I had a question as to 'why Jasper was married to Alice when he found his soul mate.' It was before he found Bella. He had been divorced and living in Texas. He visited Rose and Em once a month.

Lotsa love to my betas, Kougas Older Woman and Princess Mishiwaka, my reviewers, and my readers. I have been having a hard getting my kids settled back into a routine for school so things have slowed down a bit. But trust me I will not abandone this story. I have only abandoned one and it was because it wasnt getting any attention so I left it alone.

Chapter 11

Jasper's POV

The last few days have gone by relatively fast and when Bella awakes it will be her birthday. We have not left my house unless it was for me to go hunting and she would take a blanket with her and stayed nearby reading a book.

I hate drinking from animals again, they are not completely filling and my energy level is not as good either.

The pain in our chests when we are apart is nearly unbearable for us.

I am lying here, with her body stretched beside me, her hot little leg thrown across my upper thighs and I want so bad to take her and claim her. But by law I am not to have intercourse with a human unless they are 18 because they are still considered too young to handle a vampire's strength.

The punishment for braking this law is dismemberment and death.

I would never do anything to hurt my precious mate but I do have to follow laws. 18 is legal age and I can claim her and change her after that time whenever we wish.

We have been touching each other and satisfying our needs without intercourse.

She starts to stir a little stretching and rubbing my chest, causing a light purr to come from me. She smiles at the reaction she gets from me and kisses my chest.

"Good morning, angel. Happy birthday."

She raised straight up in her bed "today is my birthday isn't it? I have been having such a good time with you that I haven't been keeping up with the days." She giggled a little.

"I have been counting down the days, waiting for today to come angel. Today I can place my mark on you. It will be for all other vampires to see and my venom will be mixed in your blood stream. It will let others know to back the fuck off."

She giggled again and rose up, looking straight into my red eyes.

"Jasper, I would love to wear your mark. I am yours and I will never want another."

With those words leaving her mouth I caught her lips for a deep passionate kiss.

Within an instant she was a straddle of me grinding her panty covered pussy into my cock, that is still covered by my sleep shorts.

We have been making out a lot like this. As long as I can continue to keep in control enough to keep from penetrating her, we will be fine.

She begins to grind harder causing us both to moan. She throws her head back and places her hands on my chest. Fuck, how beautiful it will be to have her naked on me riding my cock like this.

I am interrupted from my bliss, when the front door opens and shuts.

Bella doesn't even hear it. I raise up protectively and pull her to my chest tightly. "Shhhh…" I sniff the air. "Alice! What the fuck do you want?" I yell downstairs, knowing she could hear me if I had used my normal voice.

I feel Bella stiffen in my arms I expected to feel embarrassment come from her but instead she is putting off some pretty powerful rage.

"I'm fixing my Bells her birthday breakfast like I do every birthday. So get dressed and come on down sleepy head." Alice replies. Her voice sounds calm but her emotions show she is nervous and afraid as to how Bella will handle this situation.

She has already had it out with everyone but Alice, and I am afraid the shit will hit the fan. The others had come here to see her and Bella stood up to them all. She is hurt but feels better now that she has let it all out, and I let her. I mean hell, what the fuck did they expect.

I lean my mouth close to Bella's ear and barely whisper so Alice will not hear, "do you want me to send her away angel?"

She shakes her head no and I let her get off me and find some clothes, Rosie had brought all her clothes over. She picks out a pair of jeans and a tight, black, low cut sweater that shows off her cleavage. Damn, I'm gonna run around all day with a fuckin hard on.

I pulled on a pair of jeans and was starting toward Bella, who was standing at the bedroom door, and I could see on her face that she wanted to say something but was fighting the urge.

"What is it?" I asked, pulling her up against my bare chest. She rubbed her hands up and down on my chest for a second then sighed, "I don't want her seeing you without a shirt on." She tried to be quiet but she was so upset that I know Alice heard her.

I kissed her nose and went and grabbed a t-shirt and slipped it on. It makes me feel good about myself that Bella doesn't want Alice to see me without a shirt on. She knows that she has before but I am hers now.

I have never had a woman to be jealous over me. I think I like it.

I walked over to Bella and took her hand leading her downstairs to the kitchen.

When we walked in I kept Bella slightly behind me. I know Alice would never hurt her but it is just my nature to protect my mate.

I walk her over to the table letting her sit down. I scoot a chair over close to her and pick up her hand rubbing small circles on the top of her tiny hand with my thumb while Alice chatters and cooks.

Bella mostly responds with nods or grunts. I can still feel a rage coming from her.

Alice puts chocolate chip pancakes with syrup, scrambled eggs and sausage on a plate and brings it over to Bella placing it in front of her.

