Slut Year
Rated M
Chapter 11: Poker Face
Song: Poker Face by Lady GaGa
I wanna hold 'em like they do in Texas Plays
Fold 'em, let 'em hit me, raise it
Baby stay with me (I love it)
LoveGame intuition
Play the cards with Spades to start
And after he's been hooked I'll play the one that's on his heart
Oh o-oh oh oh, o-o-o-o-o-oh
I'll get him hot, show him what I've got
Can't read my, can't read my
No, he can't read my poker face
(She's got to love nobody)
I wanna roll with him, a hard pair we will be
A little gamblin' is fun when you're with me (I love it)
Russian Roulette is not the same without a gun
And baby when it's love, if it's not rough it isn't fun
I won't tell you that I love you, kiss or hug you
'Cause I'm bluffin' with my muffin
I'm not lying, I'm just stunnin' with my love-glue-gunning
Just like a chick in a casino, take your bank before I pay you out
I promise this, promise this
Check this hand 'cause I'm marvelous
We back at the car, Jace had me leaning against the driver's side, as his hands roamed my body, and my mouth explored his. I had been dreaming about this for weeks, and it was finally happening. I don't know about you, but I hate sexual tension. It's like an erection that lasts for week's… even months depending on how long it takes before you both realize that it is sexual tension.
I felt his fingers dancing along the bottom hem of my shirt, and I used one of my legs to hook it around one of his to bring him closer. He just kept feeling like he was so far away. I felt his arousal against my stomach, and it only made that need between my thighs ache with pain now. His hand was now cupping one of my breasts underneath my shirt, while one hand rested on my ass. I couldn't take it anymore I needed him now!
But he was the first to incline. He pulled away and rested his forehead against mine, and his hand had decided to recede away from my breast and down to my waist.
"I think we should finish this inside." He smirked. Oh God yes! I wanted to scream that out loud, I was nodding like an idiot, before realizing…
"No! Shit!" I said and moved away from him.
"What?" He looked confused. "Why?"
"Aline and Alex are home!"
"So?"
"So?" I repeated what he said. I didn't really want anyone to know this was happening. As a matter of fact I felt like a true slut for this. I was more than sure that Isabelle made that 'No-family-rule' for a reason. She didn't want any of us near Jace. And who was tell whether or not Aline or Alex wouldn't rat me out? I really liked Isabelle I didn't want her mad at me. "What if they see or hear us, and tell Isabelle?" I said to him finally.
I watched as realization took its time to come to his face. Even through his hazy-drunk-state he knew what I meant. I watched as something else crossed his features too. Guilt? Well, of course! He's her brother, and he already knows how much she hates him. I watched his face as the thought of not wanting to hurt Isabelle crossed his mind, like mine did. But then I watched as that expression faded away and he smirked. Like he decided fuck it.
"She said no family…" What? He knew? "I'm not family! I'm not even her brother, so I do not count." He went to get closer to me, but I put a hand out to stop him.
"You know about our game?" I asked.
"Of course! I live there, you wouldn't believe the conversations I've heard in that house over the years, some are best unsaid! And you…." He paused and his face became serious. "I was surprised you obliged to such a game." I instantly became annoyed.
"Who do you think you are!" I yelled and shoved him away from me. "You don't know me! You're standing here acting like you've known me your whole life, and like you have a right to judge."
"I didn't mean to judge, Clary! I just meant-"
"No! Fuck you!" I turned on my heel and started to march up the stairs to my apartment, of course he tried to follow, why do guys do that? I'm already pissed; following me to fake an apology only pisses us off more!
"C'mon Clary! I didn't mean it like that."
I spun around so fast that I nearly knocked him off balance when I did. "Then what did you mean?"
"It meant…" He paused. Obviously he was trying to cover up his stupid assumption. He sighed and just let it out. "I meant that it didn't seem like something you would do."
"That is still assuming that you know me!" And again I started marching away from him.
