I'm trying to keep my feet on the ground,
I'm getting to like this feeling I've found,
I'm getting to love
The thought of having you around,
And I will never let you down.

Never Let You Down - Verve Pipe.

Bella Point of Veiw.

"Paul, you will never guess what happened!" I laughed into my cell.

"What, babe?" He asked.

"Jake imprinted!"

"What? On who?" He exclaimed.

"Leah." I said casually.

"What? He's known her for ages.. How?"

"Well, me and Embry came to the conclusion that it was because her soul was broken."

"Fuck.. Wow. I didn't know that could happen.. Wait, why were you even with Embry? I thought you were with Leah?" I could almost hear the growl threatening to escape from him. He was so possesive. It was cute really.

"I was with Lee, then she ran into Jake and now I've got dumb and dumber with me and dumbest is with Lee taking her home."

"I object!" Quil yelled.

"Dude, it's not a wedding, you can't object!" Embry hit him upside the head.

"Oh my fucking god.. I am surrounded by idiots." I muttered.

"You get roped into taking them home?" Paul asked.

"No. I said they could run.. They did. They ran to my car." Paul roared out a booming laughter. It hurt my ears to much so I hung up.

"Oh, that was real nice, Bella. Hang up on Paul." Quil said. "Wait, did he call you 'babe'? What the fuck?" Quil yelled.

I sighed. May as well tell them. It would get out somehow.

"We imprinted on each other."

"When?" They both choursed.

"Fuck, sesitive ears.. The day me and Jared moved in with him." I admitted.

"How the hell did you hide it?" Quil shreiked. Yes, he shreiked. Like a little girl.

"You guys didn't want to be in my head with all the shit with Sam, did you?" They looked sheepish.

"Yeah, Bells, we kinda stayed clear of you. Sam said to give you single patrols to calm you down. Give you space." Embry told me. I just nodded.

"The Pack will find out anyway. Just shut up or I'll detach your tail from your body and burn it in front of you." I threatened.

"Oh ha ha Bells. You're splitting my sides!" Quil said mockingly.

"Don't give me any ideas." I said in a serious tone. He gulped. Embry started laughing hard, clutching his sides.

"I am so glad that you find my potential danger funny!" Quil yelled at Embry, punching him in the shoulder.

I continued to drive back to La Push while listening to the idiots fight in the backseat of the car. That could sound really wrong. Blackmail material. Nice.

As I drove I wondered what the packs reactions would be.

Jared practically already knew if he didn't already. I knew that he would be happy for me. We were kind of close. He knew what it was like to imprint on someone. He had a girl called Kim. Kimmy - Bear, Kimmy - Kub, Kimmy - Kim - Kim - Kim, she had lots of nick names.

I already knew dumb and dumbers reaction.

Jake.. Jake would be with Lee.. Would she not want to hang out with me anymore? Would she not want me as her sister now? Would she hate me..? Cut that fucking thought from your head now, Clearwater.

I didn't want to even think about it.

After we got back to La Push, i dropped Dumb and Dumber off home and drove to Sethy's. We had school.. Well, Sethy had school, I on the other hand am still not allowed at school. So I'll drop Seth off.

I parked the car in the driveway and got out, slamming the door shut.

"Seth!" I called.

"Bellsy!" He yelled loudly, making me cringe, before rishing down the stairs, falling flat on his face - weren't wolves graceful? - and rushing out the front door, to trip over the railing and crash into me, sending me across the ground from the impact of the big oaf.

"Graceful, Seth, real graceful.." I told him.

"Shut up! I don't see you much, I missed you!" He said hugging me.

"Missed you too, honey." I was going to tell him about the imprint, but I just didn't want to tonight.

We watched a movie, 'The Lovely Bones', and then went to bed.

I dreamed about dieing. A stray vampire killed me in my dreams. I smiled. Then I saw the absolute horror on Paul's face.

The leech had red eyes. She lunged and gripped my throat in an iron grip. It tightened, her nails that felt like solid granite sliced into my skin. I wasn't phased. I didn't want to.

The leech smiled and told me goodbye. She bit my throat, pouring in as much venom as she possibly could. She threw my nearly lifeless body to the ground.

I smiled as I waited for my death to releive me from the world.

Then I saw Paul. He had tears running down his face, he cradled my lifeless body against his warm chest. I should be that warm too. But I wasn't. I was dead.

"Bella! Beeeeeeeeeeeeellaaa..." Seth woke me up.

"Yeah?" I asked.

"Can you drive me to school?"

"Sure thing. How long we got?" I asked.

"An hour."

"Let me go get ready." I said as I grabbed a towel and walked into the bathroom. I took my shower and washed my hair and body in wildflower fragrance.

