OK I know it's been a LONG time since I last updated. But my Sol's started and then my cricket internet movable thing broke. So we had to get that fixed..but then my laptop decided to stop working so we have to get that fixed too..-sighs- anyways I'm using my brother's old , pain in my rear computer that didn't have word-pad so I had to download that. Point is, sorry I kept ya waiting and well..here's the next chapi ^^

Disclaimer: I don't own Inuyasha, not even his fluffy kawaii ears -sniff sniff-

PS. Oh by the way, in my story Kagome's mom is named Miyu, cause I think its a drag to keep saying 'Kagome's mom' over and over so..yea :)

Chapter 11

Miyu watched as her daughter tossed varies items into her large muster colored bag.

"Mama, can you toss me more ramen"

Miyu looked at the stack of ramen laying on the counter "Honey don't you think that's enough? You have enough ramen here to last you two months"

Kagome stopped "only two huh...I'm going to have to buy more"

"Kagome dear, mind telling me what this plan of yours is?"

Miyu sat down and motioned for her daughter to do the same.

"Mama, we both already know that I cant stay here..because it would pain me to much and well because of the jewel shards"

Miyu nodded

"and well...i cant let them fall in the hands of Naraku, I would never forgive myself if I allowed that...But I also cant keep on traveling with Inuyasha and the others. I told you what happened, what if this time I cant control myself and I end up killing one of them"

New tears began forming in her eyes as the image of her friends limp bodies crossed her mind

Miyu hugged her daughter from behind, clearly noticing the pain in her eyes

"That won't happen dear, you would never allow yourself to do something like that"

"That's the thing Mama, I can't control myself when ever that happens. It's like I'm seeing a movie without sound, just hearing the hypnotic sound of my own heart beat and no matter how hard I try I cant seem to pull myself together.

And it's a lot harder to keep myself from loosing control when there are demons around me, Shippo even started to notice. I've been spending so much time with him to convince him...and myself that nothings changed"

Miyu patted her back, a small sign of understanding "So what are you going to do darling"

Kagome straighten herself out "I have to get the jewels shards, give them to someone who can purify them and then everything will go back to normal...But I have to do it alone. It's not safe for anyone to travel with me"

Miyu stood up "Kagome no, it's too dangerous to go traveling all by yourself. The only way I had any peace of mind while your gone is knowing that Inuyasha would always be there to protect you"

"And who's going to protect him mom? I almost killed him earlier this evening, and that was just pure luck. I have to do it alone, besides with these new powers I think I'll be able to take care of myself"

"...Kagome"

"It's the only way Mama"

Miyu pulled Kagome into a tight embrace, knowing that she had made up her mind and there was nothing she could do or say to change it. With a mental prayer send out she eventually let go of her daughter.

"Alright honey, what do you need"

Kagome smiled and began to tell her mother all of the supplies she would need.

After a long night of very few sleep, morning came. Kagome had explained to her grandfather and brother that she wouldn't be coming back. And just as the sun was barley coming up she was standing outside, two bags in her hands.

One filled with ramen, treats, medicinal herbs, chips, soda, a first aid kit, bandages to spare, umbrellas, sweaters, blankets etc. Everything her friends would need.

And in the other, much smaller old bag she had food, a rain coat, a blanket, a lighter, a first aid kit, an old kimono that belonged to her grandmother, and three bottles of different perfumes etc.. Everything she needed to survive and to keep her identity hidden.

Kagome stared at Inuyasha's sleeping form with endearment, she approached him carefully prepared to dash for the well if he would awaken or if she started to loose control.

She knelled in front of him and gently brushed his bangs out of his face "well I guess this is it Inuyasha, funny I always thought that in the end you would be the one to decide to go off on your own."

She rested her forehead against his forehead "there are so many things I didn't have time to tell you, mainly because all we did was fight all the time" a sad smile appeared on her face " I didn't get the opportunity to tell you how I felt about you.."

She took a deep breath "And even though you cant hear me right now, I want you to know that...I..I love you Inuyasha" She leaned forward and gently touched his lips with hers.

"Live, laugh, be happy for my sake. Find Kikyo and try to end the life you never had the chance to begin" Tears spoored out of her "But please..never forget me...Know that I love you"

She shockingly stood up and headed for the well, not looking back.

If she did, her heart would push aside her mind and force her to stay

"..its the only way" she whispered to herself before jumping into the well just as the sun arose from out the hill tops.

Well that's it for this chapter, now don't worry this is and will always be a 'Inuyasha Kagome' fanfiction. Don't forget to be the awesome readers you are and review please ^^ Thanks for reading!