I didn't want to turn anyone into a werewolf but although it wasn't the right thing to kill him and this is where the dilemma started. Many people who were in my situation would of probably taken the easy route out and bite someone as it would mean not killing someone but for me biting someone wasn't the option. My dad to put it in simple terms I hated him but someone in this world did love him and to be honest once this was all over he could go as nothing was keeping him here.

Deucalion walked around me pacing beside me, the silence was awful I was just waiting for him to talk or was he waiting for me. The way he walked with such confidence really wound me up as even after he died he was still the bane of my life, Deucalion had this arrogance about him kind of like Jackson used to have but when he had it was worse. I was trying to control the wolf inside of me and I could that was what he was waiting for, all he wanted was a reaction, for me to let go.

"Scott I don't see why you just don't give in?"

"As I don't want to be evil."

"But it does suit you and come on be honest how do you feel about the darkness."

There was no way I could tell him about this, as I haven't even told my pack yet, I knew they were starting to work it out but that didn't change the fact that I felt this darkness although taking me over was making me better in one way or another. It was definitely making me a better werewolf which was why I didn't like it. If it would make me a better person, student or son I am all up for that but the fact is the evil taking over me made me feel somewhat happy.

"I feel like the more I try to stop it then that is affecting me the worst but when I let go it just naturally follows and I like it."

I can't believe I was saying this, trying to persuade myself it was a lie to make him happy but my heartbeat told him and me otherwise, I was really turning to the dark side for good. This was not a good thing and the longer I could keep this to myself the better but by him now knowing he was never going to let me live it down, and if he was going to get his way I had a feeling that it would involve me without the rest of my pack including Stiles.

By the look on his face his plan was coming together so hopefully he wouldn't make me do anything bad to good people who don't deserve it. The way he walked around me with a sneaky smirk on his face. It was his usual look but something was more enhanced about the fact that he was enjoying this face.

"So Scott if you enjoy it so much come with me now and all of this ends."

"No I can't leave my pack, I can't leave Stiles as I turned him into this and he is my responsibility."

"But who said I didn't want him as well."

"As I know what you want."

"Which is what?"

"For him to kill so you can kill him."

"But not if you do as you are told as you are the one I want as he is bait."

"As usual you just want me, but why him this time?"

"Your conscience as you are mad at yourself for doing this to him so if he comes in harm's way you will spiral out of control."

"So what is it you want from me?"

"To make the ultimate pack, a demon wolf, a true alpha so anyone who gets in our way and causes trouble will be ended quickly."

"On one condition."

How could I even be considering this, part of me was because I just wanted all this to end and the other part of me was thinking that maybe it was time for a change, going away from this measly town may be a good change.

"Are you seriously reasoning with me?"

"Yes as if you really want me that badly you will reason with me."

"But it is one thing Scott don't go pushing it."

"I want Stiles to come with us; he is rarer than I am."

"True but he is a hindrance."

"No Stiles, no me."

"I can see you are being a difficult teenager like always Scott, so let's see if this can persuade you."

He slowly skulked over to my dad picking him from the throat, I shot over to where he was standing pulling my dad away from him and pinning Deucalion to the ground. At this point in time I was so tempted to kill him all over again but as I pondered on the thought he through my body of his and managed to get the upper hand. As usual.

"You see Scott I knew I could persuade you."

"Really as all I was doing was stopping you from killing someone."

"But you weren't as if you didn't care about the threat I pose you would of let me kill him right in front of you."

The look of evil was not a nice look to see on anyone especially yourself but if I was being completed honest I wanted a fresh start away from here and sometimes away from the pack. Honestly I wanted to be a normal teenager but I couldn't be ever. I knew he wouldn't have Stiles go with us but I needed someone to keep me human, and he needed me to survive as Derek will get him killed.

Deucalion walked away leaving my dad's body beaten and battered on the floor, I knelt down beside my dad trying to act shocked and surprised when he finally came around. He was confused himself to why he was here but thankful to see me and I was happy to see him as his usual self and not the villain for once.

"Scott what are you doing, what am I doing here?"

"You came to help solve all the murders and you had a link and then the next thing I know you were out in the woods and as no one could get hold of you I thought I would come a find you. And here you are."

"Thanks but why do I feel like death?"

"Dad you may have been here for a couple of hours so who knows why."

He looked at me with apologetic eyes but no matter how many times he tried I would never forget him for what he did and at the minute my mind was in a different place and right now I needed to talk to Stiles as at the minute I was thinking about leaving. And not only for a break. I was thinking about leaving forever.