Wednesday June 1st 2011

I left Ana for the day to have the meeting with the Savannah Brownfield Redevelopment Authority. I was able to schedule one for today instead of Thursday unlike last time.

Ana came here to visit her mother and I guess in a way I've been hogging her a fair bit. This will give them a chance to spend some needed mother and daughter time. Neither seem to mind my hanging around and Carla has been with us most of the time. Ana told me Carla is just so delighted that she had found someone.

Last night during dinner, Carla even made a sly comment about buying a new box spring for the guest room.

I guess we did a lot of 'bouncing' the last two nights.

The meeting is going well, but I can't keep my mind off Ana. I told her I wanted to stay at the hotel with her tonight, so we can make as much noise as we want.

She readily agreed.

It doesn't also help, that Ana just sent me a picture of herself, laying out in the sun in that tiny bikini of hers. I would love to fast forward time and get the hell out of this meeting and back to my girl.

Hours later I finally finished the meeting. I will be moving the brownfield sites to Savannah, it seems. We were able to get a better deal that what Detroit was offering. I guess if I finished the meeting last time I would have figured that out.

I texted Ana to see what she was up to and it seems that she and Carla have been at the hotel bar for a little while now.

I wonder how many Cosmopolitans she has had already?

I decide to let them have some more quality time with each other, and find my way to one of the local jewelry stores. I want to pick up Ana a pair of earrings for the Gala on Saturday. I could just have them ordered from Cartier again. However, I want to be the one to pick them out this time.

I glance around the selection and find a pair of pink diamond studs in a shape of flowers. It's simple and not to over to top. Five-hundred dollars, for the pair. Way below my usual budget, but I know after all this time, it doesn't matter to Anastasia. I have the clerk wrap them up for me and I'm on my way.

I make my way back to my room to change. I text Ana what room to meet me in, and not to drink too much because I want her sober enough for what I have planned for her.

About an hour later, Ana arrives to the room, as soon as the door closes, we are instantly all hands and mouth.

"I missed you today." I tell her between kisses.

"I missed you too."

I take her blouse and pull it over her head. The fact that she's not wearing a bra is an even bigger turn on for me. My lips find their way to her nipples and I suck, hard. They instantly perk up under my touch.

"You have the most perfect breasts." I tell her, before latching my mouth to her neck.

I grab her by the ass and lift her up, she instantly wraps her legs around me. I carry her to the bedroom and lay her on the bed. I reach down and grab the top of her pants and pull them down.

I bend down so my nose lines up with her core and sniff. She always smells amazing, I take her panties in between my teeth and pull them down. I move back up and dip my tongue into her soaking wet folds.

"Oh god, Christian." She moans out and her hands find their way into my hair.

My tongue works her over, licking, sucking, then when I take a nip of her clit, she cums hard. Her whole body shaking as she comes down from her high.

I love watching her come undone.

I stand up and she's looking at me intently. She licks her lips as I unbutton my shirt. The lipstick map still present, just only faded slightly from my shower. I think tonight, I'll have her finish washing it off my me. I place my hand on my belt when Ana starts to sit up

"Can I?" She asks me, as she kneels in front of me.

"As you wish, ma'am."

She places a kiss on my belly button and grabs a hold of my belt.

"Wait…" I tell her. She looks at me questionably. "I want to try something."

I have to try this, I need to try this.

"Kiss me, here." I tell her pointing just slightly above the lipstick line.

"Are you sure? If you're not ready…" I cut her off, by placing my fingers on her lips.

"Baby steps, right?" She nods and smiles at me. She leans down and places a kiss where I told her to.

Nothing, I felt no pain, just her wet lips against me.

"One more time." Let's make sure it's not a fluke.

She does it again. And I'm relieved. I point just a little higher and she kisses me there. Still no pain.

"How was that?" She asks uncertain, worried even.

"It was wonderful. But now, I'm going to take you, Miss. Steele. So, I need you to finish taking my pants off." I smirk down at her.

