Be Good to Yourself when Nobody Else Will Chapter 11: The Rose, a sailor moon fanfic

WARNING:VIOLENCE, TRAUMA ,SEXUAL REFERENCES AND SWEARING!

Hai guys, well this is the last and final chapter of this story! But do not fear! I have a sequel in the planning session! I got inspiration for the end of this from the song 'the rose' that song is a song close to my heart and it reminded me of Serena and Darien's relationship. (Again I do not own sailormoon or that song 'the rose' all rights go to whoever owns it. Don't sue, me only has £0.79 in my bank account T_T im just a stuggling writer who is trying to make ends meet ...) So yeah i hope you guys like this, though i thought it was very short even though when i wrote it out it seemed alot lot longer, only hit 4 pages on word docuement :( im sad that this story is ending :( but the sequal should be up soooonnnnN! *DANCES AROUND THE ROOM*

Ive been working on this chapter in my mind for like 2-3 months...messing and toying around with ideas xD

ohhhhhhh i think u guy will love the suprises in this chapter! ^_^ u may kill me for it though especially the end..DONT YOU DARE SCROLL DOWN! _ _

"I like writing fan fiction and stories because like songs and music it can tap into people's lives and people can relate to what the character(s) is going through and people want to read more, that for me is the happiest thing i could ever wish for 3 " -me :)

xoxo

Serenity sat by her window, she had just announced the news she was expecting and had a glow of happiness in her apple cheeks. It wasn't until Mina and Lita came bursting through the doors of her chambers, frantic and hysterical, "Endymion has been imprisoned!"

Serenity froze, feeling her legs instantly give in, she fell to the floor "W-what? H-o-w? Why?" She whispered.

"Diamond is back, Ray was his spy all along! Ray was spying on both of you! She was teasing him, and you know him he is easily wound up, he admitted it was his baby. They have him on treason. Diamond is currently hiding with in the palace; Ray has stashed him way somewhere. We need to get you out of here Serenity!" Mina flushed as it all rambled out.

"But what about Endymion? I love him and I can not leave him here to rot!" Serenity cried, tears wetting her cheeks.

"Do you think we are that stupid?"Lita laughed.

"Why are you laughing!" Serenity cried frustrated.

"We have Zoycite and Malachite freeing Endymion as we speak, they will be waiting for us at the stables."Lita said.

"Look Serenity i have a plan..." Mina whispered widely into Serenity's ear.

Serenity gasped, "Mina, no! I forbid you to do it!"

Mina laughed weekly, "Serenity you are in no position to go all Queen-Like on me right now. The baby and your safety come first. Now come on its nearly dark, we need to get out before lamp lighting."

Serenity jumped up from her seat by the fire and stood, rooted to the ground in her shock and dismay, "Diamond!" she cried out in horror as she clutched onto her baby bump, trying to protect it. "I am not afraid of you!" She tried to convince herself that he was not there, pinching herself even. "I refuse to be silent!" She gulped at his snarl she could see in the shadow of the door way." I refuse to be like I was! Merely a poor shadow of my former self! How dare you try to strip me of my rightful birth! It was me who brought you to how high and powerful you are now! But you abused that!"

Diamond in two quick strides had her throat in his hand as he slammed her against the wall, she cried out in pain, tears rolling down her cheeks and dripping onto her baby bump. He looked at her pretty face and seen fear and humiliation across it, yet there was a spark of defiance in her eyes as they flashed. His hand came hard across her cheek turning her head. She felt the raw stinging rise to her cheek. "I had my spies in the Palace; do you think I was as much as a stupid and naive bitch as you are?" He yelled coldly. He flung her across the room and she scrambled against the wall. "I know damn well your bastard child isn't mine!" He snarled, he spat on her "It's my traitor of a brother! Now I wonder what would happen if I were to just kill him slowly?"

Serenity looked up at him in disgust, "Don't you dare! He hasn't done anything but make me happy, which is more than you could ever do in your sad, pathetic, and no good for nothing, waste of life!"

