A/N
Sorry for such a long dream sequence. I had a dream like this one time, and thought it'd be good to put in, then it escelated really quickly... maybe one day i actually will write a story like this, once i've finished all my other stuff...
CH 11
Ryan's POV
"Well come on then! What's taking you so long?" Felix's voice echoed from the tunnel behind Ryan.
"I'm coming, calm your tits" Ryan turned and ran around the corner. Felix was so damn impatient! He was just up ahead Ryan knew, checking out the rest of this cave thing. They'd been separated from Ken and Russ when the Darkling's had ambushed them, so now the pair were trying to get back to the others. It was really annoying too; trying to be all sneaky down here was hard. Especially when every noise echoed twice as loud as normal to his sensitive ears.
"There you are, now come on before something else happens" Felix took Ryan by the hand as lead him along the stone passage. "I really don't want to bump into those freaks again"
"Hey, I was one those freaks once! They're really not that bad you know..." Ryan hated the way their group always called the Darkling's evil, because they weren't. Ryan knew this for a fact. He had been one of them for ages before he got captured by Felix's group. As a matter of fact, Ryan was only helping Felix and Ken to prove a point. The Darkling's weren't a bunch of lawless monsters, they didn't know any other way. Just as Ryan hadn't.
When he had woken up he couldn't remember a thing about his past life. He didn't even remember being human at all. His first memory was his friend Henry biting him and turning him. The Darkling's had found him basically in a pool of blood, whose Ryan wasn't certain of, but it had defiantly been human. They took him in, taught him what it meant to be a vampire, and cared for him. What he didn't know is that the Darkling's were raging a private war with King Celestial. The king believed that because the Darkling's harnessed their power through what he considered dark means, they should be wiped out... That and they stole one of the most powerful artifacts known to man from him. Ryan still bristled angrily at the thought.
King Celestial had abused that thing, using it to control his subjects like puppets. We were doing the right thing by taking it away from him...
Ok, Ryan admitted sometimes the Darkling's took things a bit too far. They did raid quester's camps and stole mercilessly, but it was all justifiable. All for the greater good... And he knew many people frowned upon their beliefs too. Ryan was raised by, and partly believed, humans were the weaker species, only useful for two things. The stronger humans for turning, the weaker for...well...for blood. Or food in the werewolves case, but in Ryan's case, blood.
Ryan wasn't ashamed to admit he felt no guilt about the whole killing thing, but he knew Felix was strongly opposed to any sort of killing. Which is why he had to be forced on this raid with Russ and Ken. King's orders so... no real choice there for him.
Felix was a warlock. He could use magic, to a certain extent. He was kinda new to the whole fighting thing, so he wasn't very good yet. It was funny to watch actually, him floundering about, trying to avoid being hit, hiding behind anything he could find to quickly read his spell book; he was definitely more of a healer than a warrior. Russ and Ken were both werewolves. Highly trained in battle too, unlike Felix. Ryan had heard all about their past quests and raids to great detail as they travelled here to the cave. Russ was quite smug about his strength too; often play fighting with Ryan as they went. Even though Russ was raised in a society where were-wolves and vampires hated each other, he was one of Ryan's best friends. Ryan didn't understand why the kingdom thought vampires and were-wolves had to fight… down here, the Darkling's didn't care what you were as longs as you believed like us… I mean…them…
There were others in their group; they had split into two groups before they entered the cave system to cover more ground. In the second group was Red, another vampire, Scott, a warlock, and a human warrior known only by the name BattleStar. Ryan hadn't got to know them as well as Ken or Russ, but they were nice enough he supposed. Red was the only other vampire in the group so she was fun to talk to, despite their different beliefs. Scott was quite nice to Ryan. Ryan was pretty sure that he pitied him or felt some sort of sympathy towards him, but Ryan couldn't really understand why. He didn't want pity, he wanted them to understand him or at the very least be able to empathize with him. BattleStar on the other hand was quite up himself. He felt it was the highest honor to be handpicked by the king to be sent on such a "Vital" mission. He thought he was the greatest fighter of all time, which really annoyed Ryan to no end. He wasn't even a man yet for crying out loud! Ryan could tear out that stupid human's throat before he had time to blink...
Felix was the only one who understood him. The moment Ryan had laid eyes on him he knew. He wasn't sure how or why, but he knew. He loved him...No. Love wasn't a strong enough word to describe what he was feeling toward the sandy haired man. It was some sort of burning passion writhing inside him, devouring him, making him want to do anything for him. He would let a sword slide through his chest to protect the warlock. That's how strongly Ryan felt for Felix. He would die for him...
"Yeah, right, sorry...let's just get out of here. These caves are really starting to freak me out" Felix smiled apologetically and led on.
I wonder if Felix even realizes... I know he has feelings for me, that much is obvious...but is it anything like what I am feeling...or is just friendly feelings…?Ryan sighed and made Felix stop.
