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Chapter 9

After our Q&A session they found out all about me. And vice versa, it was good getting all these things out in the open. After ensuring that I will be back they finally let me go home it was nearly 9.00pm. I needed to shower and change before Edward came over, I told him to go hunting before coming due to the fact that I didn't want him to get hungry in the middle of our talk. I thought he was going to have a fit when I told them about my baby. He kept rambling on about how they were dangerous, he actually sounded like Charlie. The conversation was intense. and the aftermath.

Flashback.

"A motorcycle Bella seriously you are a bad ass." Emmett said Edward however looked furious.

"You are driving a motorcycle?" As confirmation I nodded. At that he blew a fuse.

"Bella are you crazy...you are driving around on a four wheeled death trap. You promised me nothing stupid ok and you went and did exactly the opposite."

"Edward..." He kept interrupting me.

"I mean you could be injured or killed or my godbella. You are not driving that thing anymore. What about the car you came in, can you not drive it, its a hell of a lot safer than a motercycle." Ok now I was pissed, getting up off of the couch until I was standing right infront of him.

"The car is Angela's, what the hell do you mean I am not driving...who the hell do you think you are telling me what to do. This morning it was throwing me over your shoulder like some distraught caveman and now your bossing around like I am some kind of property. What the fuck is with your Alpha male tendancies huh? I will not stand here and have you boss me aounrd like some 1950's debutante housewife ok. I have been more injured hanging around with the supernatural being that keep popping up in my life ok. So just shut up ok."

After my rant he pressed his lips to mine with such force I couldn't stop my hands were all over him and my legs were wrapped around his waist. I had never kissed Edward like this but oh my god was it addicting. It wasn't until we heard Carlisle and Esme clearing their throat and the other's yelling things like "Alright Eddie get in there!" namely Emmett And "Oh my god is it hot in here. Wow who know little Bella Swan could be forceful." Rosalie. And "Woop Woop! Get in there girl!" I wasn't sure who said that but once Edward had set me down on the ground all of the Cullens looked a little hot and bothered.

End Flashback

I knew that all the things today were good, but he only asked me like two questions whereas the family was firing them at me from all directions. I knew that he wanted to ask me some things, it was probably stuff that he was not comfortable saying in front of his siblings and parents. He was embarrased earlier because of my vast sexual experience.

When he left I discovered booze, boys and sex. It wasn't only boys I was just greedy. I basically turned into a whore when he left. I am not proud of it but I would not change it for anything. It has made me stronger given me a backbone and for that I am grateful for my past. In the back of my head I can't help but think what if they leave again. Can I survive a second time? I was destined to be a vampire anyway. Angela and John told me they would do it but only if I really wanted it. They told me to finish school first, that was a condition and I had to reach at least 25. It was only 3 years, I decided not to tell the Cullens this though, incase that sent him on another bender. I was home before I knew it and the lights are still on.

"Dammit Angela." She was supposed to be out with John tonight. As I walked up the steps I can hear Kings of Leon blasting from the speakers. Opening the door I wasn't prepared for the scene I walked into. Angela was nowhere to be found but there is John dancing as if there is no tomorrow.

I had no idea how long I was watching him before Angela came out of the bedroom and spotted me nearly rolling on the ground with laughter. After the music was turned off I was sure that if he could blush tomatoes would not even compare to the colour of his face.

"Hey Bella." He said kind of half heartedly looking at his shoes. "You were not supposed to be here. Angela thought you would be staying at the Culllens." Still looking down at his shoes. I couldn't help myself a little smirk passed on my face.

"Wow...John I had no idea the kind of moves you had. Wow! Bravo...it takes a very secure man within his sexuality to dance around like that. If I didn't know any better I would swear you were a man's man." By this stage Angela was trying desprately trying to hold in her laughter.

"No! You...I...but it's...I like girls...I..." After trying to form a coherant sentance but failing he sat on the chair sulking as Angela and I had our girl talk in the kitchen.

"So how did it go with the sparklers?" She smiled in an Angela like way.

"It was good...I forgot how much I mised girl you look hot." She looked at me and smiled.

"I am glad you had fun sweetie really I am. Do you I look sex worthy?" Does she what...if he does not have her well and truly fucked as soon as the door to his loft is shut then I am so kicking his ass.

"Of course sweetie go get yours. You look fine. I have to tell you something ok please promise not to freakout ok." She nodded. "Ok...I kissed Edward...more than once." Her jaw dropped

"Oh my god Bella. How? When? What happened? What did he say?" All those questions and not enough time.

"He is coming over tonight." Her jaw dropped again.

"Ok in that case I will make myself scarce and I want all the details tomorrow ok?" Standing up I looked at my table, sensing what I was thinking.

