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Chapter 11
Len tried to make her re-act but Anna was lost in her thoughts, she couldn't believe that Yho, the person who was the only one who ask about her father, the only person who was there the day before she left to New York, the person after she treated him so bad he always came back only asking for her friendship. She just couldn't believe it, it was a lied!! He couldn't do such thing! He's not like that; he doesn't want anyone to get her! But why is she feeling so betrayed by him? They weren't that closer anyways, she could make his life miserable after this, she could make him regret to insist to be friends of her, but still she couldn't, she didn't want to believe he was the one who told Pilika about Len and her.
-Anna?-Said Len still trying to make her re-act
-Hmm?-
-Are you ok?-Asked Len
-Yes, why?-Said Anna
-You just… wasn't here…-
-What do you mean?-Asked Anna
-After I told you that Yho was the one who told Pilika about us..-
-..About what we used to have…there's no "us" anymore-Said Anna frigidly
Len looked at her kind of heart breaking, because yes he is still in love with her, he made his mistakes in the past but no one could measure the love he has for her, so he just smiled to her and told her that she could keep saying that until she believes it, because she knows as much as he does they are perfect for each other, and they both have really strong feelings, feelings that are intact since the day they met each other.
Anna just stared at him after he told her that no she didn't answer, why? because she's still have feelings for him, she stared at him with the coldest look she could give him, she hated that he always knew her so much, and she knew that Len could see inside her cold look and see what she really want him to understand by her look. Len hugged her, he gave her the stronger hugged and whispered in her ears: "I love you my baby girl". Anna didn't say nothing, but she hugged him back, closed her eyes and tears came out, she didn't know what she was doing, she never could say no to Len, she couldn't say no to her heart., but she have to! She needs to! if she want her friend back, but then Len hugged her even stronger making her to forget about those thoughts, he gave her a kiss in her cheek, a long one, and whispered again in her ears: "And you? Do you still love me?". "No! Not now!" thought Anna, he was making this even more complicated than it is already, but yes! She still loves him! Wasn't it obvious?!, but she was pride, she couldn't do this again not this time, so she stop hugging him, making him stand back and looked at her confused, she clear up a tear that was coming out of her left eye, she didn't care if he saw her crying, he was the only one who can see her like that anyways, she sat in the couch and look at him, he sat next to her and look at her too and ask one more time: "Do you still love me?", Anna looked at him and said:
-I believe that we have bigger problems to ask that type of questions- Said Anna uncaringly
Len smiled and stood up and went to the door and before he was leaving he said
-I don't have any problems, maybe one but is a tiny one and it is to put things clear here, that my heart belongs and your heart belongs to me, and that's a thing that Pilika…and Asakura-He looked at her- need to know-and after saying this he left.
Anna was surprised about the words that Len said, so she went to her room and changed her clothes, took her keys and left the house, something big was about to happened she thought.
Len was on his way to the Usui's house, to see and talk to Pilika straight, when he was in front her house he took a deep breath and knock the door. Horo Horo was the one who opened, when he look that the person who was there was Len he stared at him angry, he cross his arms against his chest after closing the door after him.
-What are you doing here?-Asked Horo
-I came to see Pilika- Said Len
-For what?-
-I need to talk to her-
-You have got to be kidding me Len- Horo said
-No, I'm not-He said seriously
-Haven't you hurt her enough?-Said Horo angrier
-Horo, I really need to talk to her-
-Well she doesn't want to see you-Clarify Horo
-That's not your decision-Said Len
-It is actually, I'm not going to see my sister cry all the night again-
-I just came to clear things up Horo-Len insisted
-Is ok, let he in, Horo-Said Pilika opening the door
-No, Pilika! He is not going to cause you more pain!-Said Horo looking at Pilika
-Is ok, he can't actually there's no more space in my heart for that type of feeling-Said Pilika letting Len in
-I just want you to know Len! That I'm going to be just right outside!!-Said Horo Horo after Pilika closed the door
-Sorry for that- Said Pilika, sitting in the couch.
-Is ok.- He said
-So? What is it that you want? - Asked Pilika trying to hide all the crying with a smile.
