Author's Note: I'm sorry, I know that this is going to be different from the chapter eleven that you read before, but I didn't have anything after chapter six written out, so I can't go back and just copy it, and since I couldn't retrieve the original from my computer, I had to rewrite it, I'm very sorry about this, really. I feel kind bad for it, but I hope to make it up to all of you. I'll try to be positive, and say that writing it a second time will allow me to write it better? I don't know, sometimes the original is the best, but I'm hoping that this will please you all after my major fuck up.
Warning: This story is rated mature because it contains material some might find disturbing, please.... Read with caution.
Disclaimer: I don't own Bleach, I couldn't keep up with it all. -_-''
Chapter Eleven(again)
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"Hey babe? Why are you so bummed?" Rukia leaned against Ichigo as they sat at the lunch table together.
"Huh?" Ichigo pulled away from her. "What are you doing?"
"What do you mean? We've been going out for a few weeks now," Rukia said moving closer.
"What the hell are you talking about? When did we even talk about this?" Ichigo asked.
"A few weeks ago, I asked you if you would go out, you said yes," Rukia said.
"I'm sorry, Rukia, but I only like you as a friend," Ichigo started to stand. "I've been a little out of it if you haven't noticed, so I don't know why you'd think that I'd remember something like that. I can hardly remember how to function at this moment,"
"What the fuck is wrong with you then?" Rukia asked.
"I'm already seeing someone Rukia," Ichigo said. "I have been for a few months,"
"How can that be? I mean we have been spending almost all our time together," Rukia said, Ichigo was already over the conversation, and thinking of other things.
"I need to get to the hospital," Ichigo said.
"What? Why?" Rukia stood and followed Ichigo across the cafeteria.
"Someone important to me is there," Ichigo said. "Rukia, I didn't mean to upset or confuse you, but I can't be with you, I can only love one person," Ichigo said.
"Don't fucking walk away after saying something like that!" Rukia snapped and Ichigo stopped, slowly turning to face her. "Not until you explain what the fuck is going on,"
"I don't have time, visiting hours are over at six," Ichigo said and started to leave again.
"Then what Grimmjow told me is true, "Rukia said darkly and Ichigo looked at her. "You are a fucking fag aren't you Kurosaki?!" Rukia screamed, everyone in the cafeteria was staring at them now, mainly Ichigo who was still in shock, and unable to say anything. "It's true isn't Ichigo? Your a fucking cock sucking fag!" Rukia pushed Ichigo, he stepped back twice and looked down at her. "What can't man up to it? How pathetic of you, some football player! Maybe you should've joined cheerleading instead! You probably like dressing up like a bitch, and bending o-"
"That's enough!" Ichigo snapped, he gritted his teeth. "I'm so fucking tired of listening to all of you fuckers, talking about me! You act like I can't hear you, but I know what you're saying! I'm never enough for you fucking snobs, it's always one thing or another with you! Get the fuck over yourselves, I'm not perfect, and I don't want to be! Yea, I'm a fag, but you know what, no one would want to be with any of you fucking snobby ass air headed bitches anyways! So go fuck yourselves! If you don't like it, you can all suck my dick!" Ichigo screamed.
Everyone was staring at him, even the teachers who were in the cafeteria. Ichigo took a few deep breaths, he felt a huge weight lift of his shoulders, he grinned, and left the cafeteria, walking from the school and down the street towards the nearest bus stop. His heart was pounding, and for some strange reason he was trembling with excitement.
"Never thought you'd have the balls for that,"
Ichigo jumped and looked over his shoulders, to his horror, Grimmjow was walking towards him. Ichigo turned so he was facing Grimmjow who stopped a few feet away from him, and stepped back.
"What do you want?" Ichigo asked crossing his arms, his mood turned completely around, from excited and confident, to terrified and unsure. The look in Grimmjow's dark eyes made Ichigo's stomach churn.
"Isn't it obvious by now Ichigo?" Grimmjow asked stepping towards Ichigo. "I've always wanted you. Ever since I saw you try out for the team freshman year. Did you really think I would stop because of that fucking retarded red head?"
Ichigo clenched his jaw and turned to leave.
"Don't go," Grimmjow grabbed Ichigo's wrist tightly and Ichigo winched.
"Let go," Ichigo said.
