[] She updates? IN THE SAME WEEK? WHAT? Madness. Anywho. To make up for dis all… FLUFF! Lots and lots of fluff. Enjoy :3[] Chapter Theme: Can't Stand It by Nevershoutnever

"Shut up.. I wish I wasn't." I grumbled.

"Well, someone's grumpy." Sunny snickered.

"No shit." I hissed back.

Squinting my eyes I rolled over on my back. Seeing as I was still riding inside of Sunny, I began to sit up. Yelping out in pain, I fell back down to the leather seats.

"Hey! Hold up, you're in no condition to move."

"I don't want to lay here like a sick dog."

"Just chill out, we'll be back to base soo-"

"SUNNNYYYY~~~!" Sides' voice interrupted.

"WHAT SIDES?"

"Jeez. What's stuck up your aft?"

"What do you want Sides?"

"Hows my little Rica doing?~"

"She just woke up, c'mon give her breathing room. She's seen hell."

"Well I just-"

A click was heard followed by Sunny laughing.

"Did you hang up on him!"

"Noo.. No… .. Yes."

"Bastard."

"He was annoying."

"He's your brother, and he was concerned with me!"

"So, are you crushing on him?"

"WHAT?"

"Do you like him?"

"SUNNY! I AM NOT TALKING ABOUT MY LOVE LIFE WITH YOU!"

"Okay okay! Jeez.."

Rubbing my temples, I rolled over. From what I could tell, I was still in one piece… (You know, can I go a day without breaking something, or getting a concussion? Seriously!) I was covered in ugly bruises and cuts. Dried blood was apparently all over me also. Brushing a few locks of hair out of my face I sighed.

"Sunny how much farther you think?"

"Maybe an hour, can you hang in there?"

"I'll give it a shot.."

"Hey, Rica?"

"Hmm?"

"Did they.. Do anything to you, while you were there."

Wetting my lips, I pondered. Should I tell him everything? He may get upset..

"Just scared me, is all."

"You know that's a load of slag. What did they do?" Sunny pressed.

"Just.. Skywarp freaked me out, and Starscream took me for a ride."

"..What sort of ride?"

"We went flying, I dunno. Why are you so interested all of a sudden?"

"I was worried, alright?" He shouted.

Thick silence came next. He was that worried?

"Sunny I-"

"It's fine. As long as they didn't try anything."

"Like what?"

"That's not important."

"Sunny!"

"That they would do anything that, was.. You know.. Sensual!"

"You mean.. Like touch me?"

"In your terms, sexual? Yes."

"WHY THE HELL WOULD THEY DO THAT!"

Sunny didn't respond. Huffing, I tried to comprehend why they would do that. Why they would want to anyway.. Are those bastards that sick? Idly I traced small circles in Sunny's seats. A soft thumping was heard after. Similar to the heart beating rhythm when I was with Starscream…

Deciding to ignore it, I concentrated my attention on sitting up once more. My muscles wailed in protest, but I pushed. With a small sense of victory I reached my goal. Leaning back into the seats, my gaze drifted out the window. Everything seemed to be going so fast, Hell, I hardly knew much about the Autobots, Decepticons, or what the fuck I was going to do! What would tomorrow bring, would I be having a picnic in Disneyland with Superman?

Depression washed over me. At this rate, I'd be dead in a week. The familiar feeling of liquid welling in my tear ducts began. Sucking in an uneasy breath I tried not to attract attention to myself. Wiping away the forming tears, I tried not to think about it. The feeling, however, did not cease.

Another shaky breath.

"..Rica?"

"Mmh-Huh?" I replied trying to keep my tone neutral.

"Why are you crying?"

"What? I am not."

"Rica.. I can plainly see it."

A heavy sigh escaped my lips, the tears rolling down my cheeks.

"I can't deal with this, Sunny. All of this. Just a few weeks ago I spent my Saturdays watching Law and Order eating popcorn. Now I'm running from lunatics that are giant robots from outer space!" I screamed, unable to bear the stress.

The thick silence came yet again.

"I'm sorry.." Sunny finally said after a few moments. "I know I'm not very good at this sort of thing, but.. Rica, I may have not known you long. But you're special to me. You are the only human I've actually been, sort of.. Friends with. All I really have is my brother around base. It's.. Nice to have someone."

"Sunny, you're such a sweetheart.." I sniffed, wiping my face on my sleeve.

"Just don't go telling' everyone that Sunny went soft."

"Secret's safe with me."

….

We arrived back at base, and Ratchet went mad medic on me. I swear, if he could he would put me in a bullet proof box to prevent any more injuries. He said that lots of rest, and I would be back into shape in no time. (Lets pray anyway.)

Sideswipe and Sunstreaker visited often. Bringing me company and laughs. Although, ever since the ride home, Sunny has been a little more.. Protective of me. As I could tell, anyway. He kept an eye on his brother, something that showed rivalry. Nothing I understood. Sides didn't seem to notice at all, his attention on me all the time. Trying to make me laugh.

Sides seemed unfazed by the past events, he brushed it off pretty easily. Briefly he spoke about it to me in private, basic things like if I was alright, and what happened. Of course I answered, but pretty vaguely, although he didn't seem to care.

In the time the twins weren't around, I talked with Ratchet. He said he had picked around in Human psychology. Embarrassed, at first, though I finally asked if he could evaluate my 'sanity'. He said I was going through mild depression and stress from the past events. Beginning to adjust to everything would help, he also said picking up old routines won't hurt either.

All in all, the recuperation will be slow. But at least I have Sunny and Sides to help me through it.. Maybe I'll understand what's going through their head's eventually. In the meantime, I'll kick it and enjoy the sanity I still have.

[] Very short, but two updates in a week.. Meh. ANYWAY. I'll have some more moments with the twins going. Will it be movies, video games, or checkers. (In other words, get ready for lots of filler.) Till next time! []