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Kim's P.O.V
" Kim, call for help! Call the police!" Evan yelled. I barely heard him. My vision and hearing all blurred out by what had just happened. How could I be so stupid. I shook my head and wiped my running eyes. I pulled out my phone and dialed the police.
" 911, what's your emergency?" A woman said.
" There's been an accident." I croaked out.
1 day earlier
It's was 2 weeks since the party. I've kept my distance from Jack, and him from me. I've barely seen him. And when I have, we didn't speak, just a nod to acknowledge each other. It's probably best. I have been hanging out with Adam and were in a relationship now, I guess. His been really weird and fidgety all the time when we see Jack. He does relax when he leaves though, which is kind of weird. He's also really different when were alone. He hates talking about his family, himself and anyone he knows. The other day I asked to tag along when he said he was going to hang out with some of his friends and he was all weird and told me that they will say 'misleading' things about at him. I have no idea what that even means so I just stayed home. He totally had some anger issues cause he smashed his phone in pieces when I asked about his family. I was staring to get afraid, even though I can handle myself. Tomorrow, me and Grace are meeting up with Adam and Evan. He seemed really eager and weird about today though. I've also come to realize that I can't be in a relationship when I have feeling for someone else too, so I've decided to clear my head and think. Every time I'm with Adam, I think about Jack. I know I should be. I need to move on from Jack but I don't think it can be with Adam. I've decided to offer friendship to him. Hopefully all goes well. I knocked on graces door to get some advice.
" Hey Kim, what's up" She said texting on her phone.
" I think I'm going to break up with Adam." I said. She lifted her head up, snapping her gaze to me and pulling me inside. I sat on the couch.
" Is Jack here?" I asked, I didn't want him to her this.
" No don't worry. What's going on?" She sat down next to me.
" Adam, he's so different now. Really different when were alone and way different from when I last remembered. He gets so angry when I bring up his family. He threw his phone at a wall and it smashed to 's really starting to freak me out." I said, never looking away from her eyes. She grabbed my hands.
" Kim, sweetheart. If you at all feel scared then, You have to get out of that relationship. You hear me." She said, her voice full of concern. I nodded and wiped a tear that escaped my eyes.
The next day, I got ready. It was 6 o'clock and were going down to hang out at the lake. I am in no way swimming considering my last experience. I put on high waisted black shorts and white tank top and a red and black plaid shirt dress. I left my hair and out on my glasses. I usually wore contacts but I couldn't find them after I took the off last night. I wasn't blind without them but I had way better vision with them. I slipped on my red converse and drove down to the lake. When I parked, Grace, Evan and Adam, were swimming. I sat in my car a while longer and rehearsed what I was going to say to Adam. Once I was happy with my speech, I got out of the car. I hated that I was doing this. I feel like such a bad person. I keep telling myself, at least I didn't cheat on him. Cheaters are horrible.
" Adam, can I talk to you?" I asked shyly. I waved to Grace and Evan. Adam nodded then got out of the water. We walked to the bench away from earshot of Grace and Evan.
" Adam, I need you to listen to me without interrupting. Okay?" I asked, he nodded not saying anything. He grabbed my hand, I winced.
" Adam, I think you have a slight anger problem. I don't feel safe around you and I know you are one if the sweetest guys I know, but you really need to pace yourself and not get so angry all the time I bring up your family." The second it came out of my mouth I knew that was the wrong thing to say because his grips on my hand tighten way to hard. I ignored it.
" I think we should be friends, at least I'll you get help and maybe we can talk out a relationship after. I just don't think your in a good place now." I said. He looked at me with cold eyes, as if they were made of ice.
" Can I say something now?" He said, coldly. I nodded.
" Kim, you really don't know what I'm going through know, so that can't be what your breaking up with me about. It's about that Jack guy right? I knew it Kim." What is he even talking about? This had to do with him getting so defensive and angry all the time. I pulled my hands from his grasp. He stood up and growled. He started walking to the water. He then pointed to Grace and Evan that were drying off and walked toward them.
" You! Your brother ruined this. Everything he ruined everything." He yelled and stomped to them, he shoved his hand in his pocket and stopped in front of Grace. Evan stood between them.
" Back the hell off bro, you need to~" he was cut off when Adam pushed him hard to the side. After that it was slow motion, or as it seemed to me. I saw him pulling something silver out of his pocket and going crazy on Grace. She let out a bloodcurdling scream, I ran to her yelling " NO", But i was to late. He had stabbed Grace in the stomach twice. I started to scream and cry, prying him off of my best friend who was bleeding. Evan had grabbed a shirt and started to stop the blood. Adam was gone, he had ran. That son of a bitch.
" Oh, fuck! Grace, stay with me babe. Don't worry your going to be okay." He dried over her. She was know coughing up blood. I was in to much shock to move.
" Dammit Kim, call for help! Call the police!" Evan yelled. I barely heard him my vision and hearing all blurred out by what had just happened. How could I be so stupid. I shook my head and wiped my teared eyes. I pulled out my phone and dialed the police.
" 911, what's your emergency?" A woman said.
" There's been an accident." I croaked out.
" What happened.?" She said.
" My,.. My friend. She was stabbed. She needs help. Were at the lake behind 24 McKinley drive. Please what do we do!" I was full on crying my eyes out now.
" Okay and EMT will be there in 7 minutes. Listen to me carefully. Roll her on to her side." I ran beside Grace and rolled her over. I told her I did it.
" Okay, now hold something over the bleeding areas. Grab at shirt or a towel and press it over the wound and put pressure." I put it on speaker so Evan was doing what she said.
After a while, the EMT came. They hauled Grace in a stretcher. Me and Evan rode with her to the hospital. They took her in to emergency surgery and all there was left to do was wait.
