gave me a big smile and hugged me tight. I hugged him back remembering how supportive Jasper was during my brake up with Andrew. I didn't want Edward to know the whole story because he was more hot tempered then Jasper. So it was just Jasper who knew what had happened. Then I saw James, he gave me an expressionless look.
"Come on Bella, Lets talk in my room." He said obviously wanting to talk in privet.
We walked into his room where I refused to sit on his bed.
"James, there is a lot of bad blood between Jessica and I She is just a bad person." I started off saying.
"Bella I know you guys have fought over guys in the past and I know about you sending her to the ER. But that was in high school, you need to get over it and for you to be pissed off because of a kiss that Emmett turned down anyway is just immature. You need to grow up and get over it." James said trying to sound like the alpha male.
"James you should have told me she kissed him, I kissed him the next day! And she didn't tell you the whole story between us. We didn't fight over-" James cut me off.
"I heard enough to know it's all bullshit. And it was a kiss the day you meet him they where drunk. Jessica is a sweet girl; she didn't even defend her self when you attacked her last night." James said in her defenses. I was shocked he actually defended her over me, he has always token my side right or wrong.
"She is an evil bitch and she is turning you against me!" I yelled standing up.
"Oh yeah, kind of like Jacob Is with you! Your so worried about Jacob and his problems and you are always with Emmett you don't even talk to me anymore!" James yelled back at me.
"Jacob has a drug problem. And I thought you wanted me to be with Emmett." I lowered my tone.
"I do want you with Emmett, but I don't want you to let Jacob walk into your life after he abandoned you like that. I'm with Jessica Bella and you have better stop being so dam selfish, you're my sister I love you but you are acting like a spoiled brat right now, So what if a few guys choose her over you, that life. Not every male on the face of the world is going to bow down to you. You are not the center of the world Isabella, And why you walk around with all that hate I don't know but if its over Jessica and a few guys then there is something mentally wrong with you"
James tone didn't lower he yelled at me, I stood in shock not believing what I as hearing. What the hell happened to my brother? "If you don't have anything to say then I guess you can leave. Call me when you get over your self." He said opening his door. I walked out stopping in front of him.
"You have no idea why I am the way that I am, you want her to take you away from your family, then fine, you can let her trick you into think anything you want, but I'm telling you right now it's all a lie, I have been heart broken before but I have never hurt as much as I do right now. You should have told me another girl kissed Emmett, but I'm over that, yea I was mad but I got over it." I took a deep breath trying to hold back my tears. " I would never let a boyfriend come between us, I would never believe someone I just meet or you." I walked away slowly not wanting the guys to see me cry. I rent to the restroom to quietly sob. I hated that girl, she better hope to god I don't see her. I got my self together and went in my room to pack a few things. I walked out thinking I had myself put together. When I went into the living room Jasper and Emmett where watching TV. Emmett looked over at me then my duffle bag.
"I don't want to kill her, I swear I'll kill her if I see her, Can I stay at your place for a few nights?" I asked in a broken tone. My throat was dry and the lump was growing. Both Jasper and Emmett got up not knowing what to say.
"You know you can baby." Emmett said looking at Jasper. Jasper was looking at the floor shacking his head.
"Can we go then?" I said trying to be strong and not cry. Emmett nodded his head and took my bag, putting an arm around me. We walked out to the truck. I was fighting with myself for self-control part of me wanted to curl up and cry my eyes out. But a bigger part of me the part that has grown over the years wanted me to scream blood murder and go on a killing spree. She can have every man I have ever loved but to turn my own brother against me was a whole other thing. She would pay for it.
"Baby, your kind of cutting circulation of in my hand." Emmett said in a calm tone looking at me with cautious eyes. I let go of his hand and closed my eyes trying to breath.
"Emmett, if she is ever around me, make sure you drag me away by the hair if you have to, I wont be able to control myself." I said letting out a breath of air. "And I want you to stay out of it, You and James are friends I don't want you guys fighting because of me." Emmett took my hand and kissed it. I knew when he didn't say anything he wasn't going to promise anything. I guess things are going to get worst before they get better.
Ok So your Quiz for this chapter …
1) Do you think Bella has a good reason for hating Jessica?
2) Who saw Jessica Brainwashing James coming?
3) What do you think will happen next?
4) What would you do if you where Emmett and all this was happening to your Girlfriend? Do you Stay out of it like she ask, get mad at her brother/ your best friend?
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