"Nova's not gonna make it," Grimmjow said and Ichigo felt sick. "I saw the photos of his car crash, it's really bad, all the damage that his body took, I'm surprised he even made it to the hospital,"
"He's stronger then you think," Ichigo said and looked at Grimmjow. "He kicked your ass,"
Grimmjow growled and back handed Ichigo. "Nova left before I could kick his ass," Grimmjow said pulling Ichigo against him. "If we hadn't been stopped by the teachers, I would've killed him, then fucked you into the lockers,"
"Fucking pervert," Ichigo said trying to get away from Grimmjow's deathly tight grip that had moved from Ichigo's wrist to his waist.
"Say what you want," Grimmjow said huskily. "But you have to see the affect you have on people. Guys and chicks alike, just draw us like flies to honey," Grimmjow ran his lips across Ichigo's jaw. "It's like you're a bitch in heat and every other person with half a brain is after you. Anyone who can tell how beautiful you are wants a part of you. Some of us don't care how we get it," Grimmjow grabbed Ichigo's other wrist when Ichigo swung a fist at him.
"Get off of me pervert," Ichigo growled struggling. "That's why I never did it with you. You're to forceful, and you don't know what the word 'no' means,"
"How anyone can control themselves around you is hard for me to believe," Grimmjow pulled Ichigo away from the street and towards the park. Ichigo fought harder.
"Let go damnit Grimmjow," Ichigo demanded, but his voice sounded terrified as he was pulled further and further away from the street.
"I have to have you Ichigo," Grimmjow said and threw Ichigo down into the wet grass. Ichigo started to get up, but Grimmjow kicked him hard in the side, knocking the wind out of him. Ichigo gagged and coughed, Grimmjow knelt over Ichigo, ripping his shirt open, and leaning down, sucking hard on Ichigo's chest.
"N-no," Ichigo said trying to push Grimmjow away.
"Stop fighting, it'll only make it worse for you," Grimmjow growled and flipped Ichigo onto his back, pulling his shirt and twisting it around Ichigo's arms so he couldn't use them. Ichigo hissed at the discomfort of having his arms pulled behind his back. Grimmjow leaned down again, and sucked hard on the back of Ichigo's neck.
"Stop!" Ichigo screamed and Grimmjow pushed his face down in the grass, muffling his cries, and making it hard for him to breath.
"Shut up Ichigo," Grimmjow whispered in Ichigo's ear, then licked it. "I took you somewhere in the park no one goes in, but if you keep making noises, someone will get curious, do you want someone to see what I am going to do to you?" Grimmjow laughed, running his hand over Ichigo's ass to make sure Ichigo understood, he wasn't joking.
Ichigo bit his bottom lip and balled his hands into fists. Grimmjow grinned and pulled Ichigo's pants down and Ichigo struggled, getting a leg free and kicking Grimmjow in the chest.
Grimmjow grabbed Ichigo's ankle tightly, his blunt nails digging into Ichigo's skin. "Don't do something stupid now," Grimmjow pulled Ichigo's belt form the loops of his pants, and tied Ichigo's calf up against his thigh and Ichigo gritted his teeth. "Don't act like this hurts you, I know how flexible you are Ichigo," Grimmjow leaned down and kissed the side of Ichigo's face while pulling off his own belt, and tying Ichigo's other leg up the same way. Ichigo looked over his shoulder at Grimmjow.
"Please, Grimmjow don't do this," Ichigo pleaded.
"You should really shut up," Grimmjow growled pulling Ichigo's boxers down. "Begging will only make me want it more," Grimmjow smirked and flipped Ichigo onto his back. Ichigo winced at the uncomfortable position it put his legs and arms in. "You really are beautiful Ichigo, and anyone who actually thought I was gonna give up on fucking you, was a dumb ass," Grimmjow leaned down and forced his mouth over Ichigo's unbuttoning his own pants and pulling them down only enough to expose his fully erect cock. "It's been nearly four years I've waited for this," Grimmjow breathed and Ichigo tried to pull away as he felt Grimmjow nudging against him. "I almost had you too, but that bastard came into the picture and fucked everything up,"
The world seemed to stop spinning, the pain that Ichigo felt was surreal, he'd never felt anything like it before. Ichigo bit his lip to keep from screaming. Grimmjow growled and began thrusting hard and fast, jarring Ichigo's body painfully.