Len stared at her for a while, she was in a lot of pain, he could see her eyes all irritated because of the crying, he felt bad for that, she was really suffering what he and Anna did to her, he could tell she was heart breaking, he went there to tell Pilika that she needed to move on and to try to understand them, and that he and Anna were getting back together someday not to far away, but the words couldn't come out of his mouth, he couldn't be so cold with her she was too hurt, a tear came out of Pilika's eye and he stared at it, looking all the way from her eye, crossing her cheek, to her mouth….her mouth sweet and kind of pink lips she have, then her eyes that despite of the irritation her eyes still reflect that beautiful blue, yes indeed she is beautiful, and full of joy and energy, that's the most thing that attracted to him….but no she could never be like Anna, ever, Thought Len, he's still in love with her, so much he would go to the end of the world for her, Pilika was a distraction he could have to forget Anna when he thought everything was over between them.
-Len?-Said Pilika getting Len out of his thoughts
-Yes? - He said
-Is there something wrong?-She asked
-No, why?-
-You came here to talk and you ain't talking..-Said Pilika
-Oh sorry, I was just thinking how to say this-Said Len
-Just say it-
-Ok,…-He took a deep breath- Pilika neither me or Anna in any circumstances were trying to hurt you, that was one of the last thing we could ever thought of, when we first got together it was quiet surprising for us, we thought we were just going to be best friends…but we fall in love, we didn't want to tell you or to Horo then, because we wanted to see if this was going to you know work, then a year passed we were freshman, and it was time for you guys to know everything, but then you told us that your parents were getting a divorce, and we thought it wasn't the time because of it, in the half year of freshman Anna was decided to tell you guys, specially to you, she hates lies and she was making one and she just couldn't stand that, so she went to my apartment to talk and figured it out how we were going to tell you, but she wasn't expecting that Tamao was going to be there with me, yes I cheated on her and yes I'm shame of it, she only stood there surprised, she couldn't believe it, she got out of there and she didn't answered any of my phone calls, then I went to her house to talk to her, she decided to hear what I had to say, and I was stupid and immature and apologized so many times, and cried and regretted so much for what I did to her, she told me she was going to wait until summer, then in summer she'll tell me if she was going to forgive me. So I wait, and then when she finally came to talk to me she said: "I forgive you, because I can take all this love I have for you away, but if you hurt me again I don't think I could do it again", so we were back together we spend the whole summer together she went to my parent's house for two weeks I went to Izumo with her for three weeks, it was like a fairy tale, then on the first week of south more we still wanted you guys to know everything, we just needed to figured out how to tell you, one day I went to her house to talk how we're going to say everything and I found her in her room, crying with a pregnancy test on her hands, I hugged her and she told me: "I'm going to have a baby" and I hugged her stronger and told her: "No, we are going to have a baby" she hugged me and cried the whole afternoon, her dad wasn't mad at her or at me, and we decided to move in together it was pretty good, that's why I started to work on that year, for the money… cause we were going to needed it for the baby, so we wait 3 weeks to tell you everything, and one day when she went to her dad's to see him, Tamao came to my house to tell me she was pregnant too, I was in shock and then Anna came and we she saw Tamao there you could only see the anger in her eyes, I told her that she needed to sit down cause there's something we needed to talk, I told her what Tamao told me and she just was in shock, the tears coming out, she wasn't talking, she hated me, I hurt her again, so she just got out of the house running to her dad's when a car hit her and we lost our baby, it was the most horrible day of my life, Anna didn't want to see me in the weeks she was on the hospital, so one day I went to Tamao's house to talk about the baby she was expecting, and she told me like it was the biggest joke ever: "oh don't worry is not yours and if it was it I wasn't going to keep it anyways" I felt like slapping her, but I didn't so I went back home, call Anna a million of times and her dad told me to stop calling cause they both hated me, I didn't know what to do, so a wait 5 weeks didn't call her, or talked to her until she went to my apartment, because I ask her to, told her what happened with Tamao, she believed me and told me that she can be with me anymore, she was too hurt, so we break up but decided to be friends-Len stop for a minutes and ask for water to Pilika.
