Chapter 11.

Emily and the rest of the group had now been home for a few a days, and were glad to be back for the end of summer.

"So you and Will?" Emily said sitting down on JJ's bed.

JJ sighed, tying her hair into a bobble. "Were friends"

"Just like that?" Emily said eyeing her friend.

"Sort of, we've been hanging out."

"Did you give him the letters?"

"How did you?"

"Your mom."

JJ let out a breath shaking her head. "Of course she told you."

"She did, and she also motioned how you and Will had been on a couple of dates?"

"Yeah, and honestly, I miss him, I just.."

"Just what?"

"I don't wanna get hurt again."

"You really think he's gonna hurt you again?"

"I don't know" JJ said running her hand through her hair

"Tell you what. Make a move, at my party on Saturday. And see what happens!"

"Make a move." JJ said to herself.

"Jay, you can do this."

"He's the only person that calls me that" JJ smiled to herself.

"Okay that's settled, your making a move on Saturday."

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Downing her drink, JJ left it on the side, feeling a pain in her head, turning, she stumbled a little. "Wow easy there butter drop" Penelope said, taking hold of JJ's arm.

"I think I'm drunk"

Penelope smiled "Why don't you go take a walk out on the beach, get some fresh air."

JJ nodded. "Is there water?"

Laughing, Penelope grabbed JJ a bottle of water, leading her down the deck to the beach. Sipping on the water, JJ sat down looking out at the sea, she could still here everyone back at the house, yelling along to the music.

"Jay?" Will said, sitting next to her.

"Hey" JJ said scrunching her forehead.

"Ya okay?" He said rubbing her back.

"Think, I'm drunk." She smiled.

"Well then, ya better carry on drinking that water." he winked at her.

Sighing, JJ laid her head onto his shoulder. "Where'd you come from"

"I bumped into Pen, she told me you went on a walk so…"

JJ nodded, sipping on the water. "I needed time to clear my head."

"Me too." He said looking away.

"I'm gonna head back in, but if you need a ride home. I'll be beating Derek's arse on xbox."

JJ nodded, after he left, she gathered herself together, feeling a lot better, thankful she wasn't actually drunk, but rather tipsy. In which case was a millions times better since she knew, she had to do what Emily told her. She needed to see if he was still the same guy she loved.

Walking in from the beach, JJ looked round the house finding the girls.

"There she is" Emily said letting out a laugh.

"Very funny, and I see what you did out there"

"And?" Pen said.

"I still love him." she paused "And I honestly think that I might make him go back to his old ways"

"JJ don't say that"

"Why not!, I mean c'mon, he's perfect well at least I thought it was." she bit her lip "And I don't wanna go through that again, it hurt me, it really did and I can't be with someone who's going to turn to his old ways, cause he thinks he can't trust me."

"Ja..y" Emily, said giving JJ big eyes.

"WHAT!" JJ said turning to see Will stood there.

Opening her mouth, JJ closed it again, watching as Will put his cup down and walked away.

"He heard all that didn't he?"

"Most of it" Penelope said quietly.

Sighing JJ Walked up the stairs she stopped at one of the room's it was dark, walking in. "Will."

"I'm sorry I shouldn't of said that."

"No" JJ said moving towards him. "I'm glad you did"

Will laughed to himself. "And I'm not that guy." he paused "I'm still the guy you fell I love with. But I'm not the guy who's gonna betray your trust or hurt you again" Moving closer to her Will moved finger along her cheek, he looked around, seeing only there shadows, as they stood by the bedroom right into her pale blue eyes, Will let out a breath moving closer JJ let out a breath. "You don't know how much I need you right now." nodding Will pecked his lips on hers.

"I'm not sure whatever we have goin' on here, is gonna be, but please don't runaway again." he whispered to her.

"Just kiss me slowly" JJ whispered.

Cupping her cheek, Will smiled, pressing his lips to hers, feeling her return the kiss, it was soft and slow, closing his eyes, he moved her hand down her skin, feeling the Goosebumps form.

Running her hand up his back, JJ pulled away. "I'm sick of waiting"

Smiling, Will pecked her lips. "Stay with me."

JJ nodded, biting down on her lip. In that moment, all they cared about was each other, and nothing that was happening below them.

Holding her breath, All Will could feel was her soft skin, and taste her lips. Pulling off her top, Will leaned them against the doorframe. Closing her eyes, JJ felt his lips on her neck, letting out a moan, she pulled off his shirt, digging her nails into his back. Forcefully moving there bodies towards the bed, they stripped off the rest of there clothes, laying down, JJ felt Will lay on top of her, kissing every inch of her body, taking hold of his hand, JJ sat up, cradling his lap. Running her hand down his chest, she looked right at him, kissing him deeply. "Please."

Kissing her again, Will laid them both back down, before moving inside of her, closing her eyes, for a few seconds, JJ moved along with him, opening her eyes, she locked his, smiling widely. Feeling his lips tingle along hers once again.

JJ pulled up her skirt, zipping it up at the back, she picked up her vest throwing it over her chest, looking over at Will, sitting up on the bed, kneeling behind him, JJ wrapped her arms around his chest, kissing his neck "I love you"

"I love you too" Will said kissing her hand

"You okay?"

"Yeah, I just, promised myself I wouldn't do this to you"

"Hey!" JJ said turning his head. "I wanted this, you didn't force me"

"I know, and I wouldn't take it back"

"Neither would I" JJ said kissing his neck.

Fixing her hair, JJ looked round at Will, seeing him finally getting dressed. "I read all your letters."

JJ licked her lips, walking towards him. "And?"

"I didn't realize… about your sister." he said giving her a soft look.

Sighing, JJ gulped down a breath. "That's cause I didn't tell you but thank you."

"I promise I'm never going back to that."

"I hope you don't"

Taking hold of her hand, Will pulled her into his hold, kissing her forehead. "Lets get out of ere"

Taking his hand, JJ followed Will downstairs, and out of the house, getting into his car, They stayed in silence, stopping at JJ's house, they both headed upstairs, JJ tried not to scream out in pain, as she studded her toe on the step in the dark, laughing Will, helped her up the stairs turning on her bedroom light.

"Owww." she sitting down on the bed.

Putting his finger to his lip Will Shushed her. "Your mamma's sleeping."

"Doesn't mean it didn't hurt" JJ whispered back.

Will smiled, pushing the hair out of her face. "Your so clumsy"

"I know, but I'm your clumsy girl"

"That you are" Will said kissing her lips.

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Will,

I guess the real reason this really hurt me, was because of what happened to my sister. I don't really like to talk about it but. I trusted you, so I hope I still can. When I was eleven. My sister killed herself, she was going through a rough time, gotten in with drugs and all that stuff, and I was the only person who knew. And when she came into my room that day, and gave me her necklace, yes that one I left that night. I thought it was her forgiving me. For how awful I was to her, always getting her in trouble. But then, when I heard my mom scream, and I ran across the hall. I knew it was her goodbye. I just don't want to lose anyone else to something as stupid as drugs, you need to know that there is someone there to listen to you, to hug you. And just be there for you. And my sister didn't have that. But with what you went through with your mom, what you are going through! I can be that person. So I hope you know, losing someone is hard, but yes it takes time, and I'm still not over my sisters death, and I honestly don't think I ever will be, and you should never forgot your mom, she raised a great guy, and she would be proud of you, for everything your doing to get yourself better.

So get well soon, bye, JJ xo

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