Jealousy
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Me: Yeah I know your probably all like "I KILL YOU!" BUT please don't I am in Costa Rica and Wi-Fi is in very few places
Daniel: Yeah *yawns* and I sleep all day! I miss you Lani!
Cole: *sleeping*
Lucinda: That all he says! EVEN AS HE SLEEPS!
Previously in Derek's POV
She came out ten minutes later I heard the water stop and when the door opened to the bathroom steam rolled out and she walked to her suitcase not even looking at me. I stared at her for a moment before I entered the washroom. I had a quick shower and walked out of the washroom Chloe was reading a Maximum Ride book on the bed tears were at her eyes and she slammed the book closed throwing it at the wall,
"Jeuz Chloe it's just a book,"
"It's not just a book Derek it is a great book!" her blue eyes were sparking with anger I sighed crossing the room I picked up the book and set it down on the bedside table,
"I'm going to the gym," I told her and she nodded avoiding further eye contact,
"Can I come watch?" she asked her voice weak, "or are you going to leave me here or send me to Tori?"
"Your a free person Chloe do what you want," I grumbled, "but I need my space." I walked out of the room my breath heavy I just didn't think I could stand seeing her like that any longer I leaned on the closed door catching my breath before heading down the hall to press the elevator button. Chloe joined me and pressed the down button twirling her thumbs her elevator came first full of drunk teenagers and I growled softly Chloe rolled her eyes,
"Oh stop it!" she scolded before stepping into the elevator where the guys persisted to check her out she waved a small goodbye and the doors closed as one of the guys hand reached out to grab her butt. But I couldn't do anything the doors were already shut as I heard Chloe yelp in surprise. I stepped into my elevator heading up to the gym.
Chloe's POV
Tori and I found out that the pool like the laps pool was on the eighteenth floor the hot tub was on the seventeenth and Derek was in full view which made it tempting to watch him keeping my back facing him helped as I told Tori what happened thank god for the jets or Derek would have heard me,
"Wow!" Tori exclaimed and I nodded twirling my thumbs
"Yeah." I answered and Tori laughed,
"Well then lets make him wish he never said no," I smiled and she get out of the hot tub,
"Where are you going?" I asked and she pointed at some guys all hanging out at the pool (THIS ONE WASN'T USED FOR LANE/LAP SWIMMING)
"Lets go invite them to sit with us," she said and I rolled my eyes standing I waved at them catching there attention and Tori curled her finger beckoning them forwards them all obeyed and I was tempted to see what Derek was up to Tori shook her head, "he hasn't seen it yet." She whispered in my ear and I sighed,
"Hey I'm Chloe and this is my friend Tori," I greeted them and they smiled sliding into the hot tub with us,
"I'm Chris this is Dirk, Ole and Orin," Chris had blonde curls and brown eyes, Dirk had brown straight hair and blue eyes, Ole had copper hair and green eyes and Orin had black hair and violet eyes I smiled at him and he sat beside me,
"Hey Chloe," he whispered in my ear and I blushed,
"Hey," I whispered back looking into his eyes, "your eyes are amazing." I whispered to him and he smiled it was then that I realized the jets had gone off and I looked at Tori who hadn't seemed to notice,
"Thank you," he smiled, "most people find them weird."
"I find them fascinating unique," I smiled at him, "there beautiful and thrilling at the same time it makes you sexy and beautiful at the same time it makes you unique." I whispered and he smiled leaning in he kissed my cheek,
"That guy in the gym watching us is he your boyfriend?" he whispered in my ear and I looked over his head to see Derek glaring at me ducking my head Orin sighed, "I'll take that as a yes." He pulled away and stood all his friends did as well,
"Have a goodnight Tori," Dirk told her and Tori smiled catching Ole's eye,
"Oh I will." She replied and Orin kissed my hand,
"Don't do this to the guy there's no reason I don't know what he's done to you but whatever he did," he looked over my shoulder, "I think he's been through enough. It looks like he really loves you don't take that away from him." I watched at Orin led his friends away nodding in Derek's direction who was running on the treadmill sweat beads falling down his muscled chest,
"I can't do this anymore." I complained and Tori whistled at Ole who smirked back at her, "Tori!" I snapped,
"Good thing too cause here he comes," she stood and I sighed, "good luck." I turned to see Derek standing right behind me not looking at me his workout shorts were traded with his swim trunks he must have had them on before. He didn't look at me as he sat down arms lengths away,
"Derek," I whispered but he didn't look up from the water, "Derek?" I asked again,
"What!" he snapped his eyes connecting with me anger flowing throughout them I didn't say anything just held his gaze, "what Chloe seriously is this some game to you am I a game!" He growled out and I felt tears pricking my eyes again,
"No Derek of course not," I replied voice heavy,
"Sure feels like it." I looked away from him,
"Why Derek why are we always fighting?" I asked looking back up at him his eyes were filled with hatred,
"Do. Not. Change. The. Subject!" he hissed and I sighed completely ignoring him,
