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I hope everyone that was affected by hurricane sandy is ok! Enjoy the time off work if it's just the power and enjoy getting your home remodeled if you have damages….(seeing the brighter side of things) personally I almost lost the windshield of my car but my husband had to go move the car from under the big tree in front of my house! And the limb did fall! So yeah…..be careful!

I really like this chapter even though there is know kiddies. Remember this story is unbeta'd so please excuse any mistakes and typo's….Lemon Alert!

Chapter 11: Our First Time

"Our First Time" by Burno Mars
[Intro: x2]
Don't it feel good babe
Don't it feel good baby
Cause, it's so brand new babe
It's so brand new baby.

[Verse 1:]
And now now here we are (here we are)
In this big old empty room
Staring at each other, who's gonna make the first move?
Been doing our thing for a minute
And now both our hearts are in it
The only place to go, is all the way (ah, whoo)

[Break:]
Is that alright?
Is that okay?
Girl, I need to be nervous
Cause, I, got, you, all, night
Don't you worry bout a thing (no no no)

[Chorus:]
Just go with it, go with it, go with it (and I will go real)
Slow with it, slow with it
It's our first time
Go with it, go with it, go with it (and I will go real)
Slow with it, slow with it
It's our first time

[Verse 2:]
Clothes are not required, for what we got planned
Ooo girl you're my desire, your wish is my command
Treat you like a princess, oooh girl you're so delicious
Like ice cream on a sunny day, gonna eat you before you melt away (babe)

[Break:]
Is that alright?
Is that okay?
Girl, I need to be nervous (no no no, no oooh)
Cause, I (I've), got (got), you (you), all, night
Don't you worry bout a thing (no no no)

EPOV
Once inside the house I called Dragon House and ordered us a large sushi platter to share for dinner, considering I forgot to pick something up while I was fussing. I am becoming a woman! Sigh

Bella went up to take a quick shower without many words for me. Okay so this time ended up being a misunderstanding.

But all the other times weren't.

The day following the great Hug-gate of 2012; we made plans on me picking up Carlie in the morning to take her to the center. When we pulled up to the front of the house their whole weird family was standing there waiting on me. We got out of the car trying to figure out what they were all doing.

"What cha doing out here?" Masen asked them. The boy could always read my mind and asked all the questions I wanted to without sounding rude.

"Waiting on you silly" Bella responded as she sent Carlie inside to get her bag.

"But why you all out side?" He questioned looking at Alice and Jasper. Reads my mind!

"Well we wanted to be ready when you guys got here." She said but it seemed like that wasn't the truth. We locked eyes and I kind of signaled for her to come down the stairs with me.

"Stay here and wait for Carlie; Mase." He nodded looking still confused.

"What's wrong?"

"I was going to ask you the same thing… why were you guys all standing outside?"

She sighed "I wasn't sure if you were going to show and I was trying to catch Ally and Jas before they left so that they could drop her off if you didn't." Okay NOT COOL.

"Why wouldn't I show? I said I would take her."

"Maybe you thought about it and changed your mind because her mother and father are both crazy dipshits?" she asked the ground but her words hurt and infuriated me!

I pulled her face up to mine with my index finger and gauged my words to not sound like an asshole. "When I say I am going to do something you will expect for me to do it. I will NEVER walk away from that little girl…. I will always be here for her and you if you let me. Things like asking Alice and Jasper to do shit that I already said I will do cannot happen. It shows lack of faith and doubt in me and that should never be a concern; I will always do my part. "I said those words and hoped that they sunk in as she nodded.

But as we see today they didn't.

I set up the dining room with our food when it came and dimmed the lights hopefully our weekend could go as it was planned. After being gone for her 'quick' 45minute shower, she returned. I was playing words with friends with Emmett but I looked up from my phone when I heard her footsteps.

She was wearing a skin tight tank top; and I could see her nipples though which means she didn't have on a bra. A pair of leggings or yoga style pants and these adorable purple bat slippers that flapped when she walked. She knew I loved them I always smiled when she wore them.

"Don't look at me like that; I thought you were mad at me." She asked with a smirk.

"I'm not mad; I'm irritated and it's more like I was irritated before you came here looking all sexy."

She chuckled as she walked into the room and leaned over me to look at the spread on the table. I leaned back in chair so that I was balanced on the two back legs so that I could see her ass. It was always perfect! I loved when she wore tight pants another thing she knows makes me smile.

"Well as I said before I am sorry about that. I was really just trying to help. And thank you so much for getting this." She waved her hand over the table as she turned around chewing on a hotnight roll. I pulled her by her hips so that she standing between my legs. She is so soft!

"Do you have any idea what you do to me when you wear things like this?" I couldn't resist touching her any longer. I ran my hand along her hips and ass as I spoke into her neck.

"Hmmm…Do you want me to change?" she asked as she bit her lip. She was planning on driving me crazy tonight

"Never, are you hungry?" I had to ask because right now all I could think about was her naked! Basically fuck this food!

She shook her head as I pulled her onto my lap and attacked her mouth with mine. It was soft and hot and fucking perfect... She was perfect.

I loved every soft curve. I fucking loved her!

She rocked her hips against my dick and it hurt a little because of my jeans but fuck if was going to stop her.I slipped my hands up her shirt and down her pants. No underwear either... Yup I am going to marry this girl!

She let out a loud moan as I palmed her Brest...fuck!

