Brother's Obsession.
Chapter 14: Betrayal.
Bella
Well Alice had our little secret going for a while. I guess this is what I get for telling Alice-blabber mouth…I can't believe I'm saying this but that bitch! I treat her like my big sister, telling her my secrets and asking for her help in times of need but she's gone way to far. She kept her mouth shut for three days.
How could she do this to me? I trusted her!
Stop crying! Stay strong. This is what they want… to break you down and to make you feel worthless.
I get that she'd tell him but why video tape it?
Stop it! make everything stop. Please.
I wipe the tears falling down my cheeks.
Come on Swan, stop your crying and do something to show that ass he cant control you.
"But I cant! He knows what I'll do. He has eyes everywhere! They will tell him" I cried. I cant have friends because of him. I cant go to places because him. I cant talk to anyone because of him. I'm too afraid to do anything by myself. I cry harder ad press my face down my pillow.
"What do you want me to do?" I ask the voice in my head. She's much stronger than I am…she knows how to take care of herself and she's not afraid to speak her mind…within the walls of my brain that is. The Bella in my head is pissed off…throwing things around to show her anger. She's angry at the world, she's angry that she's in this situation. She just wants to be free…thats all. Is that too hard to ask for?
Maybe I'm going mental but I've started hearing voices in my head for a while.
You're not going mental. You need a friend to talk to so I'm here. You created me yourself Bella. And what I want you to do is wipe those tears away. Go outside and do something fun. Since when was the last time you did something you liked?
"I-I can't remember…Alice drags me to go shopping?"I whisper to myself.
But you hate shopping! you hate trying on piles of clothes. What you like is going for walks, reading your favorite books while drinking hot chocolate and you like talking to your friends. You like talking to your friends, don't you Bella? Come on. Go call Angela and ask her if she wants to hang out. She won't say no to you Bella. I promise.
She's taunting me. She's going to get my in trouble again. I keep silence and shut her off. Keeping myself busy keeps her from surfacing, but what to do. There's nothing to do here…its like a prison, I'm limited to do things in my own house. I look out the window for a while listening to the birds chip but then I got hungry. I get off the bed and start walking to the bathroom when the house phone starts to ring. Darn. Its probably Alice or Edward. Actually scratch that, Edward would be here if he wanted to know how I was doing.
I pick up the phone and slam it back down.
"Shut up! I'm done listening to you!" I yell at the phone…clearly the person at the end of the line not hearing me. Angrily I walk to the kitchen and look for something delicious to eat.
Bring! Answer the phone Isabella.
"No! I don't want to talk to any of them!" They're liars and manipulators…all they want is to control me. I start sobbing loudly when I hear a loud knocking on the door… well more like pounding. I don't want to answer the door too afraid of who I'll end up seeing. I hide my face in my hands and wait for the knocking to stop and it did but then I hear a all too familiar footsteps. Edward.
"Oh no no" I cried softly. The footsteps come to a stop.
I feel Edward's warm breath on my neck "What's wrong my love?" at that moment he starts stroking my hair.
I sniff "You…you're what's wrong"
"Now that doesn't make any sense" He wrap his hand around my waist and one under my knees and set me in his lap.
"I'm tired…very tired and I cannot believe Alice told you" I sobbed.
"She had to tell me because if she didn't then what kind of a brother would I be if I didn't protect you from bad boys like Him"
I look at him "But you just want me for yourself… its not fair you get to control me"
He smirked showing his white perfect teeth "That is true but its not my fault I'm this way, I can't help who I fall in love with"
Thats no shock to me, the way he acts whenever I'm around tells me he wants to be more than brothers and sisters.
"Hmm" he sniffed my hair and moaned.
"Edward stop it… please not now" I got up and made my way to my room.
"I'll be up in a minute" he called out amused.
I need to get out of here.
End Note: R&R