There was only one place that I could stay tonight. He was the one person that would take me in. Charlie.

When I reached the house, I knocked on the door quickly. Charlie opened the door and looked surprised to see me. His eyes were bloodshot. Had he been crying? A long moment passed as we stood there face to face just looking at each other without a word. I gave up the strong face and balled out crying into Charlie's chest. He wrapped his arms around me hesitantly; unsure of the situation.

I finally spoke. "Charlie, please help me. I was banished from the tribe for phasing when my father was holding me, and I couldn't stay at Billy's because Sam ordered me away. I thought that the only place I had left was coming here and…oh Charlie, please let me stay, please. I have nowhere else to go." I leaned back far enough to look into his eyes. His face showed concern and worry.

"Bella, you are always welcome in my home. Please, come in." He wiped away the tear that had fallen from his face and gestured for me to come inside. I walked in and ran up to my room. Charlie was at the door a few minutes later.

"If you need anything Bella, I'll be just down the hall." He assured. I nodded.

"Thank you, Charlie. I love you." It looked like he was trying to hold himself together.

"I love you, too, Bells. Good night." He grabbed the door handle and shut my door quietly. I sighed and plumped down on my bed.

JPOV

Damn, I wish I could've comforted Bella, but Sam had ordered us to not say a word or move. Why was he acting so strange? He would have been nice to Bella. What changed his mind?

After Bella had left, Sam had just talked on different patrols that we had to take protecting the town and Bella mostly, from Victoria. After that, he just shooed us off to go home.

My patrol ended at midnight and after that I phased back to my human form and put on my grey sweats. I headed over to the one place I knew Bella would be.

Charlie's.

BPOV

DREAMING:

"Jacob, I love you." I murmured into his warm chest. He squeezed me tighter to him, smoothing my hair down with his hand.

"I'll always love you, Bella…forever. Don't you ever forget that. I'm yours." He murmured back into my ear. I leaned away, only to look up into his eyes that were filled to the brim with love and passion.

I was about to respond when Jacob's body started to tremble violently. Then, a ghostly white hand grabbed his shoulder and then threw him away from me. The ghostly hand belonged to the one vampire that longed for my death. Victoria.

"No!" I cried out. Victoria snapped her head at me and then gave me an evil grin. Why couldn't I phase? What was happening? Victoria turned picking up Jake by the throat and with one quick, but deadly movement, she squeezed her hand tighter around my Jacob's neck; taking his head off.

My eyes snapped open and I was screaming; tears flowing like waterfalls down my face. I clutched at my chest, the pain of Jacob gone seared through my human skin and stabbed deeply at my heart, but I wasn't in a clearing. I was in my room, under the covers. I gasped, but I never stopped the waterfalls from flowing hard and fast down my face.

A hand, no two hands cupped my face. I looked up to see Jacob looking at me in horror. The shock of him being here with me…alive lasted only a second before I pulled Jacob onto the bed. I got up and fell onto his lap and squeezed my arms tight around his neck. His arms constricted around my waist and he pulled me to him tightly.

"Oh, Jake, oh God Jake." I sobbed into his chest. My breaths were coming out quick, and my chest heaved with each one.

"Bella, calm down. Please, Bella. You're scaring me right now." He whispered above my head. He rocked me back and forth gently, trying to calm me down. It worked a little bit. I pulled away to look into his eyes.

"Jake, I had a horrible dream. We were together, but then Victoria…she grabbed you, but you couldn't phase and I couldn't phase and then she...She…she took your life from me." My head fell into his chest, even though I was still in his lap. The tears were coming down hard and fast and I couldn't think of a way to calm myself. Jacob was quiet for a moment; rubbing his hands on my back soothingly.

"Bella, shhh, it was just a dream, honey. I'm here and I won't leave you. I'm here, honey. Shhh, Bella, its okay, sweetie. Bella, look at me." I leaned away and looked into his eyes. He cupped my cheek with one of his hands. His gaze was serious, but full of love.

"I am never going to leave you. I'll protect you with my life and I won't let anyone harm a hair on your head. I'm in love with you, Bella, and I've fallen hard for you. Bella, please don't cry. It was just a dream, sweetie." I nodded and inhaled deeply, trying to calm my endless rage of tears. My arms were still around his neck.

"Jake, may I ask you something?" I whispered, gazing into his loving eyes.

"Anything, honey." He murmured. I looked seriously back at him.

"Will you…stay with me…tonight?" I waited for his answer. In response, he pulled me down and under the covers. He fidgeted to get under as well and I helped him by holding up the bed sheets. Once he was officially under, he grabbed my waist and pulled me to him. I rest my head on his unbelievably warm chest; my hair touching the skin right under his chin. He sighed deeply and I inhaled his lovely husky scent.

"I love you, Jacob." I murmured into his chest. He shifted so his eyes were level with mine. He looked at me with nothing but love, and leaned closer to me. His lips met mine in a fierce but passionate way, and I secured my arms tight around his neck. My hands gripped his hair tightly, making sure he wasn't going to pull away. His lips departed from mine, only to open my mouth with his wet tongue. As our tongues collided, I felt wet warmth spread in my nether regions. Oh, the things this boy did to me. I guess he didn't notice the fact that I had changed into just an oversized t-shirt and underwear.