"What?" He asked.
"That's the wrong way. That tunnel leads back to the entrance" Ryan was trying hard not to laugh as Felix blinked at the passageway and blushed.
"I-I knew that..." He mumbled.
"Just follow me numb nut..." Ryan laughed softly and turned down the western tunnel. Felix shook his head, but followed the chocolate haired man anyway.
Ryan knew this place like the back of his hand. Just a right, then a left, then follow for about twenty meters, then left again. Boom, just like that, Ryan can show them everything. Not that they had trusted him enough to show them the right way…
Ryan's heightened vision let him see near everything in the blackness, every speck of dust, every rock, every mark of claws or weapon. Felix on the other hand was grasping the walls, feeling around blind for Ryan.
"Why the fuck is it so dark down here?" Felix grumbled loudly. Well, to Felix his voice was almost a whisper, to Ryan it was as loud as the rocks that clattered to the floor as Felix ran his hands along them.
"Because we- I mean, the Darkling's are trained to see in the dark, therefore we don't need much light. Besides, vampires and werewolves have good night vision" Ryan corrected himself. Not weanymore, them.
"Do you mind if I...?" Felix held his hand out to Ryan. For a second, Ryan thought he wanted to hold his hand. But then he noticed the little golden sparks dancing between his fingers. Ryan felt himself instinctively shield away from it.
"Alright...just a little one...and make it out of fire, not...uh...that" Ryan pointed awkwardly at the pure white and gold sparks in Felix's hand.
"Oh...right...sorry" Felix apologised and let the sparks disappear.
" 'S fine" Ryan shrugged it off. Ryan knew Felix hadn't realised what he was doing, so it was alright.
Ryan was extremely vulnerable to what Felix had just been about to summon. Ryan didn't know its real name, but in the Darkling's we...they had referred to it as light energy or power...and seeing as w-they got their powers through "dark" means... Not to say they we're inferior to it, because that's a downright lie. Another reason King Celestial is so afraid of us...them…goddamn it, I'm never gonna get used to saying them… At a long range dark users could easily crush light energy, but close up it hurt them immensely. Not much at first, but after long exposure it leaves you weak and feeling sick. But the exact same can be said for light users about dark energy so... Ryan had only had the displeasure to feel this once before and it wasn't exactly an experience he wanted to repeat.
"Better?" Felix asked as a small ball of glowing red fire flared into life in the palm of his hand. Ryan's cold skin could feel the heat of it the second it was lit. Not just that, but he could feel the heat of Felix's body grow slightly as magic flowed through him. He couldn't help himself; Ryan let out a very tiny moan and leaned slightly towards it. So warm... so... soft... and he smelt so fucking good…so delicious…
Felix sucked in a sharp breath of air. Ryan froze. Was...was he afraid of something? Ryan opened his eyes to look at the blonde. He was standing, mere centimeters away from Ryan, blue eyes piercing him with something Ryan couldn't quite discern. Wait...when the hell did he get this close to Felix? Ryan realized what he'd been about to do and took a hasty step back, accidentally bumping into the wall.
"Fuck...I'm sorry Felix, I didn't realise I'd..." Ryan trailed away. Why the hell had he done that...? God now Felix was looking at him... Ryan felt a weird feeling flit across his chest. Why was Felix looking at him like that? It wasn't a look he had seen anywhere before... yet it was oddly familiar...
Felix let the fire die in his hands. Ryan opened his mouth to say something...but was stopped short by another. Ryan gasped. Felix had pressed his mouth against Ryan's, lightly brushing his lips over the brunets. Ryan couldn't comprehend what was happening. He just stood there dumbfounded as Felix withdrew slightly to look at him. Ryan's heart was pounding faster than it had ever done in his life, threatening to leap out of his chest and attack Felix...in a good way.
"Felix...I..." Ryan didn't know what to say. He couldn't seem to form words anymore.
"Sorry...I couldn't help myself… you were so…y-you don't mind do you?" Felix blushed softly. Ryan's mouth gaped open for a few seconds, trying to find the words he wanted to use.
"I...uh...plea..." Ryan's voice wouldn't work for him... well...actions speak louder than words...
Ryan grabbed the front of Felix's blue robes and pulled him close. He took Felix's face in his hands and kissed him tentatively. Ryan felt the blonde grin and pressed him up against the stone wall. Ryan couldn't help but moan as Felix ran his tongue along Ryan's bottom lip, asking permission. Ryan let his mouth go slack and Felix pushed his tongue inside. Ryan used his strength to crush Felix against him, needing more contact. He couldn't help it. He tasted so damn good! Ryan felt his fangs slide down, nearly stabbing Felix's tongue in the process.
