INNOCENT

Chapter 11: Did some things you can't speak of

Did some things you can't speak of
But tonight you live it all again
You wouldn't be shattered on the floor now
If only you had seen what you know now then
Wasn't it easier in your firefly catching days
When everything out of reach

Someone bigger brought down to you

NO ONE'S POV

Miley's phone was ringing, she looked at the screen and the name, "JAKE" flashed on it. She answered it hesitantly, wondering why Jake is interested with her still.

"Hello?"

"Oh how I missed your sexy voice."

"What do you want, Jake?"

"You and me tonight, Anna's house party, some ecstasy and a sizzling sex with none other than Miley Stewart."

"Jake, would you stop calling me, I have a boyfriend."

"Really, you? Have a boyfriend?"

"Yeah, haven't you heard?"

"It doesn't matter, just one night won't hurt. I miss you."

"Well it does for me, so don't ever call me again."

"Wait, Miley! Okay fine, I was just wondering if we could just hang-out. Just friends going out for a dinner, no sex."

"Errr... Okay, how about later?"

"Sounds good, I'll meet you at Starbucks, Sunset blvd."

That was weird. Miley and Jake never shared anything except good sex, but Miley thought that it won't hurt if she'd meet him for coffee.

Miley called Nick and told him that she gotta meet with a friend for a coffee before their date in his place.

Miley fixed herself and took a cab to Starbucks at Sunset blvd., where she and Jake usually do their meet-ups.

"Hey, Miley!"

He casually kissed her cheek and they sat opposite each other.

"I just wanna let you know that I'm so happy you came."

"Yeah, but Jake I want this to be the last time that we'll go out together."

"But why?"

"I already have a boyfriend, he's very protective and I love him so much. I just don't want to cause any trouble."

"Oh, alright, can we keep in contact, though? You know, as friends, not fuck buddies."

"Sure, Jake!"

They talked for a while and Miley excused herself to go to the washroom, that's the time when Jake had the chance to slip-in some drug in her coffee before she got the chance to go back. She came back, sipped on her coffee and it just happened, she became dizzy as she drank the cup empty and Jake helped her get up.

"Oh Miley, it's okay. I know where you live; I'll drive you to your house."

"You don't have to do that, just call a cab."

"No, don't worry, it's fine."

"Okay, thank you."

Little did she know, there are lots of ideas running in Jake's mind, dirty ones. Jake helped Miley to his car and got her inside, he went to the driver's side and started driving. Miley felt uncomfortably dizzy but she's still conscious, though. Jake stepped on the break as the stop light turned red.

Jake faced Miley's side and wiped the sweat off her forehead.

"It's getting hot... I'll make you cooler, okay?"

Jake unzipped her jacket and it revealed her spaghetti strap top with a plunging neckline. He also unzipped her pants but she didn't mind, she was dazed. He slipped his hand in her jeans, smiling evilly as he felt her warmness. The light turned green and Jake got himself off her and drove towards the hotel. The rest was history, Miley was conscious the whole time, but the drug controlled her whole body, meaning, she craved for sex and Jake was the only guy who's with her. Uh-oh.

Miley woke up with a throbbing head and gurgling stomach. She was upset for a while, wondering why she's in a hotel room. "This can't be..." she thought. She turned and scanned the room but saw nobody in there with her. She got off from the bed, only to find out she was naked.

"Sh*t!"

She grabbed her clothes scattered on the floor and wore them. She found her bag on the couch and opened it, checking for money, cell phone, and all other stuff she has, they were untouched. She pulled out her phone and the screen says 20 messages received and 100 missed calls. She read the latest text which is from Jake.

"I had fun last night. You are still good, baby. You're the best girl I ever f*cked in my entire life, you loved me too, that's what I heard from your screams. We should do it again some time. =* -Jake"

All scenes from yesterday played in Miley's head but most of it was a blur, one thing's for sure, Jake did something to force her have sex, and it f*cking worked. A certain person flashed in her mind, and it made her heart break- NICK. They were supposed to have dinner last night in his house, he must've gone mad and tired waiting for her. She ran out of the hotel to get a cab and she immediately got in. She listened to her latest message from Nick:

"Baby, please tell me what's wrong, where are you? I'm so worried; you're not returning my calls and texts. Please if you want to be alone, tell me, I'll be okay. Just tell me that you're somewhere safe, please, Mi? I love you. I love you so much, ok? I love you, Mi."