Evan called Jack and told him what happened. I couldn't bear the thought of it doing myself. This was my fault. I was the one who brought Adam in to our lives. I'm the reason that Grace has a half and half chance at survival. And all I could do was sit, bury my face in my hands and pray. I prayed harder then I ever have. I just asked whatever god that was out their to save Grace. Soon I heard a burst threw the door. I peeled my face from my hands and there was Jack and Jerry. Jacks eyes were blood shot and Jerry was trying to calm him down. I quickly stood up. I have no idea what to say. I can't say it's not my fault, cause everyone knows very well, it is. I stood there and gulped. When jacks eyes landed on my he ran over to me. He grabbed my shoulders roughly and shook me.
" HOW COULD YOU LET THIS HAPPEN TO HER? Your supposed to be her best friend and now your the reason she might now die?." He barked at me. I was full on crying again.
" I'm sorry." I said, between cries. He then gabbed my face, hard.
" Your sorry? My sister might die and your sorry?" He snarled. Jerry came in between us.
" Jack, this isn't her fault. Just back off, man." Jerry said. He's only saying this because he believes the best in people. But deep down he probably know that this is my fault, everyone does. Jack pushed him off of him.
" This is her fault. How could she be so stupid." He said. I cried harder then. He looked at me.
" I told you to there was something off about him, but you had to go and date him. And now look what happened." He said, disgusted. I just cried and looked at the floor.
" What you can't say anything? You can't even look at me because you know this is your fault. It always is Kim. I swear to god if she... Doesn't come out of this, I'm going to make your life a living hell." He scowled at me. I wiped a way some tears, but more just poured out of me.
" Dude, leave her alone, okay. She obviously didn't mean for this to happen, you can't blame her for everything that goes wrong in your life." Jerry said.
" Well I can sure as hell blame her for this." He turned around and sat down fisting his hair. I turned to Jerry.
" I'm so sorry. I didn't mean for this to happen. It all happened so fast. I'm so sorry." I cried. He pulled me into his arm and shushed me.
" Shh, babe. This isn't your fault, okay, he's just scared." He whispered in my ear. It was my fault and Jack was right. I was in the wrong for this and if Grace goes down I'm sure as hell going down with her. Because this happened because of me. I cried. I cried for Grace. I cried for my best friend. I cried for the girl who might not pass the age of 17 because of me. I cried for the girl who I might not spend my last year in school with. I cried for the girl who might not live across from me anymore. Because if she dies, Adam didn't take her life. I did. I sat back down and every time I closed my eyes, the images just replayed in my head. Him, on top of her, stabbing her.
Jack's P.O.V
After I yelled at Kim. I was fuming. My sister was most likely going to die. I should've stayed with her. I shouldn't of let her go out. I looked for who's fault it was . It was Kim. I told her, but she didn't listen. She never does. She does whatever she wants, no matter who she hurts. After I yelled at her, I still didn't feel at ease. In fact, I felt more guilty. I hate Kim Crawford. She ruined me, she ruined my sister. And Kim Crawford will pay for it. After a while of collecting my thoughts. I realized, Kim can't be here, it's all her fault. I walked over to her and she peeled her hands from her face, again. Jerry was comforting her.
" You need to leave." I said, trying to stay calm. It took all of me not not yell at her again.
" What?" She asked, quietly. Pushing her falling glasses back to the bridge if her red nose.
" Jack don't do this." Jerry said. Why was he defending her? It was, in fact her fault.
" You need to leave, right now, Kim. I can't have you here." I said.
" I can't leave Grace, Jack. She's my best friend." She said. I laughed. Not a ' funny' laugh, it was filled with disgust.
" Me and you both now that's not true. Just leave okay? I don't want you here, Grace doesn't want you here. Nobody wants you here. Okay" I knew that what I was saying was harsh but she deserved it. I would not feel bad for her.
" Jack please." She pleaded. I stood and stared at the ground, hoping she would get the message. She rubbed her eyes underneath her glasses, sniffled then got up to leave.
" I'm so sorry." She said, before walking out of the waiting room. I looked at Jerry who was shaking his head.
" Why are you defending her?" I snarled. He stood up.
" Jack, she doesn't deserve this. Okay, listen. Grace told me the only reason that Kim was there with Adam because she was breaking up with him." He said. Good for her, she was going to break up with him. That really doesn't matter at this point.
" It really doesn't make a difference." I scuffed.
" Listen Jack. Do you know what Evan told me? That he stabbed Grace to get to you." He said pointing at my chest. What the hell? He stabbed her to get to me? Who the fuck does that. What does that even mean, get to me?
" Look, man. I'm not saying this is your fault. You can spin this on anyone. On Kim, for dating him. On Evan for not trying harder to stop him. On you, man, but we can't blame anyone but Adam. He's the one who stabbed her. The one with the knife. We can't start blaming and turning in each other. The through is we have no control over others actions except our own." He said. I guess he had a point. It was part my fault. It was also part Kim's fault, but mostly Adam. I rolled my eyes then left. I was walking to find Kim. She was just leaving the door. I rang to her and opened the door. She was walking to her car. I called her name out.
" Kim!" I yelled. She turned around surprised. I walked to her. She was still crying.
" You can stay, it was wrong of me to kick you out." I said, rather harshly. She nodded, then whispered a thank you. She was about to walk back in when I grabbed her arm.
" Kim, the only reason I'm doing this is because of Jerry. This isn't forgiveness. Don't forget that." I turned around and walked back in.
Hey guys! Short but get dramatic and serious chapter. I'm really excited to hear what you guys thing and part two of this chapter should be up after tomorrow. Is Grace gonna die? I don't know guys. Tell me what you guys think about the chapter. Thank you for reading!
Sabrina