"I do know you…" he whispered but I still heard him, I made a disgusted noise and continued making my way up to the third floor… why the hell was he still following me? "I know that you don't like living the stereotype of a girl. You love fixing cars, and riding motorcycles. You don't create drama, someone tells you a secret and you keep it! You beat the shit out of guys, and you love wearing band T's and your converses. You don't own one pair of heels, or a dress… maybe one, but I doubt any more then that. You're the type of person to play video games for five days straight until you beat the damn thing completely. You're obsessed with horror films; you enjoy the gore of it all. You're an artist, and you look at everything in the world like everyone else should! With an open mind."
I would be lying if I said none of this effected me, but it makes life easier to just lie, right? It was sweet, if not a beautiful speech! But if he knows about the type of girl that I am… I don't care for speeches.
"Oh God! Shut up already!" I nearly yelled, but I tried not to cause everyone in the complex was sleeping. I had finally made it to my floor, and turned around to face him. He looked shocked at the fact that I told him to shut up. "Nice speech…" I said with at least some sort of enthusiasm, but making it sound more like it was just another speck blowing in the wind. "But this isn't a lame ass romance movie Jace. This is the real world, and in the real world gay little speeches don't work on women. Unless you're a big breasted, overly self-centered bimbo. And as you already said in your speech… I'm not one of those.- Goodnight Jace!" I went to turn around and enter the building, but he stopped me again- Ugh! Go away!
"What the fuck, Clary!" He yelled. "How am I going to get home?"
"Walk?" I shrugged, and I walked into the building leaving him outside on his own.
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It wasn't that bad, I used my cell to call a cab, what was bad was the seventy-five dollar charge. I walked into the house, and through the living room to get to the back yard, and to the guesthouse. I was tired, and annoyed. I really like Clary s don't assume that I just want to get into her pants, but fuck! Blue balls suck ass! Why the hell did I have to go piss her off… Again? When I go to the living room I nearly had a fucking heart attack. Isabelle was sitting on the couch in the dark like a fucking psycho-bitch. Please God I really can't deal with another female at the moment.
"Where were you?" Isabelle asked while sipping wine from a glass.
"Oh so now you're monitoring me?"
"I was just asking!" She snapped back at me.
"Well excuse me if it surprises me that you're interested in being nice to me for once." I started to walk through the living room when she started talking again.
"Who said I was interested in being nice to you? Why should I be? You make it sound like I owe you or something." She laughed without amusement. Okay now I'm fucking sick of everyone around here!
"As a matter of fact, bitch- you fucking do!"
"Oh yeah!" She yelled and stood up abruptly. "Like what? You ruined everything for me!"
"Oh c'mon Isabelle, stop blaming me for your own bullshit! I didn't deliberately ruin your fucking life!" I yelled at her. "You didn't have to do it! You didn't have to get drunk! You didn't have to listen to your fucking bimbo friends. You willingly complied to do it all! Just admit it, Isabelle! You lost him because of your immature way of life back then! You partied, and hung out with the wrong people, that is not my fault! And I am quite frankly sick of trying to make you forgive me! Because in all reality the one who truly fucked up here was you!"
I watched as tears started to fall down her face, and she sniffed them back. Even in the dark I could practically see the moonlight reflect shiny sparkles from her tears, but for the first time I didn't feel bad, even if I was the one who made them fall.
"You act like it was all me!" She yelled back. "Like I practically raped you or something! Well you didn't have to have sex with me!"
"Yes Isabelle, you may be right… but I wasn't the one who betrayed someone who loved me. I didn't have a girlfriend, but you…" I paused, my voice soft and quiet. "You had a boyfriend. And you lost him, just because you wanted to show off to friends who… well… aren't even around anymore." And like that I left her there, finally making it to my guesthouse where I could sleep it off. I think it would be wise to start looking for my own place sooner…. Or just leave again.
I wasn't sure which.
God I really hate people.
The next couple of days Isabelle avoided Clary and the girls. I guess I put her in depression mode. I don't know, to be honest I really couldn't bring myself to care anymore. I tried, and that's the best I could do. I didn't see Clary at all, since Isabelle was avoiding the world for about a week. Shutting herself in her room, only to come out to get food and drinks. Whenever I'd see her she wouldn't make eye contact for more than a few seconds. And if this sounds crazy, I'm sorry, but even in her silence she was nicer to me.