She rode me as we made out and I groped her in my dining room. This was as far as we got during a usual night. Basically pants rubbing like middle schoolers but tonight I need more...I needed her! In the worst fucking ways!

"Bella?"

"Hmm?"

"Do you wanna go upstairs?" I asked as I lightly pinched her nipple. She ground herself onto me further and nodded against my cheek.

I slid her down my lap near my knees then pulled both her legs up so that they were resting on my forearms. She giggled when grunted as I picked her up but helped by putting her arms around my neck.

I carried her up the stairs and lay her on my bed "I want you so fucking bad it hurts... I need you Bella... You mean the world to me...I...I" I told her between kisses on her lips, neck, and collarbone. "I know this is not the best time to say this but I just want you to know that I am in love with you" I whispered. I was feeling abnormally emotional "please baby; let me love you."

I have never been a really emotional guy. I have never really tied love and sex together. This was a whole new experience to me. I WANTED to make LOVE to Bella. I didn't want just sex with her. She didn't reply to my declaration but just squeezed her eyes tightly and kissed me hard.

I peeled off the two imposing garments she wore to reveal the most perfect fucking body I have ever seen. I loved women that were shaped like women and my girl was all woman. I dragged my tongue across the top of her breast down and around her nipple which I sucked into my mouth to get a better taste of her. Perfection

when I pulled away to get a taste of the other she shivered under me. So climbed off her and stood at the edge of the bed. I grabbed one of her ankles and pulled her to the edge with me as she giggled. Once she was there I grabbed bother her thighs again and lifted her up into my arms. She locked her legs around my waist and I grabbed the back of head as we made out.

I walked her up to the top of the bed and pulled back the comforter and laid her down in the middle of the bed. I stood up and quickly stripped down not wanting to waste any more time. She outwardly laughed at my haste to get back into the bed and between her legs.

I made sure to get right to where I wanted to be. I needed to know what she tastes like. I licked my lips as I peered at her glistening bare pussy then placed a light kiss directly on her clit. Fuck! SO FUCKING GOOD!

There was nothing I could compare the taste of Bella to she was sweet and salty and just fucking yummy! No I am not gay and yes I said yummy.

It sounded like she was suppressing moans. That will not do…. I licked and sucked until she was writhing at my will. When her thighs wrapped tightly around my head and her pussy started to thrust towards my mouth I knew she was done for.

I placed my index finger in the outside of her core as her legs began to shake and began to slide it in as she cried out my name. FUCK YEAH! That's the sound I wanted to hear.

I crawled back up her body and one handedly put the condom on that was under the pillow. I was prepared.

I kissed my way up her body from her thighs to the sweet spot behind her ear. "You ready for me baby?" I asked even though I knew she was. She was fucking dripping. I asked more because she was so tight it was hard to believe she had a kid. She was clenched around my finger. I can only imagine how my was going to feel…this is going to be AWESOME!

She nodded and I aligned myself with her and slowly pushed my way into her. Like I said she was tight, I looked down into her eyes which were shut. "Open your eyes Love."

She complied and I gently kissed her as I eased into her warmth. I was moving slowly trying to get her acclimated to me when she let out a frustrated growl." Harder Edward…..please." Oh okay I can do that. I thought as I tilt myself further into her and began to pump as forcefully and delicately as I could. "Ugh….oh shit, oh shit, oh shit…yes yes just like that...EEEEDDDDDDWWWWWWARRRRRRDDDDD " I was in the fucking zone. I had my rhythm together and everything was perfect!

Until everything every move we made became to perfect, to slick and wet, to tight and warm. She was too responsive. Shit.

I pulled out and took a look down at the ring of latex surrounding my dick. Shit.

"What's wrong?" she had to have felt the difference.

"You can't feel the difference? Perfect just got ten times better." I stated still looking down. I wanted to just slip back into her for just couple more strokes. I placed the head right at her core and looked into her eyes pleading for another hit of my new found addiction.

She sighed "Do you think you can control it?" she asked but I didn't answer as I pushed back into her. Once. Twice. Three times. That's when I felt my balls start to tighten and I knew this is was a bad idea. I pulled completely out of her as I shook my head.

"Bella…. Oh Bella; that should be a fucking illegal controlled substance. Fuck!" she giggled as I groaned as I pulled the ring off. I know now that my plan was stupid. I only had the one condom left from the packs I kept from my more active days. Shit.

I was planning on stopping by the store when we went out tomorrow. Man fuck that.

"Hey don't move I will be right back! I'm serious don't move!" she was laughing at me again as I ran around the room looking for my sweats and tennis. I gave her a kiss before I ran out the door.

Just my fucking luck that every got damn gas station near my house was fucking closed! But during the drive I had time to think. I was in love and even more now that I had a taste from the forbidden tree. The only problem was that she didn't love me back, which hurt if I was being honest but I wasn't going anywhere. As sad as that sounds I was in a place I have never been before and I knew that I couldn't change that no matter how she felt.

I finally gave up on finding a gas station and just drove to the 24hour Walmart that was 15 minutes away from my house. When I got home and walked into my room I release a sad sigh at the sight.

There she was with one tit sitting perfectly out from the blanket that covered her completely knocked out body. I walked over and kissed the top of that tit before undressing and climbing in behind her and palming it.

I breathed her in and kissed that back of her neck. "I love you Bella." Was my parting words as I let sleep take me.