Unless by some odd reason I want to write more. But I doubt it... You
never know with me. Hee hee. lol but ok so Chapter 11 eh? Lol ok. so
yes. tps... where
art thou? lol
Oh and by the by... this chapter... Is going to answer almost all of your
questions... but let me tell you.. by the end of the chapter.. you will
prolly be going... WHAT THE HELL?!?! lol and so will Ashley.
Ok here it is::
Chapter 11::
"What?" I struggle to get the words out.
"I don't want to remember you."
"Why the hell not?!"
"Because... I can't go back to that life Ashley!!! All the pain you caused
me. I was normal in Ohio. I had a life... a boyfriend... and then when I
came here.. BAM... I met you and became a lesbian. You're the reason
why my mom hates me... She slapped me Ashley and told me I couldn't
see you anymore on the day I came back after taking care of you."
"She did? How come you never told me?"
"Because I knew that nothing would take me away from you. But... me
being stupid... didn't realize that something could take you away from
me."
I looked down.
"Aiden."
"Yes... Me and Kyla had both been noticing it... you have such great
history Ash. No wonder you chose him."
"I didn't choose him. The night of the shooting... you were in a hospital
bed... dying. I came in and told you I chose you... then I kissed you..."
"Yeah but after I had "died" you chose Aiden."
"I... wait... Spencer... how did you live... I heard the flat lining..."
"I faked it... what you saw when they first shocked me... that was real...
but after they took you out of the room... my heart started again. But I
told my mom to tell you that I was dead... Didn't you find it suspicious
that she wouldn't let you see my dead body? Or did you just not care and
go and run into Aiden's arms?!"
"I never did that!! You know I loved you so much more then I could ever
possibly love anyone else."
"Why the hell did you go and date him then?"
I look down not knowing what to say.
No matter how much I tried...I couldn't forget you.. forget the pain you
caused...so finally I went to Glenn and asked him what type of meds
would make me forget something... he told me... and then I went and
bought them. Then I gave them to my mom and Glenn. Dad... he left...
he said you didn't mean it... but I didn't believe him.. so I felt no
remorse when he left."
"You mean your dad isn't dead?"
"No Ashley. He is in Ohio."
"Why the hell did you fake your death? And take fucking meds to forget
me. I didn't turn you into a lesbian, Spencer. It was inside of you the
whole time. Are you telling me you lied to me when you said you loved
me? When you said that when you first saw me that I was so beautiful.
You didn't lie to me... please tell me that you didn't lie to me..."
Spencer sighs.
"I didn't lie to you... then... I don't love you anymore Ashley. You broke
my heart on more than one occasion. When I saw you and Aiden
together at the Prom... I couldn't handle it. I knew... from the way you
looked at him... that you did love him... but it doesn't matter
anymore..."
"Spencer... please... I'm so sorry.. I admit i was confused.. a part of
me.. wanted to be with Aiden... but a bigger part wanted to be with you."
"Don't Ashley just don't. I want you to leave me alone and stay the hell
away from me. I'm starting new... I'm not gay anymore..."
"You can't just stop being gay Spence."
"I can if I stay away from you."
"What? No! I don't want you to stay away. I want you Spencer. You have
to believe me."
"I can't Ashley... I won't... just stay away.. you, Kyla, and Aiden... just
stay the hell away!"
With that being said she walked out of the room and slammed the door.
I needed to go for a walk...
I headed out into the cool night air... I walked until I got to King High.. I
sat down on the curb.. a car begins to drive by...
I shut my eyes tightly as images seep through.
a car coming around the corner with guys holding out guns.
Soon someone shouts "GUN! GUN!".
Screaming as shots are heard and two forms collapse on top of me.
I look at the sign. Suddenly I hear movement behind me.
"Who's there?... I have a knife!"
"Hey... Shh... Its Aiden. What are you doing here?"
Aiden walks up and stands in front of me looking at me questioningly.
"I should be asking you the same thing... I just needed... some air."
"Yeah me too.. You wanna walk around?"
"Sure..."
He holds out his hand and I take it. Hand in hand we walk around the
school.
"This place... it haunts me. I don't know why... Its just the fact.. that I
could have died... just like Spencer... and Clay..."
I cringe at the mention of Spencer.
Aiden apparently notices and takes my hands in his.
I groan as my head begins to hurt. I think after all that fighting.. I got a
headache.. I shut my eyes and just listen to Aiden.
"I'm so sorry Ash. I'm here for you. You know that?"
"Yes I know.. Its just hard."
"I know... that's why we have each other. I love you Ash."
God... why couldn't I just say I didn't love him in the
same way.
Just as I was about to my thoughts were interrupted.
"Miss Davies may I please have this last dance?"
My eyes snapped open at the voice. I turn to find Spencer in her
gorgeous dress. I look over at Aiden and
see that he is in his tux. I look down and I am in my dress.
'What the hell?!
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Muahahah things are about to get tricky lol last chapter should be up soon. feedback is much appreciated