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Jacob's POV
I took off into the forest. I don't know why or how it all happened. One minute I was fine, and the next I was on a rampage!
Flashback:
I looked over at Jayden, helping to hand out the food. I was just waiting for her to give me mine so I could try and get her to talk to me. She looked so sexy today and I wanted nothing more to do than to smother her in kisses.
She handed me my burger and two hot-dogs rather hastily and went to sit by Paul and Leah.
I frowned at that.
Did she not want to talk to me? She did smell a little funny....
I wanted her to sit by me, not by Paul. I ate both hot-dogs and was about to finish off the burger when Bella came. I stood up to greet her. She hugged me tight and I did the same. She was hungry and so I decided to give her my burger. She took it and took a big bite. I smiled and started to talk to her.
But then she screamed.
I immediately stood up and she followed. There was a chorus of yelling. Bella was spitting out the food and I saw a worm come out of her mouth and drop to the floor.
That's when it took over me.
The rage was like nothing I'd ever felt. I couldn't stop it from coming. It consumed my whole body and I saw red. I felt like hurting someone. Sure I had been mad. Shit, Paul got me angry everyday. This….this was something else. I knew I should take a few breaths to calm down, but I couldn't. It was like a mass tidal-wave that was coming.
"Who did this," I hissed. I sounded more like a leech than a werewolf.
I was aware of people around me laughing and spitting. Then I heard Leah say something about 'priceless.'
"So it was you," I said.
"Hey, Jay was the genius here, don't give me the credit," she said and gave Jayden a pat on the back.
I looked at Jay.
I couldn't stop the feeling of wanting to attack her. My mind was screaming at me to stop. I knew she was my imprint and that I loved her, but I wanted to do nothing more than to kill her.
Kill her.
It both hurt me and made me happy to know I wanted to cause her pain.
My body was moving forward without my say-so. I wanted to harm her in every way possible.
I saw her small hand come up to clasp onto Paul's finger, it only made me angrier. I could feel a growl coming up through my throat.
Paul was asking what was wrong then he saw me. He grabbed Rachel and pushed her behind his body and was going to do the same to Jayden, but I couldn't let him get between me and my prey.
Wait. My prey?
I ran towards Jayden.
I saw nothing but her. I needed to give her pain. Anything to harm her would do.
My mind was begging for something to stop this feeling I had. I didn't want to hurt her! I loved her with every ounce of my being...but while my mind was screaming at me to halt my action, my body was moving of it's own accord.
But then Paul was in my line of vision and was going to knock me down. But I moved just in time and maneuvered around him. I knew I could get to her now. I was going to get my prey.
I was at arms length away from her when she put her hands up, as if she could stop me from coming.
But then I was flying through the air. I felt my back hit something hard and I slid down a tree and fell to the floor. Sam commanded me, and I couldn't move.
What had I done?
Sam came over to me and told me to go to his house and wait for him there.
I took off into the trees, towards Sam's house.
End flashback:
I made it to Sam's and waited for him to arrive. I knew he was going to give me an earful, but I deserved it. I don't know what got into me, but I was sure Sam was going to kick my ass.
(Sam came home!!!)
I was waiting on the porch with the whole pack—accept for Paul and Jayden (hurt to think of her)—when Sam arrived home. I could tell when he slammed the car door shut that I was going to get my ass a good talking to. I was just going to have to man-up and take it.
He and Emily walked up to where I was surrounded.
"Goodnight everyone. I'm making breakfast in the morning; pancakes," Emily said. She walked into the house and I heard her going to sleep not long later.
Sam turned toward me. "You can all go home. I need to have a talk with him and then if he feels like sharing tomorrow then you will know."
Everyone in the pack gave me pointed looks, letting me know that they were not happy with what I had done.
I let them, with my head down in shame. After they took off Sam patted my shoulder and said, "Come on inside."
I followed him in, wishing I knew what was going to happen. He pointed to the one-seated couch.
I sat.
He paced a few times and finally started to talk. "Jacob. I have no idea what got into you at the bonfire." He rubbed his jaw in concentration. "I-I have done my time with thinking about how I have lost my temper in the past, and let me tell you, it's going to be hard. But... What the hell were you thinking?!"
I could tell that he didn't want to wake Emily, but his temper was getting the best of him. His arms were shaking.
"I—" But he cut me off.
"Nothing severe took place. Bella wasn't in any danger. What were you thinking? She is your imprint. How could you lose control with her? Not only was it Jayden, but also your sister was standing next to her! If you had phased Jayden would be in the hospital with bad injuries. She does heal faster than a human, but it would take longer than us. Your sister could have been scarred! Or worse, dead!"
"I know," I croaked. My voice saddened with what I had done.
"You know? You know?! Then why the fuck did you lose control?!"
I stood up, unable to just sit. "I don't know why I did what I did. I just—I just felt like I wanted to hurt her. I've n-never felt that way before, but when I saw that she was the one who did it I wanted to hurt her."
"Why Jayden?"
"At first I thought it was Leah and was going to go punch her, but then she said that Jayden had done it…I wanted to pummel her. I thought she was my friend, but she did that to me?!"
Sam looked at me. "Jacob. She didn't do anything to you. All she did was plan to play a joke on us and stuck worms—worms!Inside of our food, and you go psycho?"
"I—" I didn't know what to say.
Sam continued when he noticed that I wasn't going to say anymore. "I don't want you to bug her. If she decides to talk to you, then you can. But if she doesn't then you had better leave her be. I mean it. If Emily weren't here asleep you would have gotten an earful, so count yourself lucky. I can't say the same for the pack. You're on your own with that." He pointed at me. "I mean what I said. Jayden has become a...sort of daughter figure in my life and I don't want her hurt."
"Well I don't either, Sam!"
He looked at me. "With the way you acted tonight I don't know if I can trust you with her, Jake. I don't want you talking to her."
"What the fuck do you mean I can't talk to her?!"
"Exactly what I said."
"She's my fucking imprint! I have to see her." I was practically pulling my hair out.
"I never said you couldn't see her. Just not talk to her. I don't want you watching her sleep either."
That was a low blow. He was comparing me to that blood-sucker, Ed-turd, since everyone found out that he was doing it to Bella when she slept thanks to the sharing minds thing. "I can't help it you fucking dumbass! What don't you get?!"
Sam growled. "Lower your voice. Get your ass on the mother-fucking chair and go the fuck to sleep. Don't fucking take off or try to even talk to Jayden tonight."
He pushed me down and I fell on the chair. "That's a fucking order, Jacob." He took off upstairs and I was left to think about what I had done.
Okay. I know that wasn't all hardcore, but he is not only going to be hearing it from Sam, but the pack as well.
Should I have him get in a fight with one of them over this little spit, or is that taking it too far??
If so....who should it be?? Paul?? Who??
Should Jayden be the one to break it up???
Of course...she does want to see him a little disheveled. Since he did try and kill her and all......
hehe.
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