"Don't worry we cleaned it thoroughly so it's your turn on the table tonight." I can not believe she just said that.

"Angela!" Looking innocent she replied.

"Sorry sweetie I am just telling it like it is. Wear the nice black underwear we bought from Victoria's Secret ok he will not know what hit him. Or since you are a biter he won't know what bit him."

"Ange...hunni I do not need to know that ok Bella is like my sister that's just creepy like incest or something." Ignoring him she turned to me and gave me a hug.

" I am serious sweetie have some fun tonight you deserve it. John get your fucking ass up off the couch we gotta go like right fucking now." I don't understand the rush, it's not as if they have reservations to get to. After they left with one quick reminder that the condoms were in the cookie jar, I decided to get a shower as quickly as I could, feeling the warmth of the water seep into my skin immediatly relaxed me. I couldn't get out my feet are firmly planted on the ground and my I feel refreshed, like I am ready to attack the world. A quick shower turned into a long one.

Getting dried I payed particular attetion to my outfit. I could go for jeans, my lucky jeans that made my ass look fucking unbelieveable if I do say so myself. Or I could wear track pants make it look like I am not trying. Tight ass hugging jeans definately with my black vest top and new underwear. Perfecto. The doorbell is ringing...shit he is early my hair is still dripping wet. Why am I nervous? Quit stalling and answer the door Swan you can do it. Here we go. Wait clothes would be good if you answer the door in your towel he is more likely to have a vampire heart attack. Clothes. Check. Hair toussled and looking kinda sexy even though it's wet. Check. Turned on thinking about pulling my hands through Edwards hair. Double Check. Shit I am screwed. Here goes nothing.

EdwardPOV

A motorcycle what the hell. How could she be so reckless. Although that kiss was amazing even though my family interrupted it, I love the feeling of her warm, soft flesh against my cold hard one. I could practically smell how turned on she was. My family was rooting me on in my head and could practically feel how much we were affecting Jasper as he was projecting and soom enough the whole house was aroused.

Now that she is gone feel...I couldn't help but feel empty and sad. I had gotton so used to feeling her warmth all around me. I couldn't help but think how warm and tight she would feel around me if we ever decided to...

"Edward...dude stop it whatever you are thinking, please. Your killing me here" Jasper pleaded with me before grabbing Alice and taking her upstairs. Ok I need to get out of this house before I hear them not only echoing around the house but in my head aswell. Next thing I know I am hit with a wave of lust. Shit Jasper reign it in. I have to get out of here.

Before heading out the door all I can hear is three very happy couples having the time of their lives. Rose and Emmett are in the garage probably breaking his jeep it's a good thing my volvo was sitting waiting on me. Alice and Jasper in their bedroom judging my the sound of headboard banging...great another wall to fix of a floor. They better not land on my piano. Carlisle and Esme were in his study judging my the sound of his desk being scraped along the floor.

Oh my god this is way to much sex for me. Images of Bella and I are rushing through their heads momentarily and god she looked so sexy with her legs wrapped tight around me. I can't believe they are using the image of Bella and myself to get turned on of course with the way Jasper is projecting those emotions around the house it wouldn't take much to get turned on, but seriously I would expect it from Rosalie, Emmett, Alice and Jasper but low and behold their is Esme and Carlisle seeing it again. Growling so as I knnow they could hear me.

"Sorry Edward." They all replied. I have to get out of this house.

Wondering how much longer she was gonna be getting ready...shit she is showering oh my god. Walk out the door don't think of Bella naked and dripping wet. Oh god why did she have to tell us she had to shower.

As I am driving away from my house all I can think of is her all soaped up. Crap. Food. Hunt. Think of something to take your frustration out on. I could go and irritate some animals. A grizzly or mountain lion before I eat.

After filling up I had decided to slowly make my way towards Bella's apartment, I want to buy her something, I could give her a ring with vervain so as I know she would be safe from vampires. Or a necklace, a ring makes to much of a statement. One with the family crest on it to make sure she knows we are not leaving her again.

I don't have the strength to go away for a secong time. It broke my heart hearing her call after me that day in the forest. Driving into the City Limits I decided to walk and give her a little bit of time I wasn't sure how long she would take but if Alice and Rosalie are any timeline to go by she would definately not be ready yet.

Bella is the most magnificant person I have ever met. How did she forgive me? I would not ave forgiven me if I was her. Walking passed a florists, flowers I can start with flowers right. She hated money being spent on her but she could handle flowers aslong as I do not tell her how much they cost. I decided on a dozen mixture of white and red roses. I think that is good right. Why the hell does this feel like a date.

Finally making it to her apartment door her scent washes over me, engulfs me in only her. After about 10 minutes I finally worked up the courage to knock on the door. Here we go.

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