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Christian's POV

I was worried after I saw Ana in the lobby so I decided to text her. She said she is fine. God I miss her so much. Even though I just saw her at school today I miss her. It's like I am not a whole person unless we are together. I can't imagine my life with her. This is why I want to see her on Friday! I have a surprise for her. I am going to ask her hand in marriage. I know we are young and we haven't experienced life to the fullest yet but I want to experience it with Ana. I have been thinking about this for a long time. That was why I was so shocked when she mentioned marriage the other day. I thought she knew about the ring I had just purchased. The purchase I kept from my parents. They would never approve.

I don't know why they don't understand how much I love her and can't live without her. I have tried to picture myself with other girls but I am thoroughly repulsed by the idea of being with anyone but her. With everything we have been through our love is stronger that most people who are married or getting married.

I am going out with my dad to the batting cages today. I know he is going to be doing 1 of 2 things the whole time we are there. He will either be correcting and complaining about everything I do or he will be hounding me to make a decision on what college I am going to go to.

I know I should have made a decision by now but I wanted to find a few things out first. I wanted to see if I could get Ana into anywhere I went and if they had married housing. I know she is worried about her sisters even though she hasn't said anything. I want to go somewhere close so we can come back and visit often but far enough away that it can give Ana the escape she deserves. I have actually decided what college I am choosing. It was one Ana actually applied and was accepted to. It wasn't the best college that offered me a scholarship but I didn't care. I just wanted to be with my Ana. My Ana. I am going to wait until after graduation next month before I tell my parents.

The next day I am anxiously awaiting the love of my life to come to school. When I see her approaching my breath hitches at the beauty before me. She has never seen herself as a beautiful girl. Making her see this will become my life's mission. I have to fight every urge in body that is crying out for me to take her and run away. Run away so it can just be me and her forever. Instead, I walk up to meet her and take her hand in mine and kiss her knuckles. She exhales and blushes. I love how much I affect her and her blush gives her the most beautiful color on her bare face.

I continue holding her hand in mine as we walk inside the school. I walk her to her locker and wait while she gets her books out. She doesn't say anything to me and I just stare at her content with the silence. After she is done I walk with her to my locker while I get my books. As we are walking to her first class I pull her in for a hug, succumbing to my urge to have her in my arms. She holds me close not wanting to let go and then all too quickly she releases me and gives me a quick peck on the cheek. Then she looks into my eyes one last time and then she disappears into her classroom. When her eyes touched mine I saw a look I have never seen on her before. She looked scared and confused at the same time. What is wrong with my Ana? I turn and head toward my first class of the day eager to see her again.

Ana's POV:

I quickly find my seat after leaving Christian in the hallway. Ugh! This is too hard. I don't want to keep this from him. He has a right to know. I want him to know.

Jamie is snapping her fingers at me to pull me away from my thoughts.

"Ana? Earth to Ana!"

"What? Oh hi Jamie. How are you?"

"ME? I'm fine. A better question is how are you? What is up?"

"Nothing, I am fine. Just missing Christian and getting sad about graduation." I only somewhat lied. I was far from fine but I was missing Christian and I was getting sad about graduation. I still haven't decided what college I am going to. I was only accepted to a few schools so I didn't have a tough of a decision as Christian but I was dragging my heels at accepting. Part of me wanted to go far away with Christian and never look back but I knew that could never happen. I guess it is a good thing I didn't accept yet. I guess I will take a year off of school now.

"Ms. Steele..you are wanted in the main office," said. I didn't notice that someone had come in and delivered him a note that he was now reading from.

I got to my feet and started walking to the door. Behind me I heard my classmates going "oooo" and "she is in trouble!" My heartbeat was speeding up as I walked toward the office. All of a sudden someone grabbed me and covered my mouth so I couldn't scream before pulling me into an empty classroom.

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