"S-stop.... it... h-hurts," Ichigo had tears streaming down his cheeks, and his nails were digging into his palms drawing blood. He had lost the feeling in his legs.
Grimmjow didn't even answer, just grabbed a handful of Ichigo's hair and pulled, Ichigo gasped, and Grimmjow shoved his mouth over Ichigo's pushing his tongue into Ichigo's mouth.
When Grimmjow finally pulled away, Ichigo couldn't move at all, his body hurt to much. Grimmjow did untie Ichigo's legs, and arms, but that was it, he stood and fixed his own clothes. Ichigo looked up at Grimmjow.
"If you look up at me like that, I'm gonna wanna do it again," Grimmjow said and grinned leaning over Ichigo who flinched. "Remember, this is always gonna be your fault, no matter what anyone else said. Everything that happens from now on, is your fault," Grimmjow ran his fingers though Ichigo's hair and grinned. Grimmjow tossed the remains of Ichigo's shirt over him then left.
Ichigo couldn't understand how the same physical act that he had with both Grimmjow and Nova was completely different. With Nova it had been ecstasy the entire time. But with Grimmjow, Ichigo felt sick, his entire body was in pain, it was hell. There shouldn't be two different outcomes for the same thing, it wasn't fair.
Ichigo tried to get up, but his body wouldn't move, his limbs only shook. Ichigo was tired, he was cold, it was quickly getting dark and he just wanted to sleep, his mind was clouded, focused on the pain and humiliation of what had just happened. So he closed his eyes, let his head roll to the side. It was starting to rain, and it was frigid cold and Ichigo began to shiver in his sleep.
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"Ichigo....!"
Ichigo couldn't tell if the voice calling to him was close or far away.
"Ichigo.....!"
Ichigo's body was still hurting, and he had trouble opening his eyes. Rain was still pouring down, and he coughed as water filled his mouth, he couldn't roll over, he swallowed and gasped.
"Ichigo,"
Ichigo's eyes opened barely, and his vision was blurry, he stared up at the large figure, he was afraid that Grimmjow had come back for him. Ichigo tried to struggle as the person bent down.
"It's okay Ichigo,"
"I.... I know.... that voice," Ichigo managed.
"Yes,"
"Ukitake,"
"What happened to you Ichigo?" Ukitake asked wrapping a thick blanket around Ichigo and carefully lifting him off the ground. Ichigo whimpered and gritted his teeth. "Your dad called the police, reported you missing when you didn't come home,"
"Ichigo!"
Ichigo jumped when he was squished between his father and Ukitake in a warm embrace.
"Where have you been?!" Isshin demanded, Ichigo opened his eyes enough to look at his father's worried face.
"Sorry," Ichigo whispered. Isshin took Ichigo and tried to set him on his feet, but Ichigo still had no feeling in his legs. He started to fall and Isshin grabbed him.
"What happened Ichigo?" Isshin asked.
"We should get him to the hospital," Ukitake said quietly.
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"Stop touching me!" Ichigo cried, slapping the hands of a doctor and a few nurses away from him.
"They are trying to help Ichigo," Isshin said, he was standing in the corner of the room and wasn't allowed to treat his own son.
"I'm fine, can I just have some dry clothes?" Ichigo mumbled.
"There's a bag for you in the back of my car, I'll go get it," Isshin said and walked from the room.
"Will you let us treat you now?" A nurse asked.
"Just give me some bandages, I can wrap myself up," Ichigo muttered.
"Just let us take care of it," A nurse said pulling a few rolls of bandages from a drawer and walked over to Ichigo. "Will you tell us what happened?"
"....nothing," Ichigo mumbled letting the blanket from around him so the nurse could clean and wrap his wounds.
When she was finished, the door was unlocked and Isshin came in, he eyed Ichigo's covered chest, arms and legs and sighed heavily. He set a bag with clothes on the bed next to Ichigo.
"Will you tell me what the hell you were doing passed out in the park durning a thunder storm?" Isshin asked as Ichigo pulled a skin tight black long sleeved shirt over his head.
"I got into a fight," Ichigo mumbled. "I lost, passed out," Ichigo fixed his right sleeve before carefully standing, the blanket wrapped around his waist. Ichigo hissed in pain at the jarring of his lower half, but looked at Isshin. "Can you turn around?"