She leans down and kisses Bella's forehead "I'm sorry I didn't handle things like I should have. I love you."

I can feel Bella stiffen and she tightens her grip on my hand.

Instead of sending her comfort I send her courage. The way they handled things about my previous marriage to Alice was completely uncalled for. And I hate a liar.

"I love you too. But why did you feel the need to go all these years and let me think he was just a close friend? Do you have any idea what it is like for me to know that my Aunt has done things with my mate and future husband that I can't even explore with him yet?"

At first I can feel the storm of emotions getting ready to erupt, and then it stops. Nothing. I can't feel anything coming from Bella at all.

Alice pulls out a chair and sits down across from us. I can feel her fear and sadness. "Bella, I never told you because I wasn't sure how you would take it. I cannot always see your future and since I didn't know what the outcome would be, I was afraid it would hurt our relationship. You and I have always been so close and I couldn't stand the thought of losing that. As for your other question; that's what I knew would upset you the most."

I picked Bella's hand up and kissed it gently, bringing her attention to me, "Angel, no matter what I have done in my past with anyone, including Alice, they will never compare to what I feel when I do those things with you."

Bella smiled and kissed me gently, however I could feel the sting of hurt from my words coming from Alice.

"I want to put all this behind us but it will be a while before I can let things get back to normal." Bella replied, then I could feel her again, the feelings she was still giving off told me it would be a while before she could trust Alice again. I had no idea that they had been lying to Bella about my past with Alice. Well, withholding the truth, however you wish to see it.

They began to go over the plans for the day while Bella began to eat. So I moved my hand to her thigh still rubbing small circles trying to sooth her, I can still feel her uneasiness with Alice.

"Jazzy get her some juice."

Before I could get up Bella stood placing her hand on my shoulder in attempt to let me know to stay put. I couldn't help my smirk at her reaction, "HE doesn't have to, and I will get my own juice."

Alice looked at me and it was all I could do to keep from laughing at the expression on her face. My Bella is not going to let Alice boss me around anymore.

Bella came back over and continued the conversation she was having with Alice about her party today like nothing was wrong. But I noticed the way she turned slightly in front of me when she came back almost in front of me.

I scoot over to Bella sitting with a leg on each side of her chair and place my arms around her waist pulling her back against me. She relaxes instantly against me.

"Well, we will see you later at the party Alice. I have some things that need to be attended to before we go anywhere today..." As I said this I moved one of my hands under Bella's shirt to touch her smooth skin on her tummy.

"Jas" Bella mumbled with a giggle but I can feel her smugness. So, my girl might like a little public affection hmm, I just might have to try that out.

Alice giggled. "Its ok, I need to run. I have a lot of things to get ready for your party. Are you going to wear the new dress that I bought you just for your party?"

"Of course." Bella mumbled breathlessly. I can feel her lust spiking as I inch my fingers up brushing under her breast.

I take my hand and move Bella's hair over baring her neck to me right where I want my mark to be for everyone to see. I breath in deeply I never tire of smelling my mates scent. I then lick her neck causing her to try hard to cover up the moan that escaped her by clearing her throat. I love the tiny shocks it sends through my body each time we touch and I love knowing that she feels them too.

"Jazz, can't you wait till I at least get out the door?" Alice teased. I could feel Bella's embarrassment and slight rage.

"Couldn't you hurry your pixie ass up?" I snapped as I scooped Bella up and went at vampire speed back to what had become our bedroom.

I could hear Alice laugh as she went out the door.

I stood Bella up carefully beside the bed. Today is her first lesson in how we can pleasure each other more intimately. I will not break any laws but plan to come mighty damn close and with the pleasure we have been giving each other since we came here to stay by ourselves, I can't wait to experience more with her.

"Are you ready to learn more today about how much further we can go without actually having intercourse angel?"

"Oh.. Yes!" she moaned as I sucked hard on the spot that I wish to mark.

"You know that I will mark you today?" I am hoping that Rosie has gone over a lot of this with her.

"Yes, it's your way of letting others know that I am yours."

I moved my mouth down further on her chest licking a trail to the top of her sweater where her cleavage is pushed up. I cupped it with one hand and ran my tongue down into the fabric.

"All of you is mine and mine to claim when ever and where ever I wish. I know it may seem harsh angel but it is my nature." I nip at her breast then squeeze it gently. "I will never hurt you and your needs will always come first. I love you Isabella."

"I understand. I love you too Jasper."

I lifted her shirt off and I could have come right there. Oh fuck!

I undid her bra watching her breasts release with a slight bounce. Mmm…

I caught her left breast in my mouth and sucked gently at first then harder, while I caressed and teased the other. Then I switched showing equal amount of attention to her other breast.