Felix didn't seem to notice, that or he didn't care. As a matter of fact, Felix was using it to his advantage. Ryan could barely contain himself as Felix ran his wet tongue along his erect canines. It took every last ounce of self control not to just bite the warlock then and there. He could taste Felix's saltiness, and it was making him moan and shiver in barely contained pleasure, made all the more real as he felt a hand running up the inside of his thigh. It just felt...so...so
"F-fuck..." Ryan moaned as Felix playfully bit his lip.
"Heh, I wasn't sure you'd let me do that" Felix grinned, eyes slightly hazy. Ryan bit his lip as Felix's hand trailed closer and closer to his tingling bulge. Which was a horribly bad idea.
"Ah fuck..." Ryan swore as his fangs pierced his soft lip. His lip flared up with pain…but this wasn't the first time he'd done it, so it wasn't all that bad. He tasted blood welling up on his lip...and couldn't help but lick it off. Sure it was his own blood, but it still tasted good...
"Bit excited are we?" Felix smirked.
"S-shut up and get your ass back here" Ryan grabbed Felix and attacked his mouth again with a new vigor. He just wanted Felix to do things to him, what he wasn't to sure, but Ryan knew he wanted it, bad. Forgetting entirely about the mission they were on, and the people waiting for them, Ryan ground his bloody lips against the other man's, because the others could all wait. This on the other hand was something that couldn't, something Ryan had been waiting far too long for to stop now. Felix pulled away from their kiss, eyes sparkling, and smiled shyly.
"So…is it true what they say about you guys?" Felix asked breathily.
"Depends what you're talking about" Ryan said, chest fluttering wildly instead of his cold heart.
"…That…that you… when you bite someone, you can make it feel really good?" Felix asked shyly. Ryan's chilled cheeks gave a very slight blush.
"Oh, um, yeah we can but…wow…you're really ok with me doing something like that?" Ryan stammered.
"Uh, yeah…as long as it's not too painful that… besides, you look really uncomfortable with those out anyway" Felix nodded towards Ryan erect fangs.
"Well…ok. As long as you're ok with it… I'll try to make it feel good" Ryan promised. Felix grinned half shyly, half encouragingly at him, making Ryan's slow beating heart flutter.
Seeing as Ryan was already up against the rocky wall of the cave, he waited to see what Felix would do, just in case he changed his mind. But god, Ryan hoped he wouldn't… His throat constricted as Felix's body pressed closer to his own, his face only inches from Ryan's.
"Just remember not to kill me, 'kay?" Felix murmured. Ryan couldn't remember how to form words, so he only nodded.
"Then do it"
Needing no more encouragement, and not being able to hold back any longer anyways, Ryan grabbed the warlock and pulled his neck to his mouth almost roughly. Somewhere deep in the back of his mind, Ryan reminded himself to be gently as ran a tongue across the skin of the man against him. He let the very tips of his fangs scrape the surface of Felix's soft throat, not biting down fully yet, because that would just hurt Felix. Felix let out a little hiss as Ryan's sharp teeth broke through the skin, but then made an odd little noise of pleasure as Ryan ran his tongue over the wound. Ryan faintly remembered to do this so Felix actually would feel pleasure, otherwise the endorphins in his saliva wouldn't enter his veins quick enough and he'd only be hurting the man, but the moment his tongue tasted to sweet, salt liquid from the warlock's body it took every last fiber of his being to hold back.
Self control had never been a thing Ryan had had to practice before now, the act in itself had always seemed such an unnecessary thing, but now Ryan was really paying the price. Trying not to plunge his erect canines deep into the other boy's neck was taking every last brain cell in his head. He only had to wait about thirty seconds, maybe less, before he could really bite Felix, but that seemed like eons from this moment right now. He contented himself with lapping at the wound, letting the delicious flavor of the warlock wash over his senses entirely. Felix let out a tiny moan as the endorphins spread throughout his body, fingers clasping the back of Ryan's shirt hard as the vampire lapped from the wound at his throat.
"I think…ahh…you can do it now…" Felix panted. Thank fuck! Without another word, Ryan sank his fangs deep into Felix's skin, wonderfully sweet blood flooding his mouth.
"Ah fuck!" Felix yelped. Ryan didn't have enough left in him to be concerned for the warlock, he could only moan and press himself as far into the other man's body as he physically could. After a few seconds of pain filled gasps from the warlock, Felix started to relax in Ryan's iron grip and let out his pent up breath. Ryan was barely aware of the moan that escaped Felix's lips as he drank the life giving fluid he was drawing out of his veins. Ryan did feel an odd force against Felix's back, and opened his eye half way to see he'd slammed Felix against the opposite wall, pressing him hard into the stone. Ryan wanted to pull back a bit, take away some of the pressure, but he couldn't concentrate enough to even remember seeing the wall. All he knew was he was shivering with delight as the heat from Felix's blood pumped through his brains, making his usually cold heart race wildly.
