Katie's Pov

My head is all over the place it really is. I don't know what to think anymore fuck I don't know who I am anymore. I can't like girls it's not right. And the way I went off on one when Emily came out and now Im UGHHH I don't know. I think the best thing to do tonight is try and put it at the back of my mind, stop thinking and start fucking drinking. Yeah because that will help what the fuck have you been trying to do its not like I want to think about it is it! ..Is it? Ugh I need another. Oh fuck she's back she just walked in. oh thank fuck she's gone to the bar. I wouldn't hurt to look at her right?

With that I look over at the bar and she catches my eye "fuck" I look away back down at the table. Come on Katie all girls go through this stage its just a stage. Oh god I sound like my fucking mum! I mean come on this is Effy were talking about EFFY. You use to hate her remember she hit you with a rock she's the reason you had nine fucking stitches in your head and now all you want to do is stair at her tits.

"God I need help" I said out loud thinking there was no one around just to look up and see Effy looking at me drinks in hand

"I got you another" she places a drink in front of me

"Thanks" I say picking up the drink

She now sits down next to me

"So what's it you need help with then?"

"Oh its eh..Its …nothing" smooth Katie smooth

" Yeah it sure seems like nothing…you were talking to yourself isn't that my job"

"…..you really wanna know what's going on?" I was now looking at her

"If you want to tell me"

"It's fucked up"

"Come on try me" if only if only

"Well ok its like I mean you-" with that Naomi and Emily sitting down in front of us cut me off

"So when are we going to this club party thing" Naomi says she has her arm around Emily's shoulder both smiling

"Where just waiting for Thomas and Panda to finish" Effy replied

"Cool" Emily says picking up her drink

Fuck I need to get out of her this is too much. Effy keeps looking at me. And now Emily is looking from me to Effy. Oh god she knows she knows its Effy. Breathe Katie breath she doesn't know anything. I let out a long breath I didn't even know I was holding in as Thomas and Panda made there way over to the table.

"You lady's ready yes?" Thomas said smiling at us

"Ready as I can be" Effy says now standing up followed by Emily And Naomi who walk on ahead. Effy turns around now to face me. She waiting for you to stand up you mong!. With that I get up and we both make our way out of the pub. When we get outside she leans over to my eye and whispers

"You can tell me what you were gonna say later"

And with that she walks ahead of me and starts to talk to Panda.

Great because I really wanted to talk about it later.. Fuck Katie what are you doing!

Dawww poor Katiekins :P

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Music for this chapter is as follows

What You Waiting For?- Gwen Stefani – when Katie's thinking about Effy

Roshambo- The Network – when she about to tell Effy

Tell Her About It-Billie Joel- When there walking outside