She didn't say much, didn't do much, but whatever- we had no choice to be around each other, like whenever I came in the house to borrow a tool, some milk or whatever, if she needed something she couldn't reach she would ask nicely if I could get it. Which I did, I wasn't an ass like that. But that was really it all consisted of.
I decided to go out to the bar for a drink on Saturday; it was probably around three in the afternoon. I saw Kaelie there, but I wasn't in the mood, I just wanted to stay away from anyone, and drink a beer. I talked to her sure, but the funny thing is she seemed really happy that I just wanted to say hi, then bye. I walked up to her, asked how she was doing, and was even nice to her roommate. Her roommate thinks I'm the devil incarnate so she wasn't as excited to see me no matter how polite I was being. Kaelie looked annoyed at first, but then she softened up and we just started talking for a couple of minutes about her roommate's baby, and how big he was getting.
Then I decided I had enough of mindless chatter and went back to the bar to get another beer, where I sat to my lonesome and drank. To which I prefer. When fucking Sebastian came up behind me, and slapped me on the back so hard I nearly choked on my beer. I loved him and all, but I just wasn't in the mood tonight.
"Oh man! I am in the best moods of all moods. You wanna know why?" He said.
"No, but I guess you're going tell me anyways." He must've been in a good mood, because usually he got the hint, but tonight it didn't work.
"Yes I am!" He laughed. "I just got the best ride of my life." He asked the bartender for a beer, and sat down next to me.
"Oh yea?" I didn't sound even the least bit interested, but of course Sebastian continued to annoy me.
"Fuck yeah! I'm telling you now! I thought this chick would be alright, you know. She just doesn't seem like the type to offer up such a great fuck, but she was great!"
"Good for you."
"Maybe it was because she was a redhead, they're crazy angry all the time, but maybe they're all great in bed?" My head snapped up. He couldn't be talking about the same girl, he just couldn't. LA is a big city; there are plenty of redheads around, right?
"Do you happen to know her name?" I asked him.
"What? No! Since when do you find out their names?" He laughed, and sipped his beer.
"What did she look like?" Sebastian looked at me questionably, but went on to describe her to me.
"I don't know, punk girl, hair down to the middle of her back, had an attitude. Pretty damn hot, not a lot of boobs, but enough to know there there." Anger shot through me, I wanted to fucking bang his head against the bar counter, and I wanted to keep doing it until he bled. I wanted bust a bottle and cut him! But it wasn't his fault, he didn't know, so I had to just get up and leave.
"Hey where you going?"
"Fuck you!" I snapped, I was like a shaken up soda can, I could explode at any minute, and I just couldn't help snapping at him, I would remember to apologize later. I rushed home and just let myself fall on my bed. I couldn't believe her, she couldn't fuck some other guy somewhere across the city? No! It had to be one of my best friends! And she didn't even fucking wait around? What the hell? I guess she was taking this game literally. I was trying to calm down, I was trying to breathe, I didn't want to lose my temper, but of course I did anyway- I punched the wall a good few times before leaving a hole there, and bruised and bloody knuckles. When I finally calmed down I went to the bathroom to look for stuff to clean up my hand.
"Shit!" I cursed to myself, there wasn't anything left. I had to go into the house and borrow shit again. Not that it bothered me so much lately. Like I said Isabelle hasn't been snapping my head off lately, she may not be my best friend like before, but at least she wasn't acting like she was on the rag all the time.
I left the guesthouse and was about to go inside when I saw Clary through the windows, laughing and talking with the girls. I guess Isabelle came out of her room. I wanted to talk to her, I needed to talk to her, but she wont budge with them around. I went inside, but stayed out of sight, hoping for the right moment to grab Clary, I listen to them talk, and Clary not even look the slightest bit interested, actually she looked bored, I had to try and suppress laughter.
"Clary? CLARY?" Alex yelled at her.
"What do you want?" She replied instantly, I chuckled silently.
"Are you coming?"
"I really don't do spas, guys!"
"Oh c'mon every girl likes to be pampered every once in a while." Aline begged.
"Nooo." She answered with a bit of a duh in her tone. "I always come with you guys when you're getting your nails done, or hair, or whatever else, and sit aside and be bored, can I pass just this once?" Alex rolled her eyes at her.