Ryan groaned with pleasure as he felt the warlock's fingers slide from their perch around his neck and trail a path of fire down his back, around his hips, then stopping just above his pants line. No one had ever done this to Ryan before, and he wanted more. Nearly as much as he wanted the man's magic filled blood. Literally, Ryan could taste and feel the magic in Felix's veins as it flowed into his mouth, swallowing it all up hungrily.
Ryan let out another long moan as Felix ran a finger down the front of his pants. Felix grinned wickedly before cupping Ryan's growing bulge, rubbing it with his palm. Ryan growled an inhuman sound as a stab of pure arousal shot through him like a lightening bolt. He could even taste Felix's arousal in his blood, sending another delicious stab of wild fire through his body. Ryan had never thought it would feel...so...so...
Ryan awoke with a jolt as a weight was dropped on top of him. He was jerked from the dream with a sickening lurch as the thing's weight shifted and walked up his chest. He slowly opened his eyes with a grumble. Maya's chubby, happy face sat next to Ryan, tongue lolling out dopily, snuggling into the arm that was draped over Ryan's shoulders. Wait what? Ryan's eyes followed the strong, protective hands wrapped around him, ending at the half dazed face of Felix. His light browny blonde hair was tosseled and scruffy, sticking up in an incredibly adorable way. His icy blue eyes were out of focus and slightly confused, trying hard to focus on the dog demanding his attention. And of course, he was completely naked. If Ryan was more awake, he probably would have blushed at this, but his mind was more occupied. He just had to...remember his dream...
He pushed the dog off his side and felt around for his note book and reading glasses. He'd only put them here yesterday... his fingers ran back and forth across the wooden side table, trying to find the book and pencil. Felix groaned as the dog licked his face.
"Maya please..." Felix pushed the little dog away from his face, not that that broke its spirit in any way. Ryan had found his glasses and slid them onto his face, flicking through the pages of the book to find a blank page. Must...remember dream! When he finally found a clean page Ryan pressed his pencil to the paper and scribbled down the first thing he remembered about the dream.
"What...what are you doing...?" Felix mumbled, rubbing the dog saliva off his face.
"Writing..." Ryan slurred, not yet completely coherent.
"Writing what?" Felix asked.
"Dream..." Ryan muttered and pushed the black rimmed glasses back up his nose as it tried to slide down. His pencil scribbled furiously across the page, determined to write it all down before it slipped from his mind. Must remember...
"Why?" Felix asked again. Ryan wanted to reply, but his brain couldn't find any words yet. He was still in that sort of half asleep state where you mind is just spouting random crap that disappears from memory almost the second it's out, yet as you think it it all makes perfect sense.
The dog snarfed at Felix again. The Swede smiled at the pug and rubbed its head affectionately.
"What you want girl? You wanna go out? Vill du gå ut? Jag tror att du gör. Ja du gör!" Felix cooed at the happy pug. Ryan sat up and allowed Felix's arm to slide out from under him.
"I'll just go let the dog out, be right back" Felix pushed himself off the bed and pulled on his boxers. Ryan weakly nodded. He was too busy trying to concentrate. Felix laughed softly and pulled on a pair of pyjama bottoms. Blue with little cows across them and a pink silk ribbon. Rather cute actually...
Then we were attacked by those people and got separated. Me and Felix went off down a tunnel to find Russ and Ken again. Felix got us lost for awhile. I pointed us in the right direction. Not sure how but it ended up with us MO again. Then I bit him and he began to TM. Woke up (Maya)
Ryan sighed and looked back at the page. Done...and I'm pretty sure I got a majority of it too. Good. MO was his way of writing made or making out, and TM was his way of saying touched me, just in case anyone for some weird reason tried to read it. That way they wouldn't think he was some kind of perv. Ryan placed the book back on the bedside table and stretched out. He felt incredibly sore and stiff, his joints all popping as he twisted his body. No wonder considering... Now Ryan was blushing.
Oh god...did we really do that? Oh wow...we did... Ryan felt incredibly girlish for doing so, but he let out a little giggle. He had actually done it! He and Felix, they had really had sex. Ryan had never felt happier in his life. This had been exactly what he had been dreaming about since the moment he first met Felix, and it had actually happened. And he'd managed to do it without flipping out! If anyone could see Ryan right now, they would think he was fangirling. And in all truth, he kinda was.
It didn't help that the feels in his dreams still hadn't left him yet. He could still feel Felix's hands against him, the feeling of the wall against him as he pressed the Swede up against the rocks… another few minutes and Ryan defiantly would've gotten a full on boner from the dream. But he was still horny as fuck… and he'd only just had sex, but damn did he want it all over again. Ryan, finally awake now, sat on his knees as he heard Felix returning, blanket drapsed lazily over his legs.
"Dumma hund ... det är bara åtta på jävla morgonen ... oh, why hello there!" Felix broke out into a wide grin as he took in Ryan sitting on the bed.
