Alice was being weird, I mean she was still her usual self, but she would always let her mind drift away. Sometimes she'll start have these silent conversations with Edward, he always looked so sad, and she looked resigned. I know I said I wouldn't push it but I am pretty sure it's about what she saw.

I am scared she decided she'll leave me anyway. I am terrified that someday I just woke up and she wasn't there anymore. I know I trust her, but I love her so much, I love her and therefore I can't help but worry, I can't help the sour taste in my mouth every time I was with her and her mind wandered somewhere else. Sometimes I feel a sharp pain in my heart, because I know that there is something big that is going on, but I a too weak to be let in. What helps me is to see that apparently no other than Edward knows. But the whole Cullen clan noticed. They were not very subtle. When Alice sits next to Edward immediately his face contorts in pain. We tried not to sit next to them one day, Alice said we should have intimacy, we just had the time to settle at another table, before her bronze haired brother came to ask us to sit with them. Alice looked at him with gratitude written on her face. I don't ask but I want to know. None of the Cullen's asks but we all want to know.

Today I have a free period, so I sat on the grass next to school, while Alice is in British literature course. I let my mind replay the whole Vision's situation wondering if I should ask or not. I mean most of the time she was laughing and chatting be her usual joyful self.

Another weird thing is that, she is kissing me more than before, I mean she always steal kisses that I gladly give, but when she stays with me at night, she's not that happy about letting me sleep, she tries to make conversations last longer. Before this vision every time I showed even a small sign of tiredness she'd tell me to go to sleep. Now she ignored them and I now fall asleep in the middle of our conversations. It's like she wants to get all my free time, which I love but it's not Alice-like not my Alice's style.

"Hello" I heard behind me

I turn around to see Rosalie.

"Hi" I said

This was weird Rosalie and I never talked beside when we were in a group.

"How are you?" I asked

"I am here to talk about Alice" she said "I know you've noticed too, something is off with her lately"

"I know" I said "Do you think she's okay?"

"I don't know, when we get home, usually she just wants to go back at yours, now she just asked Edward to hunt with her, they stay there far longer than necessary, and sometimes they come back without even feeding and he'll always look so sad and she looks...-"

"Resigned" I finished for her.

"Exactly" she said "Alice is my little sister, I'd do anything for her but not when she wouldn't let us in. I was hoping you had answers but you seem as lost as me" she smiled sadly

"I'd do anything for her too, you know" I said

"I hope, not that I doubt your words, but that's exactly what they are Bella words"

"No, not just words vows" I said

"It was nice talking to you Bella, I think Carlistle and Esmee are getting tired of secrets too, when the time comes they will convoke us all to talk, I'll call you that day, you should be there you're as much Alice's family as us. You deserve to know" she said getting up

"Thank you"

I was waiting for my girlfriend outside her class.

"Hello" I said when she got out

Her face lit up with a smile, she always did that. I love it.

"Bella, I missed you" she said kissing me.

"It was only an hour, Al"

"It's already too long" she smiled against my lips.

She grabbed my hand to lead me to the car.

"Bells would you like to spend sometimes with me at the clairiere, before I drive you home" she smiled.

"Yes, of course, but I do have to be home a bit early"

"You'll be" she said.

When we were at this Clairiére we always shared happy memories, I knew that as long as we were here we'll be okay.

"Bells, you love this place, right?" she smiled

"I do"

She came and hugged me from behind.

"What do you feel when we're here?" she asked

"Safe" I answered truthfully.

She laughed, but her laugh was somewhat off. It's like even her laugh hid something from the world. It broke my heart to hear that type of laugh, coming from her lips, so beautiful lips.

"You'll always be safe here, remember that. Here I can protect you" she said somehow solemnly

"I will" I said.

We held our position for what felt like minutes, in complete silence. As if the landscape gave us some of the relaxation we once shared with it.

"Bella?"

"Yes?"

"Can you tell me that you love me?" she said her voice eroded with emotion.

I turned around, her eyes reflected nothing but love.

"I love you, Alice Cullen, I am in love with you."

"I love you too, I love every second I get to share with you"

She grabbed my lips, and kissed me.

"Alice what's wrong?"

"Nothing is wrong, I just needed to hear it" she smiled

"I love you"

She kissed me again.

We laid in the grass, and she snuggled against me. she tangled our feet, she buried her head in my neck. As if her body Desired only one thing merge with mine.

That night Alice said she couldn't spend the night, she had to hunt. When I was going to fall asleep my phone ringed.

"Hello" I said

"Hi, Bella it's Rosalie"

"Is Alice okay?" I asked panicked

"We are going to find out tonight, Carlistle said everyone should be in the living room in an hour I'll come and get you"

"Okay, thank you Rosalie"

"No problem"

I hang up and called Charlie to let him know that I'll spend the night there, because we had homework to do, which in a way wasn't exactly a lie...Okay I lied.

Riding with Rosalie was different than with Alice, she drove at a slower rate, and she didn't talk...at all.

When we arrived at the Cullen's house, Esmee opened the door for me.

"Hello, Bella"

"Hi, Esmee, how are you?"

"I will suppose the same as you" she smiled

"Worried" I stated

She nodded, and walked us to the living room. Everyone was there except Alice and Edward.

"They'll be here soon" said Carlistle " I am glad you came, These kind of things must be handled with all the family"

Is it possible for your heart to blush...No. It's one of the nicest things anyone has ever said to me, They were all so welcoming they are the brothers and sisters I never had.

"Thank you" I said.

Emmett for once seemed tense, he looked at me. He had a look that was easy to read "What's going on with my little sister?"

I was in a room where everyone loved Alice, and everyone knew that no matter the act, no matter the words she used, something was wrong. And I was sure everyone here will do anything her can to make her feel better.

"Bella, do you understand why we're all here?"

"Yes, I think something is wrong with Alice, I think she saw something in a vision and even though she won't tell me what she saw it messes with her head"

"Exactly, Alice joined this coven decades ago, since that moment she became its living joy." said Esmee

"She's the one that can make us all process all the wrongs with the amount of rights she brings" added Carlistle.

"She made me the happiest man alive, by helping accept my feelings for Edward, me the southerner gentleman, she made me see where my happiness was. I owe her" stated Jasper

"We all do, she was a light in all of our darkest days" I've never heard Emmett speak that sternly.

"They are coming" said Calistle

Only a few seconds later the door was opened, revealing a sad Edward, and a surprised Alice.

She literally flew towards me "Is everything okay?"

I nodded. My little pixie always worried about me.

"Bella is fine, we are all here to talk with you Alice"

"About what?" she asked innocently.

"About whatever it is that makes you spend hours out with Edward. And makes you this taciturn version of you" said Rosalie, there was no harshness in her voice just pure worry.

"There is nothing to talk about" said Alice

"Alice, I think you should tell them. They have the right to know, plus we planned on telling them in three days so now or then it doesn't make a difference" Edward spoke, his voice sounded so tired, almost broken.

She looked like she was thinking deeply about it.

"Okay" she sighed...

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