"Why us?" I asked tears falling down my cheeks and his eyes widened and he gapped, "I thought- I thought we were meant to be but." My voice cut and I tried to get air to stop my on coming sobs but it wasn't helping my throat tickled and I let more tears fall over my eyes. He moved closer pulling me onto his lap,
"Chloe," he whispered my name and I wanted to pull away to not give in but I buried my face into his chest curling up on him,
"Do you hate me Derek?" I asked quietly and he hugged me closer,
"No Chloe of course not," he whispered,
"Am I- is it because I've been used?" I asked and he froze pulling me head up to his I looked into his emerald eyes brimmed with tears,
"Oh god Chloe no I just want our first time to mean something," he whispered and I clung to him more,
"But it will Derek!" I tried to convince him,
"I want you to be safe I want to know that we're safe and that bastard in jail where he belongs,"
"So I am nothing if he's free?" I asked,
"No Chloe your everything to me,"
"I'm sorry," I whispered and he kissed my forehead,
"It's okay love," I buried my head into his neck straddling his hips,
"I love you," I whispered and he pulled me closer,
"I-I don't know how to say this," he whispered and I pulled back a little resting my hand on his cheek,
"Say what?" I asked and he smiled at the nervousness in my voice,
"That I've always dreamed of having sex with you," he admitted avoiding eye contact with me I giggled and he turned back to me,
"I love you Derek," I repeated and he laughed a little before kissing me,
"I do want to Chloe just not yet I'm I don't know if I'm ready does that sound-"
"Sh Derek I'll wait for you no matter how long you take," I kissed his nose and he smiled.
Derek's POV (HOT TUB SCENE)
I say Chloe close to that dickwad he was leaning in to kiss her and my stomach churned at the sight. I heard the sound of him kissing her cheek and asked if I was her boyfriend I met Chloe's curious look with a glare and she ducked away. I watched as he got up and I hoped on the treadmill trying to ignore the words of advise he'd said to her but I couldn't,
"Don't do this to the guy there's no reason I don't know what he's done to you but whatever he did I think he's been through enough. It looks like he really loves you don't take that away from him." I felt her look at me and focused on the machine,
"I can't do this anymore." I heard Chloe complain to Tori, "Tori!" she snapped and I smiled my girl and I got off the machine pulling my gym shorts off to reveal my swim trunks walking through the sliding door,
"Good thing too cause here he comes," Tori answered and I gave her my best go away look and she stood, "good luck." I was standing right behind Chloe as she left I didn't look at her as I sat down arms lengths away,
"Derek," she whispered my name but I didn't look up from the water trying to find my anger again, "Derek?" she asked again,
"What!" I snapped finding it her eyes were wide with fear but she didn't speak as she held my gaze, "what Chloe seriously is this some game to you am I a game!" I growled out knowing my words were harsh but as I noticed tearsin her eyes I felt regret instantly for saying it,
"No Derek of course not," she replied voice heavy,
"Sure feels like it." She looked away from me,
"Why Derek why are we always fighting?" she asked looking back up at me,
"Do. Not. Change. The. Subject!" I hissed and she sighed,
"Why us?" she asked tears falling down her cheeks I just wanted to reach over and brush them off, "I thought- I thought we were meant to be but." Her voice cut and my heart stopped was she saying we weren't meant to be as she tried to get air to stop her on coming sobs I watched as she let more tears fall over her eyes. I moved closer pulling her onto my lap,
"Chloe," I whispered her name and she buried her face into my chest curling up on me,
"Do you hate me Derek?" she asked quietly and I hugged me closer my mind confused and heart pounding,
"No Chloe of course not," I whispered back Where'd she get that! I don't know. Fix IT!,
"Am I- is it because I've been used?" she asked and I froze pulling her head up to mine I looked into her bright blue eyes tear running down her face,
"Oh god Chloe no I just want our first time to mean something," I whispered and she clung to me more Dumb ass thats not going to help!,
"But it will Derek!" she answered me quickly,
"I want you to be safe I want to know that we're safe and that bastard in jail where he belongs," I answered her every word true,
"So I am nothing if he's free?"
"No Chloe your everything to me," I answered voice thick and my heart dying more and more,
"I'm sorry," she whispered and I kissed her forehead,
"It's okay love," she buried her head into my neck straddling my hips causing me to be turned on,
"I love you," she whispered and I pulled her closer,
"I-I don't know how to say this," I whispered nervously and she pulled back a little resting her hand on my cheek,
"Say what?" she asked and I smiled at the nervousness in her voice,
"That I've always dreamed of having sex with you," I admitted the words just flowing out and I avoided eye contact with her until I heard her giggle and turned to look at hers,
"I love you Derek," she repeated and I laughed a little before kissing her,
"I do want to Chloe just not yet I'm I don't know if I'm ready does that sound-" We are so ready! SHUT UP! and she interrupted me,
"Sh Derek I'll wait for you no matter how long you take," she kissed my nose and I smiled. This was what I wanted with her for now I just wanted her to love me for me.
A/N- IMPORTANT IN COSTA RICA MAY NOT UPDATE FOR AWHILE!