I loved listening to her breath catch every time I would tug on her nipples with my teeth.

I unbuttoned her jeans and slid them down her legs and then slowly removed her panties. "Never feel embarrassed of anything that we do together sugar" I told her when I felt the slight hint of embarrassment coming from her. I know this is still new to her but she must be able to express how she feels during our intimate times together.

She reached up and caught my mouth for a kiss that was full of lust. Only stopping as she tugged my shirt over my head. She reaches her hands down for the button on my jeans. Her little hands were trembling.

I placed my hands over hers and sent her a small dose of courage as I deepen our kiss. This is the first time that we have ever been completely naked in front of each other. We have been keeping our private areas covered and it has been about to damn near kill me.

I help her undo the button on my jeans and she pushes them down. My cock springs free and at full attention.

I have been trying hard to keep control over my Major side and I feel my control slipping. As I am struggling she reaches down and grabs my cock like she has been. Only this time it is flesh against flesh. No clothing covering me.

The feel of her hot little hand grabbing me makes me slip hard into full Major mode.

"OH Yea! Fuck sugar. Don't make me cum yet" I said as I placed my hand over hers gently pulling it back off. "My lady will always cum first." I chuckled at my own statement and led her over to the bed.

The fuckin scent of her pussy is driving me crazy! I need to taste her!

"Lay down on the bed darlin" I mumble to her in between kisses.

I love watching that fine ass of hers as she climbs up on the bed and then turn over. Her long hair fans out around her and she raises her head to watch me.

The scent of her arousal and honeysuckles is all around me. Drawing me closer to her and driving me closer to the edge of my control.

"Mine" I mumble over and over as I climb up towards her on my hands and knees.

I begin placing kisses on the inside of her thigh right above her knee of her right leg. Tracing a path with my tongue then sucking slightly and kissing it.

When I reach my destination I cannot help the growl that comes from me as I place a hand on each side of her sweet pussy pushing her legs open further so I can taste her fully.

She moans loudly as I lick my first lick from the bottom of her opening to the top of her clit. When I suck her clit into my mouth and began tugging it she rises up off the bed and grabs a hand full of my hair in both hands.

"Oh fuck!" she yells as I continue to suck her clit, tugging it with my teeth as I insert my index finger into her hot pussy, wishing it was my cock.

I continue, adding another finger, then another until I get three in that hot sweet pussy of my mates. I turn my hand palm up so I can rub her G-spot with my middle finger.

She writhes on the bed before me, yelling profanity, and it is the sexiest thing I have ever seen. "Harder Major please, faster" she pleads. She called me Major and I fucking love that.

I begin to pump my hand faster and harder into her, smelling the slightest hint of blood from the new intrusion to my mates body. The noises of the wet slapping of my hand against her pussy and me growling as I suck her clit fills the room.

I can tell by her pants and incoherent cursing she is close so I bite slightly on her clit. She sits straight up and yells "Oh FUCK MAJOR!" As she comes hard. I replace my hand with my mouth not wanting to miss a drop of her nectar and tasting the faint taste of blood from her innocents that has been tampered with.

I cleaned her then stretched up her body and licked her neck at her pressure point "Now my love?" I questioned her then sucked where I wish to mark her. So to human eyes it would only appear to be a lover's mark such as a bruise on the skin.

"Please, make me yours" she breathed leaning her neck to the side.

I bite her careful to not let any venom enter her and tasted my mate. Letting her hot sweet blood fill my mouth and swishing it around like a fine wine then swallowing. I took another draw from her then released her licking at my mark.

She was panting with her hands fisted in my hair. Evidently me marking her had brought her more enjoyment than I had thought it would.

Then I raised my arm to my mouth and bit my wrist while I watched her beneath me. Her eyes opened and looked into mine lazily, and then a smile crept across her mouth. "Mine" she said as she raised and placed her hot little mouth on my wrist and began to take my blood into her body. Binding us together as one.

The feeling of the pull from her drawing my blood into her mouth was so intense for me that I immediately began to come, squirting my seed all over Bella's stomach and chest, with a mixture of a growl and a moan from the release.

When it was finished I collapsed on my side, pulling her against me, pressing her body as close to mine as I could. She buried her little head in my hair, that is no doubt everywhere right now, placing a kiss on my neck.

When I felt we had both came down enough from our high, I whispered to her what exactly we had done. "We are now bonded together, you are mine and I am yours for eternity. If another vampire gets around us they will know this, for your body now holds my scent as mine holds yours. I love my sweet Isabella."

*************What do I need now? YAY u remebered, my love**********