Yes.
It's true.
You are not dreaming.
See, I just pinched you and you punched me in the face.
It is chapter 11 of Big Time Sister.
So I just want to apologize for taking so long to update!
I swear I was not meaning to leave you hanging this long. Maybe two, three, four days, but not a week.
I was having internet problems and just recently got it fixed.
Soooooo...
I hope it's worth the wait :)
Peaceskies!
~XOXOXBecca
~ Becca's POV~
Kendall pulled away and looked at me. "Becca it's not what it looks like." He said but I just shook my head. A tear escaped my eye.
"No." I said but it came out faint. Shock, anger, and sadness flooded through me. I wanted anything to yell at him. To go over there and punch Ashley in the face. But I couldn't.
"Becca please let me explain-"
"No!" I got my voice back and yelled at him. "No what. Forget it! It's over!" At that I needed to get away, far away from here. I ran. I didn't go too far away, I actually went back to my house.
I knew James sensed something was wrong. He called after me as I ran. I slammed my bedroom door shut and threw myself on my bed, burying my face in my pillow.
James knocked. "Are you okay?" Concern in his voice.
"Just go away!" I yelled. I heard his footsteps as he left.
~ James POV~
I went down stairs wondering what was up with Becca. There was a knock on the door so I went to answer it.
It was Kendall. But he looked very upset. Uh-Oh. This was not going to be good.
"Is Becca here?" He asked.
"Uh, Yeah. She won't come out of her room."
He groaned. "What happened?" I asked.
"I made a huge mistake."
"What did you do? You hurt her didn't you?"
He gave me a very sad look. I gritted my teeth. "What did you do?" I said through them."
He sighed. "She saw me kissing Ashley."
My eyes went wide. How could he do that to her? "You what!"
"Looks, James, let me explain it's not what it seemed like it was-"
"How could you. Last week all you could think about was her. Stay up because of her. And now you played her and broke her heart."
He started to say something but I cut him off. "No what. Just go, okay? Just leave." I said and shut the door. Some things are meant to be talked out. But breaking someone's heart is different. Especially when you're her older brother.
I turned around and saw Becca standing in the middle of the staircase. "Was that Kendall?" Her voice cracked.
I nodded. "What did he want?" She asked.
"He wanted to talk to you."
"Please tell me you didn't tell him to go."
I nodded. She got very upset by that and started crying. "I screwed this all up!" She yelled.
"How did you screw this up? He's the one who broke your heart."
"But im the one who agreed to risk all of our friendships for this! Why am I so stupid!" She yelled.
I walked towards. "It's okay." I said.
"No. No it's not. Just-just leave me alone. I need to figure this out. Just don't do anything else stupid like that. "She started going back up the stairs.
"Becca wait." I said.
She turned around. "Know what, if I were you I would go back and talk to Kendall and be friends with him and forget about what happened. This is between me and him. So go about your usual life and be buddy-buddy with him." She snapped and went back up to her room. Her door slammed shut.
This was too big of a situation for her and Kendall to figure out by themselves. But I couldn't think about that right now. I was just to mad at Kendall for what he did.
~ Becca's POV~
I woke up the next morning feeling groggy. All the memories of yesterday flooded back and I threw my head back onto my pillow. I reluctantly rolled out of bed. I fixed my tank top which I threw on yesterday with a pair of sweats. I walked down the stairs and into the kitchen. My throat ached of dehydration. I grabbed a bottle of water and went over to the counter to where my phone sat.
I tapped it and pages flashed up showing I had new messages. I looked at them. 20 missed calls, 18 voice mails, and 51 text messages all from Kendall. Except for one text which was from James.
I just deleted all of the messages and read the one from James which said he was going to hang out with Carlos and Logan. I felt like I was just punched in my stomach when he said Carlos and Logan and not Kendall knowing I messed this up bad.
I sighed. There was a knock on the door. I stood still. Oh no. It's probably Kendall. I stayed silent, not moving a muscle for about five minutes. But he kept knocking. I was getting annoyed so I walked over to the door and swung it open ready to tell him off. Only then did I release that it wasn't him. It was Brittany. She was carrying a duffel bag.
"Oh. Britt, hey." I said.
"Hey." She said. She had a smile planted on her face.
"What are you doing here?"
"Well," She said walking past me and into the living room. I shut the door and followed her. "I heard that you went through a pretty bad break up. So I came here for the annual help cheer you best friend up after a break up day."
"Wait. How did you know I broke up with Kendall?" I asked. I knew I haven't talked to her since. I haven't talked to anyone since.
"Please. Im your best friend I know when something's wrong. Plus you updated your Facebook status to single." I didn't remember updating my status. Actually I don't remember doing anything last night. So I just shrugged.
