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Complicated Lives.

Chapter Ten.

BPOV

Date In Story: September 14th.

I woke to the bright light coming from the giant windows in Edward's beautiful bedroom.

I rolled over to where I thought Edward was sleeping and put my arm out and felt around. I sat up panicked and rubbed my eyes. "Edward...?" I stiffled out a call.

I heard a bang and jumped, pulling the covers over my naked chest. "Hello?" Yes, I was scared.

"Bella, it's me." Edward shouted, walking through the door with a plate full of fruit, and a glass of orange juice. "Sorry, I didn't mean to scare you." I wiped my forehead, looking down.

"It's fine." He placed the food on his side of the bed, and sat next to me on mine. He lean't down and lightly kissed me on the lips, he was pulling away, but I went with him. I was hungry for his kisses, I put my hands on his face, Pulling him on top of me. He abruptly pulled away after a few more seconds.

"Wow!" He murmered. I giggled. "Thats my girl," He leant over me grabbing the orange juice, "Here." He placed the glass at my mouth, I sipped at it suductively and he bit his lip.

"Last night was..." He cut me off, with a huge grin on his face.

"Amazingly fantastic?" He asked, I laughed.

"I love you Edward," I mumbled, Blushing. He stroked my cheek. "Always."

EPOV

I was currently sat in my kitchen with Carlisle. We were talking about me and Bella, and last night.

"So, you used protection right?" I laughed, I wasn't so stupid that I would forget. "Last thing you need is a kid son." He laughed with me.

My phone started going off and I looked at Carlisle "Sorry, I better get it." I said, reaching into my pocket. I felt a wrapper and pulled it out. It was the condom. "Oh no..." Shock waves were sent throught my body, so many emotions must have been playing on my face - Fear, sadness, shame. - Carlisle had seen.

"Oh no, no, no, son." He was as panicked as me. "Are you sure thats the one, you might have had two." Flashbacks where playing in my mind. None of them including me putting one on.

"Dad.." I felt tears fall down my face. He stood, putting a firm hand on my shoulder.

"Talk to Bella." He said, before walking out.

What had I done, I'd never forgive myself if I doomed her into being a mother so young.

I can't tell her, I couldn't.

If she isn't pregnant, Then i'll look like a fool, she'd hate me, never trust me again. I couldn't have that if I told her and I was wrong.

But then, If I do find out she is pregnant, then she'll be so mad that I didn't tell her, she'll hate me, Never want to see me.

Would she hate me so much that she would stop me seeing my child?

Is that my Bella?

I'd made my choice. And I'm sticking to it. For Bella at least.

BPOV

"Did you like my present Bella?" Alice asked nudging me with a huge grin on her face. "And the bracelet Edward got you? Oh, and the books from my mum?"

"Present? You mean the over the top amount of presents? Yeah, the clothes, underwear, and shoes from you were lovely. Thanks." I sighed. "And the bracelet from Edward, must have cost him a bomb, and the books."

"Wow, Not like you to thank me." she said laughing.

"Its much better when it's a gift and I'm not being dragged to the mall with you." She nodded.

"Fair enough" she said, nodding. "So, how was your first time Bella?" She asked, after about 10 minutes of silence, changing the subject

"Fine, it was great, yeah, great." Alice raised and eyebrow and put my hand in hers.

"Bella, whats wrong?" I looked up from my magazine I was reading.

"What? Nothing, I'm reading." She shook her head.

"No you weren't... Aren't, you've been on the same page for 15 minutes Bella, and it's a giant picture of Brad Pitt." She laughed. "You don't even like him."

"Oh.." was all I could say.

"Bella, what are you thinking about?" I cussed an unintelligent word. "Bella?"

"It's just dawned on me... I didn't see him put... Put any protection on.." Alice's face went white.

"I'll kill him!" I grabbed her hand as she pulled away from the kitchen table.

"No! Alice! What're the chances I'm pregnant.. I'm due on in 2 weeks, we'll see then."

"Fine, for you." She reasoned.

I smiled and mumbled out a silent "Thank you." She nodded.

"Bella! Edward is here darling!" Mary shouted, I sighed and walked to the front door. Edward stood, his head facing the ground smiling. His hands behind his back.

"Er, Hello?" He looked up, Mary nudged me and smiled, walking into the living room.

"Hello gorgeous." Edward said, he leant farward and kissed me on the cheek.

"Whats behind your back?" He laughed, and pulled in front of him a bunch of red roses. "Oh." I said.

"I love you." He handed me them. I hesitated for a minute. "Can I take you to mine? Carlisle and Esme are back, They want to give you a birthday gift." I sighed, and nodded.