Diamond lunged for her like a lion, she cried out trying to protect her bump but he flipped her over and pinned her roughly to the ground, she tried to struggle but got a knee in the back which felt like repeatedly stabbing her back. She gasped for air, her voice straining under Diamond's weight to call for help. She felt Diamond fumble around with her skirts and she gasped, trying to kick him off of her." NO! GET OFF OF ME!" she squealed, horrified.

He grabbed her by the hair like a horse, "DAMN IT SERENITY! YOU ARE MY WIFE! NOW KEEP STILL!" He snarled in her ear.

He ignored her squeelling, her writhing, her struggling, and her crying. Lifting her skirts up he reached underneath them but instead of finding the soft flesh she had he found a ball of towels and clothes, he pulled them out and gaped, his anger rising. Steam nearly came out of his ears. Flipping the girl over her looked at her, "MINA!" He shouted. Diamond hit Mina again, and again and again yet she still remained silent. "DAMN IT BITCH! Where the Hell is she!"

Mina started to laugh, puzzling Diamond; she pushed herself up onto her elbows, "She's gone! Far away from here! You will never find her or him! Endymion had his own loyal followers within these palace walls!" She nodded towards the direction of the window. Diamond, who was so enraged, let his fists beat down and down and down ,again and again and again until he could feel or see no life in Mina anymore. He stormed out, with blood on his hands. Molly cowered with the other women as Diamond paraded around like thunder and she raced up to the chamber once he was gone. She seen Mina on the floor lying senseless and flung herself to Mina. She shook Mina gently, hoping to God she was not dead she felt for a pulse. It was weak, she felt Mina stir slightly and lifted her and put her arm over her shoulder, "Come on Mina. Juts a little more and we are out of here. We need to go quick."

Serenity clung to Darien's back, not letting her bump get in the way of resting her head against his back, hearing the fast heart beat in her ear and the thud of the horse's hooves as she galloped across the grassy green downs and plunged into the forest far away from the Kingdom. Serenity yawned, she was exhausted from travelling for a day and a night. She slowly looked behind her, hoping that this was a not a dream and saw Lita and Amy Behind her. Her loyal friends. Who else would she trust her Care of Rini into? She was thankful Endymion had planned with Molly to take Rini from her room. She bit her lip, Molly and Mina! Oh I hope Diamond didn't get to them! She felt the soft breeze gently caress her face, She held her head high to the sky, the graceful blue sky. No cloud was in sight, finally she felt what it was like to be free, smiling she was close to tears. They approached the forest, the clearing where the sun streamed through; sparkling on its way down, the birds sang in the trees and Serenity was helped off her horse by Endymion .She was suddenly in his arms and felt like they were meeting for the first time.

"Serenity" He whispered and placed a gentle kiss on her forehead and lead her by foot down the trickling river and under the ivory bushes climbing up the trees beside the blooming flowers there was a small cottage, small clusters of sheep, pigs and cows were grazing next to the open field that lay spread out for the horses and other animals. Serenity smiled in Delight. It was beautiful and simple and nothing about this was complicated or stressful. For the first time in her life she could finally relax. She turned to Endymion, "Don't give up on me Serenity." He whispered.

"Never." She smiled back.

1 month later...

Serenity and Endymion were sitting before a log fire lazing around, when Zoycite arrived. Endymion seen him from the window and opened the door, his eyebrow arching. "Zoycite, Have you finally came to retire to our humble abode?" Endymion laughed.

Society stepped in, his face serious. This was no laughing matter. "My, friends. I have news. Diamond and Ray have both announced that the Queen is dead and died in child labour." He said solemnly." Maybe it is time to rise against Diamond, Endymion. The whole Kingdom is outraged. Diamond is looking for a new wife as we speak." Serenity side glanced at Mina, who had recovered from her bruising but still showed scars physically and mentally, and then bowed her head, pitying the young girl who would fall into Diamond's trap. "Diamond has also pro-claimed that Rini is not his illegitimate heir to the throne."

Serenity's head popped up at that and she cried out in indignation, "Rini is of royal blood!" Endymion slid an arm around her waist, reassuring her.