"'Sup. Done writing" Ryan let a small smile slip onto his face. Now that he was more awake, he could fully appreciate the topless, bedraggled Swede before him. It sent a little flit through his body.
"I didn't know you wore glasses this much" Felix smiled.
"Just for reading and writing...I don't really need them... but they sometimes make it easier to play and shit because my eyes start to fuck up after awhile" Ryan shrugged.
"Cool...I only wear mine if I have a headache...What were you writing about?" Felix asked, a sly look crossing his face.
"I like to write down my good dreams that I want to turn into stories or just don't want to forget. And this one was a particularly good one" Ryan watched as Felix crossed the room and stood right before him, looking down on him with that same look on his face. He could tell exactly what Ryan was thinking. And he loved it.
"You're a writer?" Felix blinked in surprise.
"Yep, but no one knows it's me. God, I'd never hear the end of it from my fangirls if they knew what I'd written" Ryan smiled slyly.
"Cool, I might just have to find them later… so… was I in your dream?" Felix already knew the answer; it was clearly etched into Ryan's face before he had even spoken. Ryan let his glasses slide down his nose, so his eyes glistened over the tops of their black rims.
"Why I believe you were kind sir!" Ryan said in his English accent, shifting so he was facing Felix completely, trying to show off his smooth, very slightly muscular pale stomach as he did so.
"And what exactly did I do in your dream?" Felix grinned. Ryan bit his lip and sat up.
"Well, I think it went a little something like this..." Ryan said in his usual voice. He slowly took Felix's face in his hands and pulled him down towards him, lips parted slightly. Felix let Ryan guide him to his waiting mouth. Their mouths met gently in the middle, Ryan slowly moving his lips against Felix's. Felix moaned and wrapped his arms around Ryan's skinny frame, running his strong thumb along his tail bone. Ryan suppressed a shudder and gently pushed his tongue inside Felix's mouth. He only felt resistance for a brief second before Felix backed off, letting Ryan take control. Ryan was actually surprised by this, he had expected Felix to want to be the dominant one again, but he had let Ryan take him so easily. What's he playing at...?
Ryan yelped as Felix gave his tongue a sharp nip.
"Ow what the hell?" Ryan complained as his tongue gave an uncomfortable throb.
"Just keeping my Uke in check" Felix winked. "Besides, we've got work to do"
"Bitch I am not your Uke! I just let you have all the fun because you actually know what you're doing! When I figure it all out, you're being my beta bitch!" Ryan pouted.
"Whatever you say Ry Ry. Now come on, we've gotta record"
…
Ryan had been reading some comments from his latest video, his vlog of Italy one, when Felix had called him over laughing.
"H-have you s-seen these y-yet! Oh my god t-there hilarious!" Felix giggled. Ryan sighed and got up from the couch. This had better have been good, he'd only just got comfortable...
"What is it?" Ryan asked wearily. It was just past lunch time and he was still feeling exhausted. And he had the livestream coming up he was trying to figure out...
"Oh the fangirls!" He was close to tears, that's how hard he was laughing. Ryan pushed him aside so he could get a closer look. It was the very first SCP video, and the comments had gone wild with Pewdiecry fangirls...
OMG THAT IS THE CUTEST THING EVER!
NAAAAWWWWW!
You two are so damn cute ^_^
Now...KISS!
Guys would you all please shut up! They're just friends!
Sure, "friends"
NOSEBLEED!
I can't see cry's face but I can tell he is adorable! You're so lucky Pewds :P
I WANT MORE NOW! *nose bleeds and dies on floor*
You look like you'd be sexy as hell Cry (No homo)
THEY ARE SEXY AS HELL AND YES HOMO, HOMO ALL THE WAY!
"Oh my god...I didn't think it would be this bad" Ryan let a grin slid onto his face.
"Me either!" Felix laughed. Page after page, the same thing. Fangirls dying, and one or two fanboys which surprised Ryan a bit, freaking out over him and Felix.
"The other one's just as bad. People are really obsessed with us aren't they" Felix winked.
"Imagine if they knew" Ryan's grin widened at the thought. So did Felix's.
"I think they'd just die from drowning in their own saliva" Felix laughed. Ryan snickered in agreeance
"So… you done for the day?" Ryan asked hopefully. Felix shook his head.
"Nope, still got to record me some happy wheels, I won't be done for awhile" Felix sighed.
"I thought you gave up on happy wheels" Ryan scratched his chin in surprise.
"I did, but people really wanted it back so... yeah...I promised I'd make one...if the page would fucking load..." Felix sighed. "Stupid thing...why you so damn hard!"
Ryan couldn't help but giggle at this.
"Oh...Get your mind outta the gutter Cry!" Felix joked.
"Make me!" Ryan poked his tongue out at Felix.
"Don't make me come over there!" Felix threatened.
"OOOOH I'm so scared! Don't kill me with your mouse!" Ryan put his hands up to beg jokingly.
