Here i am again! I know i was late again! So sorry guys but i really have difficulties with my fucking university! I am trying to do as fast as possibly. So in order to make up for being late i am posting a chapter a little bigger tha usually! I love you guys for sticking around!

Guardian Angel

Chapter 11-Wasn't it?

Aiden rubbed his face. He had his eyes close. He was laying in his bed feeling exhausted. The sun was up and he could feel the warmth. He didn't manage to sleep. He spend his night crying. He was mad. He wanted to run at Doclin's office and start a fight but he didn't. It was his choice and if he could he would chose that again. He had to protect her. But when the sadness gone away. When the first shock left his body he felt hope. He could touch her again and he would knew who he really was. Because she was the most important person alive for him. «I am here Amanda» He whispered and he felt his eyes lighten. He finally managed to sleep.

Emily filled her cup with coffee and let the scent travel her. She thought of what happen yesterday. She thought of the kiss. It was a nice kiss. A kiss that she never planned. A strange kiss. Then she remembered him running away. She remembered his shocked face. There was sadness in his face, in his eyes. And when she saw that she felt something breaking inside her. She didn't know why but this sadness in his eyes made her feel something deep. It wasn't that he stopped the kiss, it wasn't that he run away. It was what she saw in his eyes. She saw pain and fear.

A knock on the door drag her back to reality. She turned around and saw Nolan walking toward her. She took a sip of her coffee and sat at her nearest chair .

«So you and Aiden's friend?» He said and sat against her.

Emily looked at him with a look full of weariness

«Want to talk about it?» He asked her leaning closer to her.

«It was nothing» There was aggression in her voice.

«I didn't say it was» He said in defense.

They stayed in silence for a few seconds before Nolan spoke again

«How is your father?» He said trying to change the subject of their conversation.

«I guess he is planning the new mission» She said and looked at him.

Nolan looked at her in concern. He could see that there was something in her mind.

«Ok. What is it?» He said and touched her gently her arm. «Ems..»

Emily looked at him, then her cup and at the end him again.

«It meant nothing Nolan. But i saw something in his eyes. I saw pain and fear. I don't know why but something inside me is feeling strange. Not about the kiss but... but about what i saw.» She knew she was lying. Yes she mostly felt strange about what she saw in his eyes but... the kiss. There was something strange about the kiss too. Something... Something familiar? She shook her thoughts away. She shouldn't thinking about that right now. They had more important things to do. They stayed in silence and this time no one break it.

Aiden felt his knees getting weaken as he was walking towards Emily's house. He was back. This time with his memories. And what he was feeling was... strong. He took a deep breath and knock the door. His heart was beating fast. His mind was on fire. The need to look into her eyes was stronger than ever. When the door open he tried to smile but he couldn't. He felt frozen. He looked into her eyes and got lost. He looked into her eyes and forget everything. He wanted to hug her. He wanted to kiss her. He wanted to whisper in her ear. He wanted to smell her hair. He wanted her. All of her. He was hers and he knew it. She was the reason for him to leave even after his death. He was hers.

Emily opened the door and saw Sam. She smiled to him trying not to think about their kiss. He looked.. different. He looked... She shook her head and invited him inside. But he didn't move. He stayed there looking into her eyes earning a nervous laugh of her side.

«Are you coming in?» She said again, this time a little louder.

Aiden manage to clear his thoughts. He closed his eyes and open them again quickly dispelling all of this thoughts.

«Yes. Of course.» He said and walked into the house closing the door behind him. He looked at her and felt his heart aching. He followed her in the living room and sat beside her at the cough.

«I talked with your father. He thinks we should hurry up. » He said.

«Meaning? When?» She asked and he could feel her getting tense. She was starting to worry. He could feel her.

«Tomorrow. Or the day after that. »

«And he didn't thought that i should...»

«He is coming over here. » He said and cut her off.

Emily didn't talk. She didn't have anything to say about the plan. She didn't want to say anything about the plan. What she wanted to talk about was what happen last night. About the kiss. She didn't meant to let it affect her that much but... in the end she couldn't. Something inside her was bringing the memory back. Something inside her was confused.

«About last night...»She started saying and she felt him getting tense.

«What was it?» She said and moved on her shit so she could face him.

«It was nothing. My mistake. I over step. I am apologizing. » He said and moved his hands in an apologetic way. Emily looked at him in a confused way. Something inside her felt sad about what he just said. Something inside her was hoping that he wouldn't apologize. That same something was the part inside her that was feeling guilty. Guilty for feeling anything for another man. Someone that wasn't Aiden. She was fighting so hard inside her. She wanted to continue their conversation but she wanted to stop too. She wanted to stop feeling the things she did, but she couldn't.

«Mistake?» She asked not being able to curb herself.

Aiden turned his eyes on her and kept his mouth shut. What could he say to her? How could he say to her who he really was and not sound like a crazy man? How could he say to her who he really was and not lose her again? Lose her before he manage to help her. Before he manage to save her for one last time.

«Wasn't it?» He said staring hard into her eyes.

«It may was. It may wasn't. You ran.» She said and felt her cheeks getting warmer.

He stayed in silence. He looked at her. He looked in her eyes. He looked in her lips. He didn't care for their rules. He wasn't one of the good guardians. He was her guardian. He put his hands on her neck and pulled her closer.

«Let's find out» He said and crushed their lips together. He kissed her soft at first. As soon as she kissed him back he deepen the kiss immediately. He run his hands on her back and pulled her as closer to him as he could. He wanted to feel her. He wanted all of her. He was away of her for so much time. He had to make up for the lost time.

She kissed him and felt her heart stop beating. His touch was so close to home. He pulled her closer and she climb on his lap. He felt her sitting on his lap and he smile on their kiss. He smiled cause he remembered her doing it back to his alive days. He was happy.

He kissed her neck and earn a slow moan from her. He touched her thigh gently with his right and squeezed it. She crushed their lips together again and moved her hands to his shirt buttons. She was ready to unbutton the first one when the bell rang. They stopped immediately and looked at each other. Their heavy breathings filled the room. He caught her face with his hands and gave her a gently soft kiss.

«I think your father is here. You should open the door.»

Soooooooo? Opinions? :) Oh and do not hate me for the "when the bell rang" thing...