"I'm going out, Alice come here!" Edward raised an eyebrow.

Alice danced to the doorway. "Whats up? Oh, hi Edward" She said, winking.

"Put these in a vase." She nodded, waved goodbye and walked into the living room. "Lets go then Edward." I grabbed his hand and shut the door.

"Edward, I don't want anymore gifts. I hate people spending money on me. Alice went over board. And yours was just plain expensive..." He put his hand over my mouth.

"They didn't buy it." He removed his hand and replaced it with his lips. He pulled away even more quicker than the kiss had started. "Come on love."

We got to Edward's rather fast, time went so quick when you're talking to Edward, he was just so interesting.

We walked into the hallway, Edward took my coat. "Go on into the kitchen, Esme is there, I need to go speak to Emmett."

"Okay." I walked in, and was greeted by a very beautiful Esme.

"Darling, We haven't talked in so long, how are you?" She pulled me into a hug and kissed my cheek.

"I'm great, you look amazing, are you okay Esme?" She pulled away, smiling.

"I'm fine, glad to hear your good. Happy birthday for yesterday darling, sorry I couldn't be here to say it then." I smiled. I lost my mother, but she is probably the closest person to a mother I'll ever have, a side from Mary.

"It's okay.. Hey, you didn't need to go with Carlisle, it's like everyone fleed when they knew I was staying..."

"It's not like that Bella. It's your first birthday with Edward. And you weren't close enough with him when it was Edwards birthday. So you didn't stay over here, or he didn't stay at yours, you seen eachother for an hour or so on his.." She looked down guilty, "He told me you were going to have sex, too. I'm sorry, I wouldn't have left if I didn't know that. Thats why he told me.. Here sit down love." She sat me in one of the kitchen chairs, she took a seat in front of me.

"It's fine, don't worry. I knew he would tell you." She nodded.

"How was it? He didn't hurt you did he sweetheart?" She had on a typical worried mother face.

"No, no. It was fine, it felt right. I'm glad I didn't lose it when I was 14 with someone I don't know, and would forget about in the morning. Then live to regret it for the rest of my life.. thats how it is now a days isn't it?" She nodded, agreeing.

"Yes.. So, he used protection right?" She asked, making nothing out of it. I hadn't answered in over a minute, and she started to look worried. I bit my bottom lip. "Bella, please tell me you did?"

"Uhm.. To be honest, I don't know. I was so drawn into what was going on to notice. Don't tell Edward, but me and Alice have planned to wait to take a test. I'm due on my period in 2 weeks or so. If I dont come on, I'm taking one." She looked so worried, I felt ashamed of myself. "I'm so scared Esme..."

"Bella, this isn't your fault..." I cut her off.

"It isn't Edward's either!" I didn't mean to shout, she looked down "Sorry.."

"It's fine.." This time Edward interupted her talking.

"I heard shouting?" I looked up

"Its nothing Edward. What took you so long?" He seemed happy, and my subject changing worked.

"Emmett challenged me to a game on racing, I won of course." He grinned.

"Well done baby."

"Has Esme given you her gift." I forgot Esme was there and faced her, she was playing with her fingers nervously.

"Sorry, I'll get it now," She said, hesitating before she stood and grabbed something out of a kitchen cupboard "Its not much, just something my mother gave me. I would never give this to one of Edward's girlfriends if he's only been with her as long as you too. But I see you two going far. You're so in love, and it shows." I smiled, she was so thoughtful.

"Thats sweet Esme," she handed me a brown wooden box. It looked old. I opened it, it revealed a locket. It was silver, and had scratches on it, It was worn out. I was scared I'd break it. "Oh Esme, its beautiful, You shouldn't have. I can't possibly take this.." She cut me off.

"Don't be silly dear." She eyed Edward and he came out of his 'I-feel-so-lucky' stare.

He took it out of the box and put it on my neck.

"It looks beautiful on you love." He whispered while kissing my neck. "Like you. I love you"

I smiled and turned, Kissed him on the lips, but was interupted by Esme tapping my shoulder. "Don't mean to be rude, But I think I'll leave you two to it." She laughed, thoughtful.

"Sorry, how rude of me." I hugged her and she kissed my cheek. "Its beautiful Esme, Thank you." She smiled and walked out of the kitchen, Leaving me with a very handsome Edward.

"Bella, I'm so lucky." I laughed and pulled him to me.

"Where were we?" I asked.

"We were doing something like this..." He pressed his lips to mine. It felt like my whole body was on fire. This is what you call heaven..

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