After he drank his water, he was still not talking, when he was about to talk Pilika asked
-And when I told Anna my feelings for you, why she didn't tell me? Why you guys…-she giggled- kept sleeping together?-
-She didn't tell you because we were still in love, no matter what we couldn't stop looking at each other, one day Anna came to my house and told me that her father has cancer, she needed someone to hugged her, but we couldn't resist it was like…and I know it sounds selfish, but it felt like it was the perfect opportunity to be together once again…-
-So you guys slept together?-Asked Pilika
-Yes, and after that, after her dad recovered we kept doing it, with no obligations, or compromise, we just thought it was the beginning of a new chapter of our relationship, but Anna was feeling bad! She used to cried and said: "I can't! I can't do this to Pilika, she loves you and I am in the middle, this not the person I am", I told her not to worry, that I was going to talk to you, but…-He giggled- I actually started to like you, and I'm sorry for not telling you everything before… they were so many problems, I was still in love with Anna and I didn't want to lose her again, but she is stronger, and decided to put an end to what we were starting, but I never let her told you everything, cause it wasn't the time.-Len stopped and look at her, Pilika was crying, she cleared up her tears and said.
-Not only because you didn't let her, but because she was still in love with you-She said
-I'm sorry, Pilika try to understand and maybe some day we all be friends again. And maybe you'll understand why Tamao told you about me and Anna, she only wanted you to get hurt -After saying this he left the house and found Horo sleeping in the front door, he smiled and walk his way home.
Pilika was inside analyzing everything Len told her that afternoon, and a smile appeared in her lips, and thought to herself: "Yes, maybe" .
Anna was looking for Yho everywhere, she went to his house, to the lake, to the school, but they weren't any signals of Yho, she sat in a park near the school and she heard some voices, and then she saw Mary and Yho under a tree, she went there and stood in front of then, Mary and Yho looked at her confused.
-I need to talk to you- She hold Yho's hand and walk away from Mary so they could talk, without caring the things Mary said
-What tha hell are you doing?!-
When they were far away enough she stood in front of him, and looked at him coldly
-What's going on Anna?-Asked Yho
Anna slapped his face, with her eyes full of tears, Yho put his hand on his left cheek looking at Anna surprised.
-What was that for?!-He yelled
-For telling Pilika about me and Len!-Anna yelled
-What?!-He said
-Don't deny it!!-
-What do you mean!? I don't know anything about you and Len!! What's going on!?-He was kind of frustrated.
-You know what's going on! Stop pretending –Said Anna sad
-Anna- Yho was getting closer
-Why? Why you? Tell me why you did such a thing?-She asked while Yho was taking her face on her hands.
-I don't know what you're talking about…-Said Yho, Anna started to cry.
-Tell me you didn't do it...-She said
-Anna, I don't understand what's going on, I don't know what is between you and Len, I don't know what is it that I told Pilika…-He said
-Yho….my world is breaking down…-She hugged him
-Anna…-
Anna looked at him, he started to cleared her tears.
-It wasn't you…sorry-Said Anna
-I'm sorry, for not helping you…-Said Yho
He looked at her, he was getting closer and closer, he could feel her lips, her breathe…
-Yho…-
-Shhh….just…let it happen…-
And he kiss her, he finally could feel her sweet lips, with the flavor of sweet candies, he kiss her so nice, so sweet, so careful, so…in love, he finally had the chance to feel her lips.
She just was too surprised that the only thing she did was to close her eyes, and then put her arms around his neck. She didn't know why she was doing, but there was something on Yho Asakura that always made her wondered if she could feel the same thing she feels for Len.
They separated from each other; they were just staring at each other and caching some air.
-Yho…?-Anna was the first one to talked
-Yes?-He said
-Wh-why you did that?-She ask
-I don't know…-He said
-Now you're making this more complicated…-She said
-What can I say, I'm a complicated guy…-He giggled
-I need to tell you…why Pilika doesn't want to talk to me again…-She said
-I have the entire night for it…-He said
-Ok…-She was trying to stand back, but Yho didn't let her
-But first…- He get her closer and kiss her-..Let's enjoy the moment- And kiss her again.
Wow!! that was longer than the others!! i personally liked this one!! and yes is getting really surprising every minute xD!
well i'll update chapter 12 as soon as i can!!
hope you enjoyed it!! bye
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