a/n: warning you now… I will be starting some "suggestive" content sooner or later. May be this chapter. I'm not descriptive when it comes to stuff though!
-Two days later-
Carlos and I have been very happy since we said that we love each other. The guys don't know we have said it though. We like to keep people in the dark. We keep our super-extra-lovey-dovey stuff to a minimum so they don't get grossed out. We don't really mean to keep the guys in that dark about our declared love, we just haven't told them. You would think they would have figured it out by now.
Carlos and I haven't been spending one night alone for the past two days, either he will be at my house or I will be at his house. Even if we have something to do the next day like school or they have to go to the studio. It's nice… We haven't had sex yet though, if you were thinking that.
We were currently at Carlos, James, Kendall and Logan's house hanging out. Carlos and I were in our usual spot, cuddling on the couch while Em and James were holding hands next to us. Logan and Erin are currently flirting in the kitchen and Kendall and Ally were on the floor in front of us, cuddling. I kissed Carlos on the cheek before getting up to grab a Gatorade. I stepped over Ally but I stepped on Kendall's stomach.
"Oof" he said as I stepped on him
"Oops, sorry Kendall, didn't see you there" I said smiling
"Ha ha, very funny" Kendall said with a smile
I walked into the kitchen and grabbed a red Gatorade before walking back to Carlos, stepping over Kendall this time. Carlos took the Gatorade from my hands and took a sip before smiling and handing it back to me. He whispered 'I love you' in my ear and I winked, that becoming my secret gesture for him that means the same thing as me saying 'I love you'. He wrapped his arm around my waist and I leaned into his side. I hope things stay like this…
-A week later-
"Do you really have to go?" I asked Carlos as he and the guys got ready for a mini tour that lasts a week and a half.
"Sorry Jen, but we do" Carlos said with a frown on his face "It won't seem like that long" he added
"It will to me" I said
"Promise you'll come to a concert?" Carlos asked me, grabbing my hands
"I promise!"I said
He kissed me for a few seconds before grabbing his duffel bag and getting on the bus. He looked at me out the window and mouthed that he loved me and I said it back. I backed away from the tour bus to where Ally, Erin and Em were standing after they said goodbye.
"Did I hear you correctly?" Erin asked
"When?" I asked
"Did you say you loved Carlos?" Erin asked
"Yeah, we have been saying that for over a week now" I said smiling at her
"Why was I not informed of this?" she asked
"It wasn't a secret if that's what you mean" I said
"Do you say it often?" she asked
"Yeah, all the time" I said looking where the tour bus had disappeared
"I didn't even notice" she said thinking
-Carlos' POV-
-The first show-
I texted Jenna to tell her how much I missed her already before our first show of the mini tour. We texted for a few minutes before I had to go.
James came over to me just as I received another text from Jenna.
"Who ya talkin' to?" James asked
"Who do you think?" I asked, scoffing
"What's she sayin'?" he asked grabbing my phone.
He looked through my texts and stopped at one with a confused expression.
"You guys have already said you love each other?" James asked
"Yeah, over a week ago James, where have you been?" I asked grabbing my phone back
"Right here, I guess I just never noticed" James said
"Well we didn't exactly yell it at each other, we were a little discreet I guess" I admitted
"That would explain why I never noticed" he said scoffing
Then we ran out on stage to go perform.
Linelinelinelinelineline a/n: skipping a bunch of time here hehe I'm getting bored, ok and resume!
-June-
-Jenna's POV-
"I can't believe high school is over" James said to me
"I know" I said "I am so taking a year off, take a break from school! What are you doing?" I asked
"Em and I are planning on going to the same college but the semesters are weird so we won't be leaving for a while" he said
"What about you guys?" I asked Logan and Kendall
"BREAK TIME!" Kendall yelled throwing his hands into the air
"Same here" Logan said
"Cool" I said smiling and catching up to Carlos who was a few feet in front of us
"What's wrong?" I asked, seeing his sad expression
"You guys all graduated and I'm stuck with another year" he said
"But I'm going to wait for you, I'll be here" I said grabbing his hand and smiling
He ripped his hand away from mine "That's the problem! I'm holding you back and that's not fair" he said, stopping walking
"You aren't holding me back, you're helping me to go forward" I said
"No, I'm not! You should be going to college next year and instead, you are going to sit here while I go through my senior year" he yelled
"But I can't leave" I said quietly, looking down
"Jenna" he said sadly, grabbing both of my hands
"I won't survive in college without you" I whispered
"Don't say that" he said pressing his forehead against mine
"It's true" I whispered
He kissed me sweetly on the lips. He mumbled an 'I love you' and I returned it. He pulled away and we started to walk again, he held onto one of my hands. Our arms were swinging as we walked. We caught up to the guys who had been joined by Erin, Ally and Em.
"That was a pretty cute display back there" Ally teased us
"Minor crisis" I said
"We could tell" Erin said laughing "But the part after that was adorable" she said teasingly
Carlos and I got in my car and we drove to my house. We walked inside to see my mom waiting for us. She never waits for us unless she has bad news.
"Jenna can I talk to you?" she asked
I followed her into the kitchen.
"We are going to New York for the summer" she said
"But, I can't leave, Carlos-" I started
"No buts, we are going and that is final" she said before leaving the room
I slowly walked out of the room, dragging my feet. I walked up to Carlos with a sad look on my face. He looked down at me and matched my sad face. When I'm sad, he's sad and vice versa.