She unhooks my belt, and tosses it across the room. She then undoes my button and zipper on my pants, before pushing them down, along with my boxers. She takes my dick in my hand and sucks the pre-cum off my tip. She's about to take more of me, but I stop her.

"Oh, no, Anastasia. I want inside of you, desperately."

I grab her arms and lay myself on the bed, and pull her ontop of me. "I want you on top."

Ana then straddles my hips, before she lowers herself on top of me. She throws her head back as I hit the back of her. I grab her waist as she starts bouncing up and down on me. I could lay her forever watching her tits bounce. I prop myself, wrapping my arms around back, so my face can nuzzle her breast.

I put one if her nipples in my mouth, sucking and nipping it with my teeth. I can feel her start to tighten up around me. I know she's getting close.

Popping her out of my mouth, my left hand grabs the back of her head to move her lips to mine.

"I feel you, come for me, Ana."

She screams out her orgasm and convulses around me. I'm not ready to come yet, so I lift her off of me.

"Get on your hands and knees." She readily obliges, as I get behind her. I can't help myself and give her a swat to the ass.

I grab a hold of her hips before thrusting myself into her. She yelps at the sudden invasion.

I still myself in her, enjoying the tightness of her. I feel her walls contract around me, and I think I could come without moving, if she keeps that up.

"Christian, move please." She begs as she pushes back against me.

I pound into her hard and fast, our moaning and grunting echoing off the walls.

It's not much longer before she's coming around me again and I cum inside of her.

I collapse on the bed and roll her to my side.

"You're amazing, you know that?"

"You're not so bad yourself, Mr. Grey."

"Shower?"

"I thought you'd never ask." She says before hopping out of bed to the bathroom.

Thursday June 2nd 2011

It's early, very early. So, I know it's going to take everything in my power to wake Anastasia up.

I'm still holding her in my arms. I gently move the hair from her face.

She's been mumbling in her sleep, but I haven't been able to make out the words she is saying.

I remember the last time we were here and she told me she would never leave me.

But, she did. Not that I can blame her. At the time, I hurt her and couldn't give her what she wanted.

However, today is the day I tell her how I really feel. I'm giving her a lot more today. A lot more of me.

"Mmmm, Christian." she moans out squirming around in my arms.

"Yeah, baby?" I answer in her ear, thinking she might hear me through her subconscious.

"More...mmm…"

You are my more.

"Strawberries…"

I laugh, so we're back to the me feeding her dream, I guess.

"Ana, wake up." I shake her shoulders. When that doesn't work, I nip her earlobe with my teeth.

She grunts her disapproval, and squeezes her eyes tighter. I reach over and turn the side lamp on.

"Come on baby, we're going to chase the dawn together."

"It's too early, Christian." She moans and tries to bury herself under the blankets more.

"Trust me, it will be worth it." I tell her as I kiss her eyes, her cheek, then her lips. "We need to get ready."

Her eyes flicker open as she peers up at me. "I thought you wanted sex."

I smile at her. "No, at least not right now. I have a surprise for you."

"What?" Her eyes grow large in excitement.

"It wouldn't be a surprise if I told you, so get this cute little ass out of bed." I tell her giving her a soft smack to the ass

We arrive at the airfield. Ana looks over at me, confused. "What are we doing here?"

"We're going soaring. We're going to chase the dawn, Anastasia. You up for this?"

"You're flying?" I nod.

"Yes, please." She says gleefully.

We walk over and greet Taylor and our tow pilot, Mark Benson.

I love the fact that I can introduce Ana as my girlfriend.

I discuss the Blanik, and cloud cover before Benson grabs the parachute out for Ana.

"I'll do that," I offer taking the bundle from Benson.

"I'll fetch some ballast." Benson says before heading towards the plane.

"You like strapping me in, don't you?"

I grin wickedly. "You have no idea, Miss. Steele. Here, step into the straps."

"Maybe you can strap me into something when we get back to Seattle." She wiggles her eyebrows at me.

I gulp, "I'll see what I can come up with."

"Maybe you can strap me back up in Charlie Tango and have your way with me." She gleams.

