I own nothing except Jessie and Other characters you do not recognize. She is my character =). The rest is all JK Rowling Oh and I am making no money by writing this story… =( Ok so I can't write a chapter without Severus. Always remember that

I REWROTE THIS SOOOOO MANY TIMES! I hope you guys like it!

Previously…

"You can be as mean, rude, or even as nice as you want. I'm the end it doesn't come down to that. When your life ends all that matters is what you did and why you did it. How do you want your memory to live on. How do you want to be remembered. I'm not saying to go off and do all these great things when really it's all an act. I'm saying do you want to be remembered as a foolish person who made a mistake or someone who made a foolish mistake and then when back and made it rite later in life."

"Why didn't you just skip to that part."

"Because you were talking about lives."

"Not my own!"

"But its time you start. You can worry about other people's lives but yours should be most important."

"Whatever."

She rolled her eyes. "Severus you are… I don't know."


They layed there for a while longer and Severus was now confused "Do you even know what you just said?"

"Of course I do. Deep huh? Well I'm pregnant." She laughed. "My next book! How to Seem Smart By Jessica Davidson. Chapter 1: Deep Statements." Jessie gave a dramatic sigh. " I can see it now 'Number 1 Best Seller Book of the Year!' What do you think?"

This does not help my confused state he thought before she spoke again

"Why are you here?"

"I needed to think about things."

"Sitting out here always helps me when I need to think." Jessie smiled

"So what are you doing about tomorrow?" Severus asked in a low voice.

Jessie closed her eyes and sighed, "I have everything all planned out" after she spoke she sat up.

"Where are you going?"

"Home." She lied.

"Ok. Do you want me to… walk you out?"

She smiled at this. Who would have ever thought he'd ask that. "No thank you. But…."

-Jessie POV-

"No thanks. But…" I have nothing to loose now "I love you. I thought I should tell you that." I stood to leave, wondering if I did the right thing. "A lot more than I'd ever admit." He stayed quiet "Bye Sev. I'll see you some other time." I looked away to hide my tears. I fear rejection. Also I know something he doesn't. I know something nobody knows... well except Dumbledore. Tonight is when it happens.

-Normal POV-

Severus watched as Jessie hurried out the room. He was completely stunned at what he just heard and had to think things over. Before the thought of going after her came to his mind, she could have already been to her safe house. Then he started to feel things he had never felt before. As he tried to figure out what those feelings were he had to stop himself. One thing came to mind and he wasn't ready to feel that again.


Jessie hurried into the hospital wing to see Lily. Once she was there she took a seat next to the bed and quietly pulled herself together.

"Are you alright Jessie?"

Jessie looked up to see her friend holding her new baby boy. "I think I should be asking you that! After all you just pushed a baby out of a very small spot and the last time I saw you, you were screaming."

Lily laughed a little "I'm fine" She shifted the baby to a more comfortable position "Jessie, do you want to hold him?"

"Of course."

Lily gently put the baby in Jessie's arms. "His name is Harry James Potter."

"He looks just like James, but he has your eyes. Where is James anyway?" Jessie tried to hide the sadness. There was no way she was going to be able to tell Severus and their death would be her fault now.

"He's just gone outside with Layla."

"That's good. Well now you have a girl and a boy!"

Lily frowned a little "I need to talk about Layla."

Oh no Jessie thought, "What's wrong? Is she ok."

"She's fine its just… do you remember when me and James were separated for a few months in Seventh year?"

"Yeah." Suddenly it clicked in Jessie's mind "She's… James isn't…"

"No. He isn't." She began to cry a little

"Its ok Lily. Really it is. Its not-" She was cut off by the clock tower. I'm supposed to be with Dumbledore. "Lily I really have to go home." She gently gave Harry to his mom "I'm sorry Lily. Really I am But-"

"Its ok Jessie. I'll see you another time."

A small tear came to Jessie's eye "I'll see you…" Then she ran into the hallway and began to let the tears fall. The life she is living now will never be the same.

Finally, she came to the Stone gargoyle and said the password "Lemon drops."

As she entered, she noticed the old hat that had sorted her in the wrong house the first time. Once she was taken to the Headmaster's office for pulling pranks on James Potter and Sirius Black she was left alone with nothing to do. Being the blond she was, Jessie put on the hat and was re-sorted into Slytherin. And that is why stupid Slughorn was so interested in me.

"Your late." Dumbledore's voice rang through the room

She jumped a little "I'm sorry, sir."

"Never mind that. Lets get started."


Jessie arrived home at about 7:30pm and opened the door to her bedroom. When she entered, someone surprised her.

"Crucio!" Macnair shouted as he stood over Jessie.

She heard herself cry out in pain. Then she saw the others. Avery, Goyle, Crabbe, and Nott all had their wands out and pointed at her, hitting her with spells from all different directions. Then she saw him. Voldemort was standing over her. '

He glared at her with his red eyes. "Join me and we can stop this now." He hissed, as if he was a snake

"No!" She answered, her voice horse and low.

He sneered, "Malfoy… kill her."

Lucius stepped forward with his wand out "Avada Kedavra!"


Jessica Davidson suffered a miscarriage two weeks after the muggle in her place was killed. The doctor (a muggle) she went to see when she re-located as Jamie Scott said it was caused by a high stress level. After thinking it over for a few months, Jessie decided she wanted nothing to do with the wizarding word but would never stop practicing small spells so she would never forget. About one year later James and Lily were killed. Harry lived but Layla was never found. Jessie went to the Sirius Black Trial as Jamie Scott. She caught a glimpse of Severus and left. That was the last place she had expected to see him.

After she finished four years muggle collage, Jamie found a job as a secretary in the United States. About three years later she received a letter from Remus Lupin. They wrote back and forth for about a year. Then they met. After a while they became good friends and met once every one or two months. Four years later she received another letter for Albus Dumbledore asking her one very important question that could change her life once again.

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THE END! You know I was going to leave you at a cliff hanger but I decided since I haven't updated in forever I would just finish it! I don't know about you guys but I liked my ending. I'm very sorry if you didn't but I did! Poor Severus though… that was sad. But at least she got to say it before she left. Ok and the reason why I never made it clear Layla was Lily's daughter was because its not really that important... yet. And don't worry! Severus isn't her father! Gosh I wouldn't do that for this story. Oh! And don't count the years for the last two paragraphs. They may be wrong but I tried! So now there is only one question... should I start another story to follow?

Layla Luv =)

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