Chapter 10
A month had passed by and Cate was thinking about her life had changed this school year.
When this year started, she was living in a very violent broken home which she hold it a secret, just had one friend , had a very low self-esteem and she didn't think that the cute blue-eyed captain of the soccer team would fall in love with her.
But now she was living with the Winchesters, who took her in after she nearly lost her life and loved her like she is a part of their family.
The captain of the football team became her big brother and is her best friend.
The only friend she had back then, turns out to be her half-brother and she was afraid that everything was changing between them but nothing changed because Balthazar was always like a brother to her.
Her self- esteem shot up when everyone saw the true Cate and most of them gave her compliments about everything.
She stood up to her biological parents after 3 years of abuse and she cast them out of her life for good.
But she never could expect that the cute blue-eyed captain of the soccer team would be her boyfriend but he is.
Cas was the one who gave her the reason to fight, he was the reason for her to care about herself again, he was the one who gripped her tight and never let go and most of all he is the one who is in love with her.
And all of this has begun with one simple note in their note book, which they still write it in during Study hall.
Everything was written in that notebook, the insults, the pranks, the caring for each other, the serious talks and in the end, the sweet I love you's.
Cas even write in the notebook to asked her out for the first time, but that was because all what happened between them, the first time was always written in the notebook.
It was theirs and Cas even draw the front of the notebook and put their names on it.
But the notebook was also there, when they had their first fight.
And they did not even until it was over.
And they fought about one big misunderstanding and that involved a certain green-eyed captain of the football team.
Flashback
Cate came home with ice-cream and after the puts it in the freezer, she began to cut the pie she baked for Dean thinking about yesterday.
The day before Dean got home after his date with Jimmy, went to his room and never came out that night.
Cate heard him sobbing and went to his room, asking if he was alright.
Dean shouted at her and said that she had to mind her own business.
She left his room, crying and afraid he would beat her.
Dean regretted it after he saw her face and went after her.
'I'm sorry, I didn't mean to scare you' he said when he put his arms around her.
'Jimmy broke up with me and I'm feeling broken right now'
' So you last it out on me' Cate sobbed.
'Yeah, that's the way I am, I don't know what to do' Dean said.
'Well mom and dad are in Florida, Sam is with Gabe so it's just the two of us this weekend, tomorrow I'm baking a pie and get some ice-cream and you are going to cry your heart out like a girl and forget about Jimmy.'
'I'm a dude, I don't cry like a girl'
'Then we stay in and watch some movies and you can complaint about the movies'
'Or I'm going to be stupidly drunk and have sex with some random person'
Cate snapped back to reality after she heard some noises and she put a slice on a plate.
Then she took the ice-cream, scoop some on the plate and walk up the stairs to his room.
She knocked the door and opened it to see Dean and Cas half naked on the bed kissing.
'What the fuck ?' she yelled and she walked out the door, put the plate before the door and went to her room.
Cas came after her and she said: 'Don't even talk to me, I'm so angry with you guys.'
Dean took Cas away from her, knowing she need a break.
After they left, Cate took a bag, put some stuff in and left her room, calling her half-brother Balthazar.
After she asked him if she could stay with him for the night and he said yes, she grabbed her car keys and the ice-cream and left the house.
She didn't came home the next day and when it was Monday, Dean saw her at school by her locker before study hall.
Cate went to the class room and she knew that Cas would want to talk about it.
When she arrived, Cas sat there on their table mouthing "Notebook" to her.
She had it in her hands and before she sat down, she gave the notebook to Cas.
After a few minutes, Cas slide the notebook to her.
She open it and read 'Where were you the whole weekend ?'
She took a pen and wrote : 'I was with Balthazar' and slide it back
'So he knows what a dick I am' Cas wrote back
'Yes he knows what happened, a big bucket of ice-cream betrayed it already' Cate wrote back.
'Listen Cate, I told you from the beginning that I'm bisexual' Cas wrote back.
'Yeah I know Cas, what about it?' Cate wrote back.