I shake my head at her. It does have its possibilities, expect for the lack of legroom.

"I don't know what I'm going to do with you, Miss. Steele. You surprise me at every corner." I tell her as I finish strapping her into the parachute.

I tell her to put her hair up and have her climb in the front. I strap her into her seat, giving her a kiss, before getting into the back.

It's not long before we are lifting up into the air.

I can't see her face, but I know she's smiling. I can feel the excitement coming off of her.

Ana will be the only girl I ever share this with. Just me and her enjoying the peace and serenity of being in the air like this.

We reach three thousand feet, "Hold on, baby. Here we go." I radio over for our release and pull the release knob.

We're gliding through the air amongst the pink clouds. I tell Ana to hold on tight and take us into a full roll.

She squeals, as she braces the canopy. When I turn us upright again, she's laughing. The sound is just so gratifying, I can't help but laugh too.

"I'm glad I didn't have breakfast!" She shouts.

"Yes, it's good you didn't, because I'm going to do that again." She giggles, as the sound mixes with the wind.

Without much time left, I tell her to grab the joystick.

"Hold it tight. Keep it steady. Keep the needle dead center."

I feel immensely proud of her, as we fly in a straight line.

"Good girl."

"I can't believe I'm flying this thing." She shouts.

"You're doing a great job, baby. But, back to me now."

I take over the joystick again, as I head back to the airfield as we lose altitude. I call over the radio to inform Benson of our landing.

"Hang on, baby. This can get bumpy."

We land with a bump into the grass runway. I unclip the canopy, open it, release my harness, and climb out. I undo my parachute and smile down at Ana. Who's smile could light up the darkest night sky.

"How was that?" I ask as I unbuckle her from the seat and the parachute.

"That was extraordinary. Thank you." Her eyes shining in pure joy and happiness.

"Come." I hold out my hand and help her out of the cockpit. As she jumps down I fold her into my arms, pulling her tight against me.

This is the moment.

I push my hands through her hair, I tip her head back, so I can kiss her. I pour everything I'm feeling for her in this kiss, all my love, and all of my heart. She responds back with her fingers in my hair. She's begging for more, her kiss almost as needy as mine.

I want her.

Forever.

And I need to tell her, before I lose my nerve.

I break away reluctantly. We're both panting, and when she looks at me her eyes are twinkling.

"I love you, Anastasia."

There, I said it. It came out a lot easier than I ever thought it would. My soul feels free now. It's almost a relief to finally tell her.

Her face is almost shocked, her mouth is gaping open. However, she hasn't moved out of my arms.

Say it, Ana. You're killing me. You have all the power now.

"I love you too, Christian." She breathes out.

I slam my lips to hers. I'm elated. I didn't think anything could ever feel this good.

"You're mine, Ana. Always." I tell her against her lips.

"And you're mine, Christian Grey."

"We should go, before I take you in the field."

"I wouldn't mind," She purrs and rubs her hips against my hardened bulge.

My little vixen.

"As much as I want to, I wouldn't want anyone else to see you in the throes of passion. Taylor and Benson are somewhere nearby. Why don't we go get breakfast?"

"I'm not hungry for food."

I can't help but laugh at her. To think only a little while ago, I wanted this girl as a Sub, something she wasn't. I love seeing her so carefree with me, no longer intimidated by me.

"I think I created a monster." I tell her.

She laughs carefree and I tug her hand as we walk back to the car. There's this extra skip in both of our steps.

Two fools in love in guess.

We decide to go back to the hotel room, to order in some breakfast, and to be alone for awhile longer before we head back to her mother's house for dinner.

I know what I really want to eat right now, and it's not on the room service menu.

Ana and I are both lying in bed, stated, after consummating our love for each other over and over again.

It's after twelve, and either one of us how the energy to untangle from each other. Even with my phone now ringing off the hook.

"Maybe you should answer that. It could be important" Ana tells me.

I think I already know what it may be about.

"I don't want to ruin the mood." I tell her, brushing my hand up and down her arm.

"Well, get it over with now, then we can go back to this."She tells as she rubs her hand over my dick, making me instantly hard again.

