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Rachel POV

I finally made it home after a long 20 minute walk from lima bean; I opened the front door and entered,

I walked straight to the kitchen and let out a scream as I noticed a figure sitting,

''Must you always scream when you see me'' Said a tired smooth voice

''Oh my Castiel sorry I had no idea you would be here'' I said quickly blushing still breathing heavily from getting scared.

''Have to watch over you Sam and Dean had to hunt'' He said simply

I went and sat on the table opposite him,

''Well I appreciate you protecting me, but don't you ever sleep or something'' I said whilst trying not to stare into his eyes.

''I'm an archangel I require no sleep'' He stated in the same even tone,

''Well that's good I guess' 'I said nervously

Wow he is hard to talk to I thought to myself,

''shouldn't you be doing whatever you humans do'' He said looking out the kitchen window

''Well I thought you might want some company'' I said smiling brightly

He turned and starred at me with cold eyes

''I do not need your company'' He said sternly

This made me sink lower in my seat wishing I could disappear,

''Err okay right I will go to my room then'' I said quickly whilst standing up and running to my room,

Don't cry, don't cry, I chanted to myself,

I jumped on my bed and cried like a baby, about everything Dean and Sam falling for Quinn and Santana and Castiel probably hates me my life was supposed to getting better not worse.

I finally stopped crying and remembered I hadn't posted a MySpace video in a while

I quickly set my camera up and made myself look presentable,

Oh, my man, I love him so
He'll never know
All my life is just despair
But I don't care
When he takes me in his arms
The world is bright all right
What's the difference if I say
I'll go away
When I know I'll come back on my knees someday
For whatever my man is
I am his
forever more
Oh my man I love him so
He'll never know
All my life is just despair
But I don't care
When he takes me in his arms
The world is bright all right
What's the difference if I say
I'll go away
When I know I'll come back on my knees someday
For whatever my man is
I am his forever more

I finished the song with tears streaming down my face, it was strange I didn't know why I kept thinking about Finn when I sang it maybe I am still in love with him,

I mean Castiel doesn't seem to care much for me why should he, well he is an angel he may have an angel girlfriend urghhh what is wrong with me why can't I ever get it right.

I sighed and posted the video maybe Finn might see it, but I don't really care

I didn't realise the time I made my way down stairs to make dinner Sam and Dean should be home soon.

I walked quietly down, and slowly made my way to the kitchen much to my relief Castiel had left,

Not that I didn't want him to be here it just seemed like he didn't want to be here.

I began making lasagne the smell filled the kitchen; i put the plates out that's when I heard the doorbell ring.

At last I made my way to the front door with a big smile, my smile dropped completely

Standing there was not only Sam and Dean but Quinn and Santana,

I stood there in shock Quinn and Santana quickly pulled me to a hug at the same time

''If you ruin this for us Man-Hands I promise you, your days will be numbered'' Quinn whispered in my ear.

I gulped they both pulled away and smiled sweetly,

''Ohh Rach that smells amazing'' Dean said licking his lips

''Rach you going to let us in or just stand there'' Sam said laughing

''Right erm come on in'' I said stepping aside as they entered Quinn and Satan entered smirking at me

''Hope you don't mind us bringing these two along we thought you would be okay with it coz you guys are like friends'' Dean said making his way to the kitchen

''Sure'' I Whispered

I made my way to the kitchen they all sat down I took the food out and they dug in eagerly

''Wow Rach this taste awesome aren't you going to eat'' Dean said with a full mouth

I noticed that there was not much left for me I could hear my tummy rumbling I was starving

''No thank I ate before'' I said plastering a fake smile on my face.

''Well Rach it does taste great, we could get used to home cooked meals'' Sam said smiling

Just like that they starting talking amongst themselves Quinn and Satan flirting and Quinn touching Dean's hand whilst laughing.

They completely ignored me how dare they, I may sound possessive but they are my brothers the only two people I thought would not fall for these two fake bitches,

Yes that's right Rachel Berry just swore,

I was fuming

''SHUT UP'' I screamed

They all turned at looked at me shocked even Santana

''God you guys are so full of your self's your just fake bitches'' I breathed

''Rachel why are you being so mean'' Quinn said tears running down her check

Oh my Barbra was she crying fake tears

''Woah Rachel calm the hell down what has gotten into you'' Dean said whilst trying to stop Quinn crying FAKE tears.

''Calm down I won't calm down they are just being fake whip those tears Quinn their not real they are the mean bitches not me'' I screamed again

''The only mean bitch right now is you Rach''Sam said looking at me with a disappointed look

I couldn't believe it I know this looks bad I shouldn't have screamed but come on I'm their sister why don't they believe me,

''Fine'' I whispered running out of the house

I ran till my legs burned I ran and ran until I reached the Lima cliffs beside the woods,

I bent down hands on my knees breathing heavily tears running down my face, I couldn't believe them.

Quinn and Santana were right they were all right I was destined to be alone pathetic right,

I walked up to the edge of the cliff feeling the cool air against my face; maybe it won't be painful if I just ended it now.

It would only take on step and all the pain will end what difference would it make I will die if that Lilith demon gets me it's not like Castiel would care or Sam or Dean they have Quinn and Santana now.

I looked down the water was clashing against each other furiously it almost looked inviting,

My own mother never wanted me or my dead father,

I spread my arms out and plunged to my death….

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