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Supernatural

I'll always remember it.

My dad and I walked outside and sat down on the porch type thing. I looked at the ground just like he was.

"You're the one who wanted to talk so I think this is where you would say things."

"Is it possible for you to not be a smartass for five minutes?"

I looked at my watch then back at him, "Okay five minutes…go."

"Jesus Memphis can't you act like an adult?"

"Why it's so much more fun to be a kid?"

"If you can't act your age we're not having this discussion."

"Alright I'm terribly sorry father, please do continue." I said mocking an adult voice.

He looked at me and I gave him a goofy smile. He smirked and pulled me into a headlock.

"Sometimes I wish you hadn't spent all your time around Dean then maybe you wouldn't be this sarcastic."

"I doubt it. We got it from mom."

"Well that's the truth." He said rolling his eyes.

I pulled out of his arm and gave him a serious look. His smile faded and he took a deep breath before speaking again.

"Memphis, you know that I love you more then anything in this world. You and your brothers are all I have. Back then I was just so stressed out with everything and with you running away all the time and you and Dean doing your prank wars I was just so frustrated."

"So you wished I wasn't born?" I asked bitterly.

"Memphis, I didn't mean it! I was just so frustrated with you. You never listened to anything I said, you disobeyed Pastor Jim when I asked him to watch you, you never took my orders…I think I just assumed you would be just like Dean I mean you were in every other way just not in the listening aspect."

"Sorry I wasn't a Dean clone."

"You don't have to be sorry. I should be. I should have never said those things about you because I didn't mean them. You're a girl Memphis."

I looked down at myself, "Huh? Well look at that I am!"

"Is the five minutes up already?" He said sarcastically.

I smirked and look at my watch, "Sorry two more minutes."

"Alright. You were my first and only girl Memphis I didn't know how to control you or how to teach you. I always just drilled things into Dean's head and he understood but you…you wanted to do everything yourself. You didn't want help from anyone you just always wanted to be independent and back then I needed you to be dependent on Dean and me. Does that make sense?"

"Sure I was too smart for you."

"Truthfully? Yeah, you were. And now I'm glad you were because I raised three of the best damn hunters around."

I looked at my watch and smiled, "Actually I think you only got 1 out of 3, those two are just bad at it." I said smirking.

"Don't let Dean hear you say that he'll tear you apart."

"Oh please I can take Dean."

"I'd like to see you try!" Dean yelled out the window.

"Eavesdropping is a bad trait!" I yelled back.

"Yeah, well where do you think you got it from!"

I rolled my eyes and stood up. My dad stood up and hugged me, I was caught a little of guard so I was stiff at first but then I hugged him back.

"Can we forget about this now?"

"Sorry dad but I always remember it."

He understood and hugged me again. We walked back into the motel and I jumped onto one of the beds and sighed.

"So can we go after the shape shifters yet?" I asked.

"Sorry Memphis but all the drama you've been causing has put us off schedule. So we still have to track it." Dean said.

"I don't cause drama!"

All three of the guys rolled their eyes and smirked at each other. I huffed and threw a pillow at Dean and Sam who were the closest to me.

"Hey you know what story I never heard about?" Sam asked.

"What's that?"

"Why you left in the first place, Mem. All I know is that when you left you were 22 and you gave up hunting. I never knew why. Mind sharing?"

Dean and Dad turned their heads away from Sam. I looked over at Dean and caught his gaze but I broke it by looking back at Sammy.

"It was about three months after you left…Let's just say I was tired of it alright?"

"But that doesn't make any sense, you were tired of it at 18 and you could've left then."

"Sam it wasn't a good experience for any of us alright? I don't really want to re-live it."

"Go ahead Memphis just tell him. He would find out eventually anyway." My dad stated.

Dean and my head snapped around to look at him.

"Dad…you really want her to tell the story?" Dean asked.

"Yes because your brother wants to know."

"Fine I'll tell him…"