"We'll do something else this coming weekend." Isabelle was fine with leaving her alone. That's one thing I could always say about Izzy, she maybe girlie, but she understood that everyone is there own person. She hated when her mom would dress her in something she would never wear, she hated it when her parents would force her to sing in choir when she hated it, why would she force Clary to be something she's not? She's known the other two girls the longest, and yet Isabelle is the better friend.
"Fine!" Alex sighed sadly. "You can take my car home, and Izzy will bring us home later, okay?"
"Okay!" Clary smiled and nodded, the other girls descended the room, and Clary went to get up to follow them, but I jumped out and grabbed her arm.
She wasn't surprised, I'm sure she just had to know it was me, who else could it be? She looked at me with the deepest glare, but I pretended I didn't see it.
"Clary can we talk?"
"No." She went to walk away but my grip on her tightened.
"Jace!" Her voice sounded pleading. "There is nothing to talk about."
"Oh yes there is!" My voice and face remained serious. She looked concerned, so she obliged and followed me to my guesthouse.
"Okay," She said when we entered. "What is it you wanted to talk to me about?"
"Oh nothing." I said a little too calmly as I lit a cigarette. "Just wanted to talk to you about fucking my best friend." I then turned to look at her. She looked confused, and a little annoyed.
"What the fuck are you talking about?"
"You know? Sebastian? Tall guy, dark hair, kind of stupid, you may have fucked him yesterday?" Her eyes got big for a second, then she looked almost as bored as she did with the girls.
"Are you serious?"
"I'm fucking dead serious!" I snapped.
"How was I supposed to know he is your best friend?" She yelled.
"It's not that!" Oops! Shit! I didn't mean to fucking say that!
"What the fuck!" She looked more than fucking pissed, and then suddenly she gasped. "Are you jealous?"
"No!"
"Well, then good, because last I knew we were not an item, so what does it matter to you!" Okay now I'm fucking pissed, and have completely forgotten my bleeding knuckles.
"Excuse me? If I remember correctly you were the one who fucking instigated a kiss the other night!"
"Oh and that immediately makes us engaged!"
"Fuck you, Clary! I'm sick of your fucking games."
"I was never trying to play games with you, but okay whatever, fuck you too." She said it like it was nothing and it only enraged me further, she went to leave, but I sprinted for the door and slammed it shut before she could open it far enough to walk out.
"I'm not fucking finished!"
"Fuck you!" Then she went to make a run for the back door, but I was quicker since she has never been in here! I got to the door and blocked her from going through it, when I did that she fucking growled at me. Like literally growled. I couldn't help but feel slightly turned on by it, but I immediately pushed that thought aside for now.
"You're not playing games?" I said to her. "What about this slut year game that you're playing?" I shouted this time, I wasn't even careful if anyone could hear us, but I didn't care at this point. "You were just adding me to your point score?"
"Oh my God! How many girls have you fucked and you don't even remember their name!" She yelled back. "Or did you even get their names to begin with? You were more than willing to fuck me too, regardless of your sister's feelings!"
"She's not my sister!"
"Whatever! The point is she made it clear, and I care about Isabelle, but obviously you don't!" She tried to go the other way again, but I grabbed her arm and spun her to face me, and gripped her tight enough for her not to leave, but not enough to hurt her.
"You don't know what the fuck your talking about! I've known Isabelle my whole life! What is going on between me and her is between me and her and you have no idea what the fuck that bitch puts me through."
"Fine maybe I don't, but that's the point now isn't it!" What? What the hell did she mean?
"The point is I have a promise to keep regardless of what happened between you two!"
"If I remember correctly you almost broke that promise too!"
"Fine! I did!" Whoa, okay now I was dumbfounded cause I wasn't expect her to admit it. "But that doesn't make an excuse for you to be acting like a jealous boyfriend when you ARE NOT EVEN MY BOYFRIEND!" She shoved me off her and ran for the door, but I was done arguing, but not quite done with her yet. I ran for her yet again, slammed the door before she could fit through it again. She let out the loudest growl yet! But when she turned I crashed my lips on to hers. I wanted to finish what we started the other night, and dammit we're going to finish it!
