Rachel: I'M BAAAAACK :3

Ikuto: Who are you?

Rachel: W-what are you talking about? o.o

Ikuto: I don't know a 'Rachel' and the author of this story hasn't updated in so long, I think she's dead. .

Rachel: -laughs nervously- Well, y'see, Tiger-chan, is me :3 My real name is Rachel. I decided that I was gonna go by that now xD

Ikuto: So…YOU'RE NOT DEAD? :O

Rachel: Nooooo :P

Amu: Who's the new girl? -cool n' spicy act-

Ikuto: Apparently this is the author that went missing.

Amu: I see…

Rachel: . ANYWAY. I'm sorry for being gone so long D: How about I explain everything in one big long rant?

Ikuto & Amu: Alright -plugs ears-

Rachel: So pretty much I've been focusing on school a lot…PSHHH WHO AM I KIDDING, I've just been being lazy xD But I decided to start reading Fanfics on here again, and they inspired me! I've gone through a lot in the few months I was gone, so I have a lot of shit to write about. I forget who it was I was dating the last time you guys heard from me, but I was dating this guy Kyle, and I broke up with him, and then got with this other guy, and then left him for an older guy (like age difference as in Ikuto and Amu age difference), then I left him for a guy who was PERFECT for me, but I fucked that up and then got with like 3 other guys, but they didn't work for me, so right now I'm single and just working the field I guess? Gah I'm taking after Ikuto . ANYWAY that was a lot of updates. But I'm gonna try to get back into my stories, post a new story from Bleach, and try reeeeally hard to keep a good schedule (but me being me, who knows xD).

Ikuto: So much information O.O

Amu: I know T^T

Rachel: Yeeah, soo Ikuto, do the honors?

Ikuto: Sure, whatever -smirk-

Ikuto: Rachel-chan doesn't own Shugo Chara, that belongs to Peach Pit. She only owns the plots for these oneshots.

Rachel: Enjoy please, I'm gonna try some describing exercises.

Tears rolled down my face and off onto my pants as I broke down to the floor. I made the worst mistake of my entire life, and now there's nothing left.

All because of him.

My blood stained hands were a constant reminder of what I had done. The body laid on the ground a few feet away, sobs were heard from behind me.

I couldn't feel anything. I smeared the blood from my hands off onto my pants, and struggled to stand.

I slowly rotated, turning to face the reason for my existence. The reason for my insanity. The reason that I no longer had any feeling in my heart.

Amu.

She cowered on the floor, shying away from me as she saw me look at her.

"I-I'm sorry…please…don't do anything rash…Ikuto…" She whispered, an almost silent plea.

Then it bubbled up, at first it was soft, then became a roaring laugh. It was maniacal. A toothy smile stretched across my face.

"You're sorry? SORRY? You think THAT will suffice for the bloodlust I'm feeling right now? My dear…dear…Amu" I let a soft chuckle follow it up.

She tried to scoot away from me as I took slow, deliberate steps towards her. She took a quick glance behind me. To the body of her lover. That word made my innards sizzle like they laid under the sun itself.

She watched me do it. Beat him into unconsciousness then into death. Oh no, that wasn't the extent. His face was bloody, he was screaming. I grabbed his arm and slowly bent the radius under my shoe until I heard the satisfying CRACK. He screamed, absolutely blood curdling, both times. He tried to get up and run, but a held him down.

In the room, that glorious room of all darkness. I saw a sledge hammer propped against the wall. A sadistic smile crept across my face as my idea formed. I reached for it, dragging it across the floor, a satisfying screech I heard as it scraped across the floor.

I took it in one hand, slowly wrapping all five fingers around it, taking my other hand and grasping it tightly.

I held him still with my foot as I swung the hammer above my head, then, with the force of the 7 pound head, brought it down on his femur. He screamed, oh the music to my ears. His body twitched and spasmed under my foot. I moved back, seeing as he couldn't run.

I brought the hammer above my head again and, with a murderous, sharp laugh, brought it down on the opposite femur.

He screamed again, his voice dying out a little sooner.

"Oh, he's loosing his voice, what a shame" I thought.

The blood was now leaving his face with the tears of pain. I smiled wickedly at this sight.

Then another idea formed in my head. I looked at the old freezer across the room. I walked to it, flinging it open.

Bingo, I found the results of my search.

I grabbed about 6 pieces of ice, in cubed form, and walked back to him.

I tried to open his mouth, but the stubbornly kept it closed. I took the heel of my shoe and stabbed it into his hand, his mouth shot open in pain and I grabbed his jaw, breaking it like a twig.

He screamed again, like a beautiful melody.

I took the ice, slightly melting, and stuffed it all into his mouth, then stood back and watched.

As it melted, he drown in the water. His jaw being broken and him laying in his back, he couldn't swallow. He twitched, the final state of drowning, then finally went still.

She saw it all. All of my murderous thoughts played out on him. That dreaded creature.

"How could you…you grew up with him..his could you do that to Tadase-kun?" She said, tears starting to drip down her face again.

I laughed even more. "How could I? You dare to ask me that? You're the one who betrayed me" I spat.

She sobbed, not even knowing how to answer. I walked over to her, my mind not even in control anymore. Sure, my conscience was telling me "No, you love her, stop" but my sadistic heart and mind were telling me "Do it, show that bitch how much pain you feel, show her how she makes you feel."

I really had to agree with my sadistic self.

As I neared her, I took a glance at myself in the broken mirror. In the lighting, my blue hair looked ominous and pure evil. I had blood splattered on my face, and I couldn't even see where my eyes had gone. Like they had just disappeared so I couldn't see the light.

I stooped down to her level, watching her cower in the corner. I stretched my hand forward, caressing her face with my fingers. She flinched to my touch.

My hand slid from her chin, to her cheek, then her lips. Those lips I used to kiss, and that used to kiss me back like she loved me. I cursed myself for ever falling for this demon.

My hand slid down from her lips to her neck, I took a firm grasp of it, lifting her off the ground. She let out a choked of scream as I lifted her. I slammed her into the wall, my face getting close to hers.

"Now you see what you've done to me. See what you cause, you evil bitch" I hissed, a inch from her face.

She started to loose her consciousness. Before she left me, I leaned a little farther, pressing my lips to hers for the last time.

I felt her pulse stop under my fingertips, her tiny, petite body going limp, the little hands that were pulling at my hands dropped slack my her sides.

I laid her down on the ground.

The wicked smile that was on my face finally slipped off as I realized what I did. But it was too late.

I looked back in the mirror.

I was Ikuto. A killer. A sadist. A murderous bastard who was won over by the lust of revenge.

I grabbed a piece of glass off the broken mirror.

"If I did all this here, loosing my reason for existence, I might as well die here with them" I thought.

My letter, for all this was left on my bed at home. They would all know of her evil pastimes.

I slid the sharp edge across my neck. I couldn't even feel at things. The blood almost immediately spewed onto my hands and I fell to the floor.

Everything faded, then completely faded out. In my last moment, I remembered my note.

Dear Everyone who reads this,

By the time someone finds this, we'll all be dead. Amu, Tadase, and myself. She betrayed me, went off with him after I gave myself to her. She will pay, and so will he. She's not the angel you all think she is. My sadist side came out because of that witch. I how they rot in the hole their dumped in, because my duty is done here.

Goodbye everyone,

The one who was never here, Ikuto.

I smirked, my signature smirk, the thing that always told people I was plotting, with the last of my strength.

My last thought slipped through my lips as I heard doors slam open:

"I love you Amu"

Rachel: Well o.o Yeah, so, R&R?

Ikuto & Amu: ….-is scared-