I grinned. "So what do you have in mind?" I asked.
She opened up her duffel bag which was laid on the coffee table. "Mani-Pedi's and facials are the classic cheer up." She reached into her bag and took out her makeup bag which is pretty big but she hardly uses it. That's one of the many things we have in common.
She laid it on the table. "Plus magazines. I got the new issues because I know you haven't read any." She took out a stack of what looked like every teen magazine sold.
"So this is going to be like a sleepover during the day?" I asked.
"Yeah pretty much except we're not going to put on our pj's." She reached bag into her bag. "And what's a cheer up party without a sweet treat." She pulled out two pints sized frozen yogurt containers. One in each hand.
"Frozen yogurt. Really? I thought it was ice cream."
"It usually is but just because you're sad doesn't mean you can't try and stay healthy." She put them on the table and I rolled my eyes.
"But a pint? Really? I thought maybe more-"
"Oh there's more." She smirked. And one by one started taking them out. About five minutes later she had at least fifty pints of frozen yogurt of all flavors stacked up.
"Oh my God." I said.
"I know."
I looked at it until realization hit me. "Isn't there supposed to be a movie somewhere?"
"Of course." She said casually.
"What did you pick?" I asked wondering what she had in mind.
"Well instead of going with some chick flick or any action movie, which usually winds up with something romantic. I went with something original that probably won't have much romance in it."
I narrowed my eyes in suspicion. "What is it?"
She pulled out the DVD. "We are going to watch the complete collection of Saw."
I laughed. "You're awesome."
She smiled. "I know."
~ James POV~
"Wait. So Becca saw Kendall kissing Ashley?" Logan said as we sat in his living room.
"Yup." I said taking a swig of my soda.
"Yikes." Logan said. I texted them this morning saying we needed to talk about this. Since it does kind of involve all of us.
"So what do we do now?" Carlos asked.
"I don't know. Becca said that we should just leave this to them and forget about it and stay friends." I said.
"Well should we?" Carlos said.
"It is between Becca and Kendall." Logan said.
"Yeah but it has an effect to all of us." I sighed.
"Does it really?" Logan questioned.
"What do you mean?" I asked.
"Well really it's not any of our business on what goes on between them. The only effect is is that she's upset and you're her older brother so of course you will feel some sort of anger towards Kendall for it." Logan said.
"I guess you're right." I said. "So should we talk to him?"
"I think we should." Logan said.
"Any way she told us to be friends with him." Carlos added.
"And we never heard Kendall's side of the story. All we got was Becca's." Logan said.
"Your right." I said standing up. "We are Big Time Rush. Four hockey players from Minnesota who's been best friends since day one. We have stuck together threw everything. Are we going to let a break up between my sister and him break us apart and ruin my dreams!"
"Your dreams?" Logan said.
"I mean ours.' I said. "Anyways, we have to stick together. Especially now."
"Wow." Logan said after I said my speech." I think that's the most intelligent thing you ever said."
"Thank you." I bowed.
"Let's go" Carlos said.
~ Becca's POV~
Two Saw movies, 20 pints of frozen yogurt, and a mani-pedi later, me and Britt lay sprawled on the floor reading magazines. I flipped the page on the Seventeen magazine I was reading onto another article about dating. I sighed and tossed it a few feet. I rolled over and laid on my back, putting my arm over my eyes.
"Another dating article?" Brittany said still reading her magazine.
"Yup."
"Yeah, I wasn't really thinking about how much dating advice some of the magazines give." She said.
"Not your fault." I remembered the headline for the article of the one I just tossed a few feet away. I crawled over to it being lazy. I didn't have very good balance and I fell. I tried to reach for the magazine.
"What are you doing?" Brittany asked.
I got ahold of the magazine and found the article. I went over to Britt and laid it in front of her. She glanced at me from her magazine she was reading and took the one I gave her. She read it out loud "What should you do when you still love the guy who broke your heart." She looked at me. "Becca why are you giving me this?"
"So you can read it." I said sitting on the couch.
"Okay you just broke up with the guy you really really liked, possibly loved because he was kissing your worst enemy." I winced. "And you want to try to talk me into dating Carlos?"
"Yeah pretty much."
"You're so weird." She muttered. I grinned.
"Come on. You really like him. Why not you just ask him out while he's here."
"Seriously, we had this conversation before."
"Yeah I know. And here we are having it again because you still haven't gone on a date with him. I mean yeah you're still upset but get over it. Your forgive him and still really like him."
"You're not giving up are you?"
I shook my head.
She sighed. "Okay fine. But, he has to ask me out."
"Then you won't have to wait long." I said under my breath.
"What?"
"Nothing" I said quickly. Me and James have been working with Carlos trying to tell him what he should and shouldn't do to get her to go out with him.