'You have no right to judge us and be mad as us because Dean and me were making out. You had no right to walk out that door without me talking to you. You had no right because you knew I like Dean' Cas wrote back.
Then Cate realized it, Dean and Cas were thinking that she thought Cas was cheating on her.
She wrote: ' You think I was mad about you two making out? That I thought you were cheating on me ? Do you really think that I was mad about that?'
'Why would you yell at me and walk away from us? You know I love you' Cas wrote back.
'Okay let me set this straight, Yes I was mad when I caught you two making out, no I didn't think you were cheating on me and frankly I was mad BECAUSE YOU TWO DIDN'T INVITED ME IN!' Cate wrote back.
'You were mad because we left you out? But why did you leave ?' Cas wrote back.
'Yes and I left the house to calm down. Dealing with a broken girl rule nr 1 : if she mad, give her the time to cool down because if you don't, You'll be getting hurt and she don't want to do it. Rule nr 2: if she is in her cooling down period, don't even bother to contact her, she contact you after she cool down. And FYI, my phone "died" after you seventh call when I smashed it to the wall. Rule nr 3: let her do the talk, she tell you why she's mad and then you talk about it. Rule nr 4: If you be the boyfriend, just have sex after.' Cate wrote back
Cas read it and he looked at her, thinking how stupid he was.
'I'm sorry Cate, I love you and I don't want to lose you' Cas wrote to her.
'I'm sorry too, I love you too and I never want to lose you too. Cas, do you realize that this was our first fight?' Cate wrote
That was the last thing they wrote because the bell rang.
Later that night, Cas left the house and Cate saw their notebook on the table.
She open it and read, 'our first fight in the notebook, guess I'll have to obey rule nr 4 someday. I love you Cate.'
After that she saw a different handwriting, saying: 'I love you Cate and I'm sorry I didn't think of you to join us that day, I would love to and just FYI, we didn't do anything, not without you and BTW, the pie was heavenly, why didn't you take the pie too? Love Dean.'
She was smiling and walked up the stairs to her room, did the notebook in her bag and walked to Dean's room.
End flashback
'And there she is miss Cate-Lynn Angel Winchester.' Dean said while he walked to her.
'Dean, you know you didn't need to say my full name' Cate replied.
'Well it sound like music to my ears' Cas said and give her a kiss.
Oh yeah, John and Mary officially adopted her a week ago and she was now known as Cate-Lynn Angel Winchester.
And Dean, Cas en she did had a threesome once, but it was a complete disaster, so they didn't do it anymore.
So they stay to be the members of The PBT, the profound bond triplet.
'So Dean, do you have a date to the prom ?' Cate asked him.
'No, but I'm thinking about Lisa to ask her as my prom date.' Dean said.
'Well I asked your sister out already so we having a prom date' Cas said.
'Let me guess, the note book?' Gabe said when he and Sam joined them.
'No, just a tiny message says: Babe, just get your nose out of the book and look up' Cate said 'And when I did, he had decorated my locker with a painting saying "want to go to prom with me?"
'And she said yes of course' Cas filled her in.
'Cate, you know that there's a dress code, so you have to wear something, you don't want to be found dead in them.' Dean said.
'I have a dress and I'm going to wear it' Cate said
'And she have just heard, she going to perform on stage' Cas said
'So we're finally be able to hear you sing' Michael said when he approached them.
'Yeah I excited about it' Cate said.
After a few small talks, everybody were walking to their classes and they know it is the last week before the exam and only a month before graduation, and they want to spend them together just more as possible.
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It was Prom night, Cate was wearing a beautiful dress and she looked like a rock princess with her high heel boots.
Dean, who didn't even had a date, was dressed in a tight black jeans, a blue shirt and a black bottom up shirt with the top 3 buttons loose and was wearing black neat boots.
Cas had the same attire as Dean but he had a green shirt instead of dean's blue one.
The boys bought her a corsage together, with 2 pink and 2 black roses just to match her dress.
So both Cas and Dean took Cate to the prom, it was expected of the PBT to go with the three of them.