She cried while listening to his worried tone. She didn't want him to worry, she didn't want him to get hurt like this, they're supposed to have a romantic dinner and she ruined it, all because of her stupidity.

She walked out from the cab and paid for the ride. She walked towards Nick's house but she didn't know what to say to him. Tears filled her blue eyes as she opened the door with the spare key he gave her and there, she saw him sitting asleep on the couch. There were still food on the dining table but she didn't mind it. All she wanted to do is wrap her arms around him, cry on his chest, and beg him to stay with her. She sobbed as she stood in front of him. His eyes slowly opened and he was surprised to see his Miley crying in front of him.

"Miley?"

He immediately got up and held her in his arms.

"Thank God, I thought something bad happened. Oh my God..."

"I'm sorry, I'm so so sorry, please please forgive me, I love you... I love you Nick. I'm sorry!"

Miley kept saying sorry and Nick became confused, yet curious. He stared in her ocean blue eyes and caressed her face.

"What happened? What's wrong, Mi?"

"I-I can't tell you... You'll hate me... I don't want you to hate me."

"I could never hate you baby girl. I love you, you gotta tell me."

"I'm scared; you're going to leave me..."

"I won't go anywhere, not without you, baby."

Miley shook in his arms and it worried him. Nick carried the poor girl to his room and he lay her on his bed. He lay beside her and held her to his chest tightly.

"Promise me that you won't hate me..."

"Hey, I promise I won't hate you. Have some rest, we'll talk later."

Nick gently caressed her hair, comforting her so she would calm down because she's worrying him from the way she's been acting. He leaned down and kissed her lips gently, assuring her with his love.

"Nicky?"

"Hmm?"

"I'm sorry."

"It's okay, just go to sleep, baby."

"Am I forgiven?"

"Of course you are, from the moment you stepped in this house."

"I'm sorry I made you wait all night."

"It's okay, you made it here, you're safe, that's all I want."

He brushed his lips on her forehead.

"Close your eyes, baby girl. Don't be scared, I won't go anywhere."

Miley slowly closed her eyes.

"There you go, have some rest. I love you, sweetie."

He held her tight as he thought of things that would make Miley act like this, but he couldn't pin-point a thing.

Miley woke up with her stomach growling. She felt a pair of her angel's arms around her petite body, and his face was nuzzled on her neck. Despite her hunger, she didn't dare move so the poor boy could sleep, he deserve it since he stayed up all night waiting for her. Few minutes later, he woke up with Miley's stomach vibrating against his hand.

"Whoa, someone's hungry."

He chuckled and got up, kissing her lips in the process.

"Hey, you okay?"

"Yeah, just hungry."

"Come on, lets have some breakfast."

Nick brought Miley to the kitchen. Miley sat on the chair as she watched Nick shove the covered plates in the microwave one by one. Few minutes later, Miley was devouring his soup and his homemade meals. Nick chuckled as she stuffed her mouth with food, amazed by how she still looked gorgeous at the eating process.

"Slow down, Mi... You know you could have all of these yourself, you don't have to hurry."

"Sh-orry..." Miley said with her mouth full and Nick laughed as he handed her a glass of water.

"Here, drink this..."

Miley held the glass to her mouth and drank from it, loving the feeling of water going down her throat.

After they finished eating, Nick walked towards the sink and tossed in the used plates and utensils.

"Where were you last night?"

"I had some shots with Ashley; I got drunk, I'm sorry."

That's the best lie she'd gathered in her mind, and it seems like he's buying it.

"You should've called."

"I forgot, I got wasted pretty badly."

"Are you sure you didn't go to Anna's?"

"Of course, not."

"That's my good girl."

"You're not mad?"

"Of course not, should I be mad?"

"I was kinda scared you'd kick me out."

"I'm not expecting you not to drink; I'm expecting you to control it. You could have some alcohol every once in a while, sweetie."

"Thank you, Nicky. You're the best boyfriend ever."

"Just because I love you."

"I'm really sorry about last night."

"It's okay, baby. You're here, now."

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