"Oh girl imma cut you up with this mouse so bad I'll have you drinking your chocolate milk through a straw biaatch!" Felix snapped his fingers and gave him that crazy eye thing he does. Ryan burst out laughing.
"That made no sense at all!" He laughed.
"Your toenail doesn't make any sense!" Felix retorted. Ryan gasped.
"How did you know about that!?" He pretended to be astonished.
"I KNOW ALL!" Felix threw his hands up into the air like a mad scientist and laughed. Ryan rolled his eyes.
"Of course you do genius"
"HEY! I'll have you know I have two genius awards! How many do you have?" Felix flaunted.
"I don't need an award, I already know I'm a genius. Besides, I'm older than you anyway" Ryan smirked as he watched Felix begin to pout.
"By one year!" Felix laughed.
"Still older Pewds. Do your maths genius" Ryan grinned.
"Meanie...you calling me dumb" He frowned.
"No, I'm calling you special" Ryan was trying hard not to laugh now, Felix's face was too priceless.
"Why!? I thought we were friends!" Felix fake sobbed.
"I'd say we're a bit more than friends, don't ya think?" Ryan winked.
"Damn right we are… we're both sexy bitches" Felix stretched out in his chair, showing off his chest
""Yeah yeah whatever, I'll be in my room if you need me. Your page has loaded" Ryan waved Felix away.
"Whatever?! How could you say that I- oh it has too! Ok, I better get started then. I'll come up there when I'm done" Felix faced the screen again.
"Don't rush yourself, just have fun. I'll be fine, I need to sort some stuff out with Russ anyway" Ryan turned and left the room.
"Kay!" Felix called after him. Ryan shook his head and leapt up the stairs in a single bound. He could already hear Felix setting up his intro.
Ryan closed the door behind him and sighed. He wished Felix didn't have to work right now... he really wanted to...um... Ryan shook his head to clear away the thoughts. Stop it brain!
Ok, he knew when it was mid afternoon here in Italy it was somewhere around midnight back in the US, give or take an hour. The live stream tomorrow would probably have to start at lunch time and go until about seven-ish here. God damn it, why can't the world all operate in the same time zone! Night here, day there, day here, night there. It was just so damn confusing... And Russ was already asleep the dick! Ryan frowned at the computer screen as he read the last message he got an hour or so ago.
Ru$$ Money: I'm going to sleep, speak to you tomorrow Cry
Grrr, just when he wanted to talk to him the basted had to be sleeping... Stupid Russ...Ryan sat there lost. He'd done everything he'd wanted to do today...except... Stop it! The computer sat on his lap, waiting for him to do something... To kill time, Ryan just started to play little online game, a stupid one he hadn't played in ages. Dino Run. It was a simple, pixel game that was actually kinda fun after awhile. Collect the eggs, escape the black wall of doom, eat the little animals, put on stupid hats... Ryan had put in the hats cheat, don8tosaur, and was now a red dinosaur with a Mario hat on. Ryan was already up to the third level, he was pretty damn good at the game. He'd gotten one of the super eggs, the easy one, and was trying to jump over the big fat stegosauruses that blocked the path.
"Come on move!" He snarled at the pixelated dinosaurs as the screen began to grow darker, a rumbling coming through his headphones. Ryan managed to climb over it at last...and somehow managed to fall into a ditch.
"No, no, no, no, no, no, NO, NO, NO!" Ryan yelled as the black wall of doom swallowed his dinosaur up, screen turning black.
Extinct.
"God damn it..." Ryan frowned at the screen. He really couldn't be stuffed to press replay, and he didn't really feel like it anyway. All he wanted to do was...
Ryan could hear Felix's shouts all the way across the house. Damn he's loud...dirty thought...Again... Uhg I've really gotta calm down... All day Ryan had had one thought impregnated on his mind, what he had done with Felix last night. He couldn't help it. It had been the single most amazing thing he had ever felt in his life. Ryan's mind had been flooded with image after image of Felix, of himself, of the things they had done. Ryan could feel heat flooding his cheeks just at the thought of it.
Ryan desperately wanted to do it again. He needed Felix now more than ever, but he was busy making a video. So Ryan just sat there, idly fiddling around with his computer, trying to ignore his racing heart. But it was just so damn hard! Arg dirty thoughts again!
Felix's loud hyena laughter echoed up the stairs. God he's not going to be done for ages... HRG WHY! Why is he so goddamn slow... it's been ages...the video can't take that long can it?
A little thought popped into Ryan's head. Felix won't be done for awhile now...maybe I could... Ryan's chest gave a guilty flutter at this thought, but never the less, he peeked over the tops of his glasses to check the door. Still closed, Felix could still be heard talking to himself… Maybe... Who am I kidding, I really need this.