Isshin turned around and Ichigo pulled on the dry boxers and black sweat pants that he rolled at the waist a few times.
"So who did you get into a fight with that you actually lost?" Isshin asked turning around as Ichigo sat back on the edge of the bed to put on socks.
"Just some thugs," Ichigo said. "They surprised me,"
Isshin frowned. "I want you to stay here over night,"
"I'm fine," Ichigo said. "Just a good night sleep and I'll be good as new,"
"Your lips are still blue," Isshin said.
"I'm just cold," Ichigo said rubbing his arm. "Can I go to Nova's room? I didn't get to see him yet today," Ichigo looked down.
Isshin exhaled loudly then rubbed his chin, watching his son's awkward expressions for a few minutes. "Go ahead, I'll come get you after my shift, you'll go home and spend all of tomorrow in bed resting,"
Ichigo looked up. "T-thanks,"
Isshin shook his head and let Ichigo out of the room.
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Ichigo opened the door to Nova's room, and his heart nearly stopped.
"Nova," Ichigo felt tears well in his eyes and slid down his cheeks.
Nova was sitting up on in bed, he still looked terrible, but after so long of laying almost lifelessly in bed, Ichigo was happy.
"Hey," Nova smiled as Ichigo slowly walked over. "What happened to you?"
"N-Nothing," Ichigo said leaning down carefully and cupping Nova's face.
"What are you doing?" Nova asked smiling, a light blush gracing his pale face.
"Just making sure," Ichigo said and Nova raised an eyebrow.
"Making sure?" Nova asked
"When did you wake up?" Ichigo asked running his fingers carefully down Nova's neck.
"The other night," Nova said looking Ichigo in the eyes. "Did something happen?"
"What do you mean?" Ichigo asked.
"You seem different," Nova reached up and put his hand on Ichigo's cheek. " Your eyes are kinda vacant,"
"I'm just tired, and I have been really worried about you," Ichigo said. Nova leaned up to kiss Ichigo, but Ichigo moved away slightly. "You shouldn't be doing things like that, you've still got to get better," Ichigo looked down.
" I've missed you," Nova said.
"You were sleeping the whole time," Ichigo frowned as Nova smiled.
"I knew you were here, almost every day," Nova said rubbing Ichigo's cheek with his thumb.
"The nurses told you that didn't they?" Ichigo mumbled, blushing brightly, Nova smiled.
"Lay next to me please," Nova said and Ichigo looked at him. "Come on before a nurse comes in and says something,"
Ichigo carefully laid on the side of the bed next to Nova, and rested his head on Nova's chest. "I'm afraid I'm gonna hurt you,"
"Nah, don't worry about it," Nova said and Ichigo looked up at him. "I'm on a pain killer drip," He pointed to a small bag that was hanging on the iv hook along with two other bags.
"You idiot," Ichigo said rubbing his cheek against Nova's chest.
"That's not nice," Nova said. "You should be nice to the person that nearly died,"
Ichigo's chest grew tight and he closed his eyes. "I'm sorry Nova,"
"It's not your fault," Nova said.
"Yea it is,"
"I said it wasn't.... so it wasn't," Nova growled and Ichigo looked up at him. "You didn't force me into my car, I did that on my own,"
"I'm still sorry," Ichigo said.
"If you apologize again, I'm gonna kick your ass," Nova said.
"You can't even walk," Ichigo said smiling. "I think the morphine is messing with your head,"
"Hm.... just a little," Nova smiled wrapping his arms around Ichigo's waist. "I can't wait to get the hell out of here,"
"You need to get better before you can leave," Ichigo said. He felt safe, and started to drift into sleep.
Nova played with Ichigo's hair and watched as Ichigo fell asleep. Nova shifted carefully, leaning back more and closed his own eyes.
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End of Chapter Eleven
Okay, so this is the rewritten chapter eleven..... I worked my ass off, trying to get it done, because I was hoping to get chapter twelve posted by..... actually today, but now it seems I've got to push it back about a day, which means it might not be until the weekend that I update Demonology 101 which I was hoping to have updated tomorrow night. But it's just one of those times where you've got to say.... 'Shit fucking happens,' ..... Right?
Anyways, I hope that it's around the same line as the original chapter eleven, remember I didn't have a hand written copy to go off of, so that's why it's different, this is purely memory and improv.....
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