I got dressed in dark blue skinny jeans with rips in them, a grey tank with black splatters all over it, my black leather waist length jacket and ran down stairs to pull on my converse.

"Toast?" Seth asked.

"Please." I said, tying my laces.

"Jam?"

"You know me too well." I laughed. Seth did too and handed me two peices of strawberry jam toast. Mmm.

I quickly ate them and got into the car, Seth followed my actions.

"Music?" Seth asked.

I turned the radio on and the volume up.

(Drop The World, Lil Wayne ft Eminem, It's actually a really good song, read the lyrics.)

I got ice in my veins, blood in my eyes
Hate in my heart, love in my mind
I seen nights full of pain, days of the same
You keep the sunshine, save me the rain

I search but never find, hurt but never cry
I work and forever try, but I'm cursed, so never mind
And it's worse, but better times seem further and beyond
The top gets higher the more that I climb

The spot gets smaller, and I get bigger
Tryna get into where I fit in, no room for a nigga
But soon for a nigga it be on, mu'fucka
'Cause all the bullshit, it made me strong, mu'fucka

So I pick the world up and I'ma drop it on your fuckin' head
Bitch, I'ma pick the world up and I'ma drop it on your fuckin' head
And I could die now, Rebirth motherfucker
Hop up in my spaceship and leave Earth, motherfucker
I'm gone
Motherfucker, I'm gone

I know what they don't wanna tell you
Just hope you're heaven-sent, and you're hell-proof
I-I walk up in the world and cut the lights off
And confidence is the stain they can't wipe off

Huh, my word is my pride
But wisdom is bleak, and that's a word from the wise
Served to survive, murdered and bribed
And when it got too heavy I put my burdens aside

So I could pick the world up and I'ma drop it on your fuckin' head
Bitch, I'ma pick the world up and I'ma drop it on your fuckin' head
And I could die now, Rebirth motherfucker
Hop up in my spaceship and leave Earth, motherfucker
I'm gone
Motherfucker, I'm gone (I'm gone)

It hurts, but I never show this pain you'll never know
If only you could see just how lonely and how cold
And frostbit I've become, my back's against the wall
When push come to shove, I just stand up and scream

"Fuck 'em all"

Man, it feels like these walls are closing in
This roof is caving in, up its time to razor-thin
Your days are numbered like pagers and
My book of rhymes, got 'em cookin', boy

This crooked mind of mine got 'em all
Shook and scared to look in my eyes
I stole that fuckin' clock
I took the time and I
Came up from behind
And pretty much snuck up

And butt-fucked this game up
Better be careful when you bring my name up
Fuck this fame, that ain't what
I came to claim but the game

Ain't gonna be the same on the day that I leave it
But I swear one way or another I'ma make these fuckin' haters believe that
I swear to God, won't spare the rod
I'm a man of my word, so your fuckin' heads better nod
Or I'ma fuck around in this bitch and roast everybody
Sleep on me, that pillow is where your head'll lie
Permanently, bitch, it's beddy-bye

This world is my Easter egg, yeah, prepare to die
My head is swole, my confidence is up
This stage is my pedestal
I'm unstoppable, incredible
Hope you're trapped in my medicine ball
I could run circles around you so fast your fuckin' head'll spin, dog
I split your cabbage and your lettuce and olives
I'll fuckin'

Pick the world up and I'ma drop it on your fuckin' head
Bitch, I'ma pick the world up and I'ma drop it on your fuckin' head
And I could die now, Rebirth motherfucker
Hop up in my spaceship and leave Earth, motherfucker
I'm gone
Motherfucker, I'm gone (I'm gone)

As soon as the song finished we got to school.

"Ms White said you need to get some work." Seth told me. I nodded and got out of the car.

"Oh my gosh! It's Bella! I heard Sam left her for her cousin!" Were they still talking about that?

"Shes free now? Shit I gotta ask her out!"

"Wow, shes even below me now.." Some nasaly female voice said.

"Yeah, shes worthless. We all knew Sam would leave her pathetic ass eventually." This is what got me kicked out of school before..

"Totally."

"Agreed."

I stalked over to the girls like a vampire did it's prey. Funny how I was copying my natural enemy. As I reached the girls I growled.

"You think you're better than me, huh?" I asked.

"Err.. We didn't say-" She didn't get to finish the sentence because I punched her in the ribs.

"No fucking bastard is above me." I snarled at her. She nodded frantically, spitting up blood. Her friends looked horrified.

"Bells! Bells, lets go!" Seth said pulling my arm harshly and leading me back to the car. "Guess I'm not going to school." Seth said as he started driving the car back home.

I folded my arms across my chest and glared out the window at the scenery that passed by.