Ryan opened up one of his secret bookmarked pages and scrolled through the immediate results. It was amazing how fast this shit loaded... but then again, this sort of thing was what the internet was made for. Ryan once again checked the door nervously before unzipping his pants. He felt kinda bad about doing this in Felix's house but... he needed to be touched. Desperately. Even if he was the one doing it.
Ryan made sure the volume was down and the headphones were fully in... Then hit play.
Two men, probably in their mid twenties, were laying on a bed kissing roughly. You could see their tongues dancing together passionately. The older looking one was running his hands along the waist of the smaller man. He had long, silky black hair that reached halfway down his back with the fringe dyed red. The younger looking one had short spiky black hair that swept to the right as a sort of emo side fringe thing and a lip piercing. The older man's fingers trailed over the man's thin hips, edging closer and closer to his hardened member. The short haired man gasped and shivered as the older beneath him began to stroke his erect length.
"Haah! No fair, you promised I could be top" The plain black haired man complained. He had a thick, sexy accent that Ryan assumed was German. Either way, it was hot. The red tipped one laughed.
"Oh all right. Do it then. Take me" He commanded in a husky voice.
"With pleasure"
Ryan grunted as he began to stroke his now hardening length.
The smaller, and ten times more attractive boy produced a pair of handcuffs and winked. He grabbed the older man's wrists and pinned them above his head. The older man grinned and allowed his wrists to get cuffed to the headboard of the bed. The younger one smirked and pinched the other man's nipples, none too gently either.
Ryan had shivered as he watched. Oh wow...imagine if Felix would do that to me...! Ryan's hand moved even more vigorously as he imagined it.
The younger man had something dark grey in his hand. It looked like it was made from silk. A blindfold. He had placed it over the man beneath him's eyes and was tying it behind his head. The younger man grinned with satisfaction and began to play with the bound man's member. The raven haired man bit his lip and groaned softly. As did Ryan.
The video continued like this for awhile, the man with short black hair nipping and teasing the older man until he was positively quivering, almost begging for release.
"Ah...M-Mark!" The red fringed man moaned heatedly.
"Yeah?" He said casually in his beautiful accent. "What is it?"
"Y-you know what. Quit playing with me and just do it already" The bound man's voice quivered as he spoke.
"Maybe...if you beg" The one called Mark smirked.
"You are evil..." The other one laughed shakily. Mark's eyebrows raised slightly and withdrew his hands.
"Well then I guess you don't want to-" "No wait, don't stop" The bound man sounded almost desperate.
"Please don't stop...I-I need you" He begged.
"Much better Henry" Mark praised him and reached for something that was out of shot. For a few seconds the guy called Henry lay there panting heavily while Mark got whatever it was he was after.
"Here we are" Mark came back into shot holding
...Oh wow... A big purple vibrator.
"AH YES!" Henry cried out as the device was slid inside him. Mark laughed and began to slide it back and forth, the device only set to a low buzz.
Ryan was already getting close; he could feel the familiar coil building in his stomach, ready to burst. Just a few...more...tugs...
A shadow fell across Ryan. He made the mistake to look up.
"JESUS CHRIST FELIX!" Ryan screamed and covered himself in shock. Felix was standing at the door watching him, for how long Ryan didn't know. And was he imagining it, or was Felix laughing? No...The basted was standing there laughing. Ryan turned bright red with embarrassment.
"Heh...what 'cha doin' there Ryan?" He snickered.
"N-Nothing!" Ryan stuttered. This for some reason made Felix chuckle even harder. He slowly walked over to where Ryan sat, as if he were a lion stalking his prey. Felix flicked the screen open, it had closed when Ryan had jumped to cover himself.
"Ooh! Just a bit kinky there Ryan" Felix teased. "How dare you"
"Wha...?" Ryan was finding it hard to concentrate; the uncomfortable throbbing under the blanket was making it hard to think straight.
"While I'm down there working my ass off, wanting nothing more than to come up here and do that, you've already started without me!" Felix pouted.
"...Sorry what?" Ryan couldn't comprehend what Felix was saying. Felix picked up the laptop and placed it on the bed side table.
"You're a dope" Felix smiled and crawled across the bed so he hovered over Ryan's shaking body. He ran a finger along the ridge of Ryan's scar. Ryan could barely feel it, but he still gave a little shudder as Felix trailed his finger along his marred skin. Then he felt Felix's lips brush lightly against his throat.
"Beautiful...sexy...dope" He breathed in Ryan's ear. Ryan's eyes squeezed shut as he felt Felix peel back the sheets, exposing his stiff member to the cold air. His shirt rode up to his chin as Felix's hands ran up the length of his chest. He bit his lip hard as Felix's fingers began to slowly circle his erect nipples. Little erotic pricks shot through Ryan's body as Felix gave his nubs a little flick. How did Felix know exactly what to do to get him going? He couldn't help but gasp as something hot and wet flicked across his nipples.
