Hey readers,

I want to thank you for your reviews. Honestly, that's kind of the only thing that keeps me writing this and watching the show.

This episode was fine, but the whole season is just a disappointment for me. The whole Rollaro thing (now they are ignoring it completely – as if it never happened), it wasn't even mentioned in the eonline article, maybe they are not allowed to talk about it anymore.

Now that L&O: VMD (very miserable detectives – that's the show's new name from now on) was renewed for a 17th season I'm sure we will get no Rollaro and more sad stories.

So this is a very special missing scene.

Amanda sat up in the bed.

The room was dark, it was late. She took a deep breath, everything was alright.

She felt a hand on her back, Amanda could feel the warmth through the thin shirt she was wearing.

"You alright?" Nick asked her, his hand rubbing her back gently.

"Yeah" she turned her head to him and smiled "I just had a dream, it felt so real" she shivered and Nick kissed her shoulder after he sat more comfortably next to her.

"Want to tell me about it?" he asked.

She nodded and now moved to sit in front of him "what startled me was how real it felt" she started "you and I we had this fight, it was so weird, it came out of nowhere but it was so bad, we were so mad, and we didn't even talk about it, we barely spoke to each other after that, you were barely there and… and it was as if nothing had happened between us, we just kept going and I…I…it hurt so much" she looked so sad and Nick hurried to embrace her.

"It's ok" he whispered as he felt her arms hugging her back "we are fine, we are not fighting, we are not angry at each other, I love you"

"I know" he felt her nod but didn't let go of her "I love you too, so much Nick"

He felt her move and let go of her but leaned to kiss her lips.

"It's stupid" she chuckled "I'm sorry I woke you up"

Nick caressed her cheek "now I just get to wake up next to you twice at one day" he smiled and they both burst out in laughter.

"Cheesy" she had a hard time to stop laughing.

"Come here" he pulled her towards him and their lips met again, this time they took their time exploring each other's mouths, never getting tired of being reminded how good it felt to be so close.

Amanda used her body to push Nick down on the bed.

"You want to go back to sleep?" he asked when she pulled away for a second to take a breath.

"Maybe in a little while" she replied playfully, her hand moving under his t-shirt "you tired?"

"I'm sure you can make me tired" he kissed her again.

"I will do my best" Amanda promised and Nick had absolutely no doubt about it. She was lying on top of him, their tongues dancing with each other again.

The dream may have felt real but it wasn't.

This was the truth -

The way Nick's hands felt on her bare skin, the way her heart was beating whenever he was close, the way his breath on her ear made her entire body tingle.

They loved each other, there was no doubt about it.

I didn't feel like writing another 'how they get back together' conversation like the previous chapters of this fic(so yeah – this whole terrible for Rollaro season was just a bad dream, and Nick and Amanda are happy together in the SVU in my imagination.