Grrr16: hey guys I'm BACK! SORRY BEEN GONE FOR SUCH A LONG TIME! *dodges rocks. Yeah you guys may be pretty much disappointed in me BUT guys try to understand that I also have things to do. Anyway I'm going to keep writing and I'm going to try to finish this story first than all the others so I'm going to be focused in this story for a while but I will continue the rest of the stories as soon as I'm finished with this one.

"Finding my way out"

(Naruto's point of view)

I nearly told him that i hated him, almost wanted to slap him, tell him I despised his cheating, called him a liar and a worthless good for nothing son-of –a –bitch, but in the end I lost to my own little battle in my head and decided that I was NOBODY to say anything.

I would have lied to him if I told him that I hated him, because I really just couldn't hate him, and I didn't. Instead like a total pathetic person I was, I still loved him. Here I lay before him, willing to give him what I denied him for so long, it was my fault after all, right? That he left with someone else because I was too naïve and stupid to not give it to him, Sex. It was my fault that he went to the arms of another.

I can smell him, he reeks of sex and smoke, unfamiliar smells that don't belong to me or this house, but another. Does he know I can smell it? He stares at me for only a mere second and begins to nibble my neck and earlobe. My body reacts to it sensually, sending shivers down my spine. His pale beautiful hands and fingers trace over my body, trembling here and there. I hear a low growl coming from his mouth as his hands began to pull the hem of my shirt up and feels my skin underneath. I like it, NO I love how it feels. Maybe like this he will forget about Sai and come back to my arms and tell me he loves me and only me, that he will stare at me like he does to Sai and only me, that he won't push me away .

Suddenly I find myself starting to think of Gaara. His soothing words, those little touches that seem to linger in my skin a little too long and the feeling it leaves when he retrieves his touch, his eyes those beautiful eyes that stare right through me. His soft red hair. The way he stares at me when I catch him staring, how we both loose ourselves in conversations and our gaze's remain on each other only so that a small interruption makes me blush and he smirks. His honesty. My sweet thoughts get interrupted when I feel Sasuke whispering against my ear "What are you thinking of my love?"

All so I can whisper so low that he can't hear me

"Not you."

Grrr16: KYAAA! Naruto is falling for Gaara! ^_^ now all I have to write on the next chapter is Gaara's thoughts about Naruto! Review your love and keep on reading Love you guys 3.