"Haven't you had enough?"

"Nope." She tells me popping the 'p'.

My phone rings again and I reach over the nightstand to answer it.

"Taylor?"

"Sir, Leila Williams broke into the apartment and tried to cut her wrist. Ryan was able to get to her halfway mid cut. She was yelling and screaming for you. Asking things like why her and not me. Ryan had said you were away, but that you wanted to talk to her, as long as she goes to the hospital, liked you asked. She was taken away by ambulance, Ryan is keeping an eye on her and the psychologist was notified."

"Thank you, Taylor. Make sure she stays in that hospital and don't lose track of her. Get extra guards to help. I don't trust her." I tell him.

"Yes sir, her tail, Hall, is also with Ryan. It was also told to me before she broke into Escala that she had contact with Mrs. Lincoln."

What the fuck? This is new information.

"Any idea what they talked about?"

"No, sir. She was seen going into Esclava an hour before. I had changed all the codes to the penthouse before we left. Ryan believes she used the service elevator."

"Just keep me updated. Make sure they don't lose sight of her." I repeat sternly.

"Yes, sir."

I hang up with him and quickly drop an email to my lawyer and my father about getting a restraining order on Leila Reeds/Williams and also one for Elena. I want them to wait till Leila is evaluated and a couple days before giving hers, so it doesn't give her more reasons to want to escape or go off the wire. However, if she does escape, it will still be active, and If I do see her, I'll have her arrested this time.

"Is everything ok?" Ana asks as I lay my phone back down.

"Remember how I told you about my crazy ex-submissive?"

"Yeah?"

"Well, she broke into the penthouse and tried to cut her wrist. I have no idea how she got in, but I think it might be connected to Elena somehow. She was taken away to the hospital. I have a couple of guards on her to make sure she doesn't leave. I'm going to make sure she gets help, but I'm going to stay out of it. I'm also going to get a couple of restraining orders on her and Elena."

"She tried to kill herself in your apartment?" Ana asks, shocked.

"Yeah. I don't think she was really trying too. It was more likely a cry for help. I just want to stay out of it. I think if I get involved or talk to her she might think I want something with her. I just think she's broken right now. But, now that Elena might be connected, I really don't trust her. I think it might have something to do with you"

"Me?" Ana squeaks.

"I don't know for sure." I say running my hands through my hair. "It's just a guess, but you're the first woman to get more out of me. I know for a fact Elena sees you as a threat. Maybe Leila thinks this is her shot at more, if she can try to sway me."

"Well, you are one to be desired, Mr. Grey." Ana says trying to make light of the situation.

"I can say the same about you, Miss. Steele." I roll her over and push her down into the mattress. "Let's not think about that 'situation' anymore. That's what I pay other people to do."

I'm about to take her again, when her phone rings.

"We seem to be popular people this morning." I mutter.

"Hello?" Ana asks as she answers her phone.

"This is her...yes, hi…." I watch as her eyes light up and a broad smile crosses her face. "Wow. That's great. Thank you...yes, that's-I mean I accept your offer. I would love to come and work for you…"

Sounds like my girl got the job. I wonder if Welch has found anything on Hyde yet.

Ana hangs up the phone and jumps in my arms. "I got the job. I start Monday."

"Congratulations, baby."

"Are you still looking into Mr. Hyde?"

"I am. I haven't heard anything yet. But, with everything else they might be a little tied up. Just promise you tell me if you feel uncomfortable. Even if you only think it's in your mind. More than likely you wouldn't be the only person he's made feel that way."

"Aye, Aye Captain." She salutes me.

"Smart mouth." I kiss her once again and we totally get lost in each other.

Friday June 3rd 2011

I never knew I could be so happy to wake up in Georgia this morning. Knowing that I'm on a different path than last time is refreshing.

Yes, I know my Second Chance is going to work.

We came back to her mom and Bob's house yesterday late afternoon to have dinner.

Then we watched a movie before heading to bed for the night. Our flight leaves at noon and I guess back to the real world.