So after the pictures were taken, Cas, Dean and Cate were stepping inside the impala and they drove away.
When they arrived at their school, they went to the gymnasium where their picture were taken and the party started.
After an hour, Cate was called on the stage to perform.
Cate stood on the stage, took her mic and started to talk.
'Alright, I've been asked to sing four songs and one of them is actually a request from you.'
'I read some lines of this song before I collapsed in the class room and everybody found out about that life, I now have left behind.'
The music started to play and Cate sang the song Stray (Second song text in not so feeling good, last part is missing)
When the music ends, They applauded and Cate gave the signal for the next song called Evelyn (Song text in pain and joy)
Dean and Cas stood there with Jimmy, Adam, Michael, Sam, Gabe, Jo and Ash and they were all speechless
After the song ended, Cate took her mic to the piano, placed it on the standard by the piano and sat down, before she began to play and sing the song Lithium.
Lithium, don't wanna lock me up inside
Lithium, don't wanna forget how it feels without
Lithium, I wanna stay in love with my sorrow
Oh, but God I wanna let it go
Come to bed, don't make me sleep alone
Couldn't hide the emptiness, you let it show
Never wanted it to be so cold
Just didn't drink enough to say you love me
I can't hold on to me
Wonder what's wrong with me?
Lithium, don't wanna lock me up inside
Lithium, don't wanna forget how it feels without
Lithium, I wanna stay in love with my sorrow
Don't wanna let it lay me down this time
Drown my will to fly
Here in the darkness I know myself
Can't break free until I let it go, let me go
Darling, I forgive you after all
Anything is better than to be alone
And in the end I guess I had to fall
Always find my place among the ashes
I can't hold on to me
Wonder what's wrong with me?
Lithium, don't wanna lock me up inside
Lithium, don't wanna forget how it feels without
Lithium, stay in love with you
I'm gonna let it go
Cate stood up for the last song, she grabbed her mic and when she stood in the middle of the stage, Mr. Singer gave Cate her guitar.
After she strapped it on, she stood for the mic and said: 'I want to dedicate this song to Balthazar, Dean and Sam for being my awesome brothers, to Jimmy, Gabe, Michael, Adam and Jo for their support through the months and especially to Cas because you were there for me when I need it the most.
And she began to play the song Nothing else matters.
So close, no matter how far
Couldn't be much more from the heart
Forever trusting who we are
And nothing else matters
I never opened myself this way
Life is ours, we live it our way
All these words I don't just say
And nothing else matters
Yeah, trust I seek and I find in you
Every day for us something new
Open mind for a different view
And nothing else matters
Never cared for what they do
Never cared for what they know
And I know
So close, no matter how far
Couldn't be much more from the heart
Forever trusting who we are
And nothing else matters
Never cared for what they do
Never cared for what they know
And I know, that's right
Never opened myself this way
And life is ours, we live it our way
All these words I don't just say
And nothing else matters, yeah
Trust I seek and I find in you
Every day for us something new
Open mind for a different view
And nothing else matters
Never cared for things they say
Never cared for games they play
I never cared for what they do
I never cared for what they know
And I know, yeah yeah yeah
So close, no matter how far
Couldn't be much more from the heart
Forever trusting who we are
(Looking at Cas while she sang)
No nothing else matters
A very loud applause and loud cheers were given as Cate took a bow and left the stage.
When she reached her friends, she was pulled in a group hug.
After they let go, Cas was standing there with tears in his eyes.
He walked to her, took her in his arms and kissed her, mumbling: 'That was very sweet, thank you'
So the night continues and after midnight, they all went to their homes and went to sleep
AN: I didn't write something about Cas and his mom because I want Cas to have a care free prom night.
Next chapter would be not so happy and we are almost at the end of the story
Preview Next chapter:
Cas was admitted to Harvard and Cate was admitted to Yale.
But the letters from Princeton and the University of Kansas in Lawrence were yet to come
Even Dean was waiting for his letter of the latter University because he want to be home for Sam.