OK so I'm sorry guys that I haven't been updating for the last three days lol but I'm back now. I want to say a big thank you to everyone who is reviewing its really a confidence boost

to get so many reviews compared to my other story lol yay. Anyway I just wanted to say how much I am enjoying writing this story, just as I enjoy any other story that I read lol.

Writing this story is almost like I don't even know what's going to happen next even though its my story, its kind of like a big question mark really lol. Anyway I'm kind of skipping the

rest of the weekend in this so I can go straight to Monday lol. I want to get to some action and if I spend all my time writing about what happens on Sunday, well then lets just say its

going to take longer for Edward to actually believe Bella. I hope you like the next chapter so here it is.

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I woke up to the sound of my alarm blaring in my ear and rolled over to hit the snooze button.

I groaned why does school have to start so early.

Nothing is even simple, I said inwardly as I jumped up and walked to my walk in closet.

My closet was huge. Which was kind of pointless because I don't have too many clothes, I'm really not keen on shopping. Actually scrap that, I absolutely loath shopping, it just isn't something I enjoy at all, especially now since my body has lost its voluptuous curves.

Six months ago I would look in the mirror and sigh with happiness of how my body looked. Now i try and shy away from the mirror because I'm completely hideous. I'm plain and dull, and am nothing special to look at.

I looked at my clothes and huffed. All my clothes were mostly dark colours, blacks, greys, blue those sort of colours.

I pulled out my skinny jeans and then my chequered top that was long sleeved. It was easy to cover James's bruises if i wore long sleeved tops.

Now all i need is shoes, hmm what shoes should i wear. I bent down to pick some shoes and caught some plastic poking put of one of the low drawers, what on earth?, I opened the draw and instantly felt sadness wash through me. It was my beginning of year dress that i was going to wear for the back to school dance. It was supposed to be about two weeks into the school year, but i never went after what happened.

It was the perfect dress . I couldn't explain what it looked like, it was just me, it went down the floor and hugged my curves to perfection. The first time i tried it on i knew it was the one, but now I'd never get the chance to wear. I was so excited for Edward to see it, an now he never will.

I pushed the drawer back shut, put my flats on and walked down stairs to the front door.

I walked out on the drive way to get my car and noticed Kieran parked on the drive with a grin on his face. I smiled back and went to his window.

"What are you doing here?" my smile remained.

"I thought i could give you a ride to school." he is just the best .

"Kieran, i really want to, but if anyone sees you, your going to get a lot of shit, so i might as well go in my car, but we can talk once we get to school?" it was kind of a question really, maybe he didn't want to talk at school.

"Oh come on, i don't care"

"No I'm not getting you in any shit because of me" i turned to my resolve face, he wasnt going to change mind.

"OK, fine, you know i feel bad about this right?" i just nodded my head at him.

"Kieran, we shouldn't be friends, your only going to get messed about with if people find out you actually talk to me instead of calling me names and hurting me." he looked up at me, almost as if he was disappointed.

"So instead you'd rather I called you a slut and beat on you every day" he raised his eyebrows in a question.

"No of course that's not what I meant, but I don't want you to get hurt, you've done a lot for me"

"lets just not think about it right now, we need to figure out what your going to do about James this weekend, I'll meet you at school ok?" I nodded as Kieran pulled out the drive way. I walked to my car just as the front door opened and Edward came out.

We gazed at each other for a minute and then Edward started walking towards his car.

I got into my truck and pulled out of the drive starting for school.

I pulled the glove box open to get a CD and noticed one that Edward gave to me six months ago, I hadn't ever had the chance to listen to it because of everything that had happened, so I just forgot about it.

I never put CD's on, I normally put the radio on, but I today I just fancied a change and now I was faced with this.

It seemed like something was trying to tell me something- first the dress, and second the CD, today is just freaky.

I looked at the sticky note on the CD To Bella, love always. Edward. I smiled at what he had wrote and placed the CD in the slot. I looked at the back of the case and looked at the first song.

Bella's lullaby.

He made me a lullaby.

Tears ran down my face as listened to the music.

It was Edward playing the piano. He was an amazing pianist he'd been playing for twelve years of his life, and played to perfection. The song was soft and lulling, everything that was once me was in these notes. I was always a calm person until James raped me, now I'm jumpy and scared of many different people, and it wasnt fair.

The song finished and I arrived at school about a minute later. I wiped my eyes and breathed in my lullaby.

When i got to the parking lot Edward was already there. of course.

Edward was not one to drive slow, he was impatient, stubborn ,protective and that's what had made me love him so much more. My phone beeped and i opened it up and found i had a message from Kieran.

Meet me in in the janitors room xx.

We couldn't talk to each other in public, there was no way that i was even going to let Kieran have a life half as bad as mine.

"Hey"

"Hey" Kieran looked at me for a minute, he looked curious.

"so what happened when i dropped you off on Saturday ?"

"Nothing really, i got in the house and James asked me where i had been, i told him i had been out with a friend, but he didn't believe i had any so he grabbed me but Edward was there so he couldn't do anything, and then i just stayed in my room the rest of the weekend."

"did he hurt you?"

"No its nothing, he bruised my arm a little but i'm ok."

"Let me see"

"Kieran I'm really fine dont worry about it" but he already had my sleeve up. I had a big purple and blue dark hand shaped bruise on my arm.

"Holy shit, a little, what the fuck are you on bella?, that is not a little."

"Kieran I'm fine, seriously" he gave me a worried look as he held my arm up to inspect it. I winced when he touched it and pulled away.

"I'm fine."

"we need to do something about this Bella, you cant let him get away with this."

"Kieran i can, and I'm going to, you know why? Because nobody except you is going to believe me."

I walked out of the room and headed to class.

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Hope you liked it i know its short. next chapter is Edwards point of view. and it has something to do with a video lol. anyway please review xx.