Hi guys! Another chapter for y'all :)
So I'm just gonna prepare you now, somethings are going to get friggin intense. And yeah, all that. You know the deal I suppose ;)
Enjoy the very short chapter :)
11.
"Come on, guys! Come on! We're going now!" Kendall said and impatiently stomped with his foot on the ground. Carlos smiled and bounced over to him, grabbing a hold of his arm and turning to Logan. "Loges! We're waiting for you!" Kendall said and pouted.
"Fine. Fine. I'm coming. Don't rush." He sighed. The three boys went to the hospital and Kendall squealed when he saw James awake in the bed.
"James! You're okay!" He said and ran over to hug the tall brunet. "Oh my god! You scared the shit out of me! Fuck, I thought you died!" He whined and hid his face in the crook of James' neck. James smiled tiredly.
"I'm okay..." He croaked out and looked to his other friends. "You two okay?" He asked. Carlos nodded quietly and smiled and Logan shrugged a bit, looking around in the small hospital room. "Ken. You're suffocating me..." James complained and tugged at the blond's arm.
"I-I'm sorry. But I was just worried about you." Kendall said. James smiled at him and patted him on the head. Logan sighed and shook his head.
"I'll find the doctor." He mumbled and left the room.
"I-I'll go with him." Carlos squeaked and hurried after Logan. Kendall crawled up into the bed and sighed into James' hair.
"What's wrong?" James asked and chuckled a bit. "I scared you that bad?" He asked and wrapped an arm around Kendall, who shook his head.
"I talked to Logan last night... or... well... fought." He said. "Do you think I'm shallow?" He asked and looked up at James. "Logan thinks that I'm your best friend because you're pretty." He said and frowned. James laughed softly. Amused.
"You think I'm pretty?" He asked. Kendall pouted and crossed his arms over his chest. "No, I don't think you're shallow. Unless you really just are my friend because I'm so pretty." He said and chuckled again.
"I'm not. You are my best friend because you're always there." Kendall said. "Your good looks is just a bonus." he said and sighed. James laughed again but his laughter turned into violent coughs and Kendall though he'd go completely paralyzed.
"I-It's okay." James said reassuringly. "I'm fine. I just... need a sec." He mumbled and took a few deep breaths. While he did, Carlos reappeared in the doorway and smiled shyly. "Hi, buddy." James said and smiled. Carlos seemed a bit less worried when James spoke up and walked closer to the bed. "Come on up, there's room for everyone." James chuckled and patted the bed. Carlos hesitated before climbing up and sitting next to the tall brunet. "You're awfully quiet." James pointed out.
"I-... I'm not sure what to say." Carlos confessed. "James..." He then mumbled. "Did you... d-did you try to kill yourself?" He asked quietly without looking at his handsome friend. James blinked a few times.
"What?" He asked confusedly.
"The letter you wrote... to Kendall." Carlos said. Kendall frowned.
"C-Carlos, h-how did you know about-" He started but got interrupted by James.
"What letter?" James asked. "I didn't write anything." He said. "What is he talking about?" He asked and looked at Kendall. "Kendall, I didn't write a letter, I promise." He said and looked really upset. The blond shook his head.
"I know you didn't. And... there was a letter... A suicide letter." he said. "From you, to me."
"What did it say?" James asked and gulped. "Ken, buddy, I'd never-"
"I know, James." Kendall said. "It's okay. Really. I know it wasn't from you. You'd never leave me like that." He smiled weakly. "Hey... Also... Logan-"
"I what?" Logan asked and walked in. Kendall quieted down. "What were you going to say?" Logan asked. Kendall shook his head.
"N-Nothing. I just... never mind." He said and sighed. "I'm glad you're alright, James." He said and turned back to his best friend. James smiled at him and leaned his forwards against Kendall's. A friendly gesture they had done ever since they were kids. A sign that none of of them should be scared and that the other one was there.
Logan once again glared daggers at James. Why did Kendall like James so much? They had the weirdest best friends relation he had ever seen. Kendall was Logan's best friend too, so why didn't they have those intimate and personal moments? Kendall closed his eyes and took a deep breath, visually calming down.
The blond was quite upset about leaving his best friend behind at the hospital but after speaking to the police officer stationed outside James' room it did feel a little better. Knowing James was safe, Kendall followed Logan and Carlos to the car and jumped in.