So here is the continuation of Here i am. I know that I said that the Cullens would make an appearance and that the chapter would be longer, but it just didn't work out that way sorry.


I waited a couple more minutes after Nina left before climbing the stairs and heading to Sara's lair. I could hear the loud music from behind the closed door as I walked up to it and wrapped my knuckles against the door in a quick succession of three knocks before lowering my hand and waiting for Sara to call out from her room and give me either a warning to leave or permission to come on it.

Not bothering to answer me she let her actions speak for her as she came and opened the door, leaving it open as she made her way back to her bed.

"Sara…" I said faltering as I followed her not sure what to say at the moment to sooth her.

"Get on with it Tegan." She snapped at me not even expanding the effort to send a pointed glare in my direction. That's how you knew if Sara was mad at you, she wouldn't ever tell you right out but instead she would act like a two year old and give you the cold shoulder: only speaking to you when it was directly necessary.

"Sara, you know I wouldn't ever hurt you on purpose… right?" I began she still remained turned facing the wall with her hands crossed over her chest, "And we both knew that this might happen sooner or later right?" still no response from my reflection. I released a long sigh before continuing "and the sooner I go, the sooner this whole fucked up thing is over okay?" I asked directly so that she would have to give me a response.

She gave her head a heavy shake before turning around and facing me, her cheeks covered in trails of tears. "I know," she said "but it feels like their taking you away again and that I'm never going to see you again. I mean what if they don't get convicted and you have to stay were ever the fuck their sending you huh?" she asked me, her emotions laid bare for the entire world to see.

I reached over and embraced my sister in a warm hug before saying, "I won't let that happen." Not bothering to go into further explanations but leaving it there. Those words seemed to hang in the air above us and around us. I wouldn't let myself be taken away from my family not again.

*A week later*

I now found myself on a plane to a town called Forks, located in the middle of bumfuck nowhere. Listening to my iPod as the plane began to land not even my favorite song at the time could help.

After getting all my bags I began to look for a man in his late thirties with a brown mustache, who would be holding a sign with the name Bella.

Bella what kinda of name is that I muttered as I searched for the man who was going to be my "father" for the deration of my stay here. It didn't take me long to find him, his sign was pretty big.

"Hey" I said as I walked up to him, and handed him one of my bags. He gave me a look but none the less accepted the bag and began to lead me to the car that would take me to my "home" whoopee.

After putting all of my crap in the car, which actually turned out to be a patrol car, I wasn't too happy realizing that I would have to ride in the cruiser and that people would be all "oooh who's that?" when I got dropped off at school.

As he pulled out of the airports parking lot he turned to me and with a wink said" might as well get the shindig started, eh?"

I didn't even bother to answer him, opting instead to stare at the thick green scenery as we drove on home. The rest of the ride was endured in silence.


Don't worry next chapter will contain Cullen and also a glimpse into the mind of Sonia as she finds out that once again her family will be split.

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