Slowly, his hand moved down my neck…my shoulder, grazing across my boobs and then squeezing my but cheek. I could tell that this animal side of him was dying to get out. Well, maybe tonight I would let it. Bella! I scolded myself, but I couldn't help it. Not tonight when I needed him with all my heart and soul.

I decided to use my hands to roam his bare chest. My hands moved slowly down his chest and to the elastic on his sweatpants. I felt the small hairs of his happy trail and knew that I was close to his member. He was hard and I knew this because I felt his protrusion on the very bottom of my stomach. His hand reached down and grabbed at my wrist where I pulled at his pants.

"Bella, I don't think-

"Shhh, Jake all I want right now is you…Only you." I felt his gulp as I pushed him back onto the bed. I moved to where I was on top of him straddling his waist. He grabbed me by the waist and pulled me down to him; our lips crashing as I fell onto him. One of his hands was gripping roughly at the back of my neck as the other moved down the hold the small of my back against him.

The heat that gathered in my nether regions grew stronger as each of his touches pierced through my skin. I let out a low moan. Jacob froze immediately. I sat up on his lap confused. There was a hunger in his eyes that could only be lust.

"Bella." He growled as his hands moved the bottom of my shirt. I instantly knew what he wanted and held my arms above my head as he quickly removed my shirt and threw it the floor. His eyes went wild as he realized that I had not been wearing a bra underneath.

"So…beautiful." His voice was barely audible as he sat up on the bed with me on his lap. He pushed me back on the bed and I let him admire my almost naked body. His hand traced the line of my jaw and trailed all the way down to the top of my boobs. He looked at my chest and then up at me. As if I was giving him permission, I nodded my head once. With that, his hand cupped my bare breast and squeezed gently. He leaned down and pressed his lips to my neck, tracing kisses all the way down to my collar bone. I moaned and held his head to me. He fell onto me and his body started to grind against mine.

I could feel his hard on as it rubbed up against my wetness. I let out a small shriek of pleasure as I felt warm liquid poor from my entrance. Jacob leaned up to look into my eyes with a hunger I've never seen before.

"Do you like that, Bella?" He asked roughly, still grinding against me. I nodded weakly, my arms around his bare back. He kissed further down my neck and I let out a low gasp as his tongue flicked at my left nipple.

"Jake!" I screeched. He didn't respond. His answer was wrapping his warm mouth over my erect nipple. My hand moved to grip at the hair on the back of his head; holding him to me. I moaned roughly, arching my back. He sucked on my left breast for a moment longer and then moved to suck on my other one.

His grinding body against mine moved in rhythm with the circling his tongue made on my hard nipple. My body was about to explode from his pleasuring of me. I gasped and gently pushed him off of me, only to instantly grab at the band of his pants.

"Bells, you don't have to do this." He said, grabbing at my hands. I looked up into his eyes.

"I want to, Jake. I can't let you make me feel good without letting me do the same." He cupped my cheek.

"But I feel good making you feel good, Bells." He whispered. I tugged at his pants. He finally gave in and pulled his sweatpants off and kicked them off the bed. I stared at his humongous erection. I'd never seen someone before like this and I felt good that it was Jacob I saw the first time.

I hadn't notice that it had been a while since I had moved. "What? What's wrong?" He asked suddenly self conscious. I shook my head, squeezing my eyes tight before giving him a reassuring smile.

"Sorry, it's just…I've never…seen someone before like this. I'm glad it is you, Jake." Jacob smiled and pulled me to him. After a moment of blissful kissing I pulled away, only to trace kisses down his chest. I paused as my lips were right above his shaft and I could feel his hard on under my neck. I leaned up and grasped it firmly in my hand. Jacob's shaft twitched and I knew Jake was getting extremely turned on. I looked at him once more before leaning down to lick the tip of his member. He sighed, and I let the head of his shaft into my mouth. Slowly, I moved my mouth as far as I could down on his member and then came back up. Looking up at Jake, I could see that he was becoming vulnerable. I had the control now.

I moved my mouth up and down on his shaft, and surprisingly, I liked the taste of him in my mouth. Jacob was breathing heavily as I continued giving him head.

"Bella…" he moaned. I'd never seen Jacob so vulnerable, and it made me feel more confident that I had control of Jake, if only for a few moments.

Jake grabbed my shoulders and pulled me off of his shaft. He leaned me gently back onto the bed and grabbed at my panties. I helped him by shimmying out of them as he pulled them off of me and set them aside.

I was naked and so was Jacob. The thought made me smile. "What is it?" Jacob asked lightly, placing kisses along my neck.

"It's just…the thought of us naked together…it makes me smile." I could feel Jacob's low chuckle on my neck. I felt his shaft on my nether regions, and I gasped.

"Jake, I'm a virgin." I blurted out. Jacob stood on his knees between my legs. He leaned down to kiss me gently on the lips.

"So am I." He murmured against my lips. Then, he leaned away and I spread my legs wide in preparation. He grabbed my thighs and moved closer. His shaft was right against my entrance.

"Are you ready, Bells?" he asked gently. I nodded my head.

"Yes, Jake. I love you."

Slowly, yet pleasurably, Jake entered me and we connected as one…finally.