To my relief she responded, and wrapped her arms around my neck as I pushed her harder against the wall. I let my tongue slide against her bottom lip, and she didn't even hesitate to let me enter. We fought for dominance, which was an even bigger turn on, most girls gave me all the freedom of having control, but not this one, and I liked that. She bit down on my lower lip, and I could help but groan at the sensation of it all. She moaned back and I could feel her smiling against my mouth. I lifted her up by her bottom, and her legs wrapped around me. She was really freaking light, what was she? Like ninety five pounds? I moved her away from the wall and to my bedroom where I laid her down, and worked on removing her pants as fast as I could. While I did that she was removing her shirt, leaving her in only bra and panties.
Nothing special were about her panties, they were green and simple, not that I cared. She was just casual; relaxed she didn't have to look good all the time. To me no matter what she always did she didn't need a lot of make up. She didn't need a fancy bra, or underwear, she was just herself. I loved that. I removed her underwear and tossed them wherever, and started kissing her from her breasts to her navel, letting my tongue trail all the way down to her center. She moaned at contact, and arched her back. I smirked at knowing the fact that I already turn her on to the fullest.
She was becoming slicker with each flick I made to her most sensitive spot. I pulled away just to stick two of my fingers inside her and moved them in and out of her. I curled my fingers upwards while sucking on her clit, which instigated the best reaction out of her yet. She repeated my name in gasps, but would scream with each thrust my fingers made. I felt her walls clench around my fingers, and more of her juices spill as she rode out her orgasm. I pulled away from her to look up and see her sweating and panting. I lost track of time, how long was I doing that? Oh fuck it!
Before I could do anything else to her, she quickly sat up, and forced me to stand, and reached for my belt buckle.
"No more foreplay!" She whispered. "I need to get off, now!" She undid my buckle swiftly; my button and zipper, and soon she yanking down my jeans. She was already grabbing me to be back on top of her, before I was able to free my legs of my jeans. I laughed as I attempted this. Finally they were gone and I was free to move freely between Clary's legs.
I brought my hands around her back and undid her bra, and slowly slid the thing off. I don't know what the fuck Sebastian was talking about, her breasts where beautiful. Immediately I went to work on them, suck on one while fondling the other. She moaned and pulled at my hair.
"Jace you fucker, stop teasing me!" She whined. I smirked and kissed her mouth.
"So impatient."
"Jace! You don't understand I even scream your name while having sex with other guys!" Her eyes popped out of her head. I could tell she hadn't meant to say that, but all it did was make me so hard that it was painful.
"Did you do this with Sebastian?" I couldn't help but wondered. That's probably why he was rubbing it in my face earlier. She bit her lip and nodded. I smile slowly crept to my lips.
"Fuck yeah, baby! That's awesome!" And I kissed her while positioning myself right where I needed to be. I lifted myself up a bit and was about to bring my hand down to position my dick to enter when her hand beat me to it. She stopped and started admiring my cock, I couldn't help but smirk.
"God, you are so not a disappointment!" She whispered. God you are fucking amazing! I thought! "Fuck Jace you're huge, this might even hurt a bit."
"I thought you liked pain?" I asked.
"Fuck yeah I do!" She said and next thing I knew I was deeply seated inside her. She let out a whimper, which I was sure was half due to pain, but she had the most beautiful expression on her face. Pure bliss that's what it was.
"Fuck me hard!" She demanded and I did not hesitate to obey! I started pounding inside her, feeling her walls become slicker with each thrust. She moaned my name from her lips, and Oh God did it sound beautiful! I bent my head down, and caught her lips with mine. I trailed my lips across her jaw line and found the sensitive spot on her neck just below her ear. She sucked in a breath at the contact of my mouth on her skin, I bit down hard making her whimper in pain.
At this point I wasn't holding my weight above her anymore, I was thrusting into her while my entire body was resting on top of her chest. Her legs were wrapped around my waist, like she was trying to drive me deeper inside her. I sat up and pulled out of her, she whined at the lost of contact, but I smirked at her.