Lita stepped forward, "How dare he! He has stripped Serenity of her own birth right! Serenity you can not stand for this! Even if you don't want a Kingdom, you can not let him push you aside like this! He knows you are out here somewhere-"

"-And an uprising is just what he wants, Lita. I know him. He wants me to show myself. But as much pleasure as revenge would be, I do not want to do it." Serenity stated with a firm and clear voice. "I am happy here, what more do I need?"

Darien turned to Zoycite, "I still have many spies in the Palace recruiting secret soldiers in the Palace Army and training them to join me. Diamond is cutting his own throat."

Later that night...

Serenity sat thinking about the Palace and its people, how poor they must be from Diamond robbing them. She had to stand up to him for them. As she pondered she could hear Lita and Endymion and zoycite battling it out with words in the kitchen, she rubbed her forehead, and stressed she walked into the kitchen "Can you not keep it down? I can not even hear myself thin-" Serenity suddenly grabbed onto the table, her hand going to her baby bump.

"Serenity!" Endymion cried as she fumbled around and withdrew her hand, blood stains smothering and painted across her hand and clothes. She fell to the ground and drowned in and out of consciousness as everyone scrambled around her. She felt Amy check on her and say, "She is having the baby now!"

"But it's too early!" Lita cried.

"Just do as I say!"Ami shouted.

3 days later...

Molly patted Serenity's head with a cool, wet cloth keeping her fever down. Endymion sat by her bedside, her small and frail hand in his, he was bent over hips lips remaining against her hand. He blamed himself for her pain of her hard labour, her whimpers echoed through out his head. Ami had said that it did not look good; the results were going to be critical in the last few hours. If Serenity got any worse she would die along with the baby, there was a solution could only save one, the baby or Serenity. Serenity had begged Endymion to choose the baby and let her die. But could he really let go after everything they had been through? Everything they were fighting for?

As dawn rose it brought forth a New day and a healthy born son, Serenity had weakly kissed his forehead before taking her last breath to name him Darien. Endymion took their son in his arms, tears fell onto the new baby's face, and he opened his eyes and found Serenity's blue eyes staring back at him. He buried his face, deep into his son's blue blanket Serenity had made with love for their son. He looked round through watered eyes, back at Serenity who now lay lifeless, but he remembered that even though she had years of physical pain she was happy in the last year and their son was proof of that happiness.

He stood in the field, wiping the sweat from his brow on the warm spring day. He stood beneath the spring's sun and felt its rays shine down into the stone tomb he had worked on for a weak. He had carefully engraved Serenity's name at the top and the sun seemed to glitter against it making it seem like a blinding piece of silver. Some say love is a razor that cuts right through the soul and leaves it to bleed to death, Some say it was never ending hunger that was never satisfied, Love was the heart that was afraid of breaking into a million pieces, Love is the lonely night that sees the person being too alone and the road out of it to be too long, Love is only for the lucky and the incredibly strong, Serenity had thought all of these things before she had met me, Endymion thought. But love was a river that carried its tender heart into the hands of another who could capture it, be gentle with it and care for it and have the upmost respect for it. Love was the seed they had planted and it had flowered. Love was the dream that did not want to wake and take the chance of being parted forever. And as Endymion carefully lowered Serenity's body into the ground and covered it with fresh ground soil , through flooded eyes, he stood back and watched in wonder as vines started to grow around the stones, wrapping themselves around like ribbons and slowly opening out into full bloomed ,scarlet, roses. "And deep down beneath the bitter and cold winters' snow , deep within lies the seed of life that in the spring , with the sun's love, slowly becomes ,The Rose."

AUTHORS NOTE: THE NEW SEQUAL WILL BE CALLED "PRINCESS OF DREAMS" LOOK OUT FOR IT, I WILL POST IT IN 3 WEEKS TIME! I WILL WRITE AN AUTHORS NOTE UP HERE AGAIN TO LET YOU ALL KNOW THAT IT IS UP. HOPE EVERYONE ENJOYED THIS! CAUSE I KNOW I DID!:P