I Have My Reasons

by ashboy

Dipper and Mabel are starting their freshman year in highschool. They still go to gravity falls every summer and break they get. After the apocalypse bill became an ex-demon and shows up on the twins first day. After the apocalypse Dipper has started on wear nothing but long sleeve. A billdip fanfic (humanBill) (depressed dipper) Triggers: cutting, underage drugs, underage drinking

11. Chapter 10

A/N mostly fluff in this chapter!

Dipper's pov

I woke up and looked at my clock 10 am. WHAT! I WAS SUPPOSE TO BE AT SCHOOL 3 HOURS AGO. In the middle of my panic I saw Bill come in. I ran up to him demanding to know why i'm not at school. He laughed and answered, "I called the school and told them that you were sick and that I was staying home today to take care of you."

Ugh. Why did Bill have to make life so complicated. I walked out of my room into the living room. Before i walked down the stairs Bill grabbed me and walked down the stairs with me in his arms bridal style. We both sat down on the couch with a blanket over us. He already had a bowl of popcorn waiting and netflix set up with remote in hand. Seeing as of how I had the chance and should enjoy myself, I snuggled up next to Bill and we laid their watching random movies and just enjoying each others company.

The only problem with this is that i didn't fall asleep with a shirt on last night much less a long sleeve one, so when mabel came home and stared screaming at me I immediately knew why. She was staring at my wrist.

I ran up the stairs and threw on a long baggy t-shirt. After i ran back down the stairs I tried to look her in the eyes but I couldn't.

She was opening and closing her mouth like a fish. Until the words finally came out, "why?...why Dipper?...Why would you do this to yourself...I thought that after all that we've been threw you would of at least known that you could cone talk to me...I'm your sister. I shouldn't of found out like this. You should of told me," By the end of her rant I still can't look her in the eyes but I can tell that she's in tears.

I walk up to her and give her a hug. "I'm sorry. I'm so sorry Mabel. I didn't want anyone to know. I'm sorry. It's just over the years after the war with Bill i got into some nasty habits and started to hang with some bad people. When Bill showed up it only got worse. I can't promise you that I will stop, but I can promise you that I will try," while I was saying all of this I walked up to her and gave her a hug.

Before you know it all three of us are on the couch eating popcorn watching random shit on netflix. The only downside is with Bill and I cuddling Mabel soon caught on and was teasing us and taking pictures for her scrapbook.

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