Emily took a breath as she lay on the doctor's table. They had done the usual check up – blood pressure, medical background, weight...and now it was the time for the ultrasound. Morgan stood next to her with a giddy expression on his face staring at the screen as it was switched on.

"This is going to be cold," the doctor smiled out placing some gel on her stomach and laughing slightly as she gasped, "I did warn you."

The brunette glanced at the door. This was the start of something new and the one person who she wanted, needed by her side had bailed. She shook her head slightly clearing her thought of her heartbreak. She had cried non-stop and didn't wish to break into tears at her first ultrasound, unless happy tears. She had never cried so much in her life and it was hard to ignore the giant gaping hole and ache in her chest that wouldn't go away. No matter what happened she knew she would always love Jennifer Jareau but she had to focus on the right now. She blinked a couple of times and looked back at the screen expectantly as the doctor pushed the wand into her skin and moved it around.

The doctor smiled, "Okay so..." The door flew open and a sheepish looking JJ walked into the room.

"Sorry I'm late," she said softly walking further into the room assessing the situation.

"Better late than never," Morgan smiled out relieved to see his friend, stepping aside to make room for her. He had been so worried for Emily. Terrified that JJ would never come to her senses. Emily needed to be happy, to be loved and Jennifer Jareau was the only one to do that. He had tried consoling her as best he could but she preferred to be alone. He felt guilty and to blame, in more than one way, both that it was his fault and from his happiness despite the situation. He had no idea how it would pan out but knew one thing that he would stick by Emily and his baby till the end.

"I'm sorry you are?" the doctor asked looking thoroughly confused.

"Baby Daddy," Emily gestured to Morgan, "Lesbian lover," she gestured to JJ who moved to stand nervously next to Morgan. She noticed JJ was still keeping her distance but she was there, that had to be something.

"And we all look very nervous," the doctor smiled out, "Nothing to be worried about. Everything is good so far." She looked at JJ, "All the tests went well. Emily is healthy."

"Good," the blonde smiled slightly. "Emily took a morning after pill, why didn't this work?"

Emily looked at JJ shocked that she would start something now.

"Well," the doctor stated, knowing the brunette's medical report, "Not all contraceptive measures are 100% accurate and perhaps if you were sick or had something to drink...There are lots of reasons why this could have happened."

"And the bleeding? She's had her period," the blonde questioned.

"It happens in about 30% of pregnancies and is normal. It wouldn't have been a period so to speak but bleeding," the doctor explained.

JJ nodded, "Okay."

"So where were we," the doctor stated going back to the ultrasound. She moved the screen around so they could all see, "There's your baby. Looks good," she smiled out taking measurements.

Morgan leaned forward and studied the screen tearfully, "Wow. When will we know if it's a boy or a girl?" he asked not taking his eyes off the screen.

"Not until around 16 weeks," the doctor smiled out.

Emily turned to look at JJ she frowned at the look on her face, "Are you okay?"

"You...," the blonde pointed out taking a breath, "You have a bump."

The brunette glanced down at her stomach and smiled, "It appeared overnight."

"Perfectly normal," the doctor nodded, "You will find growing like that happens a lot. Nice surprise every morning."

The blonde nodded but her eyes darted to the screen when the room was filled with the sound of a fast heartbeat. She couldn't help but step closer to the screen in awe. "Is it meant to be that fast!" she asked worriedly.

"Again perfectly normal," the doctor grinned out, "A perfect sounding heartbeat."

"Good," JJ smiled out staring at the screen glancing at Morgan who was welling up.


Morgan agreed to drive Emily home. A car journey sat in total silence as Emily just looked down at the ultrasound picture of the latest addition. The situation was less than ideal. It wasn't planned, but it was her baby. She had always wanted kids but never sure if she would or make a good Mom now she had the opportunity to find out. She was determined not to mess this up. She was determined to give this baby everything and not be like her Mom was to her.

JJ had left after the appointment stating she had things to do. Emily had truly thought she was there, that she was in but whatever happened she wasn't anymore. Perhaps put off by the reality of it all or just wanting to see if it existed.

"Do you want me to come in or..." he asked kindly.

"No need," Emily whispered, "I'd prefer to be alone."

He nodded wishing there was something he could do, "Call me if you need anything and I mean anything." He paused, "Thank you...For making me a Dad. I'm so sorry it went like this..."

She smiled at him sadly, "Your welcome Morgan," she said closing the door gently.


Emily lay on her couch. The lamp light on next to her so she was able to read the new baby book Morgan had bought her. She looked towards the hallway as she heard the front door open and banging. She threw the book on the couch and stood up walking across the room only to find JJ walking in juggling a box and several large bags on her shoulders. She moved forward to instinctively help.

"Woah," the blonde moved back, "I don't think so. You're not supposed to carry heavy things," she stated dropping everything on the floor. "Have you eaten? You should be eating and drinking lots. Although I'm going to have to read up on the dos and don'ts," she stated moving into the kitchen closely followed by the stunned brunette. "I have bought about twenty pregnancy books. Your pregnancy Bible, What to expect when you're expecting...Though I saw you're reading that one but that's good cause it means we can read it at the same time and discuss it together." She glanced at the fridge, "You haven't even put Peanut on the wall?" she said surprised moving to get the ultrasound picture she had taken out of her jeans back pocket and placing it proudly on the fridge.

"P-Peanut?" Emily stated tearfully.

JJ turned and stepped into the brunette's body, "Peanut," she smiled out widely placing her hand under Emily's top on her small bump. "There was a heartbeat...And it was...incredible," she smiled lovingly. She leaned forward and kissed her girlfriend on the lips, "I was an idiot. I was horrible and nasty but...I love you so, so much and I'm in. I'm moving in and I'm here. I want this baby." She leaned in and kissed her gently, "I want Peanut."


I should credit in this chapter Grey's Anatomy where some of the lines and moments came from...Although all changed and mixed around. Obviously don't have anything to do with either show. This Grey's episode and situation those characters find themselves in was where the whole idea came from...Though from now on it will take a different and very much BAU path :)