"What's wrong?" he asked grabbing my hands and leaning his forehead on mine
"I'm going away for the summer" I whispered
"When are you leaving?" he asked with a pained look on his face
"Not for a month" I said
"Then we still have time" he said backing away from my forehead
"Time for what?" I asked
"To enjoy summer" he said
I smiled and he smiled back. He kissed my forehead.
"But I'm not going unless you come with me" I said looking him in the eyes
"I can't come" he said sadly
"Then at least come visit me for a couple weeks" I said pleading
"I will try my damndest to come see you, but I don't know if I can get the time off from Gustavo" he said
"Please, get on his good side, follow all his instructions, he'll let you come" I said
"I will try my best, I promise" he said
He kissed me and we walked up to my bedroom.
"Can I stay with you until I have to leave?" I asked
"I wouldn't want it any other way" he said stroking my cheek with his thumb
He helped me pack some clothes and stuff into a duffel bag to take to his house. I said goodbye to my mom and told her I was staying with Carlos for the next month. She was about to argue with me but I was out the door before she could. Carlos and I hopped in my car and we drove to his house to drop my stuff off. We walked in with my bag and everyone looked at us confused.
"Jenna will be staying with us for the next month" Carlos said placing his hand on my back
"Why?" Logan asked
"Because she is leaving for New York for the summer in a month" Carlos replied
"Oh, ok" Kendall said with a smile directed towards me
I walked into Carlos and James' room to put my stuff down, Carlos was right behind me. As soon as I put my duffel down he had his hands on my hips and his body against mine. He rested his forehead on mine.
"You living here is going to be awesome" he said
"You know it" I said before kissing him
He backed me up onto the bed while kissing me. He laid me down on the comforter, deepening the kiss, leading to other things. *cough cough* *hint hint* *wink wink* *nudge nudge*
After that, we walked back into the living room to go sit with the others. Carlos and I had cleaned ourselves up and stuff so nobody would guess what we were doing in there. Nobody knows we have ever done that. We sat down on the couch, holding hands.
"What were you two doing in there?" James asked
"I was unpacking…" I said
"And I was watching TV" Carlos added
"Whatever" James said looking back to the TV
I smirked at Carlos and he smirked right back. Logan seemed curious about our silent exchange but he didn't say anything.
After a while we went to bed along with James. That ruins our chances of that for the night. We said goodnight to James and Carlos and I snuggled under the covers. I faced his stomach and buried my face in it. We held me close to him and we both slept soundly.
I woke up the next morning to a snoring James and Carlos was already awake and watching me. I changed his sleeping pattern, he wakes up earlier now. He says it's because he "doesn't wanna miss a thing". Carlos and I started talking because we didn't want to get up yet. We were talking about anything and everything. We talked for about an hour. Talking turned to kissing and before I knew it, I was on top of Carlos. I was kissing his neck and biting his ear lobe.
"J-J-Jenna, wait" he said
"J-J-James is st-still in here" he said
"Make him leave" I grumbled in between kissing his neck
I reluctantly got off of Carlos so he could throw James out of the room.
"James!" he yelled hitting James with a pillow
-James' POV-
Carlos woke me up by yelling my name and hitting me with a pillow. I rubbed my eyes. I looked at Carlos and could see Jenna behind him with her arms around him.
"James, you gotta leave!" Carlos said to me
After that I saw Jenna kiss his neck and start to play with his ear lobe with her tongue and teeth. Carlos' eyes rolled back in his head as he closed his eyes and he leaned his head back on her shoulder. Before I knew what was happening, Carlos had me by my wife beater and he threw me out of the room, closing and locking the door behind him. I walked into the living room and sat down on the couch, I grabbed the newspaper after finding nothing good to watch on TV. A few minutes later, Logan walked into the room.
"James, you're up early" he said walking to the fridge
"Unintentionally" I replied "Carlos and Jenna woke me up" I said
"Where are they?" he asked drinking some milk from the carton
"Having sex" I said casually
Logan spit out the milk he was drinking.
"WHAT?" he yelled
"You heard me" I said
"What's with all the yelling?" Kendall asked, sleepily walking into the room
"Oh nothing, Carlos is just in his and James' room,… having sex with Jenna" Logan said shrugging with obvious fake calmness, really freaking out because of the news that his little brother was doing some girl in his bedroom only a hallway away from them.
"Are you serious?" Kendall asked
"Yup, they kicked me out five minutes ago and Carlos was pretty 'excited'" I said gesturing to my pants and using air quotes "not to mention Jenna was biting his ear and kissing his neck" I added
"Our little boy is all grown up" Kendall said pretending to cry and wiping away a nonexistent tear
"I don't think this is anywhere near their first time either" I said
"What makes you say that?" Logan asked
"The fact that they randomly disappear for a while to a bedroom and then make excuses about what they were doing" I said
"I never really thought about that" Logan said
"I have been for a while now, I mean the signs of what has been going on are clear" I said
"Oh so now you are Mr. Know-it-all about sex?" Kendall asked
"I do know a few things about that particular topic" I said smirking
"I bet you learned them all from Em" Kendall teased
"Hey now!" I said "Watch yourself" I warned, pointing at Kendall
Just then we heard a thud against the wall coming from my bedroom. Oh God, what are they doing in there? Never mind, I don't think I want to know… Nope, I definitely don't want to know.
a/n: sorry for all the sex talk it won't happen very much for while. What are Carlos and Jenna going to do about the summer? This time apart will cause problems, I promise. be excited!
Jenna