"Oh baby, I'm not done!" I flipped her over, and lifted her hips to meet mine, and I entered her from behind. She made a weird noise at first, it didn't sound pleasurable so I hesitated for a second.
"You're fine!" She said breathless. "It's a little uncomfortable, but I'm fine."
"You sure?"
"I've never done doggy, before, so it's just weird." She giggled a little bit. I smiled, and thrust all the way deep inside her, she made the awkward noise again, but I ignored it. I started bringing her hips backward to meet with mine, and fuck I loved this position! She was even tighter like this, and it wasn't long before she started screaming. Fuck!
I love screamers!
"Jace!" She yelled my name. "I'm cumming!" Oh fuck, that just made my dick twitch inside her.
"C'mon baby, cum for me!" I told her. Her walls were tightening around my swollen cock so much it hurt, but I stuck it out. I wasn't going to be finishing too early on this one!
"FUCK!" She screamed, and I felt her fluids around me. "Pull out!" She yelled, so I did as I was told, she turned over then practically pounced on me. "My turn!" She grinned devilishly, and slid over my dick, I suck in a breath as she began riding me. Slow at first, creating rhythmic waves of pleasure. Soon she sped up, making this waves turn into tsunamis.
"FUCK!" I yelled and gripped her hips, as she moved faster and faster, there was no way I could hold it any longer! I gripped her hips with bruising pressure; I could even see the bruises appear around my thumb imprints.
"C'mon," She said her voice low. "Now it's your turn." She was riding me so fast that my vision was blurring, which saddened me because I could watch her beautiful breasts bounce in my face. It felt like a mountain of water was building up strong and stronger behind a dam. Only the water was my cum, and my walls were cracking with each swift movement her hips made against me.
I couldn't take it anymore, I needed some sort of poise so I sat up, and club to her, with my face buried in her chest, and her hands pulling, and scratching at my hair, sweat was making our bodies slick. We were meeting each other's thrusts, our hip bones banging together, erupting pain in my sides, but I didn't give a shit, it felt so fucking good, I wanted it to never end.
But of course all good things must end, before I knew it, my walls were crumbling, the dam was about to break, and all the while Clary was whispering in my ear.
"Cum with me! Cum with me, baby!" That did it. The dam has practically exploded, and together we both let out groans, moans, and shouts. I sounded more like a wounded animal, which from what I hear from all women isn't unusual. But Clary's cries almost made me want to keep going.
I couldn't believe I did this, but the truth was is that I didn't care anymore. I really liked Clary, and if I like someone why I can't I at least be friends with them, even if Isabelle acts like a baby about it. But she's been such a bitch for so long that I just give up.
We held on to each other for what felt like forever, our breathing still labored. I almost didn't want to let go of her. I loved holding her like this, like she was mine. Just mine.
Clary suddenly started laughing, and pulled back, I could see her face now. She put a hand up over her mouth, almost trying to stop herself from laughing. It was beautiful.
"That was fucking amazing!" She shouted and fell backwards on the bed; I moved to lie next to her on my back, both of us staring at the ceiling,
"Was it everything your wet dreams gave you, Scout?" I asked. She started laughing again. I looked at her; I stared at her breasts, which were still shiny with sweat. And her hair stuck to her forehead.
"I never had any wet dreams." She said between giggles.
"Whatever you say, Scout."
"God I can't move." She said.
"Me neither." We sat in silence for a bit, actually I think she was dozing off, but then I realized something…. FUCK! No wonder it felt so great.
"Scout?"
"Hmm?"
"Uhhh. Please tell me you're on some kind of pill." She sat up so fucking fast I thought I would fly off the bed. She looked pissed… really pissed!
Sorry it took me all night guys, I didn't feel good for some reason today. But how do you like it? Were you scared they weren't gonna do it? I bet you were hahahahahaha. I'm so evil.
Thanks soooooooooooooooooo much for the reviews, we're way over 100, that's AWESOME! You guys are the best, and for all you reviewers who says this is really funny! THANK YOU BUNCHES! Cause I never thought I was really that funny, so I thought this story would be more dramatic than funny, but apparently I AM funny! YAYYYY! lol
Okay so I hoped you enjoyed, and til next time on Slut Year.
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