"Ha... oh my, fuck!" Ryan hissed at the feeling of Felix's mouth as he began to lightly suck on his left nipple. He could feel Felix's hot tongue rolling around his sensitive spot in a gentle caress that sent little jolts down Ryan's spine.
"You're so sensitive Ryan, its cute" Felix grinned wickedly before moving his mouth back down to the right one this time. What was he...?
"Ah!" Ryan gasped as Felix gave Ryan's hard bump a little nip. "That hurt!"
"No it didn't" Felix said.
"Yes it did you jerk!" Ryan frowned.
"Oh come on, don't pretend like you didn't like it. I saw you get harder" Felix trailed a finger seductively down Ryan's chest. Ryan just continued to pout. In truth, he did like it. In fact, he liked it a lot. But Ryan didn't want to give Felix the satisfaction of having him say it aloud.
Felix frowned and got up on his knees.
"Well fine then! If you don't want me to continue I'll just go back down stairs and-" "NO!" Ryan cut him off. Felix grinned smugly at this. Damn it...
"D-I-I mean...please?" Ryan tried to keep the desperation out of his voice. Felix let out a long, obviously fake sigh.
"Well I suppose I could..." Felix mused. He was just teasing Ryan now.
"Stop being an ass and..." Ryan's voice caught in his throat, making it impossible to say what he was thinking.
"And?" Felix raised an eyebrow.
"...You know..." Ryan mumbled.
"Ya know, I don't think I really do" Felix teased.
"Of course you bloody do!" Ryan said.
"Hmmm...is it something to do with this?" Felix ran a finger slowly down Ryan's shaft.
"Ahh...Felix please...touch me…it hurts" Ryan groaned desperately. This seemed to please Felix a lot.
"That's a bit better! Now then, would you like me to do this?" Felix pulled Ryan's pants down further and let his tongue flick lightly over Ryan's slit. Ryan gasped.
"HA! Yeeesss!" Ryan hissed as Felix ran his tongue around his head. "Please!"
"Good uke" Felix praised Ryan as if he was a dog. Ryan rolled his eyes...but that quickly turned into a lust filled moan as Felix enveloped his tip. He clenched the bed sheets as a rushing sensation went up his spin. Ryan gasped as Felix started bobbing his head, taking more of his throbbing member in his mouth. Ryan couldn't keep from moaning anymore, he tilted his head back and mewled in pleasure.
Ryan had never felt anything like Felix's hot wet mouth before. He'd dreamt about it sure, but nothing compared to the real thing. He'd never thought it would feel so damn good! The feeling of Felix's hot mouth sliding up and down his erect member, tongue rolling around his shaft, teeth occasionally brushing the sides, was fucking amazing! He felt Felix run his tongue over one of his throbbing veins, sending spasms up his spine.
Ryan's hand had automatically moved from the sheets and had found their way to the back of Felix's head, fingers intertwining in his silky hair. He hadn't realised he'd done it, but he was gripping Felix's hair hard, trying to get him to go deeper. Felix let out a little hum of amusement, sending glorious vibrations through Ryan's body. Ryan groaned louder than before at this.
Writhing beneath the Swede, Ryan couldn't control his body anymore. He moaned like a porn star as Felix brought him closer and closer to that sweet release he desperately craved. Ryan couldn't help himself, his hips bucked upwards, thrusting into Felix's mouth. He pulled on the lightly coloured hair in his hands harshly as Ryan felt that same feeling building in his abdomen.
"Hrg...Felix I...I'm...haaahh" Ryan groaned loudly. At these words, Felix began to suck even harder, causing Ryan's tip to hit the back of Felix's throat as he bobbed his head. Ryan panted heavily as he edged closer and closer to release...
"FELIX!" Ryan screamed the Swede's name as he finally came hard; his seed exploding into Felix's waiting mouth. Waves of pleasure washed over Ryan as he orgasmed at last. His body twitched and convulsed as his length spewed forth his load into Felix's mouth, the Swede not having pulled away. He felt Felix swallow all he had to offer, moaning softly as he did so. Ryan's hips buckled as his body spasmed with pleasure. He gasped and panted as his body eventually began to settle slowly.
After a second or so, Felix pulled away, letting Ryan's spent member flop onto his stomach.
"D' you enjoy yourself there Ryan?" Felix smirked.
"Uh...nng…y-yeah" Ryan panted weakly.
"Heh, thought you might" Felix grinned. Ryan gave a shaky smile back, heart still hammering in his chest.
"You really liked that didn't you?" Felix laughed.
"S-shut up..." Ryan blushed. Felix snickered and got on his knees.
"Well then, I guess it's my turn" He grinned wickidly.
"…Let me go get ready"
Translations:
Vill du gå ut? Jag tror att du gör. Ja du gör! = Want to go out? I think you do. Yes you do!
Dumma hund ... det är bara åtta på jävla morgonen ... = Stupid dog ... it's only eight in the fucking morning ...