I got a text this morning from Ryan, telling me that Leila is still in the hospital and has been moved to a locked unit. Also, the doctor that Flynn recommend has met with her. The only thing that could be told to us, is that she will be staying for awhile. And on Monday she will be given the restraining order. Hopefully, she stays where she is and doesn't cause any trouble.

Elena was also served her restraining order, now it's just waiting for the other shoe to drop. My dad told me he hired a private PI to look into Elena, so far, it's quiet. But, I think the restraining may cause her to slip a little, not to mention my mom has cut her out of every single social event. There might be a rumor or two going around, that doesn't paint her in the best light.

Never thought my mother would have such a vindictive side to her. But, as Ana told me last night, if it was my child I would be doing the same thing if not, something worse.

Me as a father, it's not something I can picture.

Then I look down at Ana, curled in a ball under the covers, and I know if I want forever with her, I might just need to change my thinking. I shake my thoughts off and put them to the back burner for now. It's not something I need to worry about right now.

At eleven, Taylor and Gail are waiting for us to take Ana and I to the airport. Carla is crying, and hugging Ana tight.

"Baby girl, come back and see me soon. I've missed you so much."

"I'll try, mom."

"And I want to hear everything about your new job."

"It was nice meeting you, Christian." Bob tells me, reaching out to shake my hand.

Carla finally breaks away from Ana and comes to shake my hand. "It was so nice to meet you, Christian. Please, watch out for my daughter."

"I plan on it, Carla."

"You know I am capable of watching out for myself, thank you." Ana says before walking over to the car. She trips over her feet, and I make it in time to catch her.

"Do you want to rephrase that, Anastasia?" I ask her, as I stand her back up on her two feet.

She shakes her head with a pout. "I can take care of myself, I might just be a little more bruised up doing it."

I can't help but smile at her, "Don't pout." I push her bottom lip back in. "Let's get you to the plane. You have a new job to prep for."

We've been home for a little over an hour now. I walk to my bedroom and watch Ana unpacking her bag. I was very pleased when I asked her to stay here while Kate was away, that she actually said yes.

She just wanted to go back to her apartment at some point to grab some clothes and other essentials. However, when I offered to buy her a new wardrobe, I got a flat-out no. She said when she went shopping with her mom, she got enough to last her awhile. The fact that I was buying her a dress for tomorrow night's gala would be enough.

I would love to ask her to move in with me. But, I think it would be too soon on her end.

"Are you just going to stand there, looking at me?" Ana asks me, bringing me out of my thoughts.

"What can I say, you're very nice to look at." I smirk. She just shakes her head at me. I walk over to her and sit down on the edge of the bed.

"I've been thinking lately, I was thinking of getting rid of the playroom."

Ana stops what she's doing and stares at me, "Why?"

"I'm with you, and I don't need it anymore."

"But, you haven't had a chance to show me anything yet. I told you I would be willing to try somethings if you want." She blushes.

I take her hand and squeeze it. "Trust me, as much as the thought of doing all those things with you, turns me on. I don't know if I can bring you into that room."

"Oh." She says sadly and looks away from me.

I take her chin and have her look at me. "That room is filled with ghosts. I don't want the past haunting our relationship. I want something new and different with you, our own memories. A lot of the stuff we can do in the bedroom. But, I'm also finding I don't need the lifestyle to please me. I happen to be very fulfilled with our sex life."

She smiles at me, "You mean that?"

"I wouldn't tell you if it wasn't the truth. I love you. You made me realize that this fucked up man, has a heart." I lean down and kiss her gently on the lips.

"I love you, too."

"What if me and you, made our own little playroom?"

This causes her to giggle.

"What?"

"I don't know. I guess that you're willing to change everything around for someone you only met three weeks ago."

Well, it's been more like six.

"It might only be three weeks, but I know we will last a lifetime." I grin at her. And before I know it, she throws herself at me, and I fall back to the bed.

She's kissing my face all over. "I don't know how I got so lucky to meet you."

"Thank goodness for the flu." I grin.

A/N: See you in a week- Either Thursday or the following Monday