*Author's note: I know this is super late. And I know this probably has a whole bunch of typos, but I'm at work and decided to shoot a chapter out while I was on break, so here it is and if you guys would review and let me know what you thought of this new installment that would be really awesome. Love you guys! Emi
Fire and Ice
The next week of school was annoying. After axel had heard my conversation with Zexion he had made some lame excuse and left the house, and since then I hadn't spoken to him. I had seen him, hanging out with the loser posse, and completely ignoring my existence, but he hadn't said a word to me. Any time Demyx offered to let them hang out at our house he declined the offer. I was starting to feel really guilty. And I couldn't even figure out why. It might be because I had implied that the guy had aids. Or it might be because I had pretty much called him a whore. All valid reasons I suppose. But how did the guy think I would react. I was a boy who was convinced that he was straight, and he was there confusing me and making my head hurt. I tried to avoid him like the plague. There was this nawing guilt in the pit of my stomach that I couldn't shake. He wouldn't even look at me. The rest of the guys smiled at me when I was around. And I'd smile softly and duck my head as I sped by the group. I mean what was I supposed to do? Go up to the guy and apologize. I didn't know if I had the guts to do that. Even though I hated to admit it, I missed the attention he had been giving me. And he was still just as attractive as ever. I turned a corner to get to my locker and I noticed him there, leaning over someone on a locker, seductive smirk in place. And my insides turned to ice. My face turned to stone. And I felt angry. I had no right to, but I did. I had turned him down, insulted him and embarrassed him, and I was angry because he was hitting on somebody else. I kept walking. Then I noticed that the couple was near my locker. Then I noticed that the couple was actually ON my locker. I growled deep in my throat and awkwardly sidled up to the couple.
"So what do you think cutie, you, me, my van, case of beer and a box of condoms. Sounds like a good time right?" he smirked and the little brunette he had cornered on my locker blushed and bowed his head like a timid deer. I sneered at his feigned innocence and cleared my throat, hoping they would notice me and I wouldn't have to speak to him. He either ignored me or didn't hear me.
"Axel…" I tried to quietly prompt him to move so I wouldn't have to get comfrontational. I could already feel the familiar frustration welling up inside me that I always felt when I got near him. ofcourse he ignored me, surprise surprise. I could smell him from here and his smell was intoxicating. It made me feel dizzy.
"Axel get the fuck off my locker!" I shouted a little louder then I intended, and I saw peoples heads whip around in shock and interest. I saw the boy on the lockers eyes widen to the size of saucers. And I saw the muscles in Axel's back stiffen. I gulped. Yet again with the not being able to keep my composure around this boy. He turned and the look on his face made me want to run away. Far away. But instead I stared back at him and narrowed my eyes.
"Why don't you stop whoring yourself out on my locker and go find some cleaning closet to go makeout in. Nobody wants to see your disgusting efforts to find your next lay." As I said the words I internally shouted in frustration and tried in vain to pull them back in to my mouth and choke myself with them. Why couldn't I control myself. I grimaced and braced myself since the words were already out anyways.
"What roxie, jealous that I moved on?" I saw the fire in his eyes slowly start to sputter and turn to ice. Terrifying large globes of green ice. My instincts told me to shut the fuck up and not say anything. But ofcourse my stupid mouth didn't seem to be able to communicate with my brain when I was around him. And so I opened my mouth and words spilled out like a dame breaking.
"Now now Axel. Who wouldn't be jealous of such an awesome idea for a date. I mean beer and condoms, classy. Although I guess it depends who you try to get with. Your deer in the headlights right there looks like a class act. So I guess he's just perfect for you isn't he, considering how classy you are in general." I smiled sweetly at him and then moved towards my locker. "Now if you could kindly move I'd like to get into my locker." I stood there staring at him and watched the ice in his eyes get shattered as an explosion of fire burst through it. My eyes widened in fear and I swallowed the lump in my throat. All of a sudden he grabbed me by the colar and slammed my back into the locker beside mine and started kissing me with so much force that I could feel my head being crushed into the locker. I felt a hot tongue prying my lips apart and dive in when granted entrance, consuming all of my mouth. My arms were grabbed and clasped above my head with one slender fingered hand while the other started feeling its way down my chest, teasing my nipples through the thin fabric of my t-shirt. I moaned into axels mouth when he hit the sensitive numbs. I don't know what it was but something about the noise he made me make broke me out of my frozen state and I forced my hands out of his grip, forefully pushing him off of me. I hunched, leaning over, hands on my knees and gasping for breath. My lips were warm and swollen from the force of the kiss and I brought a hand to them to feel them in a daze. I looked up to see axel standing there, staring at me, embers still smoldering behind the green. I watched as his lips twitched in a smirk and glanced up to see the people in the hall staring at us. I grimaced and grabbed my bag from the floor of the hallway, where it had somehow ended up, and raced out of the hall and out the school. Upon exiting the school I slung the messenger back over my head and then onto my back and then started running. I don't know where I was going